"has more conversations in his imagination than in reality" award. fully delulu.for every word i say in reality there's 100 unsaid in my head
>>83048316i say 1 word for every thousand in my head. its more pleasant to talk to myself
>>83048316i am literally the same way>>83048348yah
Maladaptive Fantasizing Personality Disorder
everyone is so nice in my head
>>83048316I get into full-blown arguments with the voices in my head and I win about 80% of the time. If they start to get the upper hand I say random bible verses and they fuck off. I'm thoroughly convinced that they're not my thoughts at all because they talk on their own and they're unpredictable as fuck.>inb4 medsNo. I can make it a 100% win rate. This is training me for something, I think.
>>83048487Wish i had this flavor of schizophrenia, it would be a nice way to cope with loneliness
>>83048316I do this as "practice" for talking with actual people, like how some people rehearse before therapy sessions. But I'm also schizoid and will imagine full blown fantasy scenarios, like living out a slice of a role playing game/anime, as well as the normal stuff like "what would you show someone from the 1800s that showed up in modern day?"Honestly I find people who don't daydream to be way weirder, I can't imagine being so internally blank that you're 100% grounded
>>83048348i hate talking to myself. i prefer non-normies way more. it's so, so nice to talk to people that differ from what i imagine in my head.>>83048360hi literally me>>83048447is this real?>>83048465in my head, everyone is happi...>>83048487if you have to quote the bible then that's a huge L on your part>>83048543this is what started it all. i would rehearse conversations with anyone, everyone. whoops. i ended up breaking my brain catastrophically in the process because i ended up being so isolated that i practiced too much. it's really good for my job!! i do really really well at my job. um, with people i want to get close to? it's a disaster...
>>83048316hello maladaptive daydreaming
>>83048610but y'know 1/100 isn't even bad yet. normie tier actually. gtfo OP
>>83048605>is this real?of course! however, you seem to be the first confirmed diagnosis
>>83048620ah yes, apologies. i didn't pull out a big enough number from my hat to meed your requirements in this oppression olympics. i will endeavour to do better next time, anon.>>83048610floorpill me on this.
>>83048316>have questions in my head>think hard on it>look it up on google, read all about, have full blown convos with myself, and if i'm still not satisfied i ask ChatGPT I think somewhere along the way I went into psychosis
>>83048316Same. I'm growing more content with it. I loathe talking to people IRL.
>>83048747i hate it!!!!! i want to talk in person!!! i want to listen in person!! listening is really nice i like it, i love it!!! i can't stand being in my own fricking head any longer!!!>>83048734i got here without the added steps of AI.>>83048716what's next doc
>>83048757Oh, I get what you meanI feel like it was just a matter of time before I went full-schizo but AI sped it up per seHow bout you guys though? Knowing all you know, has your inhibitions permanently lowered?
For some reason I always imagine myself in one of those talk-show podcasts or as a streamer. I'll arguments with the host or whoever over whatever I'm thinking about, and I talk to the chat of my opinions or narrate my current situation as if it was a past thing.
>"I dwelled too long inside my mind, and found myself stuck there"Less socializing and more 4chan posting, that always worked for me! (results may vary)
>>83048873>"I dwelled too long inside my mind, and found myself stuck there"What are you so afraid of, anon?It's kinda nice outside
>>83048880>what is ironyAnyway, Thank you, Reia!
>>83048316"But do you know what: I am convinced that we underground folk ought to be kept on a curb. Though we may sit forty years underground without speaking, when we do come out into the light of day and break out we talk and talk and talk...."
>>83048316Just 100? I don't even say more than 10 words in one day but I have constant conversations in my head for hours.
