Why are you aIone?
>>84234769Because I have a paraphilia that precludes normal relationships with my peers
>>84234769Because I'm ugly and socially retarded.
I've graduated uni.Dating at work is considered weird.I've gone to bars dozens of times and talked to possibly 100 different women, zero positive vibes.Almost none of my friends have girlfriends, I once asked the one guy who has a girlfriend to introduce me to one of his gf's friends (my dad actually met my mom this way), he said it's "desperate". He hasn't brought his gf around anymore.My gym only has old roid heads and granpas (a basement gym).My only hobby that requires public interaction is an obscure card game, obviously it's all men.Now tell me where I can ask someone out (don't say the grocery store).
>>84234769>Why?>Why?>Why?>Why?>Why?I really wanna kill myselfThe rest of the world is exactly the same too
>>84234769Because women do not like men with Asperger's syndrome.
>>84234769Modern women are disgusting and relationships are too much work for too little gain
>>84234769I'm a coward and an asshole, women will flirt then fuck off as soon as I start talking, and that's only on a day where I don't look like shit because I don't cut my hair and I always smell like sweat and cum
>>84234769Besides working at an office and grocery shopping, I dont go outside.
>>84234769Because I am still hung up on someone that wants nothing to do with me
>>84234769why do you care man?You don't.go think about something you care about
>>84234769Because every girl who has ever liked me has been too cowardly to commit to anything.
>>84234773This is basically my situation as well. The only place I ever found outside school was anime conventions but those changed after 2010 or so and are worthless for meeting girls now, the desirable ones are all either taken, have impossible standards, or are completely surrounded by simps who'll gang up to cockblock you. My friends are about 50/50 couples and single losers but the couple friends all only hang out with other couples and a few single dudes like me and the single guy friends are worthless for going out with, they always just bail to go smoke weed in a parking lot. Not much luck with hobbies for me either, I have a lot and some are social but not good for meeting women, like I ride motorcycles and go to events for that but they're 95% men and the few women are taken. I do get a little bit of positive interaction with girls but most are way too young for me - I'm almost 40 but people are always shocked when they find out and tell me I look 27 or so, so I don't blame college-age girls from thinking I'm in their strike zone, but I'm not - and it's often in situations where it's not appropriate to really try to flirt, or I'm in the middle of something, or I'm just too much of a sperg to take advantage of it. I am gonna try going to a comedy trivia thing tonight though, this chick told me I should go to it a few weeks ago, she had a BF but she was cute and vibed pretty well with me so maybe she'll have cute friends who also vibe with me.
>>84234773>friend group only has one guy with a girlfriend>his gf has female friends>he gatekeeps them from youHe's not your friend, stop hanging out with him.
>>84234769My pregnant wife is upstairs in bed and I'm downstairs watching repair videos
>>84234769I am obese, too awkward, autistic, strange, and lacking confidence or social skills.
>>84234769Because all women have boyfriends
The last time a female who wasn't my mother complimented me was back in Middle School.
>>84234769What's the point of a relationship nowadays? No seriously, what's the point? Even if you lived together you both would be spending the majority of your time away from each other working and the hours you do get to spend together are after your 8-12 hour shifts and you're both exhausted and want to go to bed.There is no such thing as romance anymore. Just roommates that we fuck occasionally and might make a child that will be raised by strangers.This is all of course assuming you can even find a place to find a prospective mate.
Because there is nothing to like about women except tits and ass. Genuinely what do yall like about them that isnt related to their bodies exactly?
>>84234769My mom abused me as a kid so now i'm terrified of people and especially women
>>84235006you need to get on bumble or hinge. post 30, its really the only way to meet women. or going the bar with a friend and hitting on women there.
>>84235208I'm on Hinge but it's a fucking wasteland in my area, pretty much nothing but gross hippie chicks and obese single moms.
>>84234769Everyone hates me. I don't know why and I don't give a fuck anymore. I keep to myself now.
>>84235219>gross hippie chicksDunno man you're nearly 40? You need to just accept them or be happy being alone
>>84234769because I have never met a woman is a non normie and a non retard at the same time
>>84234769I'm an autistic, avoidant, dropout hikikomori. Also an anorexic male so I look disgusting to most people.
>>84235260anorexia is easily fixable just like eat morewhat are you stupid lol
>>84235345Food is gross and I like starving myself, yes I am stupid
>>84234769I dont know it's a cope or some supressed shit or something, but I genuinly have little interest in a relationship with someone. Like if I sit and try to dig I cant find that longing for someone in my life. I guess it would be nice if it happened, but shit rarely just happens, but I cant really be bothered either. I did when I was younger and I did fall in love once, but like most things, that didnt work out. Since, I havent really felt that pull towards anyone. Maybe I got burnt too hard or something, I dunno.I do feel a little lonely from time to time, but for the most part I feel rather content as is, which is probably part of the problem.
>>84234769I don't relate to normie kind of relationships.I don't meet weird quirky girls anywhere, I'm too shy to look for gay relationships, Idk where to hook up with women.That's it. Shit sucks
>>84235246Even if I was into them it just wouldn't work, that sort of girl and I are basically polar opposites and our lifestyles wouldn't be compatible at all.
Really, really ugly. I feel like most people here and everywhere who claim they are ugly are just average/slightly below average or what some feature which they can change and control. I do not have this luxury, my facial bones are heavily deformed, misshapen and crooked. My features are ugly as fuck, my skin is terrible, my eyes are discolored and to top it all off im starting to bald. Actual nightmare fuel existence. I have had many people call me ugly in public for literally no reason, and it makes me want to kms every time.
>>84234769>Moved around a lot>Single mom for the first 8 years>She still jokingly calls me a mistake>Have been asked multiple times if I was gay because I brought no girls home>Super insecure because of that>Poor for basically the first 10 years of my life>Step dad is not an asshole at leastMeet a latina girl at 30 that somehow accepts my smoking, and my autistic ass tendencies. But she has to go back home because she is on exchange, try to do this fucking long distance thing and then have to be around normalfaggots that just have it so decide that I can't take this anymore and cut it off. Now my fucking half-brother 19 years old , with a dad that is actually his and not growing up in poverty goes to college with a room paid for and already has a healthy circle of friends and gets a girl with zero effort. Parents are rich and travelling the world, and I basically just live in a fucking room trying to make ends meet and finish my degree. I feel like such a fucking faggot for getting emotional at seeing a 6 year old riding a fathers shoulder. I am suprised I have not fucking killed myself to be honest, every fucking time something good happens there is always a fucking catch.
I have a really ugly scar on my face (I'm a foid, so no it's not cool or badass).There are many other reasons but physically this is the one I fixate on the most. I don't let anyone get close to my face.
you are alone because you are a lazy animal. humans are animals and animals want to reproduce not just "have a gf" and to reproduce you have to try. all the advise won't mean much until you just go and try and keep trying until you get some wins. right now you aren't even playing the game. if you aren't playing then you better be doing something important with your time. you can calculate real quick how the timeline works. death is likely to come at age 80. life is mosly over by age 60. age 40 is probably a last chance to get started. 30 was a better chance than 40. 20 is easy to let go to waste because you still have time.if you really felt that breathe of death down your neck you wouldn't be here wasting the little time you have. so stop being lazy and find a way. no one is going to find it for you. millions and billions of people have failed to reproduce. you can join them very easily just keep being lazy and don't try anything and that's your future.
I have no social life and I'm shy. Perhaps if I had friends I could meet girls through them.
>>84234769Because my parents threatened to kick me out ever since first grade that they would kick me out if I got a girlfriend. They wanted to arrange a marriage.Never socialized.Now they cannot find a girl for me.
crippling social anxiety. I haven't regularly left my house since high school.I can't even talk to my own parents without sperging out, nor can I talk to people online (this doesn't count).I'm also ugly on top of that.
>>84234769I lost the will to try after fumbling my attempts at college. Lockdown didn't help either and when everyone returned they already had their own groups.
>>84235676>humans are animals and animals want to reproduce not just "have a gf"not true, a lot of humans don't want to reproduce especially women nowadays>all the advise won't mean much until you just go and try and keep trying until you get some wins. right now you aren't even playing the game. lots of anons here tried and failed miserably despite applying all the normalfag advice that gets repeated here ad nauseam, others got lucky, you're making too many assumptions>if you aren't playing then you better be doing something important with your time.doesn't matter, most people were born to eat shit>you can join them very easily that's right, there's never been an easier time in human history to not reproduce than the 21st century
>>84234773yeah i agree with other anon. that guy is not your friend
>>84234769It just how it is.
>>84235016>>84236574I never thought about it like that.
I'm about 30kg overweight.Had a qt earlier this year that gave me a chance despite it, but in the end it was too much and she dumped me.
>>84234769Because I'm hot and a weirdohot makes me more intimidating for anyone to approachweirdo makes them think twice about me once they get to know me
>>84234769I have high functioning autism and I look normal but I'm not normalAnd people don't seem to like me and I don't like peopleSo yeah
>>84234769I'm violently (as in seizure/freak out) touch averse
>>84234769It's my natural state of being, and I mean that in the best way possible. Relationships were nothing but stress for me because I am a jealous person. I've been much happier since choosing to love myself more than anyone else.
I'm better offhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lgs9QUtWc3M
>>84234769I am a bit autistic and was raised in a very matriarchal family. I am the only boy of a family of five girls and they bullied me a lot and gave me terrible advice about girls. I took their advice and it honestly broke me down when the two girls I had crushes on said more than no to me. It made me extremely shy and intimidated by girls. So, I just kept to myself mostly except when there was group projects or anything that forced me to work with the opposite gender. I think I will always be alone. I am not really a fan of life at the moment and mom is upset that I wont be carrying the family legacy. I cant help with what happened to me and that no one wants me. What am I supposed to do? Keep trying so I can just keep getting rejected? Keep having mom being disappointed in me and my sisters calling me a loser? Why was I even born? Dammit.
>>84234769because deep down i know im undesireable
>>84234769because i fucking hate everyone
>>84234769Because I can only understand and enjoy intimacy within the context of being a victim of extreme abuse, which makes it difficult or impossible to connect to the vast majority of people in any satisfying or healthy way.
>>84234769No hope for me guysAutism and mom issuesA lethal combohttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q7lD51RiArg
>>84234769Girls don't like me and never reacted to me positively romantic wise.I agree that's it's deserved I have nothing that usually entices women.
>>84235676>animals want to reproduce not just "have a gf" and to reproduce you have to try.I don't want to reproduce. My genes are defective I don't want any son carrying them and suffering like I suffered.
>>84234773go after your "friend" and break his legs from behind with a hammer or crowbar. put a stocking over your head and don't say anything so he won't know it's you
cos lazy niggas with no needs is always at a disadvantage and at the mercy of needy niggas
>>84234769I'm so devoid of self-esteem even if some girl earnestly threw herself at me I'd assume this is a prank and tell her to fuck off
>>84234823I respect this level of self awareness and honesty.
>>84235628>I have a really ugly scar on my face (I'm a foid, so no it's not cool or badass).
>>84234769I am a 6/10 5'7 indian guy
>>84237581Low self esteem is a bitch. I'd assume she is straight up making calculations in her head to get something out of me. If someone comes up to you with an offer, it's not because they think you have an advantage. It's because they do.
>>84234769I'm not good enoughim doing the whole improoooving routine because jt gives me something to do and also being stronger makes other men less inclined to give me shit but j have no delusions of overcoming my deep-seated inherent inferiority and repulsiveness to women. also being a khv at 31 leaves me with more catching up to do than any woman at my age would be willing to bear through
>>84234769I'm not good looking enough, and women's standards are sky high in 2026
>>84234769I like to believe it's because I'm destined for something greater, that any day now a larger than life mission will come my way and all these years of loneliness will finally have meaning, in actuality I'm just plain unlikeable and socially retarded
I'm not alone, just bored. Am currently losing weight to be more successful in life before I go out there again. It gets tiresome.
>>84237581>>84237663why do normies think confidence and self-esteem will somehow magically make someone attractive and popular, you are more likely to play a piano like a concert pianist with zero practice since here at least constants like your appearance don't matter
Never felt lonely. Never cared. Too lazy. Can't be bothered.
>>84237752That's not what these posts are implying. They're saying that even if someone were to genuinely like you, your low self-esteem would sabotage that. Not that high self-esteem would magically make you attractive.
>>84237752>magically make someone attractive and popularDidn't claim that. Anyway it's more about it being an automatic killswitch regardless of what happens than anything else, I actually nipped a fair few good opportunities in the bud
I never tried approaching or talking to girls when I was in school, everI'm not attractive enough to entice girls to want to talk to me of their own volitionNever had a job and barely go outside, so I don't even have opportunities to cross paths with womenAnd now I'm almost 35 and the only women I'd even feasibly be able to get have had (at least) dozens of relationships by this point and therefore I have less than zero interest because of how far behind I am
>>84234769I'm addicted to solitude
>>84237955Holy based I'm in the exact same spot>35, mid, no job, never lusted enough to approachDo you live with your parents? What do you do all day? Me I drink by myself and sleep thru the day. Sometimes I go on walks but it's mostly 4chins, games and youtube slop.
>>84237955The only thing preventing you from finding a young girl who hasn't had dozens of relationships is your own defeatist mindset.For every 5 girls who'd refuse to date a much older guy, there's 1 who will explicitly seek much older men solely to buck the trend. You are playing in a smaller pool, absolutely, but the much older guy seeking a much younger partner and isn't just a sugar daddy seeking a sex kitten is a much smaller cohort as well.
>tfw blatantly could have brought a girl home tonightShe was cozying up to me at the end of the night, was getting real close and leaned in when I put my arm around her out of instinct, and gushing about my karaoke when I was on my way out but I was way too fucking drunk to take advantage of the situatiojShe said she was gonna be there tomorrow so maybe I'll go and be less drunk this time.
Because someone deceived her about me and she stopped talking me in real life so her primary input about me was lies from him for 5 years now
>>84234769because best people are made up. real people aren't worth it. this is math. too much of a hustle and a strain on life and resources like time, energy, money to keep the shit up. returns are either too smol, or usually bad.
>>84237974>just go look for unicorns broThere must be some genetic-level fuckery going on with your nevergiveup grindset self-delusionists. Like a failure to register the fact that 0.0001% is closer to 0% than it is to plausibility. Like OCD brains that fail to register when an action has been completed so they have to do the same thing 100 times until it "clicks".
>>84235628i know a girl who fell through a glass door in school, scars everywhere and all over her facestill married
>>84234769She left me for her literal groomer rapist. You don't recover from that, ever
>>84238014short foids will have all manlets killed off, get bred by tall chad and then complain that there's manlets still being born
>>84237968Yeah. I wake up about 1pm, go to sleep around 4am. I play vidya, read, binge TV shows/movies/YouTube. It's an existence, to be sure.
>>84237968>>84238023Shhheeeeeeiiit. Look at these crackas appropriating my culcha and even being better at it!
>>84238021What? Are you replying to the right ano?
>>84238008I put the odds at much higher than 0.0001%. But I do guarantee you'll fail if you do, in fact, give up.
>>84238036yes. foids will have the world on a platter even if they fell through 10 glass doors and got dragged through a field of razor bladeslook up lizzie velasquez
>>84237974There are millions older guys who are better than me in everything. Why will this girl choose me?
>>84238051Because hope dies last in his proselytizing-coded brain
>>84237763>They're saying that even if someone were to genuinely like youThat's magical thinking.Liking has basis behind it.No girl ever said to me "I like you" or I like "*something* of yours", and there are reasons for that (nothing to like).
>>84238051>>84238064You should both go to cchurch. Not even for the qts, but the mindset adjustment.
>>84238074I don't believe in bronze age semitic shepherds fairy tales.
>>84238074You can't change people, preacher. You can only make them fake it under threat of force, or give them the opportunity to show who they've been all along.
>>84238081I agree. As Christ says, whosoever shall lose their life, for His sake, shall find it.
>>84238091Sorry but your Christ was made up.
>>84238081I should add, under threat of force, fear or promise of reward. Which a lot of religious pipo tend to fall into the latter 2 categories. That sounds fake as fuck. I don't associate with phony mfs.
>>84238081>You can't change peopleUMMM *basedjakmouths* DON'T MAKE ME TAP ON THE MK-ULTRA FOLDER
>>84238093Christ was real iirc, but his god powers is sadly probably made up, one of the leading theory is a guy had heat stroke in the desert and began to spit fire sermons
>>84238144I lived with a schizo who said she was an atheist until one day she had a seizure and fell and cracked her head and then God started speaking to her. Yall fairytale-loving mfs got a screw loose, man.
as a 30+ virgin who has been on a bunch of dates i feel burnt out. i don't really remember if it's worth it. or what "it" is even about. girls are sure as hell not pleasant to be around. i dought sex is even that good. i grabbed two pairs of boobs. i improved my self, my looks and my standing. i feel content. i feel like i did my part but a life of insane anxiety and pressure doesn't seem a good fit for me.
>>84234769Several women have asked me out over the years, but I told them no.It's because I grew up with a misandrist mother and sister who damn near constantly valued men solely by their ability to be the household mechanic, and no other metric.At the time, they said the things they said as cope for the abusive father I had, and I'm talking set the house on fire with us locked inside abusive.My father was doing what he was doing because my mother was incredibly antagonistic towards him when he was vulnerable and unable to deal with or communicate the loss of many friends to fatal accidents while racing motorcycles, which was his hobby, which just led to spiraling escalation.I'm not saying any of the above was a valid reason for any of them doing what they were doing.But as a kid mt mother and sister left this lasting impression on me that all women want is someone to do tedious chores for them.Which wasn't helped when I asked many of the women who asked me out over the years why they liked me, and all they could state was a list of skills that pointed to my ability to fix shit, and that i was a silly and goofy guy.What's worse is, none of this was a conscious effort on my side. I just got huge negative vibes the moment these women said what they said and I wasn't able to explain it. Something a friend mentioned to me 3 weeks ago brought some shit up and I started putting the pieces together.
>>84237594I think it's cool. How'd you get it?
>>84238162Do you think that you maybe wanna fuck your own mom, bro? We're attracted to whatever's familiar. Just because she and your sis were miserable bitches doesn't mean all women are like that (they are, but a healthier bitch knows how to sugarcoat it and kinda lure you into doing chores like trying to entice a stray kitten to come and be petted with a food offering). Some bitches are just miserable and got no grace, I'd avoid them. You instinctively know how to sniff'em out already.
>>84234769I'm ugly, retarded, a broken toy and literally don't understand dating and relationships at all.
>>84238212> Do you think that you maybe wanna fuck your own mom, bro?Alright, Freud. Pipe down. You might've contributed a lot to psychology but everything isn't about putting your dick in it.Toy Story the movie was familiar as a kid, but i wasn't shoving my Buzz Lightyear toy up my asshole as a kid ad some spat of sexual deviance.> Just because she and your sis were miserable bitches doesn't mean all women are like that (they are, but a healthier bitch knows how to sugarcoat it and kinda lure you into doing chores like trying to entice a stray kitten to come and be petted with a food offering). Some bitches are just miserable and got no grace, I'd avoid them. You instinctively know how to sniff'em out already.I mean, i get what you're saying bud. There's a difference between wanting a legitimate slave, having zero connection to someone in that way, and wanting a partner to "pick up the slack", even if it's sometimes indistinguishable.But it was a vibes thing. Just when i heard that i'd get a bad gut feeling and reject them. I found my explanation for it, and i can choose to ignore it now.
>>84238276same brother, i can kind of understand relationships based on what i've seen but idk how to start them lmaoit's like i spawn into the friendzone
>>84238282So this is how a redditor is made..
>>84238276> literally don't understand dating and relationships at all.Seldom do the people in them.
>>84238299Maybe? Never used the site. I am a discord mod though /s
>>84234769doing semen retention for some spiritual and other goals i have for a while. ended my last relationship two months ago. i don't have any desire to bring a woman in to fuck this all up
>>84237763>if someone were to genuinely like you, Thats not going to happen ever. Noone likes ugly men.
>>84238074>not for the qtsGood because theres no women below 50 at church
>>84234769Because i work 60 hours a week. Spend the rest of the week either commuting, hiking or meeting friends. All of them are also single and theres no women anywhere really.>>84234773If that makes you feed better i do all the meme shit that are spammed on here and women dont attend muh social event.>>84237974>every 5 girls who'd refuse to date a much older guy, there's 1 who will explicitly seek much older men solely to buck the trendKek no
>>84238607>Kek noNo u
>>84238607>If that makes you feed better i do all the meme shit that are spammed on here and women dont attend muh social event.What meme shit?
>>84234769The women I like never actually like me back. I'm cursed to forever be a Chad lite with bbc. Usually once they figure out I'm autistic, they ghost, even though I can literally take care of them, women are just fickle judgemental idiots. I had bitches reject me when I was making good money and had my own house, so it's just I don't understand what I've done wrong and no one tells me so I just assume it's the women I like
>>84235616That part about your mom "joking" about you being a mistake and calling you gay hits hard. I wish my mom had just aborted me. My entire life I've been treated like a nuisance and I'm autistic to boot. My mom constantly calls me gay because I'm not married yet but she doesn't understand how bad things are. I don't think she'll get to have grandchildren in her life time and I'm so angry about that. Why are things so bad
My ex-husband has cuck fetitsh and didn't really think about how he would actually feel watching his wife get fucked by other men. Also, not a larp.
>>84236925I can see the interest fade in women as I talk more and more so I just stay quiet at this point. Sorry for liking things
>>84238162>Several women have asked me out over the years, but I told them no.>It's because I grew up with a misandrist mother and sister who damn near constantly valued men solely by their ability to be the household mechanic, and no other metric.I wish my was you.Like I had that part>It's because I grew up with a misandrist mother and sister who damn near constantly valued men solely by their ability to be the household mechanic, and no other metric.But never this part >Several women have asked me out over the years, but I told them no.I am physically non qualified for women's attention.
>>84238830One of my ex girlfriends has a cuck fetish and I'm still dealing with her dumbass sperging out after she begged me to cheat on her
>>84238830What ended up happening
>>84238940Divorce, sounds like.
>>84234773>Dating at work is considered weird.Stopped reading here. Who cares if it's weird, you're weird for not dating. You'd be less weird for dating at work. You're just listing excuses, aren't you? But no excuse will absolve you from your sins and punishments.
>>84238748The below>muh hobby clubs>muh church>muh bars>muh sports groups>muh concerts>muh volunteering
>>84239024Youre not supposed to flirtor have non work convos with women at work. That sort of behavior can get you fired. So yeah noone dates at work and youre not supposed to do it.
>>84239024It never ends well. Don't shit where you eat. Me ignoring the urge to bend over backwards half the dumb sluts at my job is me trying to preserve my paycheck in this hell scape. All it takes is for her to get bored of me and say something out loud and boom there goes my job. Better not to risk it, especially with how comically evil women are these days
>>84239038>Youre not supposed to flirtor have non work convos with women at work.Impossible. I know because I know women initiate these convos. Besides it's not like you have to date them at work, you can talk, flirt, and date on off hours. You're holding yourself to a rule that nobody honestly cares about. Society has all sorts of shit tests like this
>>84238212>Do you think that you maybe wanna fuck your own mom, bro? We're attracted to whatever's familiar. Just because she and your sis were miserable bitches doesn't mean all women are like that (they are, but a healthier bitch knows how to sugarcoat it and kinda lure you into doing chores like trying to entice a stray kitten to come and be petted with a food offering).Ive just realized i hate my nation (Russians) female because of >Just because she and your sis were miserable bitches Last year i started to fuck an escorts and i realize i i get instant ick if i see slav gril and i "swipe left" on escorts sites when see them. I go for central Asia look because they don't look my relatives, they look completely foreign (and they feel foreign when i meet them lazy southern types, they feel like lazy cozy cats) and that warms my heart, as i don't instantly expect abrasive and toxic persona behind this photo.>We're attracted to whatever's familiar. I absolutetly hate familiar.
>>84239038>So yeah noone dates at work and youre not supposed to do it.All the people I'm friends with married someone from their job.
>>84239024well long ago i wokred in teh big corp with 300 young females on my floor but i had avoidant personality disorder so hard that ivr would run away if girl would pay attention to me (good thing no one did).Now i work in small firm where there is only one married woman working.
>>84239067So you're one of those people who's only friends are their work friends and you all date and marry within the work friend group????HELL FUCKING NOWork friend people scare me desu
>>84239067all my friends married college/universityexpect my sister she married rich guy from the job.Nothing applies to me. Ive was total loser as male in the university. All girls i talked to ended dating guys who mogged me completely (you cant even cope yourselves when "your" girl starts dating guy who has 8" of height and 4" of shoulders on you)And I am not rich guy at any job place i had.
>>84239086No, I dislike my coworkers. I'm talking about my friends from high school. >>84239103I don't know anyone that got married in university. Everyone was playing the field, except me, obviously.
>>84234769>did have girls approaching me>too autistic to react accordingly >Dont really mind since Almost 99% of relationships I see are simply shit (especially my parents)>never really wanted a girlfriend or a relationship. I enjoy my peace>also the fact most women who were into me were shy and would just check me out instead of starting a convo help either. DESU, I really I wish I had more friends. Most my friends had moved to other countries or live too far away from me now so I spend most my days aloneNow if we are talking about sex. I realy REALLY hate my retarded ass for the wasted opportunities I had. This is something that even keeps me awake during late night. I want to go back to the past and bash my teen age ass skull in with a fucking boulder.
>>84239067The few people i know who got fired tried flirting with women at the job>>84239055>women initiate these convosNever happened to meand never seen it happen ever and we have about 1000 people at our office
>>84239117>I don't know anyone that got married in university.Correction not everybody married during studies but they all married girls they knew back from college/university.or stayed incels
Something happened to force me to go through AA and recovery. On top of that, I'm forced to change pretty much my whole life over the last few years. I moved back to my hometown. Even though a few high school friends added me on Facebook and want to hang out idk what to do if they ask me about recent events.
>>84234769white people love dating people that look related to them lol
>>84239055>I know because I know women initiate these convos.with Chads.Like back in a big office girls never filtered with me.But then new guy came to our department (head higher then me and full head of curly dark hair), and second week he was fucking girls in a storeroom.
>>84238832YupThey like the pretty face, they like the muscles, and they like the money, and that's about itIt's not about pussy anymore, man...
>>84234769Why do modern woman have that dead eyed stare? Is it the ssri's doctors cram down their throats causing it or something?
I'm not going to be for long.My wife is on her way.I can feel it.
My entire school time there werent any women in my class. So Ive never actualy interacted with them in a big way.Bcs of my job I had to move away so I dont see my friends any more (only hear them through discord).Im trying dating apps again but Im not sure how that will work out because I never even went on a date or had a actuall conversation with a woman.Also dating isnt that easy bcs I only have time on the weekends where I would prefer to play vidya.Tomorow I have my first date in like ever so maybe this life will change for the better?Also I have no self esteem and im socially inept.
all boys school + le gifted kid jumping years + computer hobby so self isolation
