i'm almost 40 and the most i've ever done with a girl is hold hands. i was 14 and she was 16. i realized years later that she was probably making fun of me, but i think it still counts.i did speak with a girl one time over lunch in the cafeteria 25 years ago. nobody else was there, we ate on the front steps of the school. that was the last time i can remember any girl talking to me voluntarily. not in the checkout line at the grocery store or because i'm friends with her husband, but actually seeking me out and listening to me just because. i'll always cherish that memory.
>>84215685Anon don't let this be the end
I'm happy to know that by the time I am 40 I will be deeply pathetic beyond all hope.
>>84215685My uncle is in his fourties and never so much as held hands with a girl. It's insanely depressing and I feel so sorry about that kind of thing....
>>84215685I wish I had a memory like that. I've been trying to find a girl to hold hands with me for many years. Isn't it strange that we desire that from whom ignores and cares nothing about us? We are invisible to the 'empathetic' gender.
just betabuxx ffs
>tfw my bff and I both had an emotionally intimate, closely physical relationship at 14 but I missed all her hints(?)>tfw I let it get thrown awayTo this day, I've only been more comfortable being myself around my mom
>>84215699Basically he got mogged by his own brother who has a wife three children and a multi million dollar house
>>84215692i'm resigned to my fate. it's okay if i was never meant to experience romance, or hold my own child in my arms. it's honestly good enough that i get to see other people enjoy these things. i have accepted that the most physical contact i'll ever experience with another living thing is when i can get a dog to tolerate being held.>>84215701don't give up anon. no one can blame you for trying your best.
>>84215753You sound like my uncle. See >>84215699
>>84215753Anon, you know how this route ends, right? It's always the same.
>>84215766he's probably better off never having even known the touch of a girl, if i'm being honest.>>84215780i'm ready
If I could do one thing to fix the world, I would take the empathy women feel for murderers and redirect it toward people like OP
>>84215790Its brutal he doesnt have any friends he's a true loner. His parents hate him idk he never really did anything illegal or anything
>>84215805thank you anon, that's a really nice thing to say
>>84215840I wish people weren't so cold and dejected to others. They're spiteful to those they see as beneath them too
>>84215827I don't want to imply anything about your uncle, but that description fits my uncle too: alone, no friends, family hates him. I recently found out that he did time in prison for putting it in an eight year old.
>>84215855Mine didn't he's just autistic but not severe autism
>>84215685This could easily be me in 10 years with the only exception being hookers. Just to expirience the physical side of it. I do not know exactly where it went wrong but I am self sabotaging myself toshit by not even really trying despite really wanting little else from life. I do not really understand why I am like that and it makes me even more miserable. It may evolve into a form of kink to cope. Pictured is an beatiful girl with a soft wet pussy that will never fuck my pathetic cock.
>>84215685Well maybe if you get on steroids, looksmaxx hard af you still can get a young hot vietnamese or thai girl, if not then ugly old single mothers or cat moms.
>>84215685I'm 21 and I've never held a girl's hand. I'd kill to experience that just once
>>84217786You're only 21, you still have time.
>>84217769single moms are good fucking, anon.
There's a 60 years old guy on a forum that's almost like that. He had paid sex though. I'm sorry for both of you. >A major genetic study links lifelong sexlessness to intelligence genes, introversion, low risk-taking, and reduced use of alcohol, cigarettes, and cannabis.Do you have those characteristics, OP?(Source: https://techfixated.com/why-some-people-never-have-sex/)
>>84215685>i'm almost 40 and the most i've ever done with a girl is hold handsUr a faggot
just say you like the beatles idgi
>>84215685Based, fuck people and especially OP, fucking people on this board.
>>84215685what went wrong in your life during 21-40 and how can i not do the same things because im 20 and im also a khhv rn
>>84218437Not OP but am 30 and only had paid sex. I relate to that short description fug. I like to drink though but am a lightweight and do it on weekends. I rarely take risks and am afraid of a lot of shit, that hits home the most. Not sure about muh intelligence though. Confidence is obviously in the absolute gutter.
How do you feel about your own life ? I'm someone who's accepting and almost ready to head into that kind of life devoid of women interaction so could you tell me more on the feeling ?
I'm getting there too, OP. I don't feel so bad about it because I know it's not a complicated situation. I'm simply ugly and the only way I'd get female companionship is by begging and jestering which for me feels more humiliating than being a khv.How do you feel about robo wives? personally I don't need a perfect one so I think in less than a decade my romantic wishes will be fulfilled
>>84215685Tuturu! Hi OP!
>>84219519sorry, i don't know. i tried to put myself out there but no one ever showed any interest.>>84220710it's fine. some days i wonder why i'm working so hard, and what i'm even saving money for. it's not like people in relationships never have problems anyway, so i like to imagine i'm middle of the road rather than rock bottom, you know?>>84220834hi anon
