I finally managed to leave the house today for the first time in a week. I shaved and showered and put on nice clothes and felt confident. I went to the grocery store and picked up a few things. I got about 80% of the items on my list; I left early because I was out of "outside" energy. On my way out, a cute Hispanic zoomer girl employee made eye contact with me and smiled and I didn't smile back because she seemed a little too smug so I wasn't sure if she was being nice or judging me negatively and making it known. Normies belong in camps. I forgot my wallet and had to use an old debit card, so the CIA niggers are probably onto me again, but it doesn't matter because I'm leaving for Florida or California on Monday (not sure which one yet). My purchase included a jar of pickles which I am munching on right now.
I forgot to mention that I drove behind someone with a "FED" vanity plate, hence my CIA joke. Sometimes I wonder if actual law enforcement officers really do lurk here and read my posts and infer all sorts of stupid, baseless shit from the things I say. I made this thread to try to joke about, cope with, and make light of mild anxieties stemming from a mundane part of everyday life, but I can see some midwit getting paid $100k a year to add borderline random nonsense to my psychological profile, lmao. They seem completely incompetent when push comes to shove, so I assume that they'd believe or even manufacture the absolute worst load of crap possible--whatever is farthest from the truth.The front page is full of inane trolling about the woman who got shot by ICE. I wasn't thinking about that when I wrote the above, but I guess it must seem related. The failed normalfags, underage idiots, brown people and astroturfing shills who use this site are out for blood and will celebrate death or any other vulgar, juvenile shit to bait for engagement or to pretend that they're "trolling" anyone at all by pissing into this endless ocean of piss. I have nothing but genuine disdain for most of the users here today. I post here hoping that the type of poster who was here before 2015 will chime in, but they rarely do.
I think I'm going to go to Florida (Gulf coast). I need some fresh beach air for a while. I finally quit drinking, and now that I'm sober I'm going a little stir crazy where I'm at. I think it'll be a nice reset.
I really need to establish healthier habits. I used to go to the gym regularly and eat healthy and while my diet is alright nowadays, I am almost totally sedentary and it's literally killing me. I feel like shit. I think even a modest routine will be good for me but I'm so unmotivated. Discipline works to some extent but motivation is what makes it easy and effective. I'm not sure how to get out of this funk. I've just taken a few too many L's in ways that most people can't even understand.
>>Implying I get paid anywhere near $100k a yearThey don't put the good agents on 4chan duty. It's not bad work though, I can eat chips and jerk off occasionally. In fact, I'm jerking off to that picture. Right now.
>>83615366I think I'd make a really good 4chan spook, but I don't think they'll hire me because they either think I'm some kind of terrorist or they think they have better people available for the job. But I'm definitely a versatile self-starter to say the least. I just need a little structure, or a platform and a runway, you might say.
Nobody responds to blog threads anymore.
I bought a shoehorn today without a license. I don't plan to file the paperwork for it. I like this one because I can use it while standing.
