>>84209506
I'm pretty sure at least a couple of the girls I've met off 4chan were, on some level, hoping to catch the attention of an internet weirdo who would murder them and solve all their problems.

>>84209506
Only if I find you attractive

>>84209543
One of the girls I met on /r9k/ committed unalife, pretty sad desu. Idk if it was real or if it was just some troon's way of ending the larp with me, but kinda sad for me anyway.

>>84209659
Can I own you? I'm terrible enough it'll push you over the edge.

>>84209580
I'm currently talking to a potential anhero. Idk what to do, they said they wanted to be friends but are planning to anhero. How does that make sense?

>>84209580
I was talking about real women, not mentally ill men.

>>84209543
I am one of those, I would definitely want physical intimacy first. my life can't all be suffering

>>84209896
i can solve all your problems with money but i want physical intimacy first. my life can't be all suffering

>>84209920
Money can only solve the problems that can be solved with money.
Problems that can be solved with money are rarely the problems that lead to suicide.
>>84209896
Where are you located?

>>84209920
there's plenty of girls that would let you buy them, that's the entire premise of prostitution. I just want to feel like someone cares before I die

>>84209938
I'm in western us

>>84209940
>there's plenty of girls that would let you buy them, that's the entire premise of prostitution.
You misunderstand completely. If i wanted a prostitute i'd have hired one by now and be avoiding talking to them.
>I just want to feel like someone cares before I die
That's my entire premise.

>>84209938
>Problems that can be solved with money are rarely the problems that lead to suicide.
True but money has abated my desire for suicide temporarily. At least i can have adventures and pick a good place to die. If i find the will to live along the way... i doubt it.

>>84209948
Opposite coast.
You wanna visit NYC?

>>84209950
Why mention money if you're looking for an emotional connection

>>84209979
Because money is often a requirement to do things. If you don't think it's relevant then you have never been truly poor.

>>84209977
I threw up from overstimulation when I visited NYC nearly 10 years ago. Come to me?

>>84209979
Not that asshole, but it's kinda nice to have money to throw at a young person's hopes and dreams and vicariously recapture the feeling of experiencing something new.

Any suicidal fembots want to be owned by me? I will only take one of you. I'm a terrible person to be around, it might shock you into living a better life.

>>84210003
I'm not an asshole. I just want to explore the world with someone, which requires money, do as much as possible to try fill the void. If it remains unfilled then i'll kill myself.

>>84209994
>>84210003
idk it just feels nefarious, ive been really poor before and exploited by a rich person

>tfw couldn't even make a suicidal fembot happy for a moment
Why bother

>>84209995
I'm actually an hour or so outside NYC (and also not a fan, but it can be neat in small doses or when visiting for a specific purpose).
Where in the western US are you?

>>84210014
Well i wasn't even proposing anything strictly romantic or sexual. But that would be the ideal for you too i guess if it went that way naturally.
Sorry that happened to you.

>>84210025
I'm in the PNW

>>84210046
Oh.
I Think we've talked before.
You gave me a fake address and then stopped responding after I pointed out that it wasn't valid.

>>84210069
I've never sent anyone here my address, real or fake kek

>>84210028
what are you proposing?

>>84209506
lol opposite for me, moid robots intent on suicide

>>84210014
How about a fellow poor person

>>84210087
Oh? Send me your real address and I'll mail you a singular crisp five dollar bill.

>>84210101
What would you do with/to a moid?

>>84210109
No, and I'm not the person you talked to

>>84210096
I'm proposing this >>84210013
Use the money for it's only purpose which I think is accessing experiences otherwise unavailable. I don't care what it is anymore since i'm past that. If it's cringe, if it's casual, if it's dangerous. It's really just about testing things and seeing if anything at all will feel good long term. The motto is "kill yourself later"
As I said, ideally this would be with someone who is romantic but these things can't be forced so I would be ok with a platonic situation.

>>84210123
surely you have some form of standards for a person to do this with, or things you don't want

>>84210113
It's complicated, but involves an occult arrangement, whether you believe in such things or not. Done it five times now

>>84210121
So you're not in Ellensburg, Washington?

>>84210145
Are you hideous to behold?

>>84210184
Nope, do you still have her contact? That's not too far from me, maybe I can be friends with her

>>84210145
I don't want to eat things that are too disgusting, such as bugs or visible carcasses. I don't like deep and dark water too much but I think that's something I need to get over.
Ideally someone who is willing to try things just to kill time sometimes or can communicate if they don't want to do something beforehand and is mature enough to stop and say in the middle of it if it becomes too much. Someone who can later reflect on what we did and didn't like and why without feeling ashamed. Reasonable people basically.
If you're asking about looks and such then I have to admit that obesity is probably going to be a problem for doing anything realistically just because it limits activities. It's something that would need work but I know everyone on this board is a WIP too.

>>84210189
>>84210190
I'm not obese but I'm really ugly

>>84210152
You've been with 5 people who ended up dying?

>>84210189
sonic_fan32
a_anaaaa

>>84210201
Dying/suicide, all robots

>>84210214
why are there 2? is it discord

>>84210216
Jesus. If there's a hell I'll see you there.

>>84210236
Because she's a greedy jew.

OP here.
I kinda forgot about this thread, but all you fembots who posted owe me sex and I want to collect asap.

>>84210199
I don't know if that will be relevant to the potential of romance as i've never been romantically or sexually involved with anyone. I said the romance is a side-quest, it is on the "bucket list" but it isn't something I can buy as you pointed out. Sex I could buy but what's the point without romance or mutual care at the least?
At the least I want someone who will understand the ennui we all seem to feel and can explore potential solutions to it. For example i'm now often thinking of my childhood and trying to remember what I wanted back then, when I wanted to do things that were out of reach. Even though the passion for it is lacking now I want to recapture it.
>tl;dr friends at least, romance ideally

>>84210260
what kind of places would you want to go to?

>>84210199
So long as you're skinny, you will have a cuteness factor

>>84210269
Everywhere by the end if we don't give up or find something before. I want to see all the beautiful natural places i've seen in documentaries and try all the different cuisines in the world. It sounds like normie tourist slop when I put it into words but I don't care. I want the safaris in africa, trekking in the amazon, japan under the cherry blossoms, diving in the tropical reefs. Maybe some of this is overambitious and the reality will dissuade me from some of it but that's where the money is useful... it can be wasted and that's why I want someone who can communicate well because we might go somewhere with grand plans and find that navigation is too tedious or challenging to be "worth it."
What about you? What are some things you have always wanted to do?

>>84210333
those all sound fun, I've always wanted to go to Taiwan. also doing to the big national parks in America

>>84210351
>Taiwan
For the culture and cuisine or the island itself? I don't know much about Taiwan, when I think of asia it's usually Mongolia, thailand, vietnam, philippines, japan and korea for lots of different reasons. Some of them are maybe too challenging for first experiences like Mongolia.
>parks in America
That would be a fun tour I think, i'm not American so everywhere would be new to me even without the national parks but I couldn't go without seeing some of the natural beauty there. I think Americans on here vastly underappreciated how much they have available to them but that might also be me underestimating how much distance there is.

>>84210380
all of the above. it just calls to me for some reason, either I'll love it or hate it. america is huge, but the average american doesn't get to travel very far, it's a beautiful country but everything else is rotted. what are you like in person? im pretty quiet and don't talk much

>>84210242
They were going to do so anyway, I was there to help them along to what they wanted. I've met with more than just the five, but I screened them out that they weren't truly looking to die, it's only for those already coming to ending it

>>84210255
Yeah, meet up with the occult chick in the thread who will make you do Satanic shit just before she slits your throat as a sacrifice to Satan

>>84210380
im going to sleep. bye anon

>>84210388
>either I'll love it or hate it.
That's the attitude i'm looking for, being open to trying it and ok with whatever the outcome is.
>but the average american doesn't get to travel very far
It's a sad reality that people are restricted so much by time and money to enjoy their own country.
>everything else is rotted.
I'm sure there are havens that have escaped it but they are quiet and avoid unwanted attention. I feel like this is true of everywhere in the world.
>what are you like in person?
I am quiet and don't talk much too, but I can talk for hours sometimes. Though i'm also responsive and un-offended if someone tells me to shut up because I have a variety of family members so I learned that different people have different needs and to act accordingly. Kind of shapeshifting to whatever will be the most enjoyable and comfortable depending on who i'm with. It can be good and bad.

>>84210442
Good night and good bye, sorry I took so long to respond.

What should I do guys, should I just try travel by myself? I think that would be very lonely.

>>84210534
Lonelier than what you're doing now?

>>84211737
Yeah, at least I have family here I need to help out sometimes.