>be autistic>every mistake I make gets me yelled at as early at 8am in the morning>got yelled at 4 times in 2 hoursI'm going insane Jim.
Why are you putting up with it? Just walk away.
>>84246670Keep going you'll eventually learn to dissociate and there won't be an emotional impact anymore. Bad side is that reality gets a little fuzzy after you disassociate unfortunately. I learned it from when i had cancer as a kid but with enough stress for prolonged periods of time you too can unlock this mental trick
>>84246674All my friends live 50 miles away from me and I don't have energy for anything due to working retail. But I'm about to just walk to the library and read/draw.
>>84246692You should record it all and sue for easy retirement. Even if you make mistakes that doesn't justify shouting these days.
>>84246699I am constantly doign things like accidentally dropping ice in the trash, accidentally dropping a napkin, I literally got yelled at for a mess that wasn't even mine. Half the time I'm automatically getting blamed for shit that isn't even my fault and my mom keeps calling me stupid and other shit. Then she acts surprised I start ignoring her when she wanta to have a normal conversation because I don't want to talk to her.It's just constant, daily mockery and criticism, and I can't afford to leave yet.
>>84246707I don't even mind being corrected when I do something wrong, but my family is just harsh about it and uses me as a dumping ground for their stress that I'm constantly miserable.
>>84246707>Half the time I'm automatically getting blamed for shit that isn't even my fault and my mom keeps calling me stupid and other shit.Oh your mom. Damn that sucks idk what to do then. Leave asap or try talk to her but ig you already tried.
>>84246712Where do you live that it's normal to treat you like this? That kind of stuff would start a fight in my family.
>>84246722Not to dox myself but northeast US. Idek if I could have a partner or family because of it. Sometimes my mind goes on autopilot and I make obvious mistakes. Which I know can be tiresome but being yelled at doesn't do much to improve it. And if I try too hard to be "normal" I mentally short-circuit and analyze everything I do. Idek if my mistakes are common because I don't interact with many people irl.
>>84246670>>84246747Normalfags make much worse mistakes than that. Your family is probably overly critical of you because they want someone to punch down on. It's not going to get any better if this is longterm so save up to leave, get your tax returns together etc.
>>84246747> Idek if I could have a partner or family because of it. Sometimes my mind goes on autopilot and I make obvious mistakes.Your family is just fucking up your self-esteem. This is perfectly normal and you'll be able to have a partner or family if you want.
>>84246747Here's a greentext of some shit I fucked up;>be doing floorboards>need sanding and varnishing>painstakingly sand and varnish every one by hand outside so it doesn't get everywhere>lay them down>realize there's thick drops at the edges>call brother and ask how to fix>"you're supposed to put the floorboards down and before you sand and varnish them"lol, could've saved me days of work
>>84246874Damn was this a commission or doing your own?
So there's this middle aged foid who is supposed to teach me how to do the work at my temp employment. First she berates me for not cleaning enough, then she berates for using up too much paper. I ask her literally two questions about how to do a task over the span of like four hours and she goes off on a rant about "stressing her out". One moment later she will tell me to "just ask" if I wonder about anything. Except apparently I'm only allowed to ask just once then she gets pissed if I ask twice. She even broke this measuring stick thingy herself and you could tell she wanted to pin the blame on me SO badly.I wanna strangle the bitch. I fucking hate women so much. I hate this foid society of kafkatraps and passive aggression. All women should be kept in pig pens only for reproductive purposes. Such disgusting creatures they are.
>>84246889Doing it on my own, couldn't pay someone for that cowboy job lol. We have many such cases in my family. My mum likes to decorate alot but can't measure for shit, it would be funny if it wasn't so frustrating.
>>84246903>this one woman was mean so all women should be rapedHow do you get mad at radfems for generalizing men and then say this shit?
>>84247506I don't give a shit. Fuck you. I hope you get raped and maimed
