Thread for discussions about selfharm and mutual supportPosting since last thread reached image limit>How are you doing today?>Any plans for today?>When was the last time you hurt yourself?>Why did you hurt yourself?>Is there anything bothering you right now?
>>84010330actually downloaded a new hooni image so it's not another borgar editionHere's a bunch of helpful links> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7>a first aid post cuting:https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/>a wound care guide:https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic>a bpd workbook:https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read>bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)https://annas-archive.org/md5/1a4f329474320214a120a4d553c6b60c>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdfPlease don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them
>>84010330you're supposed to let the other one bump off lol...
Repostan:My friend cut himself down to the fat recently. He tried to tape it up as well he could but was shaky, it was bleeding a bit, and he started to pass out.Is there anything he should keep in mind with wound care?
bread baked ! thanks officeanon :D
>>84010356it's fine we'll just stop using it and let it die>>84010410i replied in the other thread btw :]
>>84010356eh I figured we're coming up on the actual busiest posting hours and everyone hates not having images.how's it going btw?>>84010410Only thing I will add (again I'm not an expert on this specifically) is that if it seems like the bleeding isn't stopping on it's own, he might need help. Without knowing any other details, that would be my biggest concern is figuring out if it is or isn't the kind of thing that requires stitches/medical intention. Going off whether it stopped or is still bleeding a little is probably first thing to consider. Obviously, that's a scary situation to be in but last thing he wants is a wound that isn't closing right.
>>84010547>>84010572Thanks. I'll remove the paper towel before going to bed to check on it and rub it down with some antiseptic.
>>84010593Uhm, I mean I will tell my friend to do that of course.
Has anyone else tried cutting/destroying memory foam pillows as an alternative?
>>84010572>>84010547Fair enough>>84010330>>How are you doing today?I'm sick and applying for wagie work at McDonald's. Annoyed.>>Any plans for today?Gonna finish YuYuHakusho today, last couple episodes. Might pick up playing metroid again >>When was the last time you hurt yourself?2ish weeks ago.>>Why did you hurt yourself?So I don't lose sight of what matters.>>Is there anything bothering you right now?The McDonald's hiring process is ass. Unlike every other company that autofills based off a resume or previous responses, you need to manually provide every detail to McDonald's each time you apply to a job. And this is after talking with the chat assistant for a good 2 minutes (where you fill the exact same information).
>>84010539np, how's your day going cat?>>84010593>>84010601either way, either your friend or you should take care. Hope it is showing sign or improving.>>84010757never pillows and not as a cutting alt, but destroying and slashing things in general is quit therapeutic. I slashed cardboard boxes in half with a machete when angry one day>>84010773>I'm sick and applying fhope at least something comes along soon. Constantly applying is a miserable experience>Gonna finish YuYuHakusho today, last couple episodesnice enjoy. I finished Lain the other day, so need to figure what to watch next>each time you apply to a jobthat sounds awful. I hate application systems in general for being unpleasant and making you fill out stuff on the resume at all. Just a waste of time and autopopulate never works even in best cases
>>84010330Headpat /cat/.
>>84011003>either way, either your friend or you should take care. Hope it is showing sign or improving.Obviously self comparrion or care isn't the top of my priorities right now. But I have some autisthic need to clean everything up "properly" every time after I slash myself open.
>>84011089>>84011003Oh but thanks for your concern.
>>84011089hahah xD have another scared possum!
>>84011274Have a higher quality one ,fren.
hey everyone, didn't see there was a new thread up. more tarkov for me, i'll try to get some other quests done, let's hope they don't bug out on me this time.
>>84010593stay safe anon ^^ I mean anons friend ;>>>84010757no, I don't think I've ever touched memory foam pillow, are they cheap to destroy them like that?>>84010773>sick what the sickness?> applying for wagie work at McDonald'sbest of luck if you get it hope you manage to not care, jobs like that can be annoying because you have to deal with other people a lot >finish YuYuHakusho todaywhen you do tell you how you liked it>where you fill the exact same informationI guess they don't care about making it easy for you keeps money in their pockets >>84011003how are you?I'm well just watching videos on yt about cool old games https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=knR7X231n4o>>84011071hello :>>>84011315thank you >>84011826heyahave fundo you only play tarkov now?
>>84011840>do you only play tarkov now?pretty much, it's eat sleep tarkov nowadays. my girlfriend is not happy about it but hey. also one of my cats bit me this morning i'm not happy about it, and they meow so goddamn loud haha
where is the best place to cut yourself without anyone seeing it
>>84011970>it's eat sleep tarkov nowadays>girlfriend is not happyyeqh makes sense, you should go on like short walks sometimes to do something different from time to time but as long as you're satisfied it's okay >cats bit me this morningcan't blame him maybe you looked extra tasty in this morning >:3how are the kitties doing btw?>>84012088I feel it's pretty self explanatory anonplaces that noone sees anyways, why do you want to hurt yourself anon? something bothering you?
>>84011970btw cat bites get infected very often so make sure to watch out for that pls
>>84012142thinking about harming myself again because I'm a loser lol. In the past I used to burn myself with cigs and now I have scars on my legs. I'm 20 and have never had a girlfriends, never even kissed a girl before. I got addicted to porn and delved into fucked up shit and hate myself even more. I feel like a loser and a creep. There's more but you get the idea
>>84006044>It covers previously unadapted manga material.best case scenario.>I feel like with the top anime out nowadays there has to be some good fanservice even if I don't really watch them.i think it's just the amount of content and how much the way it get released change over time. back then japan filtered most of the irrelevant shows before those even had a chance to get released in the west. now we have simulcasts on streaming services, which means that most people watch shows subbed now and then the really big ones get a dub some time later. which probably counts as fanservice now.>I've been a kawoshin fan day 1 when I watched eva the first time halfway thru high schooli got six volumes of the manga, but didn't buy any more and never watched the show, but i don't really know why. i enjoyed the manga well enough. i guess i just missed the opportunity to get drawn into it.>Also agree Mari is such a literally who and her addition was super lamei'll never recognize her as part of the story or franchise. she's on the same level as any other fanfiction self-insert.>he could've made something new instead of the millionth eva retcon.yeah, but how will he be able to convey that you have to let go other than by milking the only cow he has dry until the day he finally croaks?>linkyou do have a song for everything, don't ya?>>84007283>Are we talking like physical or mental health?it's physical.>that's got to be very isolatingit's taking it's toll on me, that's for sure.>We all care about you and want to see you happy :)thank you. hearing that from time to time helps. (^-^)
>Mental health takes work, just as much as physical health doesthat's true, but that nobody can tell me what to do regarding my physical health really drags down my mental health and i because of that i've lost all will to try. i've been working on myself for over a decade now and it just gets worse and worse. trying so hard to achieve things that seem effortless for others hollows you out.>you can still do everything right and feel miserable.https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=1TCX90yALsI&pp=ygUOcGljYXJkIG1pc3Rha2U%3D>Live a life that would make Serufu proudi'll keep trying. o7>>84007391>hope the song is out now kekyeah. i listened to it a few times and now it's gone.>i did bring it uphope you can figure out a way to keep the sessions going or at least stay in contact somehow.>>84007902>seems like brushing your teeth daily is about good enough.it is for some. glad you don't have any issues.>We live on opposite sides of the city so it'll take about an hour to get to her.that's a big city o.o>I have a shameful amount of unplayed games on there.at least you got a stash of games you can fall back on when there's a draught of good releases.>I could probably play then now if I started sticking to something vaguely resembling a schedule...hard to do when the game really sucks you in, though. maybe you could do it when on vaccation?>We both know he's too badass to do that...i have to say i haven't heard anything from him in quite some time, now. what is he up to? didn't he want to do some movie or series?>>84008489>they don't give a shit about most political issues rest of the world talk about.best way to handle it in their situation.>the thing with america is there are no extremist partiesi'd argue you only have extremist parties left. your democrats is our far left and your republicans is our far right. we're heading to a system that's closer to yours, though. i agree with you that it doesn't matter, though.
>the name is racist because it was the creator wanted a name Japanese people wouldn't be able to pronounce correctlyweird thing to get hung up about, but we all got our pet peeves.>She has insulted people to their face for shopping there which I find very amusing.wish we could do that because of the conditions people have to produce these products under, but it's a start.
>>84012453oh hello yuanon hey wassup?
OreoMilkShake kinda day.>>84011003Hallo officeanon>I finished Lain the other day, so need to figure what to watch nextWhat'd you think of it? I halfway wrote it off since it's always lauded by the pretentious types, even if I do love the art and music.>>84011826Hallo che>>884011840Hallo /cat/>what the sickness?Common cold probably.>best of luck Thanks.>jobs like that can be annoying because you have to deal with other people a lotDealing with people is whatever to me since I'm pretty social anyway, but fast food regulars are definitely the worst kinds of people.>>84012453Hallo yuanon>never watched the showMissing out at tbdesu, at least watch it to see the synchronized dance scene in the anime that was stupid fun>same level as any other fanfiction self-insert.Trueback then japan filtered most of the >irrelevant shows before those even had a chance to get released in the west. now we have simulcasts on streaming servicesYeah that makes sense, so now theres basically no curation so we get endless slop that's been subbed instead of the rarer (but guranteed) dubs being brought over.>>84012088Chest.
>>84011840Dropped the (You)
>>84012142>you should go on like short walks yeah i know, i've been playing way tpo fucking much lately.>how are the kitties doing btw?they're alright, they've been getting into a few territorial disputes but i assume that's like cat puberty or whatever. they get along 99% of the time anyways without any problems.>make sure to watch out for that plswill do, it wasn't too bad anyways, he didn't draw blood or anything it just scratched me up pretty bad. >>84012640hey man. speaking of the tarkov ost check out eft 0.16, rules of engagement and betrayal. those are the best imo. >>84011003wassup dude, didn't see your post.
>>84011826have fun chev>>84011970and ah do be careful with cats! People can get really bad infections from cat bites!>>84012765and all good. It's been a busy busy day>>84011840>how are you?tired not in a terrible kind of way, but still feel like I'm doing way too much. Not just work, but life in general. I'm trying to stay organized and top of everything, but it's tough>watching videos on yt about cool old gameshey i remember some of these! Before my time of course, but had access to a lot in the past>>84012460>best way to handle it in their situation.not a bad part of the country(Great Lakes region which is honestly most of those swing states are around) and had some of the nicest people I think I met in the US. Between there and New England are some of my favorite places I've been in the country.>your democrats is our far left not economically for the most part with a few notable exceptions. But anyone's guess when the baby boomers die off and it becomes harder to rig it for wall street picks>>84012467>weird thing to get hung up abouasians are the only group that you see people act openly condescending to here still so she gets a bit annoyed understandably. >>84012640>What'd you think of it? It was a bit of a gauntlet at times because it felt like nothing was really happening for the first bit till you get with the flow (and sections were like those weird MGS cutscenes where they talk over a screen with random pictures on it were a bit jarring), but it grew on me as it went on to be interested enough to see how it goes. It's a bit disjointed and very very weird, but not bad. Some parts were a bit much, but it had interesting themes, some of which are ahead of their time considering when this aired.Also the moments of awkward pauses and things that were (un?)intentially amusing made it so it wasn't boring even before I was drawn in more.
>>84011840>are they cheap to destroy them like that?Pillows are strangely expensive in general, but I keep sleeping on mine after I've cut it up and it's fine as long as you don't rip it in two>>84012088upper thighs and hip area
>>84012591hey catbro! not much. just feeling a bit sluggish and the brains kinda fried. i just keep spacing out. how was your day?>>84012640>Missing out at tbdesu, at least watch it to see the synchronized dance scene in the anime that was stupid funi don't disagree that i did, but i have the lingering feeling that watching that show would upset me more than it's worth at this point. i'll think about it.>now theres basically no curation so we get endless slop that's been subbed instead of the rarer (but guranteed) dubs being brought over.doesn't help that there so many services that you miss half the good shows because you never hear about them in the first place. you can hear the monkey's paw curl.>>84012978>not a bad part of the countryi can imagine. not caring about the fuss and misery in the rest of the world has it's perks when it comes to community.>not economically for the most partwhile true, that's also the part of their programm that's up for debate. in the end they'll always implement the economic positions that benefit them most, no matter what they promised before. they're the same brand of identity politics and those tend to be non-negotionable.>asians are the only group that you see people act openly condescending to here stillwonder where that's coming from.>she gets a bit annoyed understandably.i suppose, but i'm not sure that lashing out at people over their choice of attire is worth it.i'll just head to bed now. it's about time.
>>84012765I already heard rules of engagement, I'll listen to the other two as well.>>84012978>weird MGS cutscenes where they talk over a screen with random pictures on itThese are awesome>some of which are ahead of their time considering when this aired.Yeah that's what people praise the most about it, assuming Abe made good predictions on how the internet plays a role into consciousness and society as a whole if I'm gonna guess.>awkward pauses and things that were (un?)intentially amusingIf it's funny now it was probably funny back then.>>84013127>you miss half the good shows because you never hear about them in the first placeI mostly watch older stuff so that hasn't been a problem for me, tho arguably I've only stick to less recent releases because keeping up with new anime is such a headache.
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mornin everynyan what is uppy?
Hello friends. Busy day today. I got lunch with my new fren and it kind of dragged on for a few hours. I forgot how exhausting being around other people can be. I'm slightly out of it.>>84010773>wagie work at McDonald'sI know it's a meme job but it's actually a pretty good employer from what I've heard. I knew a few people that worked there any they only had good things to say about it. Besides the fry machine noise.>>84012460>that's a big city o.oIt's pretty big but that means it just has more stuff to do.>at least you got a stash of games you can fall back on when there's a draught of good releasesThat's true. I don't have many games released in the last few years. Always good to catch up on the olds.>hard to do when the game really sucks you in, thoughMy problem is that I always feel like I could be working (because I'm usually just slacking off) which means I usually put off playing until later.>what is he up to? He showed up in a Nintendo direct last year, I think.I know a Borderlands movie came out in 2024 and that was a trainwreck.
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>>84010330>>How are you doing today?It's raining.>>Any plans for today?just marathoning jjk>good thingsI got an interview for a management role. At long last. And a beach trip this weekend.>>84018176morning cat>>84018596have fun anon
>>84010330 (OP)>>84010539hey officeanon and catbeen a tiring week. finally finished my exams.actually there is something left, math, for next week.anyways, sickness got meand i dont feel so wellhow are you
>>84013127>misery in the rest of the world has it's perkshard to care about the stuff going on in the rest of the country or world when your only focus is feeding your family. These states are far removed from the rest of the world and very very poor compared to where I live. Makes sense they ping pong back and forth when neither party represents them for real.>wonder where that's coming from.some people either don't like them because they're different and don't assimilate as much, but also some because they don't care about politics as much and just want to make money. My gf has also gotten shit for dating me and it's pretty easy to see when that happens.>choice of attire is worth it.it's more half joking either way like "ew don't go there", but my sisters love the brand as well and they are quite literally evil, so maybe it is fair judgement>>84013834>These are awesomeI actually did enjoy it. Wildest example when they randomly talking about President Truman and a bunch of random researchers from MIT and I felt like the Wisemen's Committee was about to get mentioned>I'm gonna guess.pretty spot on. Blurring of online with real world. Is one meant to support the other or are they different layers or different worlds all together etc etc. pretty open ended with everything but not hard to follow>>84018176I'm quite tired, but almost done with the day. Gonna watch more JJK in a bit and eat some fish>>84018596>I'm slightly out of it.it's all good! Glad you're getting out more at least. All that really matters>>84019490>just marathoning jjknice! have fun. New episode of season 3 out today so i'm gonna watch that>I got an interview and great to hear. I have some more interviews coming up
>>84019872hey rm!>finally finished my exams.glad you made it through, but don't slack on the remaining ones if you have to study still. Hate to slip up at the end>sickness got methat's rough though. Never great to be doing exams whhile not feeling great. Probably try to make sure you at least sleep enough>how are youquite tired though myself. Might have a cold, but let's see after tonight
>>84019963>Hate to slip up at the endthanks for your words! and don't worry> Probably try to make sure you at least sleep enoughyeah that's so difficulti'm barely sleeping lately, for real, i think my sleep hours this week weren't even 20 hours>Might have a cold, but let's see after tonighttake good care of yourself, it's really annoying.
went to ikeaate hot dog :D I'm back now >>84018596hey did everything do well for u?>>84019490hello>management role. At long last. And a beach trip this weekend.woasounds goodwill the weather be good for beaches?>>84019872hey fren>there is something leftwill you get a break after :<>sickness got menoooo>how are youlike u can see above fairly well>>84019953helloo>Gonna watch more JJK in a bit and eat some fishsounds nice and chill :Dwhat fish?
>>84010330Do femboys fart? :3
>>84020306>will you get a break after :<not after the math examchemistry teacher wants another test later next week :/but it's not that badthough still i'm not getting the best break yetmaybe only next week and a few days after>like u can see aboveso you feel ikea today? that's nice>fairly wellglad to hear that
>>84013834>I mostly watch older stuffmakes sense to me. that way you can see stuff that stood the test of time.>keeping up with new anime is such a headacheagreed. i need to find a good source of anime news. i mostly find out about shows on /a/ and i have the feeling that's not the most reliable source of information.>>84018596>that means it just has more stuff to dodon't get lost, though. >I don't have many games released in the last few yearsaside from some indies, they're not really worth it anyway.>Always good to catch up on the olds.what games are on your list right now?>He showed up in a Nintendo direct last year, I think.guess he escaped his wrangler somehow.>a Borderlands movie came out in 2024 and that was a trainwreck.not a very surprising result, if you ask me. everything he's involved with takes a nosedive. what does surprise me is how long borderlands has been limping along now. got the latest one for free with my pc, but i don't think i'll play it. i'll just listen to ain't no rest for the wicked again.>>84019490hi cynic!>>84019872hi rm!>>84019953>Makes sense they ping pong back and forth when neither party represents them for real.also makes sense when people like that just go for whoever seems most disruptive to the political system that ignores them.>don't assimilate as muchi can see that. problem is not when a few people don't, but when every foreign community simply refuses to. still no reason to antagonize individuals of that ethnicity, of course.>they don't care about politics as muchyou'd think that would be a positive trait.>My gf has also gotten shit for dating me and it's pretty easy to see when that happens.sour grapes. nothing more.>>84020298hey catbro?
>>84019953hi office anon>nice! have fun. New episode of season 3 out today so i'm gonna watch thatI'm of the shibuya arch. I see why people praise this show now. I didn't know mappa could make action scenes this great.> I have some more interviews coming upcongrats!>>84020306>will the weather be good for beaches?Probably. I've short of been guilt tripped into it. My friend broke up with her boyfriend for like the 3rd time and has been crying over it.
>>84020426hi yu, what up?
>>84020426>hi rm!hey yuanon hru
>>84020501>>84020516not much, like always. went to work and now i'm home. was flabbergasted by some customers looks and was surprised that still happens to me, but here we are. kinda depressing. what about you guys?
>>84019872Good luck with your last exam!>>84019490>have fun anonI'd say it was pretty good. If a bit stressful like being around new people always is.>>84019953>Glad you're getting out more at least. All that really mattersYeah, that's true. Should be leaving the house again on Saturday as well. Hopefully I don't get too tuckered out.>>84020306What did you get from Ikea (besides a hot dog)? I need to buy some air filters from there soon. And one of those Daim bar cakes.>did everything do well for u?I'd say so. Although I'm a little confused by if she wants to be my friend or something else.>>84020426>don't get lost, though.The one time my phone almost died while out and about was pretty scary. But with it I'm usually fine to roam wherever.>they're not really worth it anywayI think the only games I'm excited for now are the new Tomodachi life and the MGS4/PW port...>what games are on your list right now?All the Nier/Drackengard and Xenoblade games. That and the 100+ Steam games I still haven't played.>what does surprise me is how long borderlands has been limping along nowI'm not really sure who the audience is. I have a friend that enjoys it on some level, but he plays them with the character's voices muted because they're too annoying otherwise.>>84020609>was flabbergasted by some customers looksIn what way?
>>84020365>>84020365>chemistry teacher wants another test later next week :/D;when will this stopp??>not getting the best breaksorry to hear that>so you feel ikea todayexactly :3>glad to hear thatalso I'm watching don't hug me im scared >>84020426hey yuanon tiring day?>>84020491>friend broke up with her boyfriend for like the 3rd time I wonder if she'll learn this timeshe likes beaches that much?what r u gonna do there ? just hang out?
>>84019988>think my sleep hours this week weren't even 20 hoursthat's terrible D: definitely try to change that. Not a good way to live and can't be helping your productivity > it's really annoying.just hope I'm not getting sicker and it's just the cold>>84020306>went to ikeayou get something? or were just walking around?>what fish?probably just tilapia. Cook that in fish sauce and turmeric, then eat over rice.>>84020426> every foreign community simply refuses to.Makes sense in Europe and traditionally homogenous countries. Less so here where there hasn't been a cohesive group for a while. I mean, even my family is Catholic and till recently those were impossible to be real Americans too>you'd think that would be a positive trait.you're supposed to be mad about how oppressed you are, not making money and outperforming everyone. My gf got in trouble with some kids at school because they were trying to force everyone to take a sticker to support Palestine and she said she didn't care about any of that stuff since it has nothing to do with her country.>sour grapes. indeed, but they get really really mad about this which is a genuine phenomena I've seen many times
>>84020491hey cynic>I see why people praise this show now. really is probably the high point. Some of the best pure action shonen I've watched in a long time as far as fights go. I'm enjoying season 3 well enough as well still>congrats!wish you luck with yours. It's always stressful, but feel pretty good about what I've got coming up>>84020612> leaving the house again on Saturday as well. i may have missed it somewhere, but what's your plan for saturday?>Hopefully I don't get too tuckered out.me as well. I have some busy plans coming up starting tomorrow night into the weekend. Already feel kinda tired from work this week, so hopefully get more sleep tonight
>>84020978>but what's your plan for saturday?I'm not really sure if I'm honest. Just poking around where my new friend lives since I was considering moving there after my lease ends. It looks like it's going to rain so we might just do indoor stuff.
>>84020612>The one time my phone almost died while out and about was pretty scary. But with it I'm usually fine to roam wherever.i feel you. i'm really bad at navigating places i've been to before and have problems with making mental maps. nice that you feel safe enough there to explore.>I think the only games I'm excited for now are the new Tomodachi lifewhat's that?>and the MGS4/PW port...how does konami even stay afloat at this point?>All the Nier/Drackengard and Xenoblade games.those will keep you busy for a while, that's for sure. i've only ever played nier automata. it's fun.>That and the 100+ Steam games I still haven't played.those are just an investment that will pay you back some time later. don't worry about it.>I have a friend that enjoys it on some levelthey're somewhat competent looter shooters and you can play them singleplayer or in multiplayer without them being live-service or battle royale, which is rare, so maybe that's part of it. i only ever played the first one and was good after that.>he plays them with the character's voices muted because they're too annoying otherwise.very relatable. claptrap drove me insane even back in the day. it's probably only gotten worse since then.>In what way?just looking very good to me, which short-circuited something in my brain. doesn't happen often, so that really threw me for a loop.>>84020636>tiring day?yeah, you could call it that. at least no work tomorrow, but i have to head there on saturday. you win some, you lose some. what about you? how was your day?
>>84020951>you get something?yes !like pottery cacti :D>Cook that in fish sauce and turmeric, then eat over rice.sounds good ooonow I want fish>>84021113>at least no work tomorrowyay :D>have to head there on saturdayaaaa D: do you like it that way or would you prefer it to be normal>how was your day?I went to ikea got some hotdog and pottery cactuses :D also I been thinking about making another map, not sure what about though hm be made I'll combine some randoms ideas form pictures I have saved on my phone How is your evening?I'm watching don't hug me im scared, I remembered that there was like a series in 2022 and everyone was watching it then
>>84020951>Makes sense in Europe and traditionally homogenous countries. Less so here where there hasn't been a cohesive group for a whilethere hasn't been a cohesive group or culture here for a long time either. the issue is when then a group appears that is and makes you feel like you have to fight it before it completely takes over. shit's going to get really ugly here at some point.>even my family is Catholic and till recently those were impossible to be real Americans toocatholics are always suspicious in that regard that technically your highest authority is the pope, so they can be at odds with nationalists. in the case of the us you can also make the point that a lot of early settlers were kicked out of their countries by the church, so there's some animosity there. the only reason it's not a prominent issue here anymore is because people are fed up with the institutions and are leaving the churches in droves. i think we had about 25 people getting a degree in theology here last year against about a hundred priests retiring in the same time.>you're supposed to be madisn't that the truth. good she isn't taking any of that.>they get really really mad about this which is a genuine phenomena I've seen many timessure. it means they lose power over you since they can't shame you into obedience anymore.>>84021172>do you like it that way or would you prefer it to be normalit's just a few hours since someone has to open the store, so it's fine. can't meet up with my friends to finally resume that campaign we were playing anyway, so it's not a big issue.>I went to ikea got some hotdog and pottery cactuses :Dif that isn't a good day, i don't know what is :> are the cacti just decorative?>I been thinking about making another map, not sure what about thoughmaybe a desert with some cacti?>I'll combine some randoms ideas form pictures I have saved on my phonehm. you could make some trippy, surreal map with random stuff in it.
>>84020636>what r u gonna do there ? just hang out?I guess so. >>84020609>was flabbergasted by some customers looks and was surprised that still happens to me,Yeah, people never stop amazing me.>but here we are. kinda depressing. It's not that depressing, just a day.>what about you guys?Just living I guess.>Some of the best pure action shonen I've watched in a long time as far as fightsit's like a season of fights.
>>84021172>How is your evening?boring and i'm very slow at typing today. listening to some stream rn. yours?>don't hug me im scaredwhat's it about?
>>84021445>people never stop amazing me.true. i need to get a job at a warehouse or something like that.>It's not that depressing, just a day.i get what you're saying, but being constantly reminded that i can't interact with people i find even remotely attractive is a real bummer.>Just living I guess.what else can we do, right? ^^ and before i forget: best of luck with that interview!
>>84021442>few hours since someone has to openooh so it's not a full day?>can't meet up with my friendsow why?>if that isn't a good day:D>are the cacti just decorative?yep just decorations though I guess I could use them as a very bad hammers>desert with some cacti?that's an idea I might use that in some way>could make some trippy, surreal map with random stuff in it.yep yep :3>>84021455>i'm very slow at typing todaythat's okay take ur time ^^ or take a break if u need to>yoursjust hanging listening to musik now I was thinking about thinking a bit ago >what's it about?hm have you aeen the original?like the youtibe channel https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9C_HReR_McQit was like a project of some people and people really liked it and after many years they made a tv show :D of you're bored you can watch the yt channel and then series too ! it's all free on internet archive man I should donate to IA some day, they're great >>84021445>I guess so.have fun thenhow warm is it there? here it's around 10c not really a beach weather
hey everyone, hope you're all doing well, today wasn't too great for me
>>84021679hey fren what happen? :< I'm well, I ate a hotdog after all
>>84021626>so it's not a full day?it isn't. just three hours until a coworker takes over. gotta get up early, tho :p>ow why?one of them already made plans for the evening. it's hard to get four guys' schedule to align sometimes.>just decorations though I guess I could use them as a very bad hammersheh. ^^ where will you put them?>I might use that in some waynice. can't wait what you come up with>okay take ur time ^^ or take a break if u need toi can so this. i just need to concentrate really hard.>listening to musik nowwhat's playing?>I was thinking about thinking a bit agoi've always found that beneath me. ;D>like the youtibe channelnow that you reminded me, i think i watched it at some point. not sure i'd like to watch a whole show of that, though. sounds a bit much>>84021679hi chev! what's up? :<
>>84021775>just three hours untiloh that's pretty good :]>gotta get up early, tho :pbefore the stupid clients wake up >:3>one of them already made plans for the eveningI see>hard to get four guysI get it I have this problem too and the only plans I make are with me and myself >where will you put them?on da shelf!I have lots of empty space in my room>can't wait what you come up withme too ^^>just need to concentrate really hard maybe the background noise is distracting you>what's playing?this today https://m.soundcloud.com/redizesux/shesanantimagicuser>found that beneath me. ;D;>I just feel like I have a buffer on my brain basically all the time besides sometimes at like 3am it disappears >not sure i'd like to watch a whole show of that, though. sounds a bit muchit's pretty good the episodes aren't really connected with each other and are like 20min long and surprisingly they don't feel that long at all, it's good honestly >sounds a bit muchI sorta toned down
>>84021940>I sortait's sort of
Track 37 kinda day.>>84018176Nothing much. Got sicker, applied to more jobs.>>84018596>meme job but it's actually a pretty good employerGood to know.>Borderlands movieThat franchise is super dead now, but I loved playing melee zer0 when it was still good.>>84019490Hallo cynic>>84019953>President Truman and a bunch of random researchers from MITSpoiler aside this makes me want to watch lain again, I never got far enough for anything really weird to happen.>>84020426>not the most reliable source of information.I only use /a/ for the DBS shitposting tbdesu I take nothing from there seriously>>84020612>Nier/DrackengardDid you hear about the new evangelion anime Yoko Taro is gonna direct?>>84021940>https://m.soundcloud.com/redizesux/shesanantimagicuserGood track I like how noisy it is, haven't listened to anything like it in a while.
>>84021736>what happen? :< just not feeling it today desu, problems with my gf and just general stuff.>>84021775hey man>what's up? :<same as above haha, it's whatever man. guess i'll just get wasted again. did cop the night lords omnibus tho, lucky find at the lgs
Heyo everyone. I've been clean for a year now, lost the psychosis and life's been looking up. I'm studying abroad now. It's been good so far but i'm starting to get overwhelmed, people are shitty, seasonal depression also has a say in it i guess.Recently i've been thinking of relapsing more and more, so i decided to drop by. I wanna go home, i miss my family and being in a long distance relationship fucking sucks uooohhhhhHow is Gator? I don't see him here...
>>84022160What's up with your gf anon?I had a little thing with mine too a day or two ago, and she went very rare and cold for a while, i hate dry texting and my brain went into red alert, the wait made me cold sweat and nauseous unironically. But once i realized my irrational brain was afraid that we're breaking up over this, when we're very obviously not, which she also made clear, i was instantly calm. Then after we gathered ourselves we talked about it and it turned out great, we said what was on our mind and laughed about it and everything was back to normal
>>84021940>that's pretty good :]yup. shouldn't be an issue.>I have this problem too and the only plans I make are with me and myselfwell, that guy is quite busy. busy with being awesome :D>on da shelf! I have lots of empty space in my roomjust make sure they won't be able to fall and smack you on the head.>maybe the background noise is distracting youmaybe a bit, but i space out with or without it.>link thanks for sharing>I have a buffer on my brain basically all the time besides sometimes at like 3am it disappearsand what happens when it disappears?>it's good honestlyi'll take your word for now, but also keep it in mind.>>84022034>I take nothing from there seriouslybest way to handle it, but sometimes i'm stupid enough to click on threads about stuff i enjoy and the terminally shit takes i read there sour me on being a fan in the first place. just gotta look out for shows i might have missed and leave it at that.>evangelion anime Yoko Taro is gonna direct?how is anyone supposed to walk aways from that without severe depression? :0>>84022160>problems with my gf and just general stuff.sorry. we're here for you if you want to talk, though.>guess i'll just get wasted again.don't overdo it, ok?>did cop the night lords omnibus tho, lucky find at the lgsthat is a good find. maybe i should read the part i have lying around as well.>>84022209hi dm!>I've been clean for a year now, lost the psychosis and life's been looking uplet's gooo! good job, buddy. :D how did you manage?>i'm starting to get overwhelmed, people are shittypeople being people. :/ anything in particular that upset you?>seasonal depression also has a say in it i guess.sounds like it. maybe some d3 might help to get you to spring?>so i decided to drop byalways nice when you do. hope we can help distract you somewhat.
>>84022209>I wanna go home, i miss my family and being in a long distance relationship fucking sucks you've got a lot of things to deal with all at once there. do you do things that aren't related to studying at all?>How is Gator? I don't see him here...he's going to school now and does archery as a hobby, so he's been quite busy. i'll tell him you asked how he's doing.time for bed now. good night!
>>84022209hey dm great to see you <33>been clean for a year now,good job ! im so proud that's amazing >studying abroad now.Ooo nice that's so cool ! sounds fun >starting to get overwhelmed, people are shitty, seasonal depression also has a say in it i guess.oh those Really suck, does sound overwhelming in a since with it all, can't imagine studying abroad myself >wanna go home, i miss my family and being in a long distance relationship fucking sucks uooohhhhhbeing away from a place that you can truly call home sucks, so much. never feeling at home must get really hard. and yea long distance is never easy>How is Gator? I don't see him here...i just still have the old feelings of everyone secretly hating me and stuff
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>>84021113>nice that you feel safe enough there to explore.I probably wouldn't do it in my hometown, especially at night but I feel pretty safe here. >what's that?The game where you make a bunch of miis and watch them interact with each other. It's less of a game and more of a fish tank but it's good fun. >how does konami even stay afloat at this point?Pachinko machines I think. There was a few years when they stopped making games but they seem to have gone back on that now.>i've only ever played nier automata. it's fun.Me too, I really liked it.>so maybe that's part of itThat's more or less what he said, I think. He keeps me updated every time Randy does something dumb, it's very useful. >it's probably only gotten worse since then.It's much worse according to him. Dumb robot ruined Poker Night 2...>just looking very good to meI see. I thought you meant the opposite.That happens pretty often to me. Some of the people at my university are very fashionable which makes me feel very out of place in my IKEA hoodie. >>84022034>That franchise is super dead nowNot for lack of trying. Come hell or high water, you're getting a new one.>Did you hear about the new evangelion anime Yoko Taro is gonna direct?I did. I trust him more with the series than Anno, honestly.>>84022160Hopefully things pick up for you. Dealing with other people can be really difficult.
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>>84021172>like pottery cactinice! Sounds like you're doing some decorating>sounds goodhonestly, my favorite fish dish.>>84021442>also make the point that a lot of early settlers were kicked out of their countries by the churchwas relevant very early on, less so in the 1900s>leaving the churches in droveswould be the case most places with catholic churches. Doesn't help that their response to being attacked over the sex abuse cases was crying that people always attack the church which grossed out even a lot of hardcore catholics who really do believe in the faith> good she isn't taking any of that. It's my favorite part of being in Asia and dealing with people from there is no one really feels like fighting about issues that have nothing to do with them, in distant of the world, that they personally have no impact on. >>84022034>never got far enough for anything really weird to happenwasn't really a significant plot point though trying to determine what is a significant plot point in lain is a losing game more just random trippy stuff happening. Honestly that's half the show. It's easier to say what Lain is about than what actually happens, but think that is in fact part of the point
>>84022209hey dm lovely to see ya :Dit all sounds like a lot of changes :0>wanna go home, when are you going to graduate?>>84022384hello>busy with being awesome :D^^>happens when it disappears?I get like thoughs about things I'm seeing and make connections between themes and narratives >>84022435hey ali ^^
>>84020609>not muchsorry :/>flabbergasted by some customers lookshmm how exactly? and how is it depressing exactly? i would like to hear more, but don't push yourself!>what about yousickbut im getting betteryesterday was tiring honestly, very tiring.and something bad happened to me before sleeping but i don't wanna call it a "panic attack" since im not sure what to call it>>84020612>Good luck with your last examthanks disanon!>>84020636>when will this stopthat'll take time :/>exactlyis it a good feeling? like.. ikea?also how are you today? was yesterday fun?>>84020951>terribletrue>Not a good way to live and can't be helping yohr productivitytrue, but i have to deal with things for a while, might not have to stay awake like that again next weeks thoughand also i had a good sleep yesterday, finally.>hope I'm not getting sicker and it's just the coldhow are you now? still feeling sick?>>84022209i think we nevet met before anon but i hope everything gets even better for you>>84021940man this cat pic is so cute
Shadowboxing kinda day.>>84022384>terminally shit takesFor me it's the Frieren shilling, I don't hate the show but being lauded as a masterpiece with nothing especially unique about it's premise or execution makes it seem like it only got popular for being comfy and memeable. Maybe I'm hating for no reason tho I've only seen clips and read whatever people have said onlineAlso I finished YuYuHakusho finally, liked the ending. I hears people rag about it online but it was fine for me. Finishing the whole thing also made me like Sensui more as a villain, his motivations are a lot less on the nose but I still find him very interesting. Watched the Two Shots OVA as well and it kinda sucked, think I'll watch Ezou Hakusho and forget about the movies.>>84023537>Poker NightIt's coming back in a couple months remastered, all the characters are way too before my time to really care about them but the tf2 items coming back is nice.>>84026802>easier to say what Lain is about than what actually happens, but think that is in fact part of the pointMakes sense.
>>84027030hey rmhow are you doing today?> also i had a good sleep yesterday, finally.hope it helped you a little bit>how are you now? still feeling sick?feeling a lot better today. Maybe some of it was stress all along>>84027137hey togata, how are you today?
>>84027030hello \o/>that'll take time :/:c how long do you think?>is it a good feeling? like.. ikea?ikea >also how are you today? was yesterday fun?I felt so ikea I went back there to return a carpet, got a hotdog again on my way out I'm doing okay though today zoomed by because I had a dentist appointment iin the afternoon then i went to return that carpet now I'm just chilling Yesterday was okay though a bit busy too>this cat pic is so cute:3>>84027137hellowaddup>>84027868hello hello
>>84023537>I probably wouldn't do it in my hometowni wouldn't do that either, but mostly because there's no reason to be out at night here. just a dead town. not that i like being out and about in the first place.>I feel pretty safe here.pretty rare these days. hope it stays that way.>It's less of a game and more of a fish tank but it's good fun.i can see the appeal. a bit like the sims, but with less influence on what's happening?>Pachinko machineswhen in doubt, rely on addiction.>they seem to have gone back on that now.maybe the pandemic spooked them into it.>I really liked it.now that i think about it, it was one of the last compelling story-driven games i played. great soundtrack as well.>it's very useful.alway good to have someone in the know, especially when it's not really worth it to follow someone that toxic just because of their antics. >It's much worse according to him. Dumb robot ruined Poker Night 2...didn't they also try to make some tabletop rpg inspired game? i remembet that being really grating as well. they just can't write dialog and their choice in voice actors is... questionable.>I thought you meant the opposite.nah. i mean, i had a woman missing half her nose coming in to buy cigarettes, but why stop at that point, right?>That happens pretty often to menot for me, which is why i was so thrown off by it. maybe once or twice a year and you get used to it when they're regulars.>Some of the people at my university are very fashionable which makes me feel very out of place in my IKEA hoodie.some people just go one step beyond when it comes to that. i don't blame them, since that's what it's all about, but i just can't do it myself. just a waste of time and the little energy i have.>>84024673hey catbro! doing well? any plans for the weekend?
>>84026802>less so in the 1900shere it was a thing until the later half of the 20th century. gotta find something to blame on your political enemies and the less people remember what actually happened or if it happened at all, the better.>would be the case most places with catholic churchesthey've earned that ire, but as long as you allow institutions to wield unsupervised power over people, it will always have the same results. religions, education, sports, politics, industries. same shit.>no one really feels like fighting about issues that have nothing to do with themoh no! reasonable people! :0 world would be a better place if more people would just mind their own business.>>84026803>I get like thoughs about things I'm seeing and make connections between themes and narrativesat this point having thoughts on your own about anything is more of a hindrance to interact with the rest of the population, so be careful. or make a youtube channel about what you find.>>84027030>sorry :/all good. that's just a regular work day. ^^>how exactly?i just though they were attractive and i got extremely flustered, which i'm not used to anymore.>how is it depressing exactly?just shows me that even in the rare case i'm into someone, i can't handle that situation, so i start ruminating about that and have a lot of self-deprecating thoughts.>im getting betterthat's good. get well soon!>don't wanna call it a "panic attack"anxiety, maybe? was it triggered by anything?
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>>84027137>it's the Frieren shilling, I don't hate the show but being lauded as a masterpiece with nothing especially unique about it's premise or execution makes it seem like it only got popular for being comfy and memeable.yeah, i like the show, but that's because it's this nice mix of melancholic and comfy. other than that not much to it. i prefer dungeon meshi and i'm looking forward to witch hat atelier.>I've only seen clips and read whatever people have said onlinei'd say you've pretty much nailed it. the aspect that demons are just evil you can smite with impunity is also very refreshing for people (me included).>Also I finished YuYuHakusho finally, liked the ending. I hears people rag about it online but it was fine for me.not quite there yet. yusuke just got resurrected because he's demon spawn and is about to kick ass while the rest got theirs handed to them.>it kinda suckeddamn. how did they manage that?
>>84028049hey yuanon I went to ikea to return carpet and went to the dentist >>84028089>this point having thoughts on your own about anything is more of a hindranceit's nice to have them though
>>84028259>I went to ikea to return carpetwhat was wrong with it?>and went to the dentisthow did that go?>it's nice to have them thoughsure. i wouldn't trade those for anything, but they do make me unhappy more often than not what did you think about?
hey guys. i have breaking news! went to get my stuff checked at the doctor and turns out i have a heart murmur which is, funny to say the least? whatever, i'm not letting it ruin my mood.
>>84027904heya cat, how's your day been?>>84028089hey yuanon, how's it going?> it will always have the same results.pretty much. Religions have the added dilemma of trying not to look bad as an institution trying to maintain appeal as moral authority, which I think escalates it worse since people doubting moral authority is bad. So they opted to be actually immoral, instead of doing the right thing and not covering shit up and making the sensible case that priests aren't infallible while cooperating with authorities to punish them.>more people would just mind their own business.by the same token, minute they see an asian from a country they don't like all bets are off, so easy come easy go i guess
>>84028519hey lav>have a heart murmur did they say much else? My understanding is those can be completely fine if there's nothing else found that gives cause to worry
>>84028568hey! been a while. missed u office anon >did they say much else?i wasn't told much more than what you've just written. it can be good, it can be bad, but i won't know until i go to the cardiologist. at least it's not urgent or extreme! for once, i genuinely believe it'll be okay, since i don't feel weird or "sick".
i studied like less than the half of the subject and i already feel broken, i can study tomorrow but im scared i might pass out literally, the feeling when you stop understanding anything and having pain in your back... ouch...>>84027868>how are you doing todayim fine though im a bit stressed and tired, talked about it above>feeling a lot better todayvery glad to hear that>Maybe some of it was stressyeah i think that's possible.>>84027904>how long do u thinkhmm a lot>ikeayup!>got a hotdog againlol you experienced two similar days no?>dentist appointmentdid everything go well?>Yesterday was okay though a bit busywell being busy isn't that bad sometimes dont you think?>>84028089>just a regular work dayD:hope you're feeling better>attractiveoh lol i thought of a totally different thing lol, that's why i didn't understand at first>can't handle that situationi wrote a long advice but i was afraid it could be wrong and not have the best effects on you, so.. sorry, i dont have a response to this D:>that's good. get well soon!thanks!>anxiety, maybe? was it triggered by anything?idk if it's anxiety, i know im anxious sometimes but the unofficial diagnosis that i made by myself and could easily be false tells me that my main problem isn't just anxiety.and yes it was triggered by something, it's still doing bad things to my mood currently
>>84028358>what was wrong with it?too smoll :0>how did that go?pretty good ^^>make me unhappy more often than not sorry to hear that >what did you think about?that I don't think much ^^ >>84028519hello lavy :D >have breaking news:0>heart murmurthay aren't always very bad and are treatable right? do you know why you got it?>not letting it ruin my moodgood :]and how's your mood?>>84028547heyopretty good I went to the dentist and Ikea today>>84028645>can study tomorrow but im scared i might pass out literallyow that sounds horrible I wish you didn't have to go through that crapCould you spend the rest of today and some of tomorrow on resting?>hmm a lotD;>experienced two similar days no?yep in a way >everything go well?it did c:>isn't that bad sometimes dont you think?yeah it's okay if it doesn't happen too often
>>84028519hey lav! nice to have you back. :D>turns out i have a heart murmur which is, funny to say the least?what did your doc say about it? hope it's nothing serious.>i'm not letting it ruin my mood.that's the spirit! (*^*)9 how have you been?>>84028547>how's it going?just spent a lazy day at home, so i'm ok. have to head to bed a bit earlier today since i need to open shop tomorrow. what about you?>trying to maintain appeal as moral authorityhiding criminals from prosecution flushes that moral authority down the drain for good. not that running around and trying to scare people into obedience using morality as a cudgel is very positive behaviour in the first place. odd how most people who excessively use that word always fail to show even the slightest hint of it under any kind of scrutiny. >minute they see an asian from a country they don't like all bets are off, so easy come easy go i guessfamiliarity breeds contempt? ^^'>>84028645>the feeling when you stop understanding anythingdefinitely time to stop then and let everything sink in.>and having pain in your backyou could check out athleanx's backpain vids on youtube. maybe there's one that helps. the guys have freed me of quite some issues already.>hope you're feeling betterfeeling rather indifferent right now, which is an improvement.>i thought of a totally different thing lolhappens. what did you think i meant? maybe i can make it clearer next time.>i wrote a long advice but i was afraid it could be wrong and not have the best effects on you, so..if you feel like typing it out again, i wouldn't be against hearing it, but i'm in a state of mind where i try not to think about dating or relationships all that much. it's totally fine if you don't feel like it, though.>my main problem isn't just anxietyhm. anxiety is more a description of a symptom than anything else anyway.
>>84028645>it was triggered by something, it's still doing bad things to my mood currentlysorry, buddy. :< do you think some sleep will help improve your mood?>>84028817>too smoll :0how did that happen? did you just eyeball it?>pretty good ^^that's a relief. going to the dentist always makes me nervous.>sorry to hear thatjust how it goes. i think things through until i arrive at the terrible outcome that i'm sure will 100% happen. very smart...>that I don't think much ^^maybe your inner workings is more about empathy and intuition?
>>84028891cute pic :D>>84028969>did you just eyeball it?I just thought it'd look right but it didn't >going to the dentist always makes me nervous.sorra same but maybe it's just the lobby being cold>until i arrive at the terrible outcome that i'm sure will 100% happen.does it happen?>workings is more about empathy and intuition?I don't think so, my mind feels clouded most of the time, it not like it's not there, it just limited somehow
>>84028969hey how's your evenin btww??
>>84029447>I just thought it'd look right but it didn'ttoo bad. :/ did you look for another one?>maybe it's just the lobby being coldcould be, but i don't think a lot of people are really excited about having their health checked.>does it happen?how should i know? at that point i've already psyched myself out of even trying... (^-^;)>my mind feels clouded most of the time, it not like it's not there, it just limited somehowyou do get brainfog from sugar/carbs and some other foods, so maybe it just clears around that time and you get it again when you eat more of the stuff next day.>>84029458>hey how's your evenin btww??just watched some youtube stuff and now it's time for bed. see you tomorrow!
>>84028619always happy to see you here too. No matter how long you spend away, always part of this thread and we're happy to have you in it>wasn't told much more than what you've just written. if that's the case it's obviously not so serious, otherwise they'd know. Doctors like to send you to specialists even at the slight anomalies. That said, probably best to see if you can just to be safe, but I wouldn't lose sleep over it>>84028645>im scared i might pass out literallyyou have to know when to break. It reaches the point pushing more will do additional good>though im a bit stressed and tiredyou're almost done either way. Hope you can push through this last little bit>yeah i think that's possible.just work is still too much, but have interviews soon so will see how those go>>84028817>too smollunfortunate you had to make another trip for this. You get another one? Or at least some food to balance out?>I went to the dentisthope that went well>>84028891>have to head to bed a bit earlier todayas should i since have a long day tomorrow ahead of me in a different sort of way> what about you?not bad. Good work out and got a lot done. Just feeling particularly drained at this point>not that running around and trying to scare people into obedience using morality as a cudgelthe one downside, and I don't mean this as a huge defense, but modern Catholic church in America at least is the least worst offender when it comes to this. They obviously adhere to their traditional morality, but aren't as in your face and aggressive about it as some of the fringe denominations they have here who have almost no tact at all. Lot of people leave catholic church for those and not sure that's a great outcome. >familiarity breeds contempt?is what it is. Just makes me feel awkward when someone is saying something wildly inappropriate in public and I'm just sitting there with a look on my face like "you said it, not me" hoping I don't look like I agree.
>>84027868Really bored. Spent the day reading manga and applying to jobs, still too sick for the gym. What about you?>>84027904Hallo /cat/>>84028109>dungeon meshi and i'm looking forward to witch hat atelier.Only know them by name tbdesu I'm a fake otaku>demons are just evil you can smite with impunity is also very refreshing for people (me included).Is it really that novel? The only media I've picked up that had demons as anything besides unilaterally evil was YuYuHakusho. Maybe I'm just disconnected from the zeitgeist but demon slaying seems more the norm if anything>about to kick ass while the rest got theirs handed to them.Chapter black had a good finale, demons yusuke looks seriously cool. Let me know what you thought. Also, what happened with fire punch?>how did they manage that?The original anime aired in 1992, the OVA came out in 2018. The first part is a manga adaption, and the second is some weird anime only bit about fighting spirit world terrorists. Lame artstyle, shoddy dub (no dub at all for the 2nd one), with the non-existent personalities being the worst part.>>84029447>my mind feels clouded most of the time, it not like it's not there, it just limited somehowI had this throughout high school and a year or so after, it dissappeared after I broke out my shell.
>>84029601goodnight I'll be sleepin toogoodnight everyone
>>84029614>Really bored. that's unfortunate all around. Hope you're at least enjoying the manga even rest of things aren't great.>What about you?pretty good by tired. Work week ended a bit stressful but it's over. Had a pretty good workout. Actually moved my entire gym setup recently (which was quite a huge pain since it's a lot of stuff) to another part of the house that's warmer and it's making way more pleasant to workout. Wasn't an issue last year, but like this quite a lot. >>84029755gn cat, see you tomorrow
Phoneposting, dorm wifi is rangebanned so i have to do mobile>>84022384Hiya yuanon, great to see you>how did you manage?Umm idk, i just kinda stopped once life started getting better and i didn't want to scare people. Also after getting together with my girlfriend, she has way worse cutting history than me, like she even has some scars on her face. So i obviously am really proud of her for stopping, and i don't want her to feel tempted cuz i do.>anything in particular that upset you?The people in my course act like retarded highschoolers even though they're all older than me, just idk, i don't want to be friends with people like that and i feel embarrased by them a lot. Plus my dorm cleaning lady threw out my ikea alien im pretty sure, really horrible.Thanks for the vitamin suggestion, that's actually a very good idea!>do you do things that aren't related to studying at all?Yes, I read books on alchemy and hermeticism and some sloppy action novels, also i like to write. Drawing is part of my studying as i'm getting a degree in concept art>>84022435Yayy hi gatorr ^^Its so good to see you, i'm happy to hear all the stuff yuanon told me about, i'm really glad you're out of the house more! The secretly hating thing is so real, i have that all the time. Just remind yourself that its 1: irrational and 2: impossible to be liked by everyone. I really doubt people really secretly hate you>>84026803Hiu cat!! I'm also glad to see you still carrying the thread :3I'm graduating next academic year, I'm thinking of moving back end of this one tho and doing the second one online, I don't really want to stay here>>84027030Hello anon, i believe you're right. Your name is really cool and i would have remembered it definitely (lol)Thank you, i'm feeling better today, i hope you are too! Sorry about the panic attack, they're terrifyingMy browser is buginn ugh
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Hello everyone. I realised it's been about a month since I lat had a breakdown, so I'm feeling pretty good about that.>>84027137>all the characters are way too before my time to really care about themYou're making me feel very old. Not even Strong Bad?>>84028049>but mostly because there's no reason to be out at night hereThat's fair. Even here the only places open then are convenience stores and McDonalds. But that's good if you want snacks at 3am.>hope it stays that wayMe too.>a bit like the sims, but with less influence on what's happening?That's pretty accurate. I think you're given a bit more influence in the upcoming game and I'm not sure how to feel about that. Part of the fun was that Miis would just make friends/fall in love at random.>maybe the pandemic spooked them into itThat would make sense. Either that or pachinko is less lucrative than they thought.>great soundtrack as wellI agree. I think it might be my favourite, or at least in the top 5.>didn't they also try to make some tabletop rpg inspired game?I vaguely remember that as well. I think I got it for free on the Epic store but I've never played it.>they just can't write dialog and their choice in voice actors is... questionable.It appeals to a certain demographic. I'm not sure who, but there's an audience that (somehow) likes it.>i had a woman missing half her nose coming in to buy cigarettes, but why stop at that point, right?How did she smell? Terrible?>just a waste of time and the little energy i haveIt's not really for me either. Comfort is all that matters for my clothing choice.>>84028519I'm sorry to hear that. Hopefully it's nothing too serious.
healing update for whos interested ig
>>84032063>You're making me feel very old. Not even Strong Bad?I'm 20 brah we never had strong bad, my earliest internet memories consisted of Miniclip, nintendo fan animations, and gaming youtubers.>Terrible?I like the smell of cigarettes, it reminds me of good times with good friends. That and Quebecers.>>84032168Are you doing anything to speed up the healing process? Make sure to air it out once a while btw>>84029963>Hope you're at least enjoying the mangaIt was pretty enjoyable actually, I just installed a new manga reader for it (Mihon). The Yu Yu Hakusho anime makes a bunch of changes from the manga which I like for the most part so far. Helps that the dub translation is outright better than the official translation most of the time.>huge pain since it's a lot of stuffWhen you mentioned having a home gym I assumed it was just a couple dumbbells and a bar, nice having a full setup.>Had a pretty good workoutWhat's your split?
>>84032168is that area around it numb? it look deep enough to cause some nerve damage
goid morning :Dit's very warm today I'm going to go out and prepare my bike maybe I'll go on a bikeride next week
>>84032063hey discanon! Hope you have (or had) a good time today if you're headed out still>it's been about a monthalso glad to see how far you've come in that regards. Much much different then we all first met you here>Not even Strong Bad?don't forget to check you E MAIL>>84032276>anime makes a bunch of changes from the manga which I like for the most part so far.did come out at a time where anime was more loose with adaptations than they treat things now. Crazy how that was the norm for many many years. Guess attitude towards anime has changed from the days it was mainly a vehicle to sell more manga I suppose>I assumed it was just a couple dumbbells and a bar, nice having a full setup.More than that, but less than a full gym. I have extendable dumbbells (go up to a 110), a rack with pull up bar, a couple barbells, bunch of plates, and attachments with cables and pulleys for pull downs and rowing that combine with the rack. Honestly, only thing I think I really miss out on is being able to do targeting on some leg workouts, but the money I save just building a nice at home set up isn't bad am terrified of doing bench press to failure at home though so...>What's your split?I think I talked before, but I do pretty typical push, pull, and legs day, the first two twice a week the later one day. Pull day today which now consists of hammers, barbell curls, preachers, and a couple sets of weighted chin and pull ups. >>84033513happy caturday cat!>it's very warm todayhere as well. Will go on a dog walk in a little bit.>prepare my bike have fun. Coming back on the time of year you'll get to do that a lot which is nice. Looking forward to hiking season myself
>>84026803>hey ali ^^hai cat :). hru?>>84030805>really glad you're out of the house moreyeah it's been much needed to just get out, really not healthy staying inside for months on end hehe>The secretly hating thing is so realyeah just really never can tell what people think or feel about me so i end up secluding myself from everything >that its 1: irrational and 2: impossible to be liked by everyoneyeah, i try to remember it is hust irrational but then when i come back they feel rational :/. and yea definitely I'm never gonna be liked by everyone that can never happen. and btw it's great to see you, i always find myself thinking about you from time to time
>>84034296hey gator! good to see you!how have you been? Hope your weekend is off to a good start!
I was walking around near the garages and found an old slab of concrete with cat prints all over it, when I was a kid there were lots of cats in my neighborhood i would play with and I'm sure the prints belong to some of them :3>>8403395jello>happy caturdaythank you :D>Will go on a dog walk in a little bit.have fun, tell us if you see anything interesting >you'll get to do that a lot which is nice. yes I'm happy about it too !>Looking forward to hiking season myselfgot anything planned already?>>84034296heyoI went out today to prepare my bike for bike rides :D how r u?
>>84032276>we never had strong badIt was pretty good, but it might be a generational thing. >nintendo fan animationsI remember searching those up on Newgrounds when I was a lad. Good times.>>84033950>Hope you have (or had) a good time today if you're headed out stillI did. It was nice spending time with another person, if a little exhausting. She seemed to really enjoy it too and hugged me at the end.>Much much different then we all first met you hereI'm glad to hear that, I think. It's been very gradual for me so I've not really noticed besides not having daily breakdowns.>don't forget to check you E MAILThey put out a new one recently if you've not seen ithttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-zhsNdk1_VcDo you have a favourite sbemail?
>>84030805hello >wifi is rangebannedannoying!I guess you'd need a vpn?>glad to see you still carrying the thread :3not going anywhere ^^>one tho and doing the second one onlinethat could workif you do that hope it works out for youmaybe doing it online with turn ot to be easier?>>84032063helo o/>month since I lat had a breakdown, so I'm feeling pretty good about that.that's great news c:really glad you're better hope you keep improving btw how was your day?>>84032168hope it heals well anonstay safe !
>>84034501>found an old slab of concrete with cat prints all over itcute>tell us if you see anything interestiwill do, but usually quite boring. Most interesting thing you'll see around here is the occasional big bird like a hawk or vulture> anything planned already?not really. Not sure I'm going on a big trip this year but will see>>84034503>nice spending time with another personif you're not used to it, really does feel good when you get back to it>seemed to really enjoy it tooglad things seem to be going so well :>> been very gradualhow it sort of is, but looking back definitely alot better now than when you first showed in the thread>put out a new one recently if you've not seen itinteresting, i did not know this. let me watch after this. Happy to hear this is still around>Do you have a favourite sbemail?the viideo game one of course!https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R22zSrpeSA4
>>84034894>cuteheres a pic of ityou can see little paws there too>occasional big bird like a hawk or vulturethat's interesting thoI saw one once fly near me on a bikeride they are bigger then they seem>Not sure I'm going on a big trip this year but will seethat means more smaller trips then ^^
>>84034778Hello /cat/>hope you keep improving btw how was your day?Thank you, I hope so too!Today was pretty good, even if I got slightly wet from the rain. I had a good pizza. How did yours go?>>84034894>glad things seem to be going so well :>Me too. It's nice to finally make a friend here.>definitely alot better now than when you first showed in the threadI'll take your word for it. That's always good to hear, I think.>interesting, i did not know thisThey've been making new stuff slowly but surely. And they've made some new merch as well.>the viideo game one of course!A top contender for sure. I think about get ye flask often.Webcomics and Kids' Book are pretty good too.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=frBv7IP4Y6khttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bT4SGdq0ZyU
>>84034367hey good too see you too ^^I've been alright, just getting through life got a tournament today, got a 271 on last one. how have you been? how's your weekend been?>>84034501>old slab of concrete with cat prints all over it,aww that's so adorable :3>went out today to prepare my bike for bike rides :DOo that's amazing, forgot it's already getting warm enough for that. should be lovely ^^.>how r u?im ok i guess
>>84035342>hope so too!>got slightly wet from the rain. it's rainy over there?well at least it reminds you to appreciate being dry heh ^^ or you can look at it as a free shower >I had a good pizza. that does sound like a good day, can't be a bad one with pizza :]you ordered it for dinner?>How did yours go?pretty good, it was warm so I prepared my bike for bike rides amd relaxed after a busy yesterday I had to go to the dentist and ikea amd ot all took a while also you can read here what I found and also I posted a picture of it>>84035461>aww that's so adorable :3here's a pic of it >>84035333>forgot it's already getting warmhere it ishow warm is it over there? didn't you guys get snow recently or was it somewhere else?>should be lovely ^^.yep maybe it'll be warm enough to go next week>ok i guesswhat did you do? and how are you feeling?any tournaments happened?
>>84035625>here's a pic of itawwe that's so adorable, there such little paws>how warm is it over there?it's like 20c rn. what is it for you?>didn't you guys get snow recently or was it somewhere else?yea we got some snow not too much, January got a ton>maybe it'll be warm enough to go next weekhopefully it is :)>what did you do? and how are you feeling?not much really, just life. feeling ok, just eh life is exhausting >any tournaments happened?last week had 1 today i have 1 as well
>>84036069>that's so adorable, there such little pawsyep ^^>like 20c rn. what is it for you?oo warmhere it was like 17>January got a tonI'm sure you'll liked it didn't ya?>feeling ok, just eh life is exhaustingu feel tired?>today i have 1 as wellwoa best of luuck !!how did the last one go?
>>84035625>it's rainy over there?It's not rained in what feels like months but it looks like we've got some for the next few days.>can't be a bad one with pizzaYou'd be surprised. You can get some pretty dire pizzas in Asia...>you ordered it for dinner?Yeah. It was the only meal I had so I ate a bunch of slices.>it was warm so I prepared my bike for bike rides amd relaxed after a busy yesterdaySounds good! When are you planning to go out on your bike?>also I posted a picture of itThat's quite cute. At least as cute as cement can be.
Playing minecraft again after a while, man forget how fun it is>>84035333>you can see little paws there toovery very cute>they are bigger then they seemvery much so. Closest I ever saw one was one hanging in the middle of the road during a road trip I was on one time. Think he was a bit confused>more smaller trips thenfor sure. Have one I'm going on next month in fact, so excited about that>>84035342> finally make a friend here.need to work on trying to meet new people as well. Suppose my biggest issue is I spend too much time working>slowly but surely.just really cool they're still around. So many things from old internet are gone, so looking up and seeing those vids from 16 years ago still there makes me happy>. I think about get ye flask often.to this day call the AZ abbreviation for Arizona Alcatraz when I see it > Kids' Book yeahhh i remember this lol>>84035461>got a tournament today,wishing you best of luck with it. And have fun of course!> how have you been? work is rough as usual, but i'm surviving. Going out to eat in a little bit. Pretty slow weekend with gaming and workouts, but not bad
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>>84036276>Suppose my biggest issue is I spend too much time workingI'm not really sure where you're supposed to meet people outside of work these days. Third places seem to have vanished.>just really cool they're still aroundIt is. I think it's purely for the love of the game at this point, and that's nice to see. The Brothers Chaps clearly care a lot about it.They even put Strong Bad in a tv show they made.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VO4UbiPsgGE>to this day call the AZ abbreviation for Arizona Alcatraz when I see itI always say jorb like Coach Z and call my devices compys and lappys. I think the compy catalog was the first episode I watched.
>>84012196hi. does anyone know where I can find self harm tips? (like how to go deeper etc.?) or in general pro-self harm content? Please
>>84036157>looks like we've got some for the next few days.you like it?>some pretty dire pizzas in Asiasame here hehe but I'm not sure if those things even count a pizza >meal I had so I ate a bunch of slices.good >When are you planning to go out on your bike?whenever it's warm enough :>maybe wednesday>At least as cute as cement can behaha true and you can see kitten tracks there>>84036276>man forget how fun it isaw that's nice what have you buit? wanna show pics?>very very cuteyep it made me smile>Think he was a bit confusedwas it a hot day? maybe thirsty >going on next month in fact, so excited about thatnice :D is it very far?
>>84010330>How are you doing today?Bad>Any plans for today?Tablet>When was the last time you hurt yourself?Two days ago>Why did you hurt yourself?they took my tablet>Is there anything bothering you right now?After they took my tablrt for a day i starved and dehydrated myself planning to kms but now i feel like eating with my tablet and living and having fun alcohol time and cartoons and internet browsing again but it reignited my ed so i dont even want to eat and might just die anyway lmao i love the psychward <3
>>84037164oh I see I missed your reply then there, I'm sorry anonbtw I'm a khv loser too>general pro-self harm content?not really we try to not encourage it we do have tips like how to take care to wounds and such besides I think you shouldn't try going deeper, it often doesn't even hurt more, it just takes longer to heal and is more risky
>>84037344hey tabletanon>Badsorry to hear that>like eating with my tabletyou seem to really really like that thing, too much honestly why?and when you'll leave the ward you won't have the tablet anymore right?>reignited my ednot good
>>84037366>why?My tablet represents socializing, emotional comfort, and autonomy, things consistently taken from me, being involuntarily put in a cell just for being suicidal (not even an attempt) and having those things stripped from me again is horrible, its punishing me for suffering, the systems just exist to continue my suffering they dont even care
>>84037366Also i ate but i only had half a small sailsbury steak and some carrots i putsome plant based butter on, going to have a dessert later and watch my melody, i usually eat to things that are similar to what im eating like the vibe has to be the same or i dont wanna eat>you wint have the tablet anymore right?Yeah but ill have public computers (until i get a phone)
>>84037473>represents socializing, emotional comfort, and autonomy,I see makes sense, though you could socialize outside of the tablet too right? >me for sufferingyeah it does sound like it's not helping you >>84037484>half a small sailsbury steak and some carrots i putsome plant based butternice :>how does your life look like outside of the ward?>computers (until i get a phone)true I guess that'd work
>>84036157>You can get some pretty dire pizzas in Asia...Best slice I ever had was in the UK, I miss you doner pizza...>>84033950>extendable dumbbellsThese always confused me tbdesu, like how can it become more/less heavy without removing the weight completely?>pulleys rack barbellMore than enough honestly, only thing you'd be missing at a commercial gym would be abd/adduction machines and incline smith, off what I use anyway.>SpoilerSame boat, I'll do it the rare times I got a buddy with me but otherwise don't bother.>pplYeah, I remember now.>>84037350I feel like that alone doesn't constitute being a loser tbdesu, I've met plenty of lames who got partners so it's not the be all end all.>>84037344>lmao i love the psychward <3I almost got committed some years ago but my family changed their mind last minute, only get horror stories. Are the people you're stuck with any good?
>>84037115>not really sure where you're supposed to meet people outside of work these daysa big part of that also is whether you're interested in meeting just opposite sex or people in general. Honestly, I spent like half an hour or hour just talking to a dude at an anime convention a few weeks back. There's places, but agree most at least require money and nothing really good in terms of meet people for dating per say> love of the game at this pointI like to believe you can often tell the ones who are really into vs going through the motions past a point>They even put Strong Bad in a tv show they made.what even is this show? lol this is awesome though all the same>I think the compy catalog was the first episode I watched.I think I got introduced in my first programming class I took back in hs. Man, I don't have super fond memories of much, but internet was comfier back then>>84037280>what have you buit?an elaborate underground dirt tunnel network. I dug as my base when avoiding a creeper who almost snuck up on me so i dug down and blocked the entryway. Not super picturesque so far lol>was it a hot day?yeah, could be. One of those plain states that are barren wastelands with dirt and fields as far as you can see>is it very far?hour to hour and a half away. Not far at all, but should be fun
>>84037350Missed this replying, but you're not a loser>>84012196>>84037164and you're not a loser too. Honestly, hope you can accept wanting to be with someone doesn't make you a creep anon. Things are tough these days, but natural desires are perfectly normal.>>84037636>These always confused methere's a lot of different types out there, some look fancier, but I use something(but not exactly) like picrelated. Just screw on the plates, lift. They have taken me quite far and are quite versatile>but otherwise don't bother.honestly plenty of chest workouts that go just as well. Dumbbell press gets a wider range of motion than bench, bench is just good for good old overloading strongman. Guess like most things really depends on goals
>>84036099>here it was like 17still pretty warm >I'm sure you'll liked it didn't ya?yea i already miss it to be honest>u feel tired?yea recently I'm just always so tired idk why>how did the last one go?good got a 271 last time got 263 this time :/>>84036276>work is rough as usualwhen isn't work rough :/>eat in a little bit.hope it was tasty>slow weekend with gaming and workouts, but not baddoes sound nice at least 0
>>84037610>though you could socialize outside of tablet too right?Im scared of everyone here, also i got groomed as a child by a millionaire online and frequently now feel as if ppl irl are part of a plot against me by an international cabal>how does your life look outside of the ward?Ive been homeless for a few months, i was staying at a shelter but ill be homeless when i get out of the ward, probably only for a week or two though, i also might be forced to go to rehab because of my redditfag therapist who wants to hospitalized me forever
>>84037636>are the people youre stuck with any good?I met a couple nice people but i get scared of everyone else, i dont interact much with people i trust my intuition enough not to
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good morning everybody :3hope you all had a good night
tldr: im an attention seeking chudSomeone might remember me but i post here every few months, im the guy whose dad had a stroke and all thatI havent cut myself in a bit and ive moved apartments again a few months ago, its an okay one,Ive also made some localish online friends who i meet with once in a while, last week with a guy i met about a year ago for the first time, hes chill, i wish we lived closer or something
>>84038005hope your tournament went well>when isn't work roughwould need a time machine to figure that one out>hope it was tastyyeah, I went out to a japanese place. I don't like sushi, but they had more than that so I'll usually get one of the rice dishes since they're pretty good too>>84040444heyo. Decent night. Got up early, and I'm back>>84041203hi anon, I kinda remember you vaguely. Hope you've been doing all right>its an okay one,best you can hope for sometimes> localish online friends who i meet with once in a whileand better than a lot of folks. Try to keep in touch with people around you is hard but a good idea
wow, i really wasn't expecting that this thread was still up. #673 huh? and to think i haven't visited since like mid 2024. i hope everyone here is doing ok, i remember a few names.
>>84037280>you like it?Not really, but it's good to get a bit of rain every now and then.>I'm not sure if those things even count a pizzaThese generally look like pizzas, they just taste a bit off. Something about the cheese...>whenever it's warm enough :>Hopefully you'll have a nice day to cycle on soon.>>84037636>Best slice I ever had was in the UK, I miss you doner pizza...My local pizza places were never any good. Your best option was always Papa John's.>>84037881>Honestly, I spent like half an hour or hour just talking to a dude at an anime convention a few weeks backI couldn't imagine doing anything like that, unless it's a very small, local one.>I like to believe you can often tell the ones who are really into vs going through the motions past a pointIt's pretty easy to spot insincerity in creative stuff, I think.>what even is this show? The Aquabats are a band that the the H*R people have collaborated with a few times. Why that is, I'm not really sure. They also inexplicably got a tv show that Matt Chapman wrote for so I guess they just put Strong Bad in an episode for the hell of it.Comfy show, would recommend watching.>but internet was comfier back thenYeah. It's a shame it's so homogenised now.
>How are you doing today?I don't know how I feel. Too many emotions occuring at once.>Any plans for today?I'm trying to relax. I want to read, and play some video games.>When was the last time you hurt yourself?This morning>Why did you hurt yourself?I felt depressed. The adrenaline rush felt good.>Is there anything bothering you right now?The fact that the world just keeps getting everyday. I have no idea what I'm going to do with my future. Nothing makes me happy anymore.
hi, i'm new here but i need an advice about what to do because chat gpt isn't helping anymore.i have been severely depressed for many years, (since about 11). I drink, smoke, cut (this one since I was 7) and take a lot of painkillers usually without a reason.I have been trying really everything I could to get out of depression (i would take 3 hours walks by myself, force myself to shower everyday, study a lot (and got high marks too), do a sport and I even managed to stay clean from cutting for about 2 years but then relapsed). But I still really want to kms and if I only think about the fact that I should keep on living it makes me cry and sometimes sick. I go to therapy but it's useless because they won't give me medicine until I'm 18 but said (and I completely agree), those would be the only thing that could actually help me. (So I still would have to wait 3 years). I really have no idea what to do I really want to end it but I'm scared honestly. (I would also accept advices on which is the less painful way to do that since I cant figure it out). I don't even want to get better or be happy I just wanted to know if anyone had an advice about what to do just to stop feeling this way, or what to do in general. Please; thanks.
i really should get a powerbank for my internet router>>84028817>Could you spend the rest of today and some of tomorrow on resting?uh well, the exam got postponed, i shouldn't worry now :>hru cat?>it didglad to hear that!>>84028891>definitely time to stop then and let everything sink in.yeah>the guys have freed me of quite some issues already.i think i felt pain because of an unhealthy sittingand that doesn't happen so often i think>what did you think i meant? maybe i can make it clearer next time.it's been a while i don't exactly remember and i dont wanna talk about it so it doesn't accidentally make a new problem to you xD>but i'm in a state of mind where i try not to think about dating or relationships all that much. yeah well my advice was something like that, i think i wanted to say something like stay away from unhealthy relationships.>anxiety is more a description of a symptom than anything else anyway.hmm true but i still can't find the correct words>>84028969>do you think some sleep will help improve your mood?i think i slept well and got betterthough today was tiring but i'm a bit stable now>>84029612>you have to know when to breakyeah. i'm fine now>Hope you can push through this last little bitthanks!>but have interviews soon so will see how those gooh interviews?? new job?how did everything go?>>84030805>name is really cool and i would have remembered it definitelylol i think it works then>i'm feeling better todayglad to hear that DM>they're terrifyingtrue..
hey everyone it was my mom's birthday today so i've been pretty busy all day. gonna play a bit more games and then zzz probably.https://youtu.be/qq9CC8z53As
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>>84041203hello>ive moved apartments>also made some localish online friendssounds like things are going wellare you feeling well too??>>84042546hiya>673 huhbeen a while ^^nice to see you again, how's it going?>hope everyone here is doing okI'm pretty well, I'm happy about spring finally coming >>84042612>bit of rain every now and thenit is going to rain often now?some part of asia have a wet and a dry season>Something about the cheese...interesting here the they like to mess around with the dough or use something entirely different >you'll have a nice day to cycle on soon.thank you>>84042908hello okabe sorry to hear you're not to well :< >Too many emotions occuring at onceare you able to just lay down and try to relax and not have the outside world bother you even more >I'm trying to relaxyep that's a good idea >This morningit's alright just make sure to patch yourself up well>Nothing makes me happy anymoremaybe it's because lots of things are going wrong so no wonder you're not well>>84043345hey anonhonestly it does seem like meds might be the only way to gountil then you'd probably just have to do something to make it less awful but I'm not really sure what you could do, as you said, you've tried everything and I don't have any original new ideassorry :< >>84043424>powerbank for my internet routeryou got power outages?there are some funky ones that apparently can change a car battery >exam got postponed, i shouldn't worry now :>woo \o/so when in it?>hru cat?pretty good, prepared bike completely and played minecraft with ppl from the thread btw would you or anyone reading like to play some day?>glad to hear that!thnak you and how stuff go for you today? r u well?>>84043500heya chev !happy birthday to your mom!>>84043500>gonna play a bit more gameshave fun and a nice zzzzthanks for music!
spring is nice but you know what's not? allergies ugh I forgot I have them, they're mild though so dw
>>84044705>power outagesyes recentlyi do need a powerbank>when in it?next week i suppose>prepared bikeyoo so bikerides are back?>would you like to play some day?maybe one day yeah, sadly not these days. :< im having so much going on>how stuff go for you today? r u well?thanks for askingim not well at all ~_~im so tired and my chest is burning and studying is destroying me and i miss my friend so much, alot is going on, everything hurts. i just realized (again) recently how weak i am. no matter what i do i always feel like all my emotions are caged, it hurts so much
>>84044839>do need a powerbankwhen r u going to buy one? >next weekwell so you can relax a bit more now right?>so bikerides are back?now it's time for the weather to get better, it's still a bit chilly>not well at all ~_~sorry to hear that friend >chest is burningdo you know what is causing this?it's concerning >how weak i am.I don't think soyou just have too much to deal with
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Cold is gone and the snow is clearing up, March came fast...>>84037922>Just screw on the plates, lift. They have taken me quite far and are quite versatileNah I meant some other type of dumbbell, with those you twist a knob and it gets more/less heavy without piling more weight on.>Goalstbdesu I was pretty vain and lifted for looks but nowadays it's a million reasons but that>>84038018>dont interact much with people i trust my intuition enough not toFair enough.>>84042612>best option was always Papa John's.Grim>>84043500Hallo che, well wishes to your mom>LinkGoooood track, mgla is consistent.
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one of my cuts got green gooey stuff and stinks bad like cheese do i just leave it alone or do i have to do something
mornin guyss>>84048082that really sounds like an infection, you should go to a doctor and get antibiotics You could also try antibiotic ointment from a pharmacy but they're for minor stuff
>>84042612>unless it's a very small, local one.to me, that sounds like it would be harder since localized things are always centered on people who live nearby, whereas bigger ones you have people from farther away who are less likely to have connections to everyone else and surrounding area. At least, how I felt talking to people there and why I felt it was easy>Comfy show, would recommend watching.> shame it's so homogenised now.weirdest part for me is going to instagram and other parts of the internet and seeing people echo talking points similar to things on here (and often /pol/ as well). Something really strange about this to me as someone who's been on 4chan since late 2000s.>>84043424hey rm! >oh interviews?? new job?interviews for a new job, yes. Still a long way to go though>how did everything go?so far so good, but have to see how next round goes. >>84043500hope everyone had a good time>>84046403> March came fastit's going to be so warm here end of the week. I'm excited>those you twist a knob and it gets more/less heavy without piling more weight on.I know what you're talking about, but don't think I've ever seen them irl, only in pictures being sold. So actually wouldn't even know where to begin guessing. I'm always distrustful of fitness gear that's more complex than it needs to be. Even if it works, being simpler also usually means less likely to run into a problem if something stops working.> pretty vain and lifted for looks honestly, i see absolutely nothing wrong with this mindset. Past a certain level of fitness, there's really not much real world practical benefit to lifting heavier anyway. I think the best reason of all to do it is simply that you enjoy it of course though>>84048119morning cat!hope your monday is off to a great start
Hello everyone. I couldn't leave well enough alone and now I'm paying the price and have been crying for the last three hours.I resumed posting on my blog a while ago because I needed somewhere to vent, I suppose. After realising that I'm only making an ass out of myself by doing that, I decided that I'd post somewhere privately instead. Last night I made a post explaining that, and saying that if my ex wants updates she'll have to ask directly. I don't think that was unreasonable.This was enough to get her to reach out again. She sent an email with a short, handwritten note attached, asking me to hate her and move on, and saying she still checks my blog multiple times a day (as I still do for hers). I think she's trying to move on as well but can't do it either. She's still planning on sending me mail and asked me not to move. I replied with the same desperation that I always do.I feel like I've made two steps forward and three steps back. Maybe I'll get some comfort food before everywhere closes.>>84042908I hope vidya can be a good detraction for you.Try not to worry too much about the future, just focus on getting through the day.>>84043424>i really should get a powerbank for my internet routerYou can get some pretty big capacity ones. If your outages last <10 minutes consider getting a UPS.>>84044705>it is going to rain often now?>some part of asia have a wet and a dry seasonWe don't really get wet seasons here, just weeks where it rains a bit. Even now it's a pretty light drizzle.>here the they like to mess around with the dough or use something entirely differentWeird. The dough is usually fine here, it's everything else that's off.
>>84046403>GrimSuch is life where I used to live. It's not much better here, honestly.>>84048384>to me, that sounds like it would be harder since localized things are always centered on people who live nearbyMaybe it's just an England thing. My sister feels the same way.>seeing people echo talking points similar to things on here (and often /pol/ as well)I've noticed this too and it's very odd to me. Yet 4chan is still considered a scare place.
