never give up edition
The nurse at the psychiatrists office was super cute and I kept thinking about her after our first meeting yesterday. I guess I should ask the psychiatrist which Im meeting today if I can have another nurse as "support person" right?Also to keep it on topic: hoping I get something prescribed that actually does something. SSRI/SNRI/mirtazapine is just useless.
Relapsed on meth last week and it got fucking crazy.I was hearing voices that told me to dump my entire bottle of vodka out off my apartment balcony.Then I called a family friend and had her drop me off at my grandma's where I took my fucking shirt off and pulled my pants down and yelled NIGGER at the top of my lungs in the front yard. (Not lying, not being funny. I heard a voice tell me to do it or else they would kill my family.)I walked to my family's house that night and my brother said I was just staring into his bedroom window from outside and his gf was shaking and hiding in the closet. They called the cops and they had a family friend pick me up and take me to a hotel because I thought someone was going to kill me at my apartment. I spent the rest of the night talking to an old friend and an ex "girlfriend" through the motel room wall where we cleared up all the bad things we went through and communicated our issues and even made plans to hang out the next day. But I woke up the next morning and realized I just went on another trip.There were a lot more little details but that's just the icing on the meth cake. It was fucking out of this world.
>>83078798I took opioids the day before yesterday and the day before that. Yesterday I didnt. I wanna take em today again to mend my sickness but I have been dependant on them before and dont wanna go through withdrawals as I got work after my sickness ends. Yall think I can do it?
>>83078798hemp based thc products up to get axed soon. do they know it's not going to just go away overnight and they will have caused a massive resurgence to the black market?
>>83078900UPDATE: just took about 200mg of Tillidine
>>83079071Any plans for the day
>>83079084playing bioshock and making tendies. idk what else. Maybe play something else or watch anime idk. Probably youtube.
>>83078826Have you tried just existing instead of depending on the psychiatry merry go round which is basically just poorly understood chemical lobotomy? Taking psychaitric drugs occasionally for recreation is one thing but taking them every single day is quite insane even if it's become normalised in the first world
>>83078894anon wtf..... how do people get coned into meth in ano domini 2025
>>83078894nigga the voices are literally your inner monologue changing its sound, how can you be such a brainlet you can't tell your intrusive thoughts apart from actual voices
im gonna have a melty if i dont get my beer today
I feel nothing but pure existential dread unless I get fucked up on something.
>>83078798Switching from benzos to amanitas im almost down to 0mg. Muscimol isnt any better but thatll do for now
>>83079544"not him, but"I tried just existing, but this leads to a particularly uneventful and ultimately unrewarding experience. I've taken notice of the fact that despite being intellectually immersed in scholarly topics from an early age, I've always struggled getting almost any kind of school work done. As a result, the reward circuitry for "getting things done" never naturally developed. I've done my own research and experimented with various substances with the goal of making up for this deficiency. I have found that low doses of strong, instant release NDRIs help me follow through specific tasks instead of wasting my life. I know people's default reaction is "you shouldn't have to", and I agree - I should just be able to get on with tasks like most people. But my reality is such that I have decades of precedent where "natural effort" simply doesn't occur in me. So at this point my options are, continue to just exist as I always have, not producing anything of value, or make plans to do shit that maybe eventually help me make something out of myself and actually enact them with the help of the occasional pill. I still opt for the former most of the time.
>>83078798Getting high and getting railed by my boyfriendCan you even name anything better
>>83079723I have dried amanitas in the fridge, what do you reccomend them for?
>>83079139redosed another 150mg
How frequently do you have to do coke to get fiendishly addicted? A few months ago I was doing it every weekend (only like 1 to 4 bumps though) for about 6 months straight, but when I stopped it was super easy, had no cravings, etc. A friend of mine is getting borderline addicted, she's a bartender though and does full bags on weekends and sometimes week nights.Just curious about avoiding addiction
>>83079843i think it's more down to the brain chemistry / personality of the individual. i.e. if you're not the kind of person to do entire bags over the weekend, then you're probably not as susceptible in the first place.
1mg Lorazepam 1mg Clonazepam cus I'm bored...
>>83079843its definitely when you get a habit of bingeing coke. I never had a problem with fiending for coke for years but for me this was when I started to hit the bag after the night was already over. I then watch porn and snort all night which is incredibly addicting.
Just got back from the hospital. The appointment ended with a higher dose of the med I wanted to quit (effexor) and a recommendation to go on a stationary bike 2-3 times per week because of "the proven anxiety benefits".T. ex-powerlifter and >>83078826I will never bully americans for their "expensive" healthcare again. about 700e/month in taxes go just to this fucking hospital lmao.
Also to expand on >>83080221. I did what you told me not to do: said everything about my suicidal ideation and self harming.Thinking seriously about starting to self-medicating.
>>83080279>Thinking seriously about starting to self-medicating.You have the internet and online markets. I don't see why you'd even waste your time going to some "doctor" begging and hoping that they'll understand your needs better than you do.
>>83080314I live in a very tightly controlled place. Getting stuff online here isn't as easy as everywhere else. Normies have pretty easy access to stuff I hear.Also I dont know if it's paranoia or religiously sticking to some moral code or something but I can't do something that's against the "rules".
>>83079796not really feeling much +200mg damn I think i gotta get at least some withdrawals the following days...
NYC is out of vyvanse
>>83079876Oh I've definitely done a bag in a weekend but only on rare occasions (maybe 3-4 times a year, Halloween, NYE, etc)>>83080117Yeah I tend to only do bag when I'm out on the town, and when I do I often share with people I know will give me some of their bag when they get some, which is how I'm able to do it so frequently. So yeah if I get a bag often half of it goes to sharing.
>>83078798this is not cocaine
>>83080381i mean, would you do a line of coke that long?
>>83080422I have seen some shit but personally no
>>83079723bro pls respond
anyone else randomly get a brief feeling of impending doom when the substances start to hit, doesnt matter what substance it just comes on randomly.im not talking dread or anxiety but a profound sense that i am now remembering the most important thing EVER, some kind of ineffable eldritch understanding that the sober mind cant bear the weight of. straight chills through the whole body.ive had unfinished business in hyperspace since over 2 years ago, maybe its time to go back..?
Opioid itchiness is the best thing ever, it's so satisfactory to just scratch yourself in the whiles, shit it's been a while since the last time I've been so high, and I decided to pop the last of my trams this morning cuz I had a mouth blister lmao, I don't feel shit.https://youtu.be/G-WRB0zyEBY
>Tell myself I'm drinking too much>Don't decrease the amount of consumptionUh oh. Might have a problem.
>>83081025Can gabapentin withdrawals cause itchiness? I gave some to my cat for a few days like a month ago, he's been chewing and licking the fuck out of his stomach and legs ever since he went off the stuff, so it's all bald patches now
>>83078798Now growth in my B+ jars yet award. I hope the syringe wasn't a dud. Inoculated 4 days ago with liquid culture. Jars have been sterilized in a pressure cooker before hand, and the rice soaked & boiled. If this fails, I'm going to use another type of grain. People recommend Rye instead of rice. I just did rice, cause I'm new to this, and heard of the Unclebens method at first.
>>83081479could you, perhaps, explain whatever the everloving jenkem fuck it is that you are doing, for the uninitiated?
>>83081531I'm trying to grow magic mushrooms. First step I having the mycelium grow in a sterile environment like this.
My mom thinks I'm feeling better but that's actually because sometimes she sees me high and I'm good at hiding my pot addiction. If she finds out about the addiction, it'll get way way worse, if she doesn't find out about the addiction, I can't get proper help because she's buddy buddy with the psychiatrist.I'm so tired.
>>83081742do you actually do anything with your life?
>>83078798MDMA anon from Saturday reporting in on my comedown.Figured id feel more depressed as other people usually report feeling on MDMA comedowns but honestly i feel quite fine, yes there have been feelings of melancholy but they have been quite pleasant. Overall i mostly feel that my takeaway from the entire experience was mostly positive and it has rewired my brain in a good way.I definitely feel extremely fatigued, took a day off from uni because i just couldn't function normally with how tired i was, the type of tired where you just feel like you're gonna fall asleep at any moment. I can manage a conversation and interaction though but getting some meaningful work done like this is a completely different beast.It's a comfy feeling though and im taking these comedown days to write some more on my diary about my experiences and emotions, will probably binge watch a few movies later or finish cruelty squad.
>>83081479nice anon, I have to fire up my shroom growth also with liquid culturesimo I have truffle spores, hope they still hold out
>>83081764No, I never had any ambitions and I'm only alive because attempting to off myself overwhelms me with guilt (because my parents don't want me to die)
>whole-day training about in-house it system at work>once i did the test at the end, rushed off to appointment with psych>after psych i go to a park to hit green pipe>while later go back to work to get my food container back (+ free apple and hot choccy)>and to chip my card again, counts as if i worked at the psych and the park>get my stuff from office>buy and eat a pizza slice on the way to tram>on tram randomly bump into a qt from book club, we chat>get home and hit green pipe>mfw i realize i have home office tomorrow>mfw i forgot to bring my work laptop from the officeToday was a good day
Hi it's Gurt the Gummy, I'm back from the archives.
>>83083515FUCK im high and forgot the imageshameful display
My weed vape doesn't get me high anymore
>>83083553lmaoo couldn't be me
>>83083531It's good to see him againSomeone should recreate gurt the best they can.
>>83083553I'm also taking a break from weed, cause it barely gives me a buzz. Last I smoked was the 2nd of November. I'm gonna try and stay away until at least new years
>>83078929???What do you mean they are getting axed soon?I didn't hear any news of a new law revoking the farm bill?
>>83083593shouldn't we all?
>>83083667its supposed to pass in whatevers ending the govt shutdownsomeone else here is probably more informed than me
>>83083759What flavor do u think gurt is? It's most likely some sort of berry flavor though.
>>83083978Idk it's illegal where I'm from. I only tried brownies and canna-olive-oil mixed in yogurt. And a bhang made from ruderalis, sucked on many levels. If it's like normal gummies, probably some bs fruit flavor.
Finally saved up enough AVB to make MCT oil tincture.Also have a little finely ground stuff left over from a previous recipe so I will make a small batch of medicated dark chocolate. Will take me a few months to generate this much AVB, but when I do so again I will make a batch of alcohol based tincture.
>>83083667>>83083832https://cannabisriskmanager.com/hemp-thc-prohibition-looms-as-senate-closes-farm-bill-loophole/TL;DR is Bitch Mitch got money from liquor lobbyist to slip in a total ban on all intoxicating hemp products and most non-intoxicating ones as well, into the bill ending the government shutdownSince many are sick of the shutdown they are willing to sign anythingTrump very much approves of the banWhile it hasn't passed the House yet it's extremely likely that it will.Once signed it will take a year before it becomes enforced federal lawAt that point it supersedes local and state lawBy which point all weed is basically illegal federally all over againYou know, for public safety n shit. As far as it's effects on the black market, they don't care. They just care about whichever lobby group gives them the most money. Not helped by the fact that the larger medical cannabis companies also support the ban as well as most of the alcohol and tobacco industry because hemp is competition. No one is pointing out that shit's been legal for almost a decade and nothing bad happened.It's all so tiresome. Between this, and the weird push to ban porn and ask for ID for everything everywhere all the time that is being artificially pushed hard in the last 6 or so months, it seems like the no fun allowed crowed is more powerful than ever lately. And they are so fake about it to. Pretending its hyper hazardous, using children as justification constantly, but every time without fail when you look into it they are funded by some mega corp giving them backroom money to push shit they don't even believe and know for a fact isn't what the people they are supposed to represent want. God damn, why the fuck can't they just leave people alone to do what they want if they aren't objectively hurting anyone.
I was a huge stoner back in the days I miss it a lot. Most chill days ever loved it so much. Just getting high and skateboarding and listening to music. Too bad I ended up getting that condition where every time I smoked weed I'd have massive panic attacks and psychosis and shit. I can never smoke weed again. Now I'm just a simple opi addict which was also comfy in its own way during the honeymoon stage but gets really ugly afterwards.I'm not ashamed to admit all the best memories in my life involved just being on various substances, usually by myself and listening to music.
on 130mg amph its acetone washed twice very pure no burn smooth and calm stimmulation
>find out that weed is loophole legal this year>try it out>find I enjoy it more than almost anything else>same year they ban it>in a year won't be able to just go to a normal store or order weed through the mailI don't want to deal with dealers n shit. I knew this shit was too good to be true. Nothing good happens to me without it being taken away.
>>83084528You could always grow it yourself. It's not actually that hard, it's called "weed" for a reason, cause it literally is a weed. But the plants smells a shiton, so it's a problem if you live with your parents, or with nosy neighbors. In case of neighbor, then get a grow tent.
>>83084553>You could always grow it yourselfI live in a RV.No I can not.
>>83084570Why can you not grow weed in an RV? College kids grow it in their closet, faggot. An RV would have more than enough space.
>>83084586I don't have a closet worth of space. I LIVE here. All space is accounted for and very carefully used. It's something that one must always be mindful of. So again, no I can not. Growing your own isn't realistically a option for me, and if being totally honest isn't a realistic option for most people. Tell me, do you grow your own?My guess is probably not.
>>83084614I'm the mushroom anon from earlier. I don't grow my own, no. But I am tempted to do it eventually. Just really depressed lately, and don't feel like starting on projects.
Gonna try dmt, what am i in for? I saw that it has the strongest hallucinogenic effects so i decided to get that since i want to see crazy shit. I dont trust seller too much tho, since it was via dark web, but this shit is nearly impossible to find irl or anyone who knows anything about it, so it had to be this way.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LnoaMJPYZU4
>>83079843It just depends on people. In 2018, 2019, and especially 2020 I was fiendishly using cocaine every single weekend and often multiple times a week with the same group. I moved away and quit and never really started using again. It's now 2025 and that group of people are all still using heavily and a few of them are BADLY fiendishly addicted to it. I just kinda look at them with pity seeing it. Tbf even when using it a lot, I never went out of my way to get coke. I was just using it because it was there. So for me addiction never settled in much. It's very personality dependent.
>>83084635Actually looking into it, the bill bans seeds too. So even basically all cannabis seeds will be illegal. Like even almost all industrial hemp seeds will also be illegal. It's functionally a total federal ban. So back to pre-2018 times of all cannabis being federally illegal.
>>83079631they aren't your inner monologue you retard it literally feels like your mind is being invaded by aliens. it is not the same thing at all.
>>83084753Fuck off, pedoscum. Fucking faggot.
>>83084758Don't feed trolls. Lurk more until you learn this lesson.
>>83084742>>83084753>posting harlots
imagine doing drugs with your qt little sister or niece
>>83079843>she's a bartender though and does full bags on weekends and sometimes week nights.Also forgot to add that yeah lifestyle and environment are huge factors too. If you're in clubs and bars or parties a lot cocaine is a lot more appealing and it gets easy to keep doing it. If you're not, desu even if you like cocaine it really isn't the kind of drug that is particularly appealing to do while just hanging out alone at home or going grocery shopping or whatever the fuck. Like maybe here and there just for the novelty but after that wears off you realize it doesn't particularly enhance reading a book or watching TV or pretty much any solitary or low intensity social engagement. It's almost exclusively a party drug imo, therefore the only times I found myself using it a lot was when I was partying a lot.Even for my more fiendish friends it's more that they started finding any reason to "party" just so they could do cocaine constantly. Literally everything we did turned into doing lines and just getting really chaotic for no good reason.
if anyone around dallas or galrand has opiates I would greatly appreciate hooking a white boy up.
>>83084886Hope you get some lad. I miss when telegram had the "chat with people nearby" feature. It was so easy to score back then. I haven't had to buy off street level for a long time and I really, REALLY don't miss doing that. It fucking sucks and almost always is so goddamned sketchy until you're properly plugged in. Also nothing like going on some grand adventure to score and spend your hard earned money just to realize on the first dose that you got some absolute bullshit trash quality trash drugs at the end
that government is getting rid of thca which means I won't have any way to get weed anymore because I'm a shutinI was using this shit for my mental problems and sleep and now it's just going away and I have nothing else to help mewhat the fuck do i do
a family friend recommended me to try shrooms to find a reason to live beyond alcoholhowever i feel like all the people who talk about shrooms changing their views on anything are genuinely brain-friedworth doing yes no?i don't want to end up thinking drugs bring me into contact with the divine or whatever
>>83085067Figure out how to acquire weed another way or find a replacement for weed.
>>83085171how??I can't even drive I was ordering it all online
>>83085182The way i find dealers, is to simply search for weed related terms on snapchat. There's a gaillion pushers on snapchat.
>>83085067swap to alcohol. I was hooked on thca and similar legal highs for a couple years, its almost objectively the best dopamine machine, but I sobered up off it a couple months ago and filled the void with alcohol. The difference in sleep quality+dreams is nice. I still prefer the eternal haze of a 8hr high every day but alcohol is decent enough until you can find something else.
>>83085185I don't even use snapchat
>>83085210Then make one, faggot. I don't use snapchat either, it's soley for finding drug deals lol. Some will require you to send an image of yourself, cause your account is young and has a low snapscore. But it's simply a good app for finding people.
>severe mania when sober>had to put weed and acid down because I live with my gf>been drinking damn near daily for a year now because it's the only thing she doesn't oppose>constantly reminded that I'm genetically predisposed to alcoholism and other drugs save me from that>feel like a failure for needing to rely on drugs to maintain my sanitygo get therapy/diagnosis anons. Mental health is no joke. If I was living alone and had money I wouldn't even bother complaining but I have to maintain the illusion of being normal or else I get pushed further back from my dreams. I see now why rich people do weird shit. I just want to be better for the people I care about
>>83085283I went to therapy and all they did was tell me they couldn't help me and should go somewhere else after trying to give me SSRIs
Psychedelics triggered some form of existential OCD in me and now I can't take anything hallucinogenic (including weed) without having panic attacks. It fucking sucks.
>>83085488The next logical step is to do deliriants, anon.
>>83085067Idk where you live but weed is one of the most easily attained drugs ever in most places. Just gotta go outside or else learn2dnm
>>83085185Just use the darknet markets. You keep this up one of those dealers will either be a fed or get stung and you'll walk right into law enforcements loving arms.
>>83085539Not in my case, cause buying isn't actually illegal here. And even if it was, the burden of proof is on the police. Just deny you ever intended to actually buy anything. Also, ordering cannabis products unless it's edibles or vape liquid on the darknet is a bad idea, dogs are trained to smell it. It'll get taken in the toll.
>>83085559Dude, dogs only get involved if you buy internationally. I know how the domestic mail system works. They don't have time to have dogs sniff every package. Why would you risk your life meeting up with a person you don't know when you can safely have drugs mailed to you with the exact same plausible deniability in play? It's just an archaic way of doing things.
>>83085536>learn2dnmi don't know what this means>Just gotta go outsideokay I'll just go outside in my suburb where I don't know anyone and can't go anywhere and just magically get weed thanks retard
>>83079771incredibly jealouswish i could be getting high and railed by a guy but im stuck with my gf who will not be interested in sex at all if it doesnt involve drugs. i fucking hate iti have to do everything, i have to chef the drugs i have to make sure theres water available and everything is clean and the music is ok and micromanaging everything that im sure shes having an ok time but she just refuses to do the same for me. the last time i enjoyed sex was getting fucked up at NYE and getting fucked in a asituation where i could switch my brain off and not have to babysit everythingim going to go to a guys house in a couple weeks and maybe get fucked but it will be disappointing because it always isim bitter and jealous
Anyone ever tried mescaline?Managed to get my hands on 4 pills. Have done shrooms, acid, 2cb and borderline psychedelic doses of ket several times but still a little wary. Have read its better to do it in low light/night? Any anons with experience / advice?
>>83080981Absolutely dude. Nearly every time. Then when Im sober I cant quite conceptualise what it was.
>>83081132not itchiness per se but paresthesia is common, in my case it felt like hyper sensitive skin and feeling like something is crawling on different parts of my body. If I lightly touched or scratched it, it would go away, if I didn't - it would turn into sharp pain. it was after like 2-3 weeks even after tapering off but only lasted a couple of days.
>>83085382a lot of the reddit anecdotes talk about how many years it took to find the perfect pharmeceutical for them. It's a depressing to know that doctors are just a different flavor of wage slave who don't give two shits about your actual problems and only give what insurance covers/pushes but I gotta do it. I notice with proper sleep and hydration I get closer to normalcy but that's not possible while being at a regular job or by relying on other people.
>>83085536people always say weed is super easy to come by but its pretty much impossible if you dont already know someone who smokes it
>>83083978I know there's no way to prove it, but as the guy who brought Gurt into this world, he's a Lake and Bake dragon fruit flavored 100mg gummy
>>83085906I just buy it at the weed store.
>My high ass at 2:17am with no experience in computer aided electrical engineering trying to understand laser photoplotter and e-beam lithography for templating lcd thin film transister conductors and sillicon wafers.
>>83085745>when Im sober I cant quite conceptualise what it wasyeah, its like my a part of my mind touches the past and future infinities on each side of its existence and glitches out iykwim.something one might expect to happen while tripping absolute balls, but when it comes on from just a little bit of weed or kratom its fuckin freaky.
Recently I did a weed gauntlet because I'm a fiend. >Saltybet >Every time you lose a bet, you spin a wheel>Wheel has various weed consumption methods plus end game.>Game ends whenever you land on end game or tap out.Last game (picrel) I had to tap out. Now edibles don't hit like they used to.
SR-17018 is a godsend for anyone who uses opiates. I've cut my tolerance in half without any withdrawals.
So many sites are saying that for cold water opioid extraction for OTC's you need to submerge the tablets in warm water, press them down and then add cold to the correct volume before refrigeration. Can't I just pestle the pills down into a powder and then add that to chilled water? Don't get the extra step.
>>83085613>i don't know what this meansAsk chatgpt or something then. I'm not spoonfeeding you. >Just gotta go outsideMaybe instead of walking around a suburb, you instead go somewhere you are likely to meet someone who will sell you weed? Also I said I don't know where you lived. But the good thing is outside is a big vast space. So maybe you have to go a bit further. Being willing to talk with strangers will take you a long way, seriously. A bit of small talk and then size them up, chances are within 3 tries you will have met someone who will either sell you some weed or get you in contact with someone who will sell you weed. It's the most normalfag widespread drug of all. Honestly probably several people in your suburb smoke weed and if you knew how to specialize even a little you'd be able to find them.Drugs are a networking game OR you could just do what I said before if you REALLY find it impossible to socialize. There's 0 excuse in 2025 unless you live in Australia or North Korea or some shit
>>83087479I'm a fucking neet without a driver's license
>>83085906I literally just go to the nearby gas station and 45% of the time some melinated fellow will approach me and try selling me weed. Or else the local train station. Pretty much anywhere even remotely sketchy will have several vagrants and transients loitering around. Just talk to them. It is seriously that easy. If you want the good stuff you'll need to actually network a bit, which means going to places where you're likely to meet connected people. Go to a bar. Drink a few beers, small talk people. Ask, literally just ask if they know anyone who can sell you some weed. I have had to search for much harder and more niche drugs and succeeded despite being probably actually on the spectrum. You can do it if you really wanted to. Weed is everywhere. Grandma's smoke weed, suburb moms smoke weed, even middle schoolers smoke weed. You are a grown man I guarantee if you put some effort into it you'd be able to find weed. You want a hard mission, try scoring H from a cold start with 0 connections. That's a fucking difficult task. Weed is easy.
>>83087524Well then I'd suggest again that you lrn2dnm. Just Google the acronym. Dnm. Learn. For at least 10yrs now we lived in a golden age where no longer is access to drugs gatekept only to cool normies and sociable people. Even if you are a loner with 0 friends and negative street cred you can buy near any drug from the comfort of your own home.
>>830787987oh withdrawals again. Pretty rough. Very unpleasant. Only way I've found to get through it is taking massive doses of kratom or kratom extract pretty much every 60 - 90 minutes for the first 2 or 3 days
>>83087524Also even if they ban it (which seems likely unfortunately), the bans won't go into effect I don't think until next year. So maybe just stock up now on the legal stuff.
I think klonopin has no effects on me anymore, I don't feel anything. It was good while it lasted
>>83085653the difference between you and I is I'm a girl and you're a man though, two totally different experiences
>>83087601How long will flower even last? I've got mine in bags with those humidity packets which are inside a mason jar
>>83087644>How long will flower even last?Forever AFAIK as long as it doesn't get moldy. To be honest I don't know. But I've heard stories of people smoking weed that was years old without any issues besides maybe less potency.
how do you even do coke in 2025?shit could be laced with fent easily
>>83084113Turns out ingesting straight up oil isn't the greatest idea. I did not know there was even that much shit in me. It's really not fun to spend a whole high back and forth to the bathroom due to diarrhea.I will be using the rest of the oil for edibles. Not really idea but better than the side effects of taking it straight.
>>83087601Another thing to consider is that this shouldn't affect rec and med legal states so if you live in one it won't hurt as badly. Also I'm 100% sure the alt cannabinoid industry is gonna form a coalition to fight it so even if it passes it might not even take effect. Still, it sucks that the government still believes in reefer madness and can't let a nigga get baked.
>>83087707Be a bong, fent rarely makes it over the atlantic and the stuff that does won't usually make it past Albanians who sell pretty much all the coke here.
Anyone have tips on combatting the kratom blues?No other drugs (except nic, caffeine) cauz im on a diet
>>83079544Not this guy either, but SSRIs and Anti-Anxiolytics helped me not have a panic attack just taking out the garbage after having such a bad panic attack in public that it lead to me being agoraphobic for like 3 years (and counting). >>83078894Maybe you shouldn't be doing meth brothaman>>83078900you should try weaning off over time
I'm getting high out in the cold once againI don't know what to do with thca getting bannedThis shit has kept me sane while my life is falling apart and they're fucking taking it away from me
>>83087555>Just Google the acronym. Dnm.*searches*>DNM can stand for various things, including "Distributed Network Management," "Doctor of Natural Medicine," and "Definitely Not Mainstream." The specific meaning often depends on the context in which it is used.Wow, so enlightening.
>>83081025Quick update on this shit, I felt like shit garbage after this little moment of bliss cuz I started to feel super tense and uneasy and it was hard to breathe, thank god nothing serious happened but I swear to god it felt like a near death experience and for the majority of the day afterwards I feel dizzy as fuck and weakened. It wasn't a good day at all.(400mg tramadol hydrochlorid)
>>83088036You're hopeless man. Look for the dnmbible
>>83087644Depends on storage but due to oxidation and UV exposure potency loss is to be expected, but even decades old weed stored badly (but out of direct sunlight) could still get you buzzed. Vacuum packed stuff kept somewhere cool and dark should last a very long time with only marginal potency loss. Somewhat similar to dry herbs for seasoning or herbal medicine actually. My rudimentary plain is to stock up and vacuum seal some of my favorite heavy hitters, and save every usable bit of AVB I generate to make shelf stable tinctures. Then if the fed ban goes through or supply chains are disrupted I still have a decent stash while I figure out a local source or swallow my pride and outrageous prices and get a medical card (and give up my second amendment rights) to maintain relatively easy white market access. If worst comes to worst I can just go without or move. Not life or death for me, just really fucking annoying, especially when I know full well the reasoning is bullshit and it's really about lobbyist being butthurt at legal products going mainstream.
>>83084645You're in for a short shroom trip with the accompanying bird sounds, you can't blast off alone you get too fucked to smoke/vape
>>83088099Oh fuck, I accidentally converted to Mormonism. I now must quit all drugs and begin preparing for the end times. I must also rid myself of all my tight pants for some reason. But on a serious note, why don't you just use your words instead of obfuscating for no reason?
>>83088197I googled it and it's the first result idk why he's not telling you what he means but I'm not telling you because I'm an asshole
>>83088281At least you know and knowing is half the battle.
>>83082553the car scene at the start where he's rapping is the funniest thing
>>83078798After quitting alcohol, I can't tell if my brain is actually fucked or if I'm just feeling like shit now that I've returned to reality. I had only been heavily drinking for the last couple months, so I figured I wouldn't have developed a strong enough dependency to experience seizures. Maybe I was wrong, because my memory is fucked, my speech is a bit messy, and I've had some neck spasms (I don't know if it was from withdrawal or because of my really bad tmj). I guess it could be brainfog, I hope so, but idk. If I do have brain damage, though, I'm fucking roping.
>>83088352Brainfog is common and it eventually clears. I wouldn't worry too much about it.
>>83087608wild bc im a woman not a man?
>>83085653w2c a lesbian who's tired of sexing her gf and just wants to get railed?
>>83085872>a lot of the reddit anecdotes talk about how many years it took to find the perfect pharmeceutical for them.the question is what's stopping you from doing that? do you not have access to the darknets? doctors are not an option? surely your gf cannot oppose your intention to get better when you explain to her how fucked up mania can be and that it's not normal or healthy to drink every day?
Brainfog so heavy that I live on autopilot and get snapped into reality sometimes.
>>83084282>Pretending its hyper hazardous, using children as justification constantlyI catch some news on the cafeteria TV at work, all they talk about is how they've done surveys saying the majority of people are scared of AI and want the government to do something about it because muh childrinz. Porn requires age verification now and traffic has reduced by 75%!! (...except you don't know how many of those people now use Tor and VPNs instead) New crypto laws going into effect this January. Drugs have already been illegal since 2016. It's all fucked, time to go all in on decentralised tech.
>>83089471I've been stuck in my own head for 18 months now, barely register what have happened around me during this time. Stuff I thought I did this summer turns out was the summer of 2023. I dont know if that is what people call brainfog. But that is life I guess haha.
>>83089502fuck... I'm gonna smoke more pot to reach this level of numbness.
is there a drug/chemical that completely wipes your memory? I want to forget who I am
>>83089524Alcohol. But the effects are only temporary.
>>83089524do enough benzos for long enough you might be able to. or dissos
how can you jerk off on mdma, every time i do it it just kills my dick
7oh withdrawals again. I don't wanna speak too soon. But so far this time seems not as severe as far as physical symptoms or intensity. But the mental part is insane. I slept for pretty much an entire day with only a few hours awake. I have all this energy flowing back into my body after months of being constantly sedate. But my mind feels entirely broken. I feel 0 pleasure and 0 motivation to do anything. Even standing up feels herculean amount of effor and then a few minutes later I just lay back down again because existing at all feels so deeply unrewarding and unpleasant. This shit cooked my brain from months of heavy non stop usage
>>83089908not surprising good luck anon
>>83089979Thanks. This isn't my first time successfully quitting this or other strong opiods. I've become a bit used to it even. The reason I always eventually relapse is because of my job. If I didn't have to work I'd probably stay sober. But one or two weeks of work have me so miserable I jump back into drugs to not hate my life constantly. Sorry just venting here really.
>>83090038this is a good venting place i think. but yeah work definitely sucks
>>83085067Thca doesnt get you high you redditor
>>83084282Right wing populism and le war on drugs all over again. They sell the rather simple narrative that no drugs = no problem, despite what professionals learned since nixon. Reps like to look at the drug question as a moral dilemma, if you use drugs you morally failed your duty to be an upstanding citizen, you deserve your just punishment. The narrative doesn't cover the reason anyone would ever do drugs in the first place, doesn't offer anything to citizens who are using, only appeals to the feelings of straight edge (or alcohol/nicotine using) pearl clutchers regarding others who are addicted or use drugs more liberally. Plus Trump gets to flex in the news with police "crashing down" on junkies and thus "solving the problem" right before your impressionable grandma's eyes.
>>83080352>damn I think i gotta get at least some withdrawals the following days...You probably will have some.
>>83090494Im still sick but will take a pause on the opis today.Lets see how bad WDs will get. If I get some I think I will ween of, taking my dose before sleep.>>83089908No Restless legs, hot/Cold waves, Sweating or puking? Sounds good. How long did you take 7oh for? Months?? And you dont get WDs like that? Crazy.
Been a LONG time since I posted in a /drugfeel/. Love you guys, glad to see you all haven't overdosed yet.Ketamine is so dangerous for me, whenever I acquire some I end up doing lines every hour, day after day until I run out lmao. My bladder is probably fucked at this point.How my /disso/iggas doin?>>83089524I think it's possible to nuke your ego from orbit with a combination of a dissociative like ketamine and an amnestic (the GABAergics like alcohol etc) - although there have been studies showing that the combo of GABA drugs and NMDA antagonists 'emulates the effects of schizophrenia' which I think is interesting
>>83089524On large dosages of ketamine I routinely lose the sense of "self" and float around in empty space as pure consciousness. One time on the comedown I encuntered myself as a "foreign" being and got to know me as a stranger befor I "fell" back into my own consciousness. That was wild
>>83084645I have grams of DMT but I ams till scared shitless to smoke it fully, always dipping my toes before getting gripped with the most intense fear and and sensation of "OH SHIT ANON YOU JUST HAD TO DO THIS YOU WEREN'T HAPPY WITH YOUR NORMAL LIFE WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU WHY DO YOU NEED TO DO THIS"
>>83085156shrooms are worth doing in the sense that for me personally, it's like listening to your favorite music and watching the most beautiful piece of art, but the enjoyment of it gets 100 times betterif you like beautiful art, nature, you should absolutely do them, they do not have a purpose in themselves and the shroom trip is not goal-oriented. And somewhere down the line they also amplify self-reflection 10 times
>>83090611how can you tolerate the burning ketamine causes to your throat? i've been boofing but know that i'm not getting the full effect because of fecal absorption which is a shame. might try parachuting with toilet paper or smth. any other good roas that aren't iv or im?
>>83090606>No Restless legs, hot/Cold waves, Sweating or puking?Not really, just extremely tired, unmotivated, and unhappy. Puking no but I do constantly feel like I need to. My entire body just feels "off" basically.>How long did you take 7oh for? Months?? And you dont get WDs like that? Crazy.Yes months, but I'd already gone through the hell withdrawals a while back, then I had a relapse where I binged hard for about 2.5 week taking 7oh literally non stop from waking up to going to sleep. Seems like it wasn't long enough to get the full blown experience thankfully, although by no means would I say it's not unpleasant and miserable. But ye last time was so bad I'd seriously consider ending it all during the worst parts. To be fair, I always have had a strange tolerance to the negative effects of opiates. I never get most of the bad stuff like constipation, nausea, I do get itchiness but only sometimes. And I usually recover way quicker too, I either don't get w/ds or I get weaker ones. And also they don't last long. I've never had opi w/ds longer than maybe 3 or 4 days if I quit Cold turkey usually by day 5 or 6 I'm back to normal.Also I think the last order I got was underdosed so probably I was lowkey tapering without realizing it just because how much weaker those tabs were.
just placed my first order on a darknet market, just a box of prometh to see if itll get through customs... how paranoid should i be about getting caught? my opsec is shit and i checked the tracking without a vpn.if i break the law my neetbux get insta terminatedi live in the netherlands and ordered from uk
>>83088182I won't smoke it, i will sniff. Niggas said that shit is a lot stronger than shrooms tho
>>83091628>how paranoid should i be about getting caught?Decently. Idk the laws in your country but generally speaking ordering from outside the border is significantly riskier. >my opsec is shit and i checked the tracking without a vpn.Very, very stupid. Never do this. No matter how tempting just don't. It wont get there any faster by looking at the tracking. You're presumably playing with your freedom. You should take it seriously. You'll probably be fine but that's a huge risk you've taken by severing any real plausible deniability. If you won't take the necessary precautions you really have no business messing around with that sort of thing.
You know the fucked up part of 7oh withdrawals is kratom really doesn't help much. In fact it sort of makes it worse because you have to take so much that it starts making you sick.
>>83090881>YOU WEREN'T HAPPY WITH YOUR NORMAL LIFEI really ain't. I want an experience that will change me forever. I hope dmt gives me this. I will just sniff it without fear, 30 milligrams line, and may god help me. But how did you get your dmt?
>>83091716>But how did you get your dmt?ordered mimosa bark from onlineif you find someone to ship you from your country you avoid international controls on packages, bark is in a gray legal area in some countries
>>83091195Yep. Just threw up like 8 times, every time I thought it was done even more came out. My throat hurts.
>>83091822>ordered mimosa bark from onlineI saw this method, im thinking about buying the root powder, but having to do the synthesis myself of dmt sounds hard. Im up to it tho, my dark net seller told me he only ships higher values, and I didn't wanna buy an enormous quantity. Im from EU, im not really sure how the border controls would operate in this kinda of situations, i would have to buy from spain since from what i seem they are the only ones who sell these here
no stims or alcohol today.got one task done, but don't really feel the satisfying sense of accomplishment that people seem to get.i think i'm gonna have a rare cigarette.
>>83092024>but having to do the synthesis myself of dmt sounds hardit's braindead full proof desu, yeah at some point you have to mix lye and water but that is about it as far as danger goesif you do inter-eu shipments, don't order lots of kilos of it, don't order from netherlands, demand very neutral packaging, yield is 1% in the work case scenario so 2 kg of the bark can net you at least 20g of DMT
>>83090611Ketamine enjoyer hereWhat are some other good dissos to try?Can't be bothered obtaining and chugging cough syrup, pcp is too hard to find
I smoke weed not to get high or to feel good but as a deliberate fuck you towards the neoliberal niggerloving leftist paradigm the world is centered around. I won't be crippled by your poisons and I will imbibe the killers of humanity in unabashed xenophobic racial hatred and pure blasphemy
Are research chemicals like 4-aco-dmt Al-lad safe? They seem to be a legal loophole so there shouldn't be any reason to cut them but I wonder if they're imported. Seems alot eaiser then finding a muhsroom seller
>>83091628you're in NL so it really doesn't matter. your main mistake was ordering from the uk, ordering within eu or even from nl is much safer
>>83091941damn. Can you taper off?
>>83092221>>83092222 holy shit one off quads /drugfeel/>>83092223
>>83092125I also need to buy all the equipment and the method I saw was this one https://mimosa-hostilis.com/how-to-extract-dmt-from-mimosa-hostilis/I didn't knew about the yield percentage tho, i dont know how it will be with the powder
Anyone else annoyed by tobacco addicts?I used to work with one. The dozen smoke breaks at work got annoying as fuck
>>83078798Do you guys take alcoholics? I live in a shitty 3rd world country and work at a toy store. I keep vodka in my locker and take shots throughout the day and it's starting to become a big problem because I cannot just take it a little, and by the end of the day I'm drunk. I cannot deal with any of these coworkers, god please someone fucking save me. Like genuinely fucking save me.
>>83092671Happiest toy store in russia
would using alzheimers medication like galantamine help reduce benzo brain damage?
>>83092550I can vouch for this one as far as extraction goeshttps://www.scribd.com/document/383613417/Cybs-A-B-HybridSalt-tek>>83092687likely nope, but I got lucid dreams when using it ocassionally
>>83092687Idk what kind of brain damage benzos do? There is neurotransmitter desensitization, which is always reversible afaik, but it might take *long* depending on the drug. The other kind of "brain damage" is cell death, like from inhalants or oxygen deprivation or alcohol. That shit isn't coming back.
>>83092671Maybe you can get some weer in your shitty third world country and use that instead. I would have a gummy halfway and at the end of my shift
>>83092709yeah i used to use galantamine for lucid dreaming a while ago, pretty fun>>83092730im young and have been on kpins for over a year so it heavily predisposes it to me. galantamine increases acetylcholine levels and benzos decrease it, so im probably going to give it a shot
I wish I never started taking 7oh at work. I have a few bottles of 30, 10mg tablets and take upwards of 10 a day. Withdrawals suck. Im prescribed copious amounts of benzos that help, but it just isnt the same.
>>83092709The method didn't seem that different from mine, however i liked the purification process at the end as extra. Again i will sniff this pure, if i fuck this up im going to the grave or to a mental asylum it seems. But since we are at it, what other drugs have you used/uses? Do you have any more formulas and cook recipes links to other drugs? Im specifically looking for MDMA.
Yeah apparently long term benzo use can cause memory problems. Read this in some random comment on the internet there were studies done on this and shieet
Ahhh fuck I hate my life, no amount of weed will make this different but it's the only thing that makes being alive feel good, even if it's just for a moment.I dream of getting cancer so I can spend my final moments fucked up on oxy.
>>83093022I don't hate my life but I wish I could smoke less. It's still probably the least worst drug in terms of risk and everyday availability.
>>83089524Don't do it anon, it's not worth it. You'll feel less affected by things, but as a result, things will only get worse and you'll have a harder time improving your life should you ever want that. I ruined my memory from constant weed and drinking, and while it's allowed me to keep a lot of my worst memories out of mind, it has also ruined my day-to-day functionality. It's hard to hold a job when you can't remember the task you were just assigned a minute ago. Plus, it also keeps me from remembering the good things that occasionally happen, and losing the good memories hurts a lot more than keeping the bad memories. Just don't do it, take care of your memory, because sometimes it's all you have left.
>>83079613Meth is the greatest drug with the highest endorphine dump. You'd be dumb to not do meth
>>83093109Personally, I think nicotine is the least bad drug just because it still allows you to stay in touch with reality and hold a normal life. Sure, forms of it can be carcinogenic, but I think I'd rather take that risk than the psychological stuff weed can unlock. Even leaving aside the more serious risks like psychosis and schizophrenia, I've just seen too many people in my own life fall into a lack of ambition and arrested development because they smoke so much.
>>83089524Alcohol but it will take a while before you get wet brain which is the goal
>>83093236Surely you meant to say dopamine. Dopamine is the good neurotransmitter.
>>83093279Meth causes a release of dopamine and serotonin and oxytocin and endorphins. It is the most powerful drug
>>83084553just commit an elaborate felony to get a little high bro.
>>83084553It's easier to grow psilocybin under your bed in a growbag or plastic tub
>>83079771>Can you even name anything betterGetting high and railing my gf
>>83079771tfw no gf to have chemsex withpic semi related
>>83093308Meth does not release endorphins retard
>>83090191To be fair this shit is bipartisan, with plenty of neo-lib dems loving the drug war just as much as the right wingers, or wanting to tax and regulate it into extinction like they constantly do with gun rights.
>>83093240>fall into a lack of ambition and arrested developmentNeed a little Methamphetamine to remedy the situation
>>83092960>what other drugs have you used/usesonly shrooms and DMT smoked/as ayahuasca/pharmahuasca>Again i will sniff this puresniffing DMT was never worth it from the guys that tried it>MDMAhaven't worked with it, and I don't know another drug community besides reddit for itDMT has dmt-nexus, give it a try if you want to join the schizoland
>>83090881same i couldnt push past like 20mg vaporized. despite the handful of experiences were all fantastic, even thinking about doing it gets my heart rate up and hands a bit shaky. and it also made me develop some kind of setting OCD where i NEED to be in a completely isolated, solitary, locked space with no chance of anyone being around which has become an incredibly rare occurrence..
>>83092164yeah, never done allad but 4-aco is really cool its like shrooms premium
What can right-wingers do to make weed look lame?
>>83094823Right wingers generally reflect reality. So they don't have to do anything. People will make fools of themselves regardless of anyone else.
>>83087707As someone who has been on fent for roughly 4 years now, and before fent, heroin or pharma pills for 8? years... Id be more than happy to have my supposed coke be hit with that fetty... Lol. By the way, most of the time cocaine has or tests positive for fentanyl, it's not that the supplier or dealer or manufacturer cut it on purpose with fentanyl...it was just probably mixed in the same blender they used to cut or mix up the fentanyl, without being cleaned.. and due to most people having little to no fentanyl/opiod tolerance and them not knowing or testing their stuff, it is pretty easy for them to overdose on it after it's been contaminated. Trust me, most coke plugs are NOT going to be cutting their shit with fentanyl...if anything like I said, it probably just went thru the same blender and the faint bit that contaminated it just happened to be enough to kill or OD a person who does coke but not opis. It surprises the shit out of me that people to this day really believe that a bunch of people are putting fentanyl in coke on purpose (im sure it does happen, but not in the way the media/news portrays) and even more ridiculous, people believing that people are out here lacing fucking weed of all damn things with fentanyl.... Lmfao. sure, i guess it COULD happen? But highly unlikely. Shit is retarded, and Everytime I hear someone talking about "they're putting fentanyl in the weed!" Or see some BS on YouTube / News about police saying fent laced weed is all over makes me fkn laugh my ass off. Pathetic lol...but shit, id be happy with the free fetty. Hell, push that fetty Coke and fetty ganj my way - I'll take it with a smile on my face!! -_- pic related some fire purple fetty i grabbed last nite
>>83094214Ok bro thanks for all the talk, people said that sniffing dmt is actually the strongest method to go through it, but i dont know anymore. i will check out the forum of dmt
federal government just made THCa illegali want to fucking kill myself
>>83096205I know the feeling. Shit is devastating. Might be as close as we will ever get to full federal legalization, and it was glorious. Most fucked up thing is a lot of the big companies involved with medical weed lobbied for the ban. Same with alcohol and oddly enough processed food companies. Weed products were just too much competition for them, so they got the government to make everyone felons again rather than make better products.
Just got off my month long ban. Hemp ban just went through. Time for 10g fijian waka kava. Fuck modernity.
>>83078798i wish i had some coke. i had to quit drinking because it drives my craving up the wall and now im just a miserable tired drunk without some powder. probably for the best i do not know enough people to get it easily anymore, but a late night binge does sound nice
>>83096369What the fuck do I do? This shit was keeping me sane and buying it online is the only option I hadI'm losing my fucking mind I can't live without this shit my brain is too fucked up by default and this was the only thing that gave me any relief
Ive been rotating drinking and smoking weed (vapes). When one makes me sick, I switch to the other. Now both are making me sick
>>83092885They're so bad. I haven't moved from this spot all day. I quit CT. It's hellish. Only thing worse is quitting xanax or something. Never taking 7oh again. Not worth it at all
off the high dose off shrooms rn I wish there a way to keep hold of the grateful and loving feelings I have but it always goes away. I guess I'm just gonna have to settle with feeling it biweekly okay have a gay week bye love you bye lol bye.
>>83096369It's probably not going to affect me a whole lot other than the fact that I hate that I have to go back to Dealer Time. I don't miss having to pay $150 every Saturday for my dealer to drive 2 hours to not even give me a weeks' supply.
>>83089908>>83090606Lol forget everything I said earlier. I just wasn't actually in full blown w/d yet after all. In the end I got every single thing you described and more. This has definitely been one of the worst days in my life. 7oh is no fucking joke man. Jesus christ.
>>83095383Clonazepam nicotine and coffeeine makes me drool when to do focus on anything that doesnt make me feel like shit wtf is going on, I just wanna stop thin king about this person. Sorry guys im not fine so be nice about my typing
>>83097268Sorry I didnt mean to quite
>>83096666Nice digits. I say go for the other semi-synth cannabinoids that are still legal, there are a ton of them. I dont think the bill will be banning them all. Dont get the fully synthetic ones, those are dangerous and fucked up, just get some semi-synth ones. Alternatively do what I do and get pure CBD and convert it to THC using the zeolite tek. Just took 2ml of a tincture I made out of that with some cinnamon in the mix to increase bio-availability. Trying to quit weed completely right now after 18 years of using it or synth-noids almost constantly. Been taking a lil dose of this tincture I made when I really need it.>>83096746Nothing works forever. One of the reasons I know its really time for me to quit weed and alcohol is because of how serious the diminishing returns are getting after all the years. Once we get older shit gets burnt out. If you dont listen to your body/brain when this is happening you end up perma-fucked.>>83097052Glad you made it out, have heard a lot of horror stories. I was addicted to opiates for 10 years. God willing 3.5 years clean december 1.>>83097214Expect the same withdrawals you would get from morphine or oxy, aka, a living hell.
>>83095218NTA.>pic related some fire purple fetty i grabbed last niteLooks pretty. How do you weigh it?
>>83079843can you write code well on coke?what are you taking stimulants for if you're just wasting time at a bar? that sounds unproductive and fucking gay
>>83097310NOTHING is legal after this new lawI don't know what to fucking doI don't want to be a fucking criminal and I don't even know where to go or what to do to get anythingI can only buy stuff online because I'm a shut in
Had an intervention talk with my parents today so I'm doing a wake and bake to feel the complete guilt and agony of using despite saying I wouldn't
brehs can i drink morphine ampulesi can only get morphine in ampules
>>83098677Look for a "not for human consumption" label, if you don't find any you'll either have an amazing fucking high or (you) or (you)r family will be able to get rich off a lawsuit.
>>83098762stop acting like the rest of the world works like your shithole country
PLS help meI have Zolium XR 1mg in my possession, the problem is i have no idea how to make it instant release, as i just feel like shit when i take it for about 6 hours. PS. I will upload an image showing how shitty the press of the pill is
look how bad this is lmaooo
>>83098847american website btw
>>83085283go to therapy if you want but after it doesn't work for you, just start eating weed gummies when the wife isn't around
>>83093240>I think nicotine is the least bad drug just because it still allows you to stay in touch with reality and hold a normal life.taking smoke breaks ever 30 minutes at work isn't a normal life and I've literally never met a single smoker who also wasn't completely retarded>I'd rather take that risk than the psychological stuff weed can unlock. Even leaving aside the more serious risks like psychosis and schizophrenia,yeah nah, if weed gives you psychosis you were already well insane and off the deep end. you might actually be one of those sociopathic types that thinks rape is okay and you're gods personal child>>83093192>I ruined my memory from constant weed and drinking, and while it's allowed me to keep a lot of my worst memories out of mind, it has also ruined my day-to-day functionality. It's hard to hold a job when you can't remember the task you were just assigned a minute ago.weed didn't do that to you, you were always retarded and couldn't remember anything to begin withtrust me I know many people who are sober, that cannot fucking remember shit, though honestly it seems more like people want an excuse to be a faggot... hurr I cant remember anything except for a million different gay anime facts and shit
Is there point in taking psychedelics if your life is actually shit? All the people who claim they cured their depression say stuff like "my friend gave me some shrooms", I mean why would anyone who has irl friends that trust you enough to give you illegal drugs ever be depressed, no shit the drugs made you happy when your life is awesome
>>83099298I mean, It's fun if you're enjoying them in a hedonistic way.It's not fun when you start thinking about shit.
>>83084721kek, not him, but you get an invasive voice in your mind and the only thing it's concerned about is that you say nigger??????????????????sounds like you've had your fill of 4chins for this decade. time to log off lil bro fr fr
>>83096666If you got the option look into medical.Though I am guessing you probably don't. Personally, my plan is to stock up since it will take a year from them signing it for it to take full effect. After that, not really sure. I hear its relatively easy these days to find a dealer online but that seems a bit risky. I live in a state where I do have the option to get a medical card BUT if I get one I automatically can no longer legally own firearms more or less, which sucks. That said I almost never use my guns but I very much regularly use weed, so I might pick medical weed over my guns. That or hit up a few people I know who partake in the good herb and see if they got a plug that delivers to my area. Those are later problems though. There is the possibliity of the ban as it's currently written is modified or even eliminated, and if I get serious about stocking up I can easily store away several years worth.I would suggest stocking up on your favorites while they are still available then waiting to see what happens. If shit looks like it's going to go bad despite best efforts then be sure to have a good chunk of cash ready to buy out any renaming bulk stock you can before the ban goes into full effect. It should at least buy to some time to find alternatives.
>>83088601same I'm a woman and there is absolutetly zero man
>>83099298at that point it's more like, no reason not to
>>83097711I haven't tried mostly it just makes me chatty
Does anyone else just like not build a tolerance to weed? I take a few hits of a joint and I am as stoned as the first time I ever touched pot. I see people go through absolutely crazy amounts of weed that would last me months.
>>83097083bro I know that feeling to a teebe glad you could at least experience it
>>83100265It's all about how often you use and in what concentrations.
>>83097711its fun to code on coke until you open one porn video then its over and youll just watch porn all night
how to stop nause afrom liquor help
>>83100788weed stops light/moderate nausea nicely
>>83100839thanks i smoked osme nad feeling better fuc,king hell this captcha
What is the fastest way to make edibles, and what is the best way to make them?
>>83100265Those people use it daily and are losers
>>830921403-MEO-PCP, it's like PCP but not shitty.>>83089908>>83087591See >>83087169. Swallow 100mg of SR-17018 4 times a day for a week. It'll lower your tolerance quickly and mitigate 99% of the withdrawals. You'll probably need about 3 grams, should set you back about $250. If you can't afford SR-17018, buy some liposomal vitamin C off amazon and take 3 grams every 2 hours. It's not as good as SR-17018, but it helps 50-75% of the withdrawal.
So what would be the best way to get weed when the nigger government bans it? I need my THC.
>>83101288It's weed, it's still gonna be everywhere. You're just gonna have to go back to dealers instead of having it on tap, which sucks.
>>83099591What do you stock up on and how do you store it? Is a plastic bag in a mason jar with those dehumidifier packets good enough?
Trump's floated federal weed legalization before, but I dunno he'd have to specifically be told that there's that provision in the funding bill to do anything about it (these massive omnibus things always have that extra crap snuck into it) and I think he's in the early stages of dementia.
>>83101698Funnny that he always said Biden is senile, he's only 3 years his junior.
>>83102190Old men, running the world.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xmOCsiZgAbg
>>83102190Either way, point being our only real hope for now is that Trump moves forward with federal legalization, which I think he should politically, since all this does is kill a bunch of jobs when the economy is already fucked and only pleases a minority of the kind of people who think America will be saved if we just put the ten commandments in front of every school.
Broo I forgot I smoked and sat dissasociated on my couch
I am so tired of the "I want you to stop doing drugs" people, all I want is an enabler :<<
Look, I'm somewhat high, but it seems manageable.Doesn't it?
>>83102194You pulling out old gems is what keeps me coming backhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3LFlWdExvgDo you like Rahn's uploads?
>>83097767Not even pure CBD? Are you serious?
anyone with any maoi experience
>>83104828it's literally impossible to grow a plant under the new regulations
>>83104828Well if the GOP could have slipped this into any other spending bill before I suppose it would be good if you, say, didn't like the current sitting president, to effectively murder a bunch of jobs in the middle of this recession.
My life is more chill since I quit drugs 13 months ago and became a fatty instead
>>83078798I want to give edibles a try again. I've tried different things (three brownies made by other people, two thc gummies, and sublingual d8 strips) and only got mildly stoned at a high dose. What can I do to make edibles work? Or at least what could help. Has anyone overcome this? I feel I'm missing that experience of "super high on edibles".
>>83105926Idk. I can't eat edibles because everytime I eat one I end up getting sick and puking. I guess the only way I can get high is if I smoke the leaf.Only problem is I live with my parents and they hate the smell of the ganja an ting.
>>83105926There are a lot of factors. Edibles work way less if you have smoked earlier that day prior to taking them. They also work way less if you dont take them on an empty stomach. Also if you eat food after you eat them too soon it will make them work less. Some people also dont realize how to dose them properly if they have a high tolerance from smoking/vaping weed a lot.The best surefire test is to do the dose on a completely empty stomach and not smoke/vape at all. If the dose you take doesnt work, next time double it but do it in the same manner.Just had 3ml of a CBD+THC+Cinnamon tincture, 10g kava, and 5g cacao.
>>83105148If that is actually true genuinely fuck them. I guess it "makes sense" they would pull this shit though, as a way to make it so that only people with a LOICENS can sell the shit????That is so fucked if its gonna ruin the pure CBD train. Just took some of the stuff I zeolite converted myself to THC.
>>83106166Bro the people on capitol hill are all 50+, you think some old fuddy duddy "reefer madness" type retard didn't just slip it in there while the two parties were fighting about the big budget stuff? They aren't even thinking about legal marijuana states for this. Not that I like hippies but the only reason you got a reprieve from the legalize fight was because of this stuff so it's just delaying the inevitable at this point.
>>83106138I thought it was the opposite, that you wanted to eat something with a lot of fat before taking an edible to maximize it?
>>83105007here here, a lot of them and under different forms- harmine, harmaline, tetrahydroharmine, taken as powder, as mimosa tea, oral or dublingualquestions??
>>83107595also syrian rue tea
>>83092885>I wish I never started taking 7oh at workYeah, mixing real-life with drugs is almost always bad idea. Had a guy ITT a few weeks ago taking 300mg 7OH at work and was a complete mess the whole day. Not recommended unless it's very small doses to smooth-over the day. Also a little GABApentinoid use at work is fine. But not anything like Opiods and benzos, both of with arn't functional, Meth/stims, which as much as it may help getting things done, people see it on you, and it eventually becomes detrimental to your preformance and reputation, or even Weed imo (maybe a very little amount, not a stoner dose).>I have a few bottles of 30, 10mg tablets and take upwards of 10 a dayThat's a ton, but spaced out in a day makes more sense then doing 300mg at once like the other anon did. When you get to the point of using for the sake of fighting withdrawals, instead of getting high and having fun, it's where you know you fucked-up and need to quit fr fr. That's THE red flag.I hope you'd do the right thing.Goodluck, anon.
>>83092971>Yeah apparently long term benzo use can cause memory problemsI'm taking low doses of benzos daily, mostly for sleep, for 3+ years now, and I havn't noticed any neuro-degradation(1-3mg Lorazepam,0.50-0.75mg Brotizolam,0.5-2mg Clonazepam).But I find it hard to remember a specific word at times (might be Meth neurotoxicity though, since the timeline match).Also took a 3-4 day break from banzos a month ago and had one (1) brain-zap and that's it. No further withdrawals.But it makes sense that heavy benzo use will cause damage.
>>83099257NTA.>taking smoke breaks ever 30 minutes at work isn't a normal lifeCan confirm. Am a nic addict for 10+ years and became a chain-vaper (20mg+ nic salt stright-to-lung) and the need to have a toke is very strong. Were vaping not mostly accepted indoors I'd go insane trying to reach smoking-areas every hour or so to get my fix. Flights are the worst (yeah, I know of nic gum, but didn't think of it at the time).Tobacco is a real killer, though, I've had 60+ hand-rolled cigs a day before vaping and it ruined my health in a bad way; like one hour of coughing, spitting, and gasping for air before the first cig of the day with some black coffee to calm it, and I've had a lot of restless nights bearly being able to breath.>if weed gives you psychosis you were already well insane and off the deep endOr predisposed to mental illness. Weed gives me hard psychosis now my mental illness came out so I had to quit it. I've seen some anons ITT having psychosis symptoms from Weed despite not being mentally ill (all the way, anyway).>weed didn't do that to you, you were always retarded and couldn't remember anything to begin with I diagree. Alcohol ans Weed can fuck your brain up for a long time before returning to any kind of baseline. Normal forgetfulness is a thing, but heavy Weed and Alcohol use aren't good for it either.
>>83107595My doc recommended I be prescribed one of the pharmaceuticals MAOIs. I'm wondering about this>MAOIs also allow chemicals such as N,N-DMT, to become active when taken orally.How do I get an accurate dose doing it this way? And how does the experience differ over smoking/vaping
>>83085653You need to talk to her about your problems, the literal worst case scenario is that nothing changes. Even if she breaks up with you then that much better, you are not having a real relationship, you're just a dealer.
>>83108058>You need to talk to her about your problemsoh i have>the literal worst case scenario is that nothing changes. Even if she breaks up with you then that much betteri've tried to break up with her before but i love her too much. and she would never break up with me>you are not having a real relationshipour relationship is good we just don't have sex and it sucks >you're just a dealer.again you are speaking on a situation you don't know about. i'm not the one supplying drugs, we split it evenly
gonna go to a large world city that is not without danger for a concert and take some acid. probably only 50ug out of caution. i've done acid many times before but from the comfort of my home and other safe environments, so i'm wondering if i'll be able to handle it in a hectic busy city like that. might get run over or walk by the wrong people or something. of course i won't be able to sleep after so i will also consider being out at night.
>>83093236>Meth is the greatest drug with the highest endorphine dump. You'd be dumb to not do methTL;DR: Apart for the endophines part, can confirm. Meth's pretty good if you can keep the habbit under control and use it responsibly. Pretty much having a blast everytime I do it. Not for everyone, but surely a high-tier drug in my book with a ton of positive effects. I'd recommend trying Meth at least once to see what's the fuss is all about, and to see its difference from other Amphetamines in quality/potency of effects (i.e., in focus, rush, and euphoria), and it's uniqueness and superiority as a stimulant.>The main problems of Meth are:1)stimfapping2)toxicity3)addiction>stimfappingCan be avoided rether easily by keeping your hands off your dick, which may be hard for some, but possible reasonably without too much effort. Just don't condition yourself, or risk being an addict; at which point stopping without major self-control is reportedly very hard.>toxicityDangerous, and needs constant health checkups to be ontop of your condition (I do a doctor checkup + bloodworks monthly. Sadly can't do an MRI at will so I can look for brain damage/red flags saying I need to quit).Meth's toxicity can cause cell-death in both heart and brain, and certain medical conditions are more likely to develop with prolonged use.So, playing around with Meth, like any other drug, requires you to do your own research, be aware of the risks, and accept them beforehand.>addictionBreaks without withdrawals or cravings (i.e., avoiding addiction) are easy with such rules as:1)A proper use:break ratio (I do once every 7-14 days).2)A max session length (I do ~36 hours).3)A max dose per session (I do <500mg max).4)Develop good habbits and cut bad ones by the stem.I've been responsibly holding a Meth habbit, strictly sticking to the rules, for ~9 months now, and can quit whenever, and for as long as it takes, at a drop of a hat and without a second thought very easily.
>>83101678I am still at the planning stage. I am mostly looking to store quality bud, which masion jars are probably good enough for a year or two if I keep them away from light and heat. Anything I might keep around longer I will vacuum seal in Mylar bags.Might get some bulk shake/trim if the price is REALLY good, as it can do in a pitch and tends to be the last thing to be sold out. But I rather not waste too much storage space on low grade stuff. I might even see about getting a few seeds just in case my living situation changes and I become able to home grow.If I can find a really good deal on decent hash then I would also grab that, as I think it would both be easier to stash away and store for much longer. Plus a one ounce brick of hash could easily keep me high for months. That said I prefer flower the most so hopefully I can find good deals and sells over the holidays. I would like to have at least a pound of flower stored up before the ban deadline. I also primarily dry herb vape, so anything I vape over the year can be used to make tinctures which also store well over a long period of time.
>>83101698He floats a lot of ideas that turn out to be hot air. At most I think they might bring up rescheduling again, drag their feet even more, then opt to not do it and keep everything federally criminalized because of entrenched interest need it to remain illegal. People have been banging the drum for legalization since before I was born yet on a federal level no intentional progress towards that goal has been made. Can you realistically see DEA, FDA, or or the prison industrial complex not having a bitchfit if they got serious about federal level full legalization?
Just took like 600mg lyrica hoping to get cozy. Doc upped my dose from 50 to 100 and I didn't even ask him to lol. Psychonaut.wiki is saying thr best bio availability is shoving these pills up your butt? Not worth it
Fuck dispensaries. They are such jews. And I know they lobbied to reverse the 2018 farm bill just as much as the alcohol industry did. I got a jar of 50g disty for $130 this month. My dispo charges $30 for ONE (1) gram, before taxes, and in a year they get the monopoly on the market again? Fucking bullshitCall your representatives
>>83099591NTA.>BUT if I get one I automatically can no longer legally own firearms more or less, which sucksNot saying you shouldn't have a right to own any, I think the right to carry guns is morally rooted at America's core unlike other countries imo, but when would you have a need to use a firearm in your lifetime ever, apart for self-defence in the very rare case of serious assult with intent to harm?While I think Americans should've access to guns, I also think it's a very easy issue of banning it altgether. It works in other countries quite well. I live in Israel, where the requierments for owning a personal small firearm went way down after the Hamas attacks. My landowner owns a pistol he open-carries always, as terror can happen anywhere anytime (even I am trained in using an assult rifle to hit a static target up to 100m away at night and 500m in daylight), I think the law's default position of prohibiting the ownership and carry of firearms to be the correct way to go.As far as America's concerned, I think banning some types of weapons (e.g., fully automatics) along heavy regulation, while keeping guns reasonably accessable, is the answer.I mean a strict background/criminal check, a mental-health professional's assesment that you're of sound mind + not a danger to oneself/others, and having proper training, before sale is possible.Allowing fire only in ranges, remote places legally distant from populated areas, for hunting/pest-control, and self-defence; when it's an equally measured use of force in relation to the risk (e.g., assult to physically harm). Also where the oppressor brandishes a deadly weapon and will *without a reasonable doubt* use it when directly confronted/approached/opposed with intent to harm/otherwise oppress/terrorize victims, and forcibly violate fundemental human rights/basic freedoms (like The Right of Free Movement by keeping hostages, or The Right to Life, Liberty, and Security by brandishing weapons threateiningly etc.).
>>83106138>There are a lot of factors.Always just it was just the enzymes in my tummy not working or not being produced at all.>Edibles work way less if you have smoked earlier that day prior to taking them.I should try one last time no smoking and no eating + some enzyme/stomach supplements.>They also work way less if you dont take them on an empty stomach. Also if you eat food after you eat them too soon it will make them work less.I've always taken them on an empty stomach or 16 hours after my last meal.>Some people also dont realize how to dose them properly if they have a high tolerance from smoking/vaping weed a lot.Yep, a 0.5-1g a day does that lol. I'd like to try edibles and see if I can cut back on smoking too.
>>83110157IT DA HERBIT COME FROM DA ERTTHE YELLOW YAMI like to pretend Hyde died in a car wreck just days after WP released and nothing sense then exists
Guys how much pregabalin is a good time and how much is danger zone
We should really organize to cal our reps and senators and speakers to keep weed legal I know nypa but cmon we have numbers
>>83110157>Always just it was just the enzymesAlways thought*
>>83096511>im just a miserable tired drunk without some powderYou're better off without it. Cut the drinking while you're at it as well. It'll take some time, but light will come into your life eventually being off both those shit drugs. Maybe try Amphetamine as a substitute to Coke and moderate amounts of benzos instead of boozing. Your drugs of choice can really change your life in extreme ways, and better with amp and benzos/GABApentinoids than Coke and Alcohol ime. Treat yourself to higher standards of drugs.As for a plug, try Telegram drug-related local groups to find pushers that deliver to your location. Or, depending on where you live, DNMs. Order from a domestic vendor to avoid international customs check; it should be very comfy and easy once you learn it and will give you access to a lot of kinds of good quality drugs on the cheap right to your mailbox like magic. For Monero, use the app Cake-Wallet and buy some with a credit-card, it'll be anonymous and untraceable, supposedly.Goodluck!
>>83110207Well I'm on about 1300 mg if I had to estimate and I feel energetic and mirthful and sloppy when I walk but its just lacking a real punch
Anyone tried this shit yet? I'm curious about it since the marketing seems mdma related
Any advice on recovering from stimulant addictions?
>>83110410Be prepared for extreme lethargy. Try to focus on something you like, like binge watch a TV show. You will be an irritable hallucinating zombie for a little while. Just prepare for that
>>83101698I thought they are just closing the distillate loophole. Delta 8 distillates cant be good for you anyway.
>>83101130I reccomend ginger capsules, l theanine, and alka selzer for hangovers. Combine these with electrolyte drinks and you can maintain functional binge drinking for years.
>>83110458Its all here derived thc. THCA is literally just TahC without heat and Delta 8 is just regular thc but weaker. The biggest problem here isn't lising access to those things tho. Its the fact that duspos will have a monopoly on all THC products and will charge exorbitant prices.I'm legitimately thinking of investing in a grow kit and the gear to make distillate/tinctures myself. This is ridiculous. I bought 50 grams of pure thca disty for $130. Do you know how much the dispo would charge for that? Easily thousands
>>83110523Just smoke flower instead of shatter you fucking weirdo.
>>83110523Wow pregabalin phone posting*hemp*THC*losing*dispos
>>83110536I dont like making smell. Pure distillate vape carts are my choice, or edibles and drinks.
>>83110544Just get a pax flower vape. There is no way distilates are good for you.
>>83110562Flower vapes dont hit me. Distillate are fine they come with lab reports
Where the fuck can I get beta blockers if I don't have an rx?
>>83109818>Call your representativesSurely you jest, you have it a billion times better than 10EUR/1g euros. And that's for flower of varying quality.
>>83110741Probably some sketchy Indian or Chinese online pharmacy I used to get Chinese canal from one>>83110760Call yours too
>>83110906>canal*xanax
First time I took coco I never had this, but now I'm getting a numbness on the outer perimeter of my left arm (down to the pinky finger) and also in my left foot. It goes away relatively quickly if I do small amounts. Yesterday, I overdid it and got extremely paranoid, I even felt pressure in my left ear briefly and got really scared. Numbness didn't fully go away the whole day, I also took some aspirin, even though I don't know if it does anything for this. Is sensations on the left side of the body really a sign you're going to fucking die, or just normal vasoconstriction side-effects? Can't seem to find a straight answer on this.
>>83111008Sounds like physical withdrawal symptoms. You gotta taper off
>>83111008>>83111060To note: I had the same experience when physically addicted to 7oh. It did go away after I tapered off
>>83111060I have only used coke twice. This is the 2nd gram I have ever bought.
>>83111060cocaine doesn't have withdrawals>>83111008Possibly some toxic impurity, actually this kinda sounds like some effects of levamisole, which is sometimes used to cut cocaine
>>83111008>Is sensations on the left side of the body really a sign you're going to fucking die, or just normal vasoconstriction side-effects?Left side pain can be a sign of heart issues. It might also be some minor nerve damage.>>83111138There might be some really nasty chemicals mixed in with the coke you bought.
>>83111172Not pain but just a mild numbness, it really made me freak out. I also did this coke with others and they had no complaints.Not sure what to make of it, other than staying away from stims.
>>83111008had this when doing fucktons of adderall but on my right side, though the numbness went away pretty quickly. ive survived it twice but it scared me enough to quit taking addy like that. probably a heart related problem since stimulants are vasoconstrictors. dont wanna fuck around with that shit. how much cocaine did you take?
>>83111280What does doing/overdoing adderall even feel like? Everyone always describes it as "less euphoric than [insert stim]"
I thought I had it bad on the 7oh train, but all this coke tallk sounds even worse with it being cut with shit
>>83111280>how much cocaine did you take?Probably no more than 300mg but hard to know since I was doing it with others. I definitely did more than I could handle since it was very storng stuff. But even when I take a small dose, I feel the numbness and it goes away shortly.
I just ate half a propylhexadrine cotton swab from a bezendrex inhaler.
>>83085156Shrooms can break you out of a negative patternBasically it has an ego dissolving function. You don't remember who you are, and have to rebuild your sense of self. And it can have profound impacts. I know someone who quit cigarettes because of a mushroom trip. He knew or understood at some deeper level that breathing in smoke was damaging his lungs, and he wasn't going to do it anymore.It can also cause trauma you had buried to come out of the closet and bubble up to the surface so you have to deal with it.
>>83109097Probably not. The fight for legalization is probably just going to go through the same avenues it already has been, just state by state. Not that I care much anymore, weed is ubiquitous, easy to get, and if I'm lucky and my family isn't lying about the inheritance, which they might be, I'm not even going to stay in this shithole country anymore.
>>83096746>Now both are making me sickMakes sense depending on your frequency of use (which I assume was highly recreational).TL;DR: Better off without them, I say. Time to try other, new, better, more exciting drugs. If you're prone to addiction, maybe avoid stims, Opiates, and benzos. Look for what works for your lifestyle and needs in low-mild doses untill you lock-in on a substance or two and have responsible amounts of fun with them for a good while. 'Til you like Alchohol/Weed again.>DownersLike benzos or GABApenrinoids. I've heard they scratch the Alcohol itch very well and are relatively fuctional on low doses. Maybe skip Opiates or Kartom/7OH, though.>UppersLike Amphetamines.Speed's the lightest Amphetamine afaik, and is a very low health risk; so it's not as bad even if you DO end-up having way more than planned due to a casual lapse of judgment. Experiment with speed, practice not binging on stims using it. Learn to avoid compulsive behavior from failures, and mind your limits. A good safe intro into stims!Or synthetic Cathinones.The weaker ones. The harder ones are HARD! A bit advanced, but a valid choice imo (maybe chew Khat in plantform. It's legal and common in some places. A bit addictive, but unlike synthetics are). Or Mythylphinadate (Ritalin, or "Meth-lite").Don't start with hard stuff, Meth will overwhelm you.>PsychodelicsLike MDMA or LSD. You can't use them all the time, like booze or Weed, but they're worth a try anyway for their amazing effects and wonderful after-glow that leaves you feeling finely-tuned in a life-affirming sort of way for a few days following a propr trip/roll.So, basically, anything better than Alcohol/Weed (which is most things) that won't ruin your life and will have some desireable positive effects.I, too, got sick of Alcohol and Weed for a long while now, and replacing my drugs of choice really changed my life for the better. So I say dare! and experiment!Goodluck.P.S. Sorry for the long post T_T
>>83081742>>83082088I think you should try taking a tripEvery time I go on a trip I am forced to take a break from weed.Is there some friend you can stay with for a week after a bus ride or flight?
why'd the darkweb thread get pruned? is it against the rules to talk about markets?
>>83097083>I wish there a way to keep hold of the grateful and loving feelings I have but it always goes awayTL;DR: Had that with LSD. It's very pleasent and longer lasting with LSD ime, but does go away eventually. Though I could still feel some of it in the after-glow a few days later if I had a proper trip without tolerance or a retrip attempt.I often redose the day after with twich as many tabs to some level of effect as the original. Though it's not the same and muddys-up the after-glow somewhat. But that won't stop me from trying to trip again so soon like an ass :pOnce got 25 250ug tabs instead of 5 tabs due to the dealer giving me the wrong baggie in a rush.It lasted me ~2-2.5 weeks (instead of months with proper dosage) trying to retrip with a growing dose every 1-3 days like an idiot with little to moderate success.I did not learn my lesson.Will do again if I had any acid.It's just so appealing to return to that state.I can't help it and settle for the half-trips like an acid junkie. It's not as fun, but it's SOMETHING, as opposed to the boring nothingness of reality.Anyway, sorry for blogging. I will stop now.
>>83097711NTA.>what are you taking stimulants for if you're just wasting time at a bar?I don't touch Coke, but I take stimulants to waste my time chatting-up some anons ITT, and it's pleasent and definitely not gay.Never tried to code or do any pentesting challanges while on it, but I'd imagaine I'd just get stuck on one specific thing, get into a rabbithole, and will not be very productive anyway. So I don't see the point in trying that. Stimulants do not make me productive, they make me comfy in bed while replying to posts and shooting the shit with anons for the heck of it. Never cleaned while on stims, for example. No added motivation whatsoever. Just more focus and getting obssesive over single unimportant things like prefecting a post for 3 hours just to have the thread archived and not getting to post it in the end anyway.A bad habbit I try to combat to some success.
>>83097767>I can only buy stuff online because I'm a shut inSwitch over to Telegram or DNMs ordering from a domestic vendor, you have a lot of in the USA anyway, and avoid customs checks. It should be easy and comfy once you learn it by what other anons say and arrives in your mailbox like magic with little to no effort.Or get pure CBD and convert it into THC with the Zeolite tecnique, which I learned today is a possible thing to do, and get high that way.CBD products are prolly still legal, I assume.
>>83109041what exactly is shake/trim/hash?I've never looked into anything but flower and gummies
>>83111314ive never done other stims so i have nothing to compare it to, but yeah theres not rlly much euphoria from it by itself. makes gooning feel insane tho>>83111365maybe wait a bit and try a small dose again. once that happened for me once the numbness came back on a smaller dose (still more than i shouldve been taking) so it may be permanent(?) could also try exercising or something to improve cardiovascular health
>>83110043I don't really give a shit what some Israeli thinks about American gun rights and wanting to disarm the public. Keep your tricknology to yourself. You ain't apart of my tribe and you ain't got the best interest of my people.
Aren't people who do coke scared of getting a heart attack? it's what happened to Carrie Fisher wasn't it?
>>83112729Shake is mostly stuff like broken not as pretty small buds, stuff that falls off during processing plants, etc. The quality is highly inconsistent and it's usually used to make concentrates. Trim is exactly what it sounds like. It's the sweet leaf timings from buds. They are often tossed in with "shake" and similarly set aside for extraction or concentrate making. Both can be smoked or vaped as they are, it's just the quality is highly inconsistent. Hash is the oldest form of concentrate there is. It's the tricome heads of the cannabis buds gathered together and usually melted just slightly so that they all stick together. They are many styles and grades of hash as well as methods to make it, but at the end of the day they are all made from collecting just the tricome heads of the plant into a lump of concentrated material. Or to put another way, if you take kief, sift it for quality, then compress it until it kinda partially melts together, you then have hash.
>>83098384>Had an intervention talk with my parents today so I'm doing a wake and bake to feel the complete guilt and agony of using despite saying I wouldn'tThat conversation probably sucked so much ass to sit through. I'm sorry you had to do it, anon.Anyway, you should've matched expectations with your perants and find a compromise instead of lying about it. Now you've got to hide it AND feel guilty over it. Having all cards on the table would've been more productive.Maybe you can still get your perants to agree to limited use they'll allow as a middle-ground; without coming-out as an outright liar just yet, and considered to be acting in good faith and with full honesty.Some cases, when a reasonable exchange isn't an option, mandate lying. e.g., exposing suicidal ideation or use of "hard" drugs to a perant/psychiatrist. Meth, in my case. Heavy stigma and bad reputation attached to its use will have me seen and treated as a street-junkie using excuses instead of an adult making informed decisions, and practicing responsible use. I'll be forced to either quit or go to rehab. I've no option other than to lie and hide it.Weed has had its stigma cleared up a bit in recent years on mainstream media. Your perants may accept SOME use as long as they see proof that it isn't impeding you in any way in life, and by having honest two-way communication.In case they won't allow ANY of it to happen under their rooftop, and would force you to move-out otherwise, lying is better than being homeless, and you shouldn't feel any guilt.
anons I have to take asprin for a while, will eating D9 gummies or vaping flower mess with that at all? I forgot to ask the doctor before I went home
>>83098856>i have no idea how to make it instant releaseIt depends on the way the xr works. If it uses metabolism as a bottleneck, you can't do anything. If it uses filler as a way to release it slowly as it's digested or has the active ingrediant as paste in the middle, you can chew on it or split it in half and scrape the paste and swallow it, and it'll instantly release. Looks like a fat tablet so it might use filler and is chewable, but I can't be sure. Try doing some research on the specific brand and manufacturing compeny to figure out which mechnism it uses. I also heard from pharmacists that drinking grapefruit juice can increase release rate in xr medication so you could try that.
>>83113939I know a few quite old dudes who have heart problems, take aspirin, and have medical cards for herbal medicine all with the doctor's approval. I just don't see how it would case a negative interaction. I mean I will still tell you to look up to verify, but it's almost certainly fine.
>>83113967I did google it and couldn't really find any solid infoI'm supposed to be taking it for a month
>>83111214It's fairly common
>>83113991I double checked and there appears to be no negative interactions between weed and aspirin. It should be fine. If you are very worried then just call your GP or something, but I just don't see how it would be a issue.
The meth guy who writes books in these threads cracks me up
>>83114160It also helps keeps the thread alive during slow times, so it's appreciated.
>>83114132problem is I don't have a GP, I'm taking it to avoid bloodclots because I had surgerythere was some things I found saying it can increase the chance of GI bleeding but I don't know if that's reputable
>tfw just realised I've become irreparably insaneAnxiety has finally won. Turned my phone off and haven't been to work in 2 weeks probably don't have a job anymore but I wouldn't know worked there for 8 years and it's all over now got enough cash for one month rent but then it's over. I'm finished. It's over. I can't bring myself to leave the house other than to go to the grocery store in either the first or last half hour open when it's emptiest. I swing wildly from sleeping 3 hours over the course of 3 days and sleeping 16 hours straight multiple times interrupted by 4-5 hours awake. When I'm not heroic doses of opioids I'm basically immobile. My worthless, wasted life is coming to an end. The walls are closing in. I think I would have been fine if I had been hugged by a single woman in the past 3 years but alas.
>>83099298>Is there point in taking psychedelics if your life is actually shit?Some people report a relief in depression after a trip. For others, doing psychs when you're not in a good place will spirle you down to unwanted places and will be damaging instead, increasing depression and may develop suicidal ideation as well.>I mean why would anyone who has irl friends that trust you enough to give you illegal drugs ever be depressed, no shit the drugs made you happy when your life is awesomeYou'd be surprised how lonely you can feel among friends. Depression isn't only for friendless people, it has many causes and can develop in many circumstances (e.g., work stress, problems at home, etc.). I had clinical depression while having a few true, close friends due to an overbearing and strict living situation (being a solider in a key role with a lot of duties and obligations both personal and professional to handle at once) and became an underweight undersleeping mess of a person. Also a friend giving you illegal drugs doesn't always mean trust. It can be a misguided effort to help with something they have no understanding of. Or just wanting to have you share in their hobby, and trip like they do; without any regard to your mental well-being whatsoever.Having friends isn't always that "awesome", if you have to use a mask or amplify sides of your personality to be sociably acceptable, then it can be draining. Having friends you can be vulnerable and honestly yourself with can be good, but can also be emotionally draining and an effort to keep-up just like the former is, if not more, due to all of the raw emotion to proccess and understand coming at you from friends who want a psychologist to overshare at; while you may hardly grasp their true meaning/feelings, and/or aren't trained enough to be of any useful help. Having friends could suck a lot of ass, especially a lot of friends instead of a small group, and is demanding in many ways.
>>83114216Dude weed is safe with anything
>>83114252Do you have a psychiatrist who could prescribe you a bandaid like klonopin? It doesnt work forever but when it works it truly let's you live life
>>83114289That job I had/have was a place where I had unrestricted access to pharmaceuticals, I have an unopened bottle of the stuff right here, does it really work? I've tried valium and xanax and they either do nothing or knock me the fuck out.
>>83100265>I take a few hits of a joint and I am as stoned as the first time I ever touched potIt depends on how often and how much you usually smoke, of course, but you could be proccessing Weed differently in theory.>I see people go through absolutely crazy amounts of weedThey're prolly daily users that wake n' bake and thus need a lot more Weed to get as high and maintain the level of high for long. I was one so I'd know. Tolerance starts for me at about 3 days of continued use and keeps climbing up as long as I keep smoking often enough, which I always do. I needed 0.3-0.5g a day, at the worst of it, to keep being somewhat high at all.It's good you're avoiding that whole proccess and are keeping tolerance low. I'd kill to feel the same as my first time, but it hits me badly now so I quit.Sounds like a super-power to be able to experience it like that everytime, desu.
>>83100788>how to stop nause afrom liquor helpBenzos can help with nausea afaik.
>>83101187>What is the fastest way to make ediblesAfaik there's no escaping the time toll. Decarb it in the oven in 105-118c of heat for 30-45mins then infuse olive-oil with it in 71-93c of heat for 2-3 hours. Make cookies/brownies with the infused oil and eat moderately for 20-40mins in between bites to gauge your level of high and not overdo it.Have fun!
>>83101288>So what would be the best way to get weed when the nigger government bans it?Switch to dealers in Telegram or DNMs with domestic vendors, which you have a lot of in a country like the USA, and avoid customs checks.Weed is still very available and cheap, just not legally bought at a shop anymore. You'll adapt easily, as will the market, don't you worry. At least you've had a taste of legal Weed. No such luck here. You need a medical license to buy good quality of it legally, or otherwise have a plug and get shit Weed marketed as "California Weed" at a price mark-up. Stupid government.
I got some gear for the... friday night?https://youtu.be/l2aYcC5JedQ
is taking more oxycodone than I've been prescribed a bad idea
>>83108034>And how does the experience differ over smoking/vapingNTA, but taking DMT orally with MAOIs will result in a few hours long trip (like 2-6 hours I think) as oppsed to 10-20 minute long trip you'd get with inhalation. Idk how much of the specific MAOI you're prescribed you'd need to get that effect, but traditional brews have around 70-160mg of MAOIs to be effective in order to have an oral DMT trip, I found from a quick research online.
>>83105908>My life is more chill since I quit drugs 13 months ago and became a fatty insteadWhatever addiction works for you, I guess.I'll stick to drugs, though I'm not skinny in any way, either.
>>83110157>Yep, a 0.5-1g a day does that lol. I'd like to try edibles and see if I can cut back on smoking toonta, but that's a lot lol, worst I had it was 0.3-0.5g a day. Edibles should've more of an effect and for longer, too, so it's prolly the insane tolerance, or really a stomach issue, if you eat high enough doses.
>>83106138>10g kava, and 5g cacaonta, but don't mixing both a weak sedative (Kava) and a weak stimulant (Cacao) counter-act eachother enough to feel only a very little effect from each?
>>83108794>i'm wondering if i'll be able to handle it in a hectic busy city like that50ug is nothing, you'll be fine and functional, don't worry. You'd be lucky to have any visuals or be in a deep enough mental psychedelic state, if at all to be in danger of getting run over or not noticing your environment enough. Especially considering your experience with the stuff is plentiful to be able to handle 50ug just fine in any situation with ease.
>>83114722Not at all. They go great together and with a packet of stevia and oatmilk all blended together the taste isnt too bad. Just had the same combo a while ago for tonight.
>>83106901Some people claim this helps, but I doubt it would boost it that much compared to taking it on an empty stomach.
>>83113343>I don't really give a shit what some Israeli thinks about American gun rights and wanting to disarm the publicI want the opposite of disarming the public. As I said, it's a core part of American society and values to have the right to carry arms. It's literally amendment no. 2. I just consider regulation as a proper way to deal with gun-related crime, as some regulation to a ban do work in other countries very well to that effect.>You ain't apart of my tribeThere's the American tribalism at work. There are no tribes, it's just devide and control politics. We all share the earth and are accountable to distraptions happening in any part of the world that cause human suffering. That's what fundemental human rights are about. That's what the UN is about, preventing human rights violations and mass human suffering on a multi-national level. We're all the same "tribe", to put it in your words. Just a distance apart.>you ain't got the best interest of my peopleBut I do. I have all humans' best interest at heart. Whenever someone goes mental and shoots up a school for the lolz I feel just as much sorrow as any American national would've.Preventing tragedies while keeping the core of American society and values is my objective.And I don't think that my proposed ideas are too extreame or will affect legitimate gun owners in the slightest. It just filters-out the dangerous ones while keeping open-fire conditions at a reasonable level to be useful in most situations you'd need the use of a gun in without being overly premissive as to put anyone inocent at risk of harm or death.What tipped you off about my ideas? Was it the mental evaluation part? Too much effort to own a literal tool of death? Was it the distance from populated areas? Too restrictive of a way to minimize accidental death by a stray bullet or recognising a human as a huntable animal? It definitely wasn't the background checks cause you'll pass them no problem being an upstanding citizen. Why?
>>83110207>Guys how much pregabalin is a good time and how much is danger zoneThe maximum recommended therapeutic dose for pregabalin is typically 600 mg per day. Case reports have documented seizures following single-dose ingestions ranging from 2,700 mg to 4,500 mg, but I'll go safe and do under 1200mg to be sure. Just from research, though, never did pregabalin before, so I can't say I have any experience.
>>83110410>Any advice on recovering from stimulant addictions?Had only light withdrawals before so I can't say about a full-blown addiction, but I just sleep the worst of it off as it makes you very sleepy/lethargic. I heard the withdrawals are pretty brutal so I hope you make it to the other side alright. Maybe use benzos to ease irritation and other bad side-effects. And whatever you do, don't relapse and ruin your recovery proccess.
>>83111591>I just ate half a propylhexadrine cotton swab from a bezendrex inhaler.And? How is it? From research a full rod cotains up to 250mg so you took about 125mg if unused. Research also says that it's similar to Amphetamines and having a similar structure to them. So is it?It seems dangerous to me, though. I'd prolly never try it, but am still interested about the effects out of curiousity. Hope you report back and won't have to use the poison-control hotline.Be careful and have fun.
>>83112110>is it against the rules to talk about markets?Afaik it counts as sourcing and isn't allowed.
>>83114160>The meth guy who writes books in these threads cracks me upCome one, come all. Have a laugh at the Meth-freak! Very funny. It's still pretty fun to do so I'll be keeping on and hope for a good convo while at it. I try to keep to the point more recently, but it's prolly not working cause you call it books. It's a bit sad though doing all that effort for no replys back, but I start with 2 day old posts and by the time I reach new ones the OPs are already asleep.>>83114181>It also helps keeps the thread alive during slow times, so it's appreciatedAnd the appreciation is appreciated right back.I do try to keep the thread alive at the limbo hours where there's no one online and I've reached to bottom of the thread fwiw. So thanks, I guess.
>>83114697It's mainly for three reason. First, I like being high all day, makes it tolerable; second, it's my only replacement to my one true love, benzos; third, I hate being sober.
>>83114325nta, but have anxiety and a Clonazepam script, and I can say it's a life-saver. Definitely more functional than Xanax, so it'll prolly leave you awake and anxiety-free for a while.
>>83114550>is taking more oxycodone than I've been prescribed a bad ideaNo. Especially at theraputic doses and when having an actual issue that calls for it's use.Take your meds, anon.You'll be fine unless you currently have an Opioid tolerance/addiction/withdrawals.
>>83115256>I like being high all day, makes it tolerableMakes sense to me, I've done it daily for that same exact reason.>it's my only replacement to my one true love, benzosI've heard doing Muscimol is very similar to benzos without the addiction part, mostly. So maybe try that when the tolerance goes out of control (more than it has).>I hate being soberAgain, same. But 1g a day gotta be pricey to maintain. And do you even feel high anymore or does it just makes you feel "normal"? That's what I've felt during daily use eventually.
>>83092159I thought neoliberals were pro weed legalization
>>83114957>Not at all. They go great together and with a packet of stevia and oatmilk all blended together the taste isnt too badI know from experience that stims and downers go well together most of the time. Was just curious because of the potency of the drugs is relatively low. I've tried to smoke pure Cacao once, out of a pipe a German dude offered me at a festival, to no effect. Glad to hear you're enjoying it though. It must be nice to be satisfied with as little as some Kava and a little Cacao, I'd never.
>>83115378I mean its a solid full dose of each considering the kava is a pretty strong strain (6.2% kavalactones) and 5g or so is a full dose of cacao. Its not anything fantastic and the full effect only lasts about an hour but yea it definitely does have a full effect. Also smoking cacao does nothing.
>>83115288I mean my pain isn't that horrible, I was instructed to take the oxy as needed and take Tylenol regularly as the to go to for the pain but I like the warm blanket relaxing feeling the oxy givesI'm not like popping pills like candy or anything I'm just using it when I don't explicitly have to
>>83115572>I mean my pain isn't that horrible, I was instructed to take the oxy as needed So simple, use it as needed. If the pain's not that bad, don't take it. Save it for a riny day. That is, if you're worried.>I'm not like popping pills like candy or anything I'm just using it when I don't explicitly have toWe've all abused our scripts a little bit at times. There's no harm to it as long as you keep it under control. What dosage the pills are? And how much do you take recreationally?
>>83115429>the full effect only lasts about an hour but yea it definitely does have a full effectNow I wonder what it feels like.
A ton of Weed talk due to the impending ban. Weed is boring, talk about something else ffs. I'm boredddd.
>>83115572Also how many pills in total have you got?
>>83115665Im trying to get an adderall perscription because im bored and hope it will actually fix something in me.
>>83078798What is the cheapest way to get drunk these days? It's too expensive for a 6 pack every night with this cucked economy. Really wanna minmaxx this shit. What would be a good way to get roughly equivalent to 5-6 drinks a night, but able to stretch it out for awhile but also not Lahey-tier hammered?
>>83115757vodka my nidka
>>83115686I dunno, like 15? I haven't counted but there's a handful>>83115646they're 5mg, only other time I've taken oxy is the last time I had surgery and that was so bad I wasn't even thinking about using them for anything but numbing the absolute misery I was in
>>83115689>Im trying to get an adderall perscription because im bored and hope it will actually fix something in meIt'll prolly won't fix anything in you, but it might give you a new found appreciation to stuff like music among other things in life so there's that. I've got a Ritalin script and it's pretty fun to abuse, so it'll surely fix your bordom issue for a while untill tolerance kicks in. I like taking 60mg on zero tolerance and then redose 30mg a couple of times every 40mins to an hour, and it's enjoyable. I sing along to songs untill my voice gives out.Goodluck in getting that script, it'll definitely help rather than make things worse so you've got nothing to lose.
are alcoholics welcome drugfeel?
>>83084804oyyy nigga wtf
>>83115757>What is the cheapest way to get drunk these days?Get Absinth 70% and mix a shot or ahot and a half of it in a cup of freahly squeezed lemon juice, adding sugar to taste. It'll get you buzzing real good without feeling hammered, and is as cheap as low shelf spirits. You can definitely minmax Absinth dosage and streatch it out for a while. That's my best answer. Otherwise go for Vodka like other anon said, but seems like a waste when you can get Absinth for that price with more bang for your buck.
>>83115769>I dunno, like 15? I haven't counted but there's a handfulOh, so not a lot. Makes sense for a short-term pain treatment and considering abuse potential.>they're 5mgSo a light dose. Is it enough for the warm blanket feeling or do you take two?>only other time I've taken oxy is the last time I had surgery and that was so bad I wasn't even thinking about using them for anything but numbing the absolute misery I was inDamn, sounds pretty aweful. Sorry you had to go through that.
>>83115798>are alcoholics welcome drugfeel?Yes. Despite it being a shit drug.
>>83115899>Is it enough for the warm blanket feelingI had it from just taking one earlier today, but I also got injected with fent before I left the hospital so I don't actually know if it was from just the oxy or not to be desu
>>83115853Just ignore him instead of casting judgement like the rest of us
>>83085067>>83085613>>83087981>>83096666If you have the means and ability to stay discrete, grow your own. It is actually way easier than you think it is, I've been doing it for 2 years in my own house and producing high quality self-supplying medicine. Even on my first grow I yielded good quality, you just have to not be a retard and follow tutorials very closely. All you'll need is a space, an LED grow light, and a fan. That's it. (And obviously gardening supplies like dirt, pots. And the weed seeds themselves.) Organic nutrients that you mix in the soil, water, that's it.
Going on the pregabalins today, it saturday x
>>83115964>All you'll need is a space, an LED grow light, and a fannta, but I've heard electric compenies flagging unusual electric useage like LED grow lights cause and sharing the data with LE to catch Weed growers. Could be only in my country, though. My friend grew some and it was shit quality Weed. The second time around it looked more promising, but he got raided and his dad took the blame and spent a few weeks in prison.
>>83108034>How do I get an accurate dose doing it this way?Haven't used pharmaceutical MAOI, browse the trip reports that sued it they usually tell how much>And how does the experience differ over smoking/vapingit makes it more manageable but at the same time it makes it suck longer and it will cause nauseaMAOI+DMT is the insanity version of a good shroom trip
>>83116184Aren't grow lights a lot more efficient nowadays though? LED's don't draw very much actual power now. They still say "1000W" as a light equivalent but the actual draw is more like 150W. This is a recent thing though I think.
hair is starting the fall out at a rapid pace, garn be bald like karl pilkington soon. it not right imo
Chilling on a low dose of tramadol while listening to a shitty underage soundcloud rapper.
>>83111008It's me again. Apparently your pinky and ring finger tingling could be cubital tunnel. It's been over a day since the coke wore off and I wasn't feeling anything unusual anymore. Took some K and now I feel it again really mildly.I sit at the computer a lot and have bad posture, so I am going to make an educated guess and say I just have pinched nerves and drugs exacerbated the symptoms and made me more aware.
>>83116370>Aren't grow lights a lot more efficient nowadays though? LED's don't draw very much actual power now. They still say "1000W" as a light equivalent but the actual draw is more like 150W. This is a recent thing though I think.A lamp strong enough to replace the sun must've huge electric consumption.
>>83116948Listen to my screamo rap that I made 3 years ago http://soundcloud.com/keanuc
>>83116370For comparison, a normal house light bulb produces 1000 lux (lumens per square meters) at the most (avarage of 800 lux) while Cannabis neess 7500 lux minimum at the highest (i.e., flowering phase).
>>83115237You seem like a good guy. Why do you like keth/stims?
>>83117400>kethThats probably the name of a future Chinese analogies drug. Meant meth. I'm the threads phonposter
>>83115155Point me to the rulebthat says that
>>83114982>There are no tribesOh really?So why exactly can't people who are not racially/genetically Jewish enough have full rights in Israel?If jews aren't a tribe, and Israelies aren't a tribe then what justification is there for Israel to be a apartheid state?>We all share the earth and are accountable to distraptions happening in any part of the world that cause human suffering.One, that is irrational bullshit that you almost certainly don't believeTwo, hilarious coming from someone from a tribe actively in the middle of a genocide while running a ethnostate. >That's what fundemental human rights are about. Human rights are a invalid spook used to push socialism. I reject human rights on a first principle bases. >UNThe UN is a bad joke.>preventing human rights violations and mass human suffering on a multi-national levelWhich the UN has literally never in it's whole history done even once. Again, they are a bad joke.>We're all the same "tribe"Ok, so how about we flood Israel with migrates from the islamic world and see how well that works. If it's good for the goose it's good for the gander. Or is that only for goym?>But I doNo, you don't. >I have all humans' best interest at heart.No you don't. >Whenever someone goes mental and shoots up a school for the lolz I feel just as much sorrow as any American national would've.Literally objectively you do not. What a stupid thing to say. >Preventing tragedies while keeping the core of American society and values is my objectiveYour objective is subversion and subjugation. >And I don't think that my proposed ideas are too extreame or will affect legitimate gun owners in the slightestThen you are ether totally ignorant or totally lying. Out of space, and patience with your bullshit. Fuck off.
>>83115352Only if they can tax and regulate it to the point that only their cronies benefit from it. Red tape and bureaucracy is their kink.
>>83117696You could have just said fuck kikes instead of all that
>>83117400>You seem like a good guy. Why do you like keth/stims?My life's pretty shitty and Meth gives me something to look forward to in the weekends. Why do I like stims? For the same reasons any other guy does. It feels good to have that kind of focus, rush, and euphoria (though I don't feel much euphoria since my APs block Dopamine release).Ritalin was my intro into stims, and I abused that for a while and that was fun, then when I ran out (only get 300mg a month) I wanted more. So I started buying speed and abused that daily (bad idea, now I know) for a while untill my tolerance was fucked (and still is). Then I tried Meth a couple of times on a whim to see what's it all about and decided it was the superior high (plus my speed tasted weird). So I ended-up with Meth. But knew I couldn't do it daily considering all of the risks so I limited it to one day every week or two along with a few other rules to mitigate health and addiction risks. I like how talkative it makes me, and it led to some very good interactions with anons ITT at times. Meth feels really good and mellow, and it treats me kindly so far. So it's my drug of choice and a high-tier drug in my books for all of the positive effects that it has to offer. I see it as the lesser evil keeping in mind all the BS I need to go through throughout every week.Why? Is it a bad thing? Am I doing something wrong? Is Meth evil?
>>83117893Just interesting to hear your response is all, especially since you say so much. I'm a downer guy personally, stims make me wanna kill myself but opiates feel like im getting a bliwjob from God and my whole body is the dick.I dont think meth use is inherently bad but it definitely can lead to people making bad decisions, either jn the journey to aquire more or while high as fuck out of their heads.
>>83117667>Point me to the rulebthat says thatOh, I don't have a source or a link to 4chan's list of rules. It's just what I got from general chatter ITT. So *afaik* it's not allowed, but I don't really know for sure. Google AI says about 4chan link rules: "Any link to content that violates U.S. or local laws is strictly banned."
I managed to go 6 conscious hours without smoking weedDo I keep it up? I'm so freaking bored
>>83117931Hell yeah. If you spend all the time on weed after a certain point you stop getting high and just get medium, which is lame. But if you take enough time off like 20 or so hours, you can get properly high.
>>83117926I dont thinkbwe need to be paranoid about it. As long as youre not openly selling to another anon I don't think jannies monitor this thread much
>>83117696>So why exactly can't people who are not racially/genetically Jewish enough have full rights in Israel?The world isn't perfect. My government's not an example of an optimal government in ANY sense.>hilarious coming from someone from a tribe actively in the middle of a genocide while running a ethnostateI do not reflect my government's actions. And stop with the "tribe" shit. It's meaningless.>that is irrational bullshit that you almost certainly don't believeAs a Secular Humanist I do believe that.>Ok, so how about we flood Israel with migrates from the islamic world and see how well that worksWe have a large Islamic population and are flooded with African refugees. Arabic is the second official language in Israel.>Which the UN has literally never in it's whole history done even onceWell, I was describing the on paper concept, anyway.>I reject human rights on a first principle basesThat's a shame. They're really important.>Your objective is subversion and subjugationMy objective is unity and liberty. I am a big supporter of Freedom and have some libertarian leanings.>No, you don'tYes, I do. As a humanist, I do.>No, you don'tBut yes, I do.>Literally objectively you do notBut I do. A tragedy is a tragedy no matter how far away it happened. Dead kids make me sad yk? I am capable of empathy.>Then you are ether totally ignorant or totally lyingYou still failed to mention what about my ideas ticked you off.>Out of space, and patience with your bullshit. Fuck offTypical know-it-all American. You're a funny guy.
>>83118111I am bored of your trolling.
>>83117910>opiates feel like im getting a bliwjob from God and my whole body is the dickI wish I had access to Opiates. No such luck. I want to experiment with them so bad. I like downers too, usually mixed in with a Meth comedown. Prefection.>it definitely can lead to people making bad decisions, either jn the journey to aquire more or while high as fuck out of their headsWell I have a regular guy I order online from, and keep a budget. Also, I never get out-of-my-mind high, I have a maximum dose I stick to and never take more than that. And Meth doesn't affects my judgment as far as I can tell. Benzos do though.
next friday 1 month whitout weed. i feel like buying 3 grams what money i have left before next neetbuxx
>>83118052>As long as youre not openly selling to another anonIt says illegal content. So that counts DNM links.>I don't think jannies monitor this thread muchI wouldn't be so sure. I saw a post get deleted due to it being racist not too long ago. If anything, the likelyhood of a rule violation by posting illegal content is higher ITT than any other due to the subject matter, so I'd imagaine the mods would monitor it more than other threads. It being a reoccuring general also adds to that effect.
>>83118167>I am bored of your trollingI'm not trolling. I'm a Secular Humanist and a Freedom supporter, and those are my honest beliefs. Maybe look beyond your nose for once, and entertain new ideas. My god, some people are fucking brainwashed as shit up in here. You're all sheep.
>>83078798Just dropping in to say I'm high right now. Mild high, but high. Also winter depression kicking in.
>>83118211Do it, it's always better to do it and get high when you've got nothing going on. Plus Thanksgiving is coming up, don't you wanna be high and eat?
Sup bros. I'm smoking on some thc-a, im mixing some shitty stuff i got at a smoke shop near me, with some stuff that got delivered recently called Northern lights. 7g of premium buds for like $40. I need to throttle back on the weed though, ive been smoking too much, i should limit to no more than 2 bowls per day honestly. I also really hope that the THC-a ban does not go through.
Still a bunch of Weed talk. Borinnnnnng.p
Does anyone know if any of the stuff in the picture is drugs / research chemicals?
