I'm depressed so I will starve myself today.maybe cut myself who knows, I've been thinking about doing that for a few days now
Who asked? Fucking whore
>>84079898I did this when I was grieving for a being I was caring for that went missing and probably died. So who did you fail?
>>84079898Instead of cutting, try pinching or hitting your temple with your palm. It's a step away from cutting and should give you that same physical input you need. If you need me, you know where I am
>>84079898What makes you depressed? Instead of starving and cutting, find something better to do
>>84079898I haven't eaten anything in the past 24 hoursI realized a while back that I'm not fit for independant living, I've always been a sort of "parasite", mooching off of what others give me
>>84079959>>84079975I wouldn't be able to tell you I'm depressed right now honestly, everything is going wrong I don't even know where to start
>>84079898damn cutting lowk seems performative from outside like if you had to say whats the biggest reason you cut is it pain, is it blood, or is it the scars
>>84079983>I don't even know where to startThen just list things
>>84079984it's the pain and the blood that I enjoy, the scars suck
>>84079993so if its just about the pain then that means it isnt performative so why cant you just let me slap the fuck outta you or you slap yourself like im talking actually hard like that shit would lowk bring you more painor is it the stinging painand for the blood is it like the aesthetic of it like you look looking at blood pouring out?
>>84079991ok-I can't find a job-I hate living with my parents-I feel like i'm wasting my life away in this room but AGAIN I can't do anything without money and without a job I can't get any money-Also I miss my gf but she is never coming back
Men dont cut their wrists men just commit suicide with self inflicted gunshot be a man
>>84080006slapping and cutting isn't the same kind of pain and I like seeing the blood pouring out I also like how it feels.>>84080015I don't cut my wrists I cut on other parts of my body
>>84079898Back in highschool i starved myself, until i dropped to almost 30kg, and i had to be taken to the doctor. Honestly it probably saved my life because it finally got me in front of a psychiatrist and i got diagnosed and could leave school, but the point is, don't starve yourself, tried it, still kinda keep doing it because my meds fuck with my apetite, but it feels shit. Energy levels go way down, your tummy hurts, your whole body develops worse or just stops. Starving sucks.
>>84080022aight so you basically like the stinging pain from a cut but not the pain from something blunt like a slap or a punch and you dont like scars but you like seeing blood which is lowk performative im sure theres some compromise have you tried pinching the extra sensitive areas cause thats also a stinging pain or if you like the kinda lingering pain after the intial hit why not try to hit your arm or thigh with a belt like a strike cause that lingers with a sting too
>>84079965you are an orbiter
Who is this mike boy? Why i see him in every post
>>84080031Stfu I don't know who Op is faggot. I only said it to help her progress down the right path where things are better. I don't expect anything from this interaction. So why Don't you go be jealous somewhere else
>>84080024to be honest I've been starving myself since april last year, I mean yeah I eat something once in a while but I barely eat anything, I just don't enjoy eating anymore, but it's true I never have any energy, I like it when my stomach hurts though.>>84080028>have you tried pinching the extra sensitive areas cause thats also a stinging pain or if you like the kinda lingering pain after the intial hit why not try to hit your arm or thigh with a belt like a strike cause that lingers with a sting tooI've tried that, it's just not the same>>84080035I don't know but I wish he would stop posting on my threads
>>84080035this is not the place to discuss it whatever issue you have with trips. Leave the thread for OP. Project your insecurities in another thread. This is her space
>>84080049Get a trip then FAGGOT so it's known it's your thread. Otherwise let your fist out your ass and don't be a cunt. I post just as any other poster, it's your own insecurities projected on me that you have an issue with.
>>84080049alright so i found a few methods but now gpt is asking me if i need help and wants to call someone for merubber band snapice on sensitive part of skin or cold metalbelt snap
>>84080085Fist hit temple over and over until you can't. That's the best imo
>>84080085the rubber band thing just makes me want to cut even more, feels like "edging" for lack of a better word
>>84079898I can fix you jus give me your discord
>>84080103isnt that good then it means that its working but on a lower level so its basically like how nicotine addicts use fake cigs while quitting so you just gotta snap those rubber bands harder keep it up
>>84080117I'm a man anon and even if you were a woman you are NOT her, only she can fix me>>84080123it just made me want to cut even more BUT I never actually cut myself again so maybe you have a point
Why you think that another person will "save" you
>>84080129oh I thought you were a woman because you're cutting yourself like a faggot
>>84080142because when I was with her I was happy
>>84080129>it just made me want to cut even more BUT I never actually cut myself again so maybe you have a pointaight thats good just keep this going dawg dont cut yourself i mean you can if you want to if you were a woman i wouldve told you to cut my initial instead of just 3 straight lines but since youre a man im goodalso lowk you can try to ruin your attention span like the moment you feel like cutting just open tiktok reels or yt shorts shit like that
>>84080164Woman are adult children they get bored easily you can not entertain them 24/7 just give up
>>84080165I don't use tiktok or watch youtube shorts.I could distract myself with some vidya
>>84080049Well i'm sorry, i don't really have any advice to give you other than wishing you well. I didn't really like being anorexic, i think it was just my brain trying whatever call for help to get me into a hospital. I knew something was wrong with me for many years, i just really didn't know how bad it is. When i finally went and got diagnosed and put on disability, i felt almost an instant relief from the want to starve myself. I think the lingering effects of my damaged apetite are just a mix of side effects of my meds and lasting consequences and changes from being anorexic for a time being. But as said i think i'm on a good path now, my doctor says he likes the progress, since i got above 40kg now. Just hoping you will make it and find your way to either cope or something or someone to fix you.
>>84080181no that wont work you need to fry your dopamine receptors with some short form content pick one reels tiktok or shorts and watch it for 5 mins whenever you feel the urge to cut if you do want to play video games then download some shitty one on your phone it needs to be like an instant dopamine thing not a long gaming shesh download clash royale again stuff like that where the match is only like 2 mins long so you get instant dopamine
>>84080186thanks anon! and glad to know you're doing better!>>84080189I don't want to fry my dopamine receptors that sounds like it's going to make my life harder
>>84080210its literally just clash royale and instagram reels for 5 mins whenever you get the urge bro its not that deep stop being like this youre literally on 4chan
>>84080214>youre literally on 4chanso?
>>84079898Cutting yourself doesn't change anything, though.
>>84080319it makes me feel better so it does change something
punish your body by lifting, not cutting
>>84079898>maybe cut myselfPost it here if you do so pls
>>84080521if I do, I'll post it just for (you) :)
>>84080538>if I do, I'll post it just for (you)Ty :D
