Never felt known or understood by anyone. Every attempt to reach out, even in brand new settings with new people is met with punishment or revile. Meanwhile i will see other people reach out in the exact same way in the exact same degree of unfamiliarity and they are rewarded. It never made sense to me, im not ugly or anything but im not hot either. Its as if the infinite series of strings of words i could put together with someone dont matter, the outcome is always being disregarded
>>82962044you are just different. when those people connect, they are already synced because of good upbringings, positive social reinforcement, having social webs throughout their lives, etc. if you don't have those experiences, you'll be seen as not normal and be treated a certain way even if you say the same things they do. you will find people who like and relate to you if you keep searching while being true to yourself. you have a rare signal, don't dim it for people who can't even register it.
>>82962263wrong.>>82962044you're just an aspie
>>82962263this is trueall my lifelong friendships are with people equally fucked as i
