does anyone else just feel zero pressure or desire to date or have a partner? and never had it to begin with?
>>82989381yes its mainly because i hate the idea of lovealso because no one is matching with me on hingealso because i am a NEET on welfare and live with my parentsi had a religious upbringing and i resent 4chan for trying to plant the false desire in me to want a gf
>>82989397what do you mean when you say you hate the idea of love? i think it sounds nice in novels and other media but i know its mostly an escapist fantasy.
>>82989381I still want a female partner, but my appearance is ugly, and there's no women out there who would accept me as their friend, not even bbw women. The loneliness is killing me, and I hate having to masturbate to porn just to ease the pain (I masturbated last night to a sex documentary called Skin. Like. Sun.). A white or hispanic bbw gf who's around the 300-330 lb range would be perfect for me because I know that some of them are worried about their appearance too, but they deserve to be loved, and I would love to be together with one (they're so huggable, and I love giving and receiving hugs).
>>82989381i just think it's a bonus nowadayslike, good on you for having one man
My gf at 18 left me and it fucked me up that much i just noped out of dating>mfw 36 and not had a gf since
>>82989381>does anyone else just feel zero pressure or desire to date or have a partner?yes, I don't desire it anymore. a close friend would be nice though but i'm okay with being alone>and never had it to begin with?i wish, i fell for the psyop and it was miserable
Not to sound edgy or anything, but I legitimately have never felt romance or love. I am just lustful. The only thing I think about is fucking attractive women. Im either a sociopath or just have evil autism