did your parents poison you with goyslop?
>>83882121I did it to myself even though I was a kid and didn't know any better. I can't blame my parents for everything.
>>83882121jesus fucking christand I thought mine was bad
>>83882130I never understood why people love sucking parents' cock so much in literally any situation. it's the same thing with cops.
>>83882121I drank gallons of milk and became very tall but yeah I'm also insane and the metabolic damage hasn't been fixed
>>83882121Stop consooming so much slop and shave your torso. It looks fucking gross.
>>83882169The damage is done anyways. Now I need to cope with my body for the rest od my life.
>>83882130a child doesn't decide what his parents drive to the store and buy.
>>83882121Virtually everyone in the world is a victim of their parents' goyslop and poisons. The problems they caused for me were pretty awful. It might take me several thousands of dollars in surgeries to look even a little bit normal, and that's only the superficial side of things. It could take decades to fully undo the biochemical sabotage they subjected me to. I don't even know if the psychological problems they caused can be resolved. Did I mention that all of my problems were caused by my parents and not me?
>>83882121That looks less like goyslop and more like you took estrogen for a year without bothering to shave.If it is spontaneous gyno then I appreciate people like that for providing cover for guys like me who are growing tits on purpose as a private fetish enjoyment thing so we can just call it gyno and have plausible deniability.
fucking fruit roll ups mate
>>83882121I ate pure garbage for years. Canned Chef Boyardee, taco bell, kid cuisine, you name it.It stunted my growth, made my mind muddled, and turned me into a junk food addict.My mother is a lazy loser that couldn't be bothered to boil some fucking rice and beans or something that wasn't triple-processed and swimming in preservatives. Took me a decade to undo the damage and lose 70 lbs (15 year olds aren't supposed to be 260 lbs, mom). Whatever.
>>83882254no estrogen, just shit like this for years
>>83882183>shave your torso and appeal to my troon fetishjump into a mass grave groomer
>>83882121lmaooooooo freak what's your problem!?
>>83882121No, but I got cursed anyway. Just ended up with feminine hips instead of gyno though.
god op i wish my tits were as big as yours :(
>>83882121yes, nice tits >>83882157 this however. i have gyno but that is Gyno brother
I think you guys all have body dysmorphia, this is a normal body. I worry about you and your "looksmaxxing" which is often just severe bd and eating disorders... Very woman-coded.
>>83882121>have a lil bit of gyno>it "goes away" when I lie downI wonder if I put on some muscles, it'll go away for real
>>83882497Attempt at gaslighting 1#
>>83882497Gyno is not normal. FTMs get the chop for the same reason, men are not supposed to have tits.
>>83882521It's the most genuine thing I've posted on here in a very long time. For a brief respite from shitposting, I am actually concerned by the many, many threads of you all obsessing over the most miniscule aspects of your appearance. Being a walking void of personality and a talking cumdumpster aka female I've seen this plenty with women and it doesn't end well nor is it healthy. Reading some old messages by someone I deeply cared for and seeing him obsess about his own completely normal height and weight was the breaking point. I don't know what advice would work for any of you because the female ones mostly start talking about the patriarchy but I think looking outside of yourselves to find something you enjoy about your personality or, preferably, something completely external to your being like... I don't know, hiking, video games, hamsters, fishing, whatever. You all need to be eating healthier (and often more, but whatever. disturbing how many of you are advocating starving yourself considering what that does to your neurochems and mood) and moving more but not because it will make you more attractive to women, you'll just feel better mentally and physically. Even stretching and sitting upright helps. I just had to correct my posture right now.>>83882589I don't know enough about male-specific development disorders to argue this point with you. I just would not clock op or probably anyone else posting as being "abnormal" in any way unless they specifically kept bringing it up, and likely not even then. I know this is due to an imbalance of estrogen (or is it progesterone? do you guys get that one?) but that's about it.
>>83882121>tits too small and hairy to sell online >large enough to make me incapable of being shirtless outside
>>83882613>You all need to be eating healthier (and often more, but whatever. disturbing how many of you are advocating starving yourself considering what that does to your neurochems and mood) and moving more but not because it will make you more attractive to women, you'll just feel better mentally and physically.I eat and I feel terrible afterwards that's why I fast. When I do physical activities and I feel shame for not being athletic compared to others. This is who I am I've felt this way since forever.
>>83882613Although you're right regarding most things incels obsess over (height being the biggest one, being 5'9" isn't the end of the world), this is one of the few things that are genuinely abnormal and potentially ruining of all relationship prospects. Men with A-cup breasts aren't normal. If you saw a man with the tits in the OP at the beach, you'd think something is seriously wrong
>>83882707I'm sorry that you feel that way, anon. Do you mean you feel physically terrible or that it's a psychological toll? If physical, you might want to consult a doctor. It sounds like you might have some sort of underlying allergy or intolerance or are perhaps spiking your blood glucose. Fasting is fine when done in moderation like all things, but please don't do it for so long you get lightheaded. It jacks your metabolism and thyroid in the long term, not to mention the excess strain on your heart. As for physical activities, the only real cure for this is to find something that you so deeply genuinely enjoy that you don't think at all about yourself during that. I like swimming, dancing, soccer, basketball, lifting. What do you like to do? What makes you feel good?
>>83882719I've been with men with larger breasts than that and it didn't bother me. Their hormone levels are their own business. I'm aware of the concurrent problems that occur with it and that's a separate issue, I wouldn't make it worse by being cruel even if I did care about what their breast tissue looked like. This really does look completely normal to me, but maybe that's because I've mostly been with larger guys who already have excess fat in their chest and abdomen. Again, though, what comes off to someone as "normal", "desirable", or "undesirable" isn't particularly related to their actual health. I think the obsessing over the appearance of this is what's unhealthy psychologically, but that's true of most things as you stated. For the record, 5'9 is a completely normal height to me. So are 5'8 and 5'7. As long as you are as tall as me (5'6) I don't really even register height other than "taller than me, equal to me, or shorter than me" and a few inches in either direction isn't particularly noticable. Actually, I've kind of been noticing <5'4 men more lately and being drawn to them. Not sure why, particularly, other than that they seem to consistently have the other features I'm already drawn to, but personal preference is neither here nor there and this is female attentionwhorey enough as is.
I'm thin but even I need to diet. I started doing keto last year specifically to deal with horrible mood and energy shifts that have plagued my life. Keto was instant relief. And based on what I've read, 12-18 months of keto is the safe bet. Our mitochondria are severely damaged and most of you probably have methylation mutations, leading to all kinds of mental and physical illness.I highly recommend everyone get on keto to stabilize their mood and energy, then start digging deeper. You can fix it
>>83882747Counter-argument: you're a tranny, so why should we listen to you? You have the mentality of a homosexual man due to your XY chromosomes, so what you're saying is irrelevant to straight men.
>>83882121Mine is pretty much as bad as this except I also have loose skin from weight loss. I just feel constantly disgusted by how I look.
>>83882613women will type out paragraphs of cope lile this, and then insist that it's pure coincidence that their boyfriend is a ripped 6'5 man with the face of a supermodel
>>83882121yes they did but very little, when I was about 12 they stopped making/buying food for me though and my eating habits got worse, I just ate 2 minute noodles and frozen meals and drank coffee with LOTS of sugar and that's what fucked me so honestly my parents did better than most parents did and I really should be grateful they made me real food for the more important years of my life. Living on junk food fucked my health and made me BADLY depressed.
>>83882815You don't have to listen to anyone on the internet whether they are female, trannies, homosexual men, straight men, pedophile rapeniggers, etc. I'm just genuinely worried about you. I always have been, this is a pattern of 95% of the board's existence.>>83882836I think it's a cope if I were a heightmogged tranny writing it, no? I don't have a boyfriend like that. I don't date, and when I do it has been after connecting with someone via text online. But the point wasn't about me or this reddit spacing. It was you guys. Sincerity is cringe and belongs on /adv/, fine, but you're all so negative about yourselves all the time. Isn't there anything you like about yourselves? Isn't there anything you like doing at all? Does anything make you happy to see, do, be? inb4 total tranny death ack ack etc. Groups of women, as terrible as they tend to be, often shut each other down if they sit like this and stew in self-hatred all the time and do nothing but constantly tear each other down (unless they are femcels, which are a completely different breed). I don't know why this isn't the case for men. It's concerned me for over a decade and a half. You sincerely would rather believe this is a tranny copeposting with a 6'5 Chad in his boipucci than consider that someone might actually care for you, anonymous words on a screen, even fully knowing that you will insult and mock them for it. Why is that?
i ended up giving myself gyno with excessive masturbation and goyslop, my parents tried their best to feed me properly but the slop was too strong
>>83882858>Isn't there anything you like about yourselves? Isn't there anything you like doing at all? Does anything make you happy to see, do, be?Feels like there hasn't been in a long time. I don't really feel good about anything. Not about me or my life. I'm too ugly, too maladjusted, and there's no one who cares enough to help me get past that. Just how it is. Appreciate the attempt but I don't really see a path forward at this point.
>>83882894You clearly stay alive for something, though, right? If you really saw no path forward, you wouldn't be here typing right now. What keeps you waking up each morning and typing? Shitposting on 4chan is an acceptable answer by way of being an answer at all. Who told you you're too ugly or maladjusted to have the life you want?
>>83882879Cute autismo
>>83882879Christ, the gays and the troons on /lgbt/ will eat you up, boyPerfect body + cock desu
>>83882927but i only like girls and their lovely pussies and bums.after posting myself and getting compliments yesterday i decided to do my food shopping wearing grey sweatpants and no boxers and did notice a few women staring so maybe all hope is not lost for me to get a gf
>>83882908>What keeps you waking up each morning and typing?I really don't even know anymore. I guess not wanting to make a couple people sad and just short term things that I've been trying to set for myself. Just to keep myself moving. But it's all just gotten so fucked. It's not even just mental shit anymore, physically I'm not really doing good either. I really do think it's over. The idea of trying again, just seems too much for me at this point I think. I always fuck everything up in the end anyway.>Who told you you're too ugly or maladjusted to have the life you want?Countless people throughout my life and I've certainly never heard the opposite from anyone
>>83882949Go for it, manYou've got the looks desuHow tall are you? You look like 6-foot something
>>83882964nah just a regular 5'10"
>>83882956What sort of short term things have you been working on? I'm sorry to hear you're not doing well physically. Is it age, old injuries, medical complications...? Sorry if that's too personal and feel free not to answer, I just really do think most of that can be mitigated or reversed (as much as anything can be) and there's always something that can be done unless you have an actual terminal illness. Even chronic conditions can be managed. Not meaning to come off as some rainbows and sunshine out the asshole type asshole here, just a pragmatist. Why does trying again seem too much for you aside from, I assume, the demoralization inherent in specifying "again" at all? You really can always try again until you can't, ie, are dead. Or try something different, as faggy as that sounds. I won't request a pic obviously nor attempt to come off as an asspatting condescending freak by arguing against your own perspective of your appearance, but I think the people who told you that were assholes full stop. And I think they're just objectively wrong, personally. Unless your only goal is to be 6'5 Chadworth Thunder-on-Cock in appearance, there are many things in life to find pleasure in. Even if the enjoyment is fleeting and ephemeral. As is life.
>>83882996I started to type out a post and explain my situation but I think my life and me is genuinely just completely fucked and I don't really want to put that on you. Too serious of a thing I think. I don't really see an out at this point but I think I'll probably try going inpatient or something. Never really done that before. Maybe that will help me set up something to fix things or change the course I'm on but I'm not that hopeful.
>>83883066It's alright. Thank you for considering my wellbeing when typing that, though if I am asking, I'm perfectly alright with hearing about it. I can assure you it probably isn't any worse than what I've heard or experienced before. As for inpatient, you might want to try IOP or PHP first instead. Inpatient tends to become a very grey area regarding patient autonomy. Primarily your ability to cease treatment and leave. Consider any admittance will be at least a 72 hour psychiatric hold at the absolute minimum, and many will immediately extend to two weeks or more to milk insurance.
>>83883075>very grey area regarding patient autonomyMy own autonomy is what's gotten me into this mess in the first place. I can't really seem to handle anything and left to my own devices I'll just end up ruining everything and letting myself die. I'll guess I'll explain a little bit. As for short term "goals", there aren't really any. I'm not working towards anything. I'm supposed to be meeting up with a woman tomorrow who I'm paying to cuddle with me. Which is probably the most pathetic and stupid thing ever. But that's kind of just where I'm at now. After that, there's nothing and I feel like that's going to be really bad for me.>terminal illnessSomething like that, though I'm not really sure it's terminal. Pretty sure I have thyroid cancer. Also probably some kidney issues and I have high blood pressure and heart arrhythmia. Which is probably all related. Was supposed to have an MRI done back in October but the appointment got fucked up and I haven't been able to reschedule or anything. Mostly just due to avoidance but partly because I kind of don't want there to be anything that can be done to help me live longer. Idk, I'm kind of just retarded and I think if I'm continued to be left to my own devices, I'm 100% going to die. But there's not really much help to be found in my life so I'm probably just fucked lol.
