we held hands for the first time yesterday. it was our third date. I never held hands romantically. we both didn't have friends growing up. I'm scared that he'll hurt me someday :<
did he donate you orgasms
after i eliminate him the problem will finally be solved. i can't wait.
>>84238736not yet>>84238785please don't i wanna have a bf
>>84238673how tall is he tho
>>84238974omw to donate
>>84238981erm like 10cm taller than me it's fine
>>84238986oh, he's shorter than meit is indeed fineI guess I lied when I said I'd ignore your threads. Don't worry, I'm not really bothered. With the last girl I talked to, I felt like I got shot when she found a bf lmao
>>84239004dw i don't really like him (yet?) it's just nice to have someone i guess. I don't think he likes me a lot either maybe he just wants to fuck :[
>>84238673Stupid ass avoidant don't hurt him by doing this
>>84238673my first everything turned on me and turned on me repeatedly while i clung on to hope. the signs and patterns are invisible when you're surrounded in it. i wish you the best and warmest, take care of him and i'm sure he will take care of you. do one little thing every day that reminds them you appreciate them. that's the kind of thing that will stick in their mind when they have doubts.
>>84239063tbdesu to be terrified of being alone is not an attractive trait, especially for a girl. And it's why a lot of girl end up with high bodycounts / don't get taken seriously. you came across as somewhat meek and insincere when we talked, which is probably why I didn't fall in love with you like I did the first girl I talked to
>>84239095that sounds really sad anon.. i hope you're okay. even when you do small things for someone they can still forget how much you care for them
>>84239095i will take care of him>>84239105I'm scared of being honest i think i don't want to get hurt. I'm probably afraid of being alone too but i don't think it's a bad quality (I'm extremely biased) ^-^
>>84239132>I'm scared of being honest i think i don't want to get hurthow can you be loved without being known>I'm probably afraid of being alone too but i don't think it's a bad qualityit is. it will make everyone in your life feel underappreciated
>>84239156>how can you be loved without being knownmy biggest wish is to be understood but I think it's unattainable now and maybe it'll never happen :3
>>84239063>i don't really like himbrvtal
>>84239123i tried to do it myself, but only hindsight has taught me how valuable it is. i failed too, even if failure was certain.>>84239132see if they pick up on it too.. if they reciprocate many of those little things whether they are words, paragraphs, presents, rewards. if they do this, and start spawning their own little instigations, things are in a good, good place. a really strong place that can survive a lot of blows! as many as i hoped mine could.
>>84239193>it's my biggest wish but I'll barely try to achieve ituhm okI think you're just terrified of actual intimacy
>>84239193why do you think it's unattainable right now?
>>84239202okay ty I should really do something nice for him the next time I see him>>84239232I don't like and can't accept how I really am and I dont want to show that side to anyone ^-^
>>84239275accepting someone's undesirable traits is kind of what love is
>>84239275even if you don't accept how you are, someone else accepting that and still caring for you is the textbook of what love is. you have to be vulnerable.
>>84238673it is ok that you are scared that he will hurt you someday, and you sound sweet I don't think you should have sex with him until you are sure he will stay with you. Elsewise you'll be pumped and dumped, and then you'll repeat the process with another guy, and another, and then you'll be a low value slut with a high body count. if u want femanon, if u live in the uk, i can take your virginity and then you will be less nervous with guys but also we can stay in touch
