>OP thinks i care how

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With someone I love very much. Hopefully as young as me

With a woman that I share a mutual attraction with and that does not despise the fact that I am a virgin that has never even been on a date

>>84256587
to a virgin man-hating femcel in a hatefuck situation

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Does her body count matter? What's ideal?

Would you prefer if she was a virgin so you both learn about intimacy together
or would you rather have someone more experienced teach you about it?

>>84256613
>thinks we have the privilege of choice
we're here involuntarily retard

the only sexual experience ive had with a woman is getting a blowjob from a prostitute and i couldnt even stay hard because it felt so empty. so i need some type of connection for me to actually like it. i dont want to lose my virginity to a prostitute but it seems like that may be my only option because im old, weird, and an emotional midget

>>84256613
Dumb question, neither would touch me with a 10ft pole.

>meet a pretty woman
>she likes me somehow
>spend time together and I warm up to her too
>thanks to her I leave the house more
>thanks to her I stop being chronically online
>the benefits are so obvious I dare to ask for dates/relationships
>she says yes and reciprocates
>thanks to her I feel like having goals again
>it's obvious my life is better with her by my side
>she wants to have sex
>tell her I'm a virgin expecting the worst
>she says it doesn't matter at all
>have sex
>it's awkward because the first time always is
>she doesn't mind
>the rest of the night is just a comfy chat of preferences and shit
>it feels as good as everything else feels

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Would any of you mind being taken advantage of?
I have a bit of a virgin fetish (that's why I'd love to head all the details, it turns me on)
Would any of you be willing to sleep with someone who would be eager to show you all the good stuff about sex and then never talk to you again?

>>84256662
>Would any of you mind being taken advantage of?
>I have a bit of a virgin fetish (that's why I'd love to head all the details, it turns me on)
That's actually my fetish but despite everyone insisting that there are many girls who like taking v-cards it's not true.

>>84256685
Well if you came across one, how would you hope it goes?

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>Be khhv
>Virgin hunter offers to take virginity
>Awkward sex
>No longer khhv so she loses interest
>Failed normie status

Be careful out there brocels

>>84256699
>Well if you came across one
I won't.
>how would you hope it goes?
I don't, i despair at this line of conversation.

>>84256745
You're so no fun

>>84256710
It doesn't need to be awkward

>>84256662
im too old for any woman to find me being a virgin "cute" so ill have to lie about it and have awkward bad sex

>>84256756
You're no fun either. I don't care about indulging you over 4chan. It's pathetic and makes me want to kms.

>>84256760
How old are you?

>>84256776
Somehow that makes it hotter

>>84256787
>Somehow that makes it hotter
The difference between me and you is that you can fulfill your fantasy and I can't.

>be me, now
>no social life
>something happen in my life
>I change
>I start dating
>go out on a few dates with my new gf
>ffw invite my girlfriend to her home or be invited to hers
>we are alone
>we begin talking about whatever
>having a great time
>I move close to her
>we share a kiss
>we have more kisses
>we move from the sofa to the bedroom
>she takes her shirt off, remaining just her bra and her pants
>???
>we start having sex
>she would keep telling me that she loves me
>she would take the lead a little, and she would hug my head while I sucked her boobies.
I wouldn't mind her bodycount unless it was 7+. I hope she would be okay with my inexperience and I would be okay if she teached me a little.
What's sad about imagining those things though is that they probably won't happen to me.

>>84256811
I've never done it.
It's a weird thing to ask of people. I don't think many people would be up for that to be honest.

>>84256787
>How old are you?

Mid 30s. I dont really look my age though

>>84256820
That's adorable, I hope you find your just slightly experienced girl that can teach you stuff

>>84256837
How come you haven't lost your v card yet? No opportunity or just weren't interested before?

>>84256587
Am I a virgin if I have paid for sex and even done it without a condom but it was paid?
Asking for a friend

>>84256829
>I don't think many people would be up for that to be honest.
Literally everyone here would line up to gangbang you all night, some might clutch pearls but they would have you privately if you gave them the chance. You could easily make a dating profile specifically for this and you'd have your pick of the virgins. What do you think would happen if any of us were to make a profile with your counterpart?
This is why I despair.

>>84256847
>How come you haven't lost your v card yet? No opportunity or just weren't interested before?

i had a couple opportunities to lose it but i fucked them up being a shy weirdo

>>84256847
>How come you haven't lost your v card yet? No opportunity or just weren't interested before?
NTA but i'm 30 and it's a mix of both. I've always been short and while it's fun banter with friends, girls aren't interested and rejected me over it. After awhile of this I figured I was meant to be alone and didn't want to hurt myself anymore so I just gave up.

>>84256849
No, you're not.

>>84256858
From the replies it seems like most people would want to lose it to someone they love and are dating, not someone who would give them the best night of their lives and then never talk to them again.

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>>84256587
Ideally through rape. I hate foids and no longer get turned on by consensual sex. I'm just too much of a pussy and a good person to actually go through with it.

>>84256847
>That's adorable, I hope you find your just slightly experienced girl that can teach you stuff
Thank you, I hope the same.

>>84256849
There's a japanese term for that, amateur virgin. Amateur virgins lost their virginity by paying for sex but have never done unpaid sex.

I think ideal case scenario would obviously be losing it to a future girlfriend who is also a virgin, but if i had an option between losing it to a random hookup and or a future girlfriend who is not a virgin i would choose the random hookup
i dont think i would be mentally alright with getting into a relationship with a girl as a guy with no prior experiences when the girl isnt a virgin too

>>84256881
>rom the replies it seems like most people would want to lose it to someone they love and are dating
You did ask for the "ideal" and the ideal will always be a gf who loves you. Maybe if you had started your thread with this post >>84256662 you would get more responses in line with what you're looking for.

>>84256849
Eh, technically you're not, but it's like taking off the steering wheels on a bicycle and asking someone to hold you.

You're not a virgin, but i wouldn't toot my own horn too much either.

>>84256881
A prostitute can do the same and chances are she'd be much much much better than you'll ever be at it because 1) more experience from hundreds of clients and 2) they're probably much hotter since their body is their main product. I do not want to sleep with a prostitute however but a simple look into the mirror suffices to teach me that I'll never be genuinely desired either so it doesn't matter. I don't really care anymore I'm demoralized you could say

>>84256881
that seems nice in a fantasy but would probably be awkward irl

>>84256710
This but unironically I wear my KHHV status with some pride, I enjoy scaring normalfags by bringing it up when they have to talk about sex as most always seem to bring up when you know them long enough

Without it i'd be a bigger failure I'd just have nothing and more reason to kms which is arguably not a bad thing but this is all fantasy anyway

>>84256899
But see, I would never want to take virginity from someone who would prefer doing that with someone else.
I could never take away a special moment from someone like that.

It really only works if that's their fetish too :)

>>84256908
I'm not disagreeing with this.
The biggest difference between me and the prostitute would be that I'd actually be really into it.

>>84256587
An experienced girl giving me pity sex

>>84256587
A decade ago with this sweet Jewish girl I knew who had the best personality, and who only got more and more beautiful the longer I knew her. If I could go back in time, I would've made a move. I have never felt for any woman the way I felt for her. It's been a long time since I've seen her, but I've had dreams about her. Dreams where we're just hanging out. Then I wake up and I miss her so much. She's married now.

>>84256916
>It really only works if that's their fetish too :)
Well it's mine but like I said it's sad because nobody is seriously into it and instead just find it weird.
And these anons are likely to never get their "special moment" and losing their v-card would honestly be the best thing for them so they could get over themselves.

>>84256916
I would only like it if the girl was fully able to convince me that it turned her on that I was a virgin. Also I'd want to be able to spank her and stuff like that. I still want to be dominant.

>>84256924
if i knew a girl wanted to have sex with me only because she wanted to take my virginity it would make me feel like a lab rat being experimented on. Id probably do it anyway to get it over with but this is never going to happen so whatever

>>84256934
How does that work for you though? Would it stop being a fetish for you if it happened? You can only lose your virginity once.

>>84256947
I think in my case I'd want a guy to be dominant still, I'd just teach him how to do me.
I think an inexperienced guy would be more willing to learn and satisfy me.

>>84256953
I guess it's hard to indulge a fetish if it's a one time thing but it would be a core memory at least. I think afterward it would morph into wanting to be with someone who is always more experienced or assertive as that's a main theme here right?

>>84256951
And you're right to feel that way. Don't settle for something that would make you feel uncomfortable just to get it over with. You deserve respect.

None of you guys would be virgins if you groomed yourselves, had a job, showered, brushed your teeth, and just pursued women in your own league. Oh, and have a good personality and did not hate women. Just an FYI. Stop pursuing hot girls and date girls on your level with nice personalities. And stop being misogynistic.

>>84256964
>>84256971
>would be more willing to learn and satisfy me.
It could also morph into this as well. Wanting to learn what satisfies a woman specifically and being taught or exploring. But that's pretty normal I think?

>>84256964
That would be fine I think. I am not submissive at all (I mean I've never done anything but I don't fantasize about being submissive) but it would be fine if the girl liked knowing it was my first time. That would probably be better because otherwise I'd feel like I'd want to hide it.

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cute virgin hapa who likes my autism and thinks im perfect, wears cosplay of an anime character i like, and gets succubus temp tattoos on her body and roleplays as my sister as she lets me play with her body in any way I see fit but also willing to switch it up, and we have intimate, loving, unprotected sex. and i coom in her every hole

>>84256980
>None of you guys would be virgins if you groomed yourselves, had a job, showered, brushed your teeth, and just pursued women in your own league. Oh, and have a good personality and did not hate women. Just an FYI. Stop pursuing hot girls and date girls on your level with nice personalities. And stop being misogynistic.
Terrible advice, I do all of these things and have a good personality. I don't hate anybody and the sole reason I've been rejected is my height. Stop pretending it's all our fault just when you have a bias of reading misogynistic posts because you're a negativity tourist.

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>>84256587
I dont really care how it happens, just as long as its with a female and she's hot.

>>84256881
when you get older you care less and less about one night stands.
If virgins cared about that, they would just go for escorts.

>>84257004
Do you try to date women in your league instead of some Stacy?

>>84256587
to a girl I met online. just want someone to fulfill my emotional need for human touch before I die. would prefer a girl of the same race as me is my only preference
>>84256710
do virgin hunters exist on this board?
>t. 34 khhv

>>84257024
I don't try date at all anymore because every girl has rejected me for being too short. I never approached the stacies because we don't share the same interests. You're still trying to twist it to be my fault as if i'm approaching the wrong women. So let me ask you.
Would you date someone who is 5'3? And if not then what women are in that league? Because it's not 5'2 women, it's not 5'1 women, it's not 4'7 women. It's not fat women, it's not ugly women, it's not hikkineet "losers."

>>84257042
I've seen and interacted with some of them. One wanted me to fly over but I got cold feet and stopped myself, cucked myself from ascending.

>>84257054
was it from 4chan or soc? anon that was a mistake. but she may have been baiting you like the egirl did with dbdr

>>84257051
Plenty of short dudes are in loving relationships. You just refuse to try. Lower your standards. Get jacked. Develop your social skills.

virgin men disgust women. foids would rather share echad who gifts them cocaine than date a virgin robot. I dont even tell potential foids im a virgin anymore because its reputation suicide as in they will block you right after you tell them

I lost my virginity to a young frustrated virgin cosplay camwhore from /a/

>talk over skype a lot, she's very sexualized and links me porn saying it's what she needs
>the porn is all over the top creampie porn
>keeps flip flopping if we should have sex to lose our virginity or if it's a bad idea
>one day she cries saying she's so lonely and depressed
>say I'll visit this weekend (10+ hour drive), using my motorcycle
>we talked about first kiss, cuddling, getting naked together but no sex
>crash motorcycle near her town from exhaustion because I don't take any breaks and lose my ride, break my hands
>still show up at the hotel room anyway, she comes the next day
>meet up and bring her in the hotel room
>autistically sit across from her and tell her my hospital drama
>"You've came all this way and you haven't even touched me yet!"
>hug her suddenly very tightly and like an anime character she goes "Ahhh! Raaaape!" while giggling and pulling me backwards so I fall down on the bed with her
>first kiss
>she keeps asking me innocently "hey, should I take off my shirt?" "Should I take off my bra?"
>can't really feel her up that well because my fingers are broken
>naked hot girl crawling all over me eventually, curiously playing with my body examining my dick etc
>my brother shows up at the door to rescue me and bring me home after my accident

>>84257100
>Plenty of short dudes are in loving relationships.
Not at my height and you didn't answer any of my questions, why not?
>You just refuse to try.
I gave up a long time ago, i tried for a whole decade and a half.
> Get jacked. Develop your social skills.
I'm fit and always have been, i'm surrounded by friends and many of them are women.
Stop projecting, you're just repeating yourself.

>>84257120
>she wants to see me again, this time I go by bus when my hands recover 2 months later
>she asks "hey should we have sex?". I respond "yes.", she says "ok!"
>get there and she says "you know it's too early to have sex for me" when I ask if we should buy condoms
>show up again, pretty quickly go back to the naked girl crawling ontop of me
>she wants to 69, sits on my face and I put great effort, she barely sucks my dick because she's too busy moaning and quivering
>she gets ontop cowgirl and prods my dick at the entrance to her pussy
>suddenly sits on my cock all the way with one long loud moan
>looks at me while I'm looking at her in disbelief at what she just did
>"I'm not moving. You're gonna have to get ontop"
>rough missionary sex goes on for half an hour with her moaning her brains out like a hentai character
>again trying to make her my wife I'm stretching the fuck out of her pussy deep, putting in lots of effort to be a pornstar
>eventually she says "ok I'm done get off me" coldly each time she's worn out.
>go back to cuddling and watching anime in bed
>mauling her tits and ass spooning her the whole time, sucking her neck while she's watching anime, cannot take my hands off her
>every hour or so she just says "hey, wanna put it in?" and we just go straight back to rough sex
>fuck her like 20 times across 4 day visit but DON'T cum in her
>on the 4th day she sucks my cock in the shower and SHE puts in a great effort
>speechless shaking quivering I have the longest extreme orgasm dumping a massive load in her mouth
>she spits it into her hand and is fascinated by it, playing with it in her hands
>later after I go home she asks me why I didn't just cum in her pussy, says my dick was complete ecstasy
>she was 16 and I was 25

And then I became a massive sex addict. I had to deal with a girl at the peak of puberty drip feeding me her body then suddenly forcing me to have sex with her all weekend for the loss of our virginity.

>>84256587
im 30 now but i lost mine when i was 25 to an escort i paid for. it was worth it. ama

>>84257126
I have seen men at your height in relationships. Clearly you must be doing something wrong. Have you tried dating ugly girls or single moms?

>>84257120
>>84257128
Holy cow anon, that's incredible.

>>84257120
I am happy for you anon (not seething). how do you anons add people off boards that arent /soc/ and even find out theyre real girls?

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>>84256587
Ideally, I don't lose it. i pathetically fell into some kind of virginity-Stockholm-syndrome. Now, for very stupid fetish reasons, i want to remain a virgin until I die of old age. I'd still like to have a gf though. She can be a virgin, or not, so long as she's cute and she likes me.

Or maybe I cure myself of this stupid fetish. In which case, I'd hopefully be normal, so I could lose my virginity in a very vanilla and normal way.

>>84257185
>I have seen men at your height in relationships.
I bet you don't know what 5'3 is. Get a measuring tape out please. Or compare with a door, it's 163cm so 2/3rds of a door.
>Have you tried dating ugly girls or single moms?
Yes, you're repeating yourself now. I have been told by over a dozen women that i'm too short and the rest make up excuses. A single mother specifically said she wanted someone taller for her kids.

>>84257185
>dating a single mom
we may be incels but we're not crazy. dating a single mom is a humiliation ritual. she will only compare you to her former lover and her kids will never see you as anything but a cuck

>>84257247
IDC about that, my sister had kids and is now happily married with more kids. I get mistaken for her son in public because she's taller than me.

>>84256587
My wife/future wife

Alternatively i guess i would like to be raped by a giant amazon warrior that will then keep me as her husband

>>84257218
I'm afraid that era is long gone and I don't believe it's possible anymore. Society has changed way too much because of covid, and women can get sex so easily such a situation wouldn't come up

In the case of the 16yo girl I met up with, she was explaining to me how if I didn't fuck her she would just get someone else to do it, but she wanted me to do it. Now with men so sex deprived women don't hook up like that anymore, the waters have been dirtied.

It's a pretty sad situation desu, that girl is still on my friends list, I'm 40 she's 31 and married to a 45yo man and seemingly unhappy. She still acts like she's 16 just demoralized. I want her so bad still. People on /a/ were creating threads about her and I randomly added her to Skype to shitpost to her for fun, but then she started flirting.

>>84256587
Unironically raped
I wanna be used, I wanna abused
I want to be blacked out drunk and have her use my cock for her own pleasure, I wanna wake up and realize there's someone on top of me
I want to feel dirty, shame, happy, and orgasm at the same time

Too bad I'm big and strong, only gay guys would wanna rape me and that's a horrifying notion

>>84257282
go and get your girl bro she clearly wants you still

>>84256587
With a loving virgin gf/wife. Anything less is not acceptable. I don't care what anyone else says, I deserve this.

>>84257288
Nah she absolutely does not. She randomly deleted me one day along with everyone else but she's an "internet celebrity" and people readd her all the time. I was one that re-added her just to watch her, she probably doesn't even know who I am.

Originally she left simply because I didn't make enough money, and her current man has money that's why she's with him. She likely has cheated on him and was posting on social media how she should still be allowed to kiss and hug young guys while married.

>>84256587
I'd prefer to go back in time with the knowledge and perspective and attitude I have now and do it in a way that buoys my personality and prevents me from becoming a socially maladroit shut-in.

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I used to want to lose it in a relationship to a cute virgin gf who's excited to exchange firsts but I realize that's an impossibility now so now I just want a hot slutty virgin hunter to take it instead because at least she'll be attracted to it and not have it be something she's disgusted by or just "tolerates"
Though if we're being honest both are equally impossible

>>84256587
Ideal scenario
>Meet woman
>Start off as friends, just getting to know each other
>We realize we share many interests and values and such, and grow closer
>We grow in emotional intimacy
>She asks me out on a date
>We do something cool like go to a museum or something
>Come back to her place
>She offers to have sex with me
>I'm scared
>She tries to make me feel more comfy, we just cuddle and talk about random stuff for a while
>We get to talking about books and have the cool idea to read one of her favorite books together
>I fall asleep with her reading to me
>We get into the habit of taking turns reading each other to sleep
>No sex happens because sex is dumb conservative patriarchal bullshit, if she wants that, she can go fuck her dumb abusechads when she's not hanging out with me

>>84257304
is it one of the former egirls? if she was banging you she was probably banging a bunch of other anons

>>84256587
I don't care about losing my virginity. I just want hugs T~T

>>84256587
Why should I tell you. I get nothing from doing that.

>>84256587
I'm in my 30s, but I've always been old school.
I want slow, passionate lovemaking.
Not really interested in the porno fucking everyone does nowadays.

>>84256587
I beat and rape her.
>>84256613
Virgin always.
>>84256662
No if you did that to me I would hurt you.

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>>84256587
With a virgin girlfriend who also has never had a boyfriend before. If that's not a possibility then I would rather die a virgin. There is no issue.

>>84256924
A prostitute would be very into it because it's her job and everyone likes money. If you just want to engage in your fetish most men will be willing to take you up though. Keep trying you'll eventually find some incel

>>84256587
I don't care about bodycount, virginity or anything incels care about. I have been groomed, abused, back-stabbed, betrayed, insulted, laughed at, used for money, used for sexual pleasure and used as an emotional tampon, all by women. I don't believe they are capable of kindness, empathy or affection. I wouldn't let a woman get close to me, let alone give her my virginity.

I think its very important that im sure that she also wants me. I would probably not be able to go through with it if she seemed disinterested or looked at me with pity. I would just leave while trying not to cry. I would need to feel both safe and desired

>>84256587
Honestly? Never.
It just straight up doesn't matter to me. Putting value on sex is not part of what I am. I've lived in the isolation for too long. Kowtowing to one of society's stupid traps is not how I'd like to go.
Sex and love will always be a meme.

>>84260005
Based and agreepilled IYKYK

>>84259886
I'd rather date a girl who fucks dogs than a girl who fucks nogs tbqhwyf

As someone who lost his virginity at a later moment and has attempted it multiple times since, sex is fucking pathetic. You're expected to perform from day one unless you want complaints hurled towards you.
>dick too small (it's 15 cm erect)
>I couldn't orgasm (while she just laid there expecting everything to happen to her)
>it looks different (supposedly never seen a circumcised dick? I don't even know, although I am white in eurostan. I thought they all watched American porn), and yes I know what a normal dick looks like and I have one
To reiterate the last point, I once met a woman who thought that circumcised men are born that way.

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>>84260156
Would you date a nog girl?

Anyway, to add more context for OP's datamining operation, I'm put off by the idea of getting involved with a girl who has already had boyfriends or sex before when I've had nothing. The experiences we'd have, they'd be my first but not her first. At that rate the 'magic' of it is gone, being special to somebody and vice versa. And I don't care about hooking up with random strangers when there will be no intimate connection and if I'll be just another number / they'll leave in a matter of days. Fuck that. How is that any better than jacking off?

I'm getting old and the odds of finding a virgin gf aren't looking good. My friend's girl told him that she was a virgin when they first had sex, despite having had dozens of boyfriends before him, and he believes it.

>>84256587
Preferably I start dating a nice woman and she isn't able to tell

>>84260317
kek, they will absolutely know.

>>84256587
i lost my virginity to a prostitute at 17 i couldn't even cum because she wouldn't kiss me on the mouth even so i don't regret it because i would be a virgin right now if i hadn't booked her

>>84260320
Hence the thread said ideal not realistic you fat faggot

>>84256587
Virgin here, after reading
>question for virgin guys
I stopped reading, I don't really care what you want to know, I'm tired and I don't care what people think about my lack of sex, nor do I feel like thinking about it, the same way I dont really want to think why sky is blue or why Earth spins, it just does and that's good enough for me

We get married and then once we're back in our room I remove her panties and have sex with my wife while she's still wearing the dress and I cum in her and she says I love you and we snuggle and then round two and round three and drink bubbly to stay hydrated and we make love so many times. Before we go to sleep spooning I squeeze her tight my arms around her to pull her close and then I tell her I love my wife. It will be so cool to finally have a wife. I want a wife.

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>>84260608
i felt it reading this i hate being alive

>>84256587
It doesn't matter because I'm gonna bust in less than a minute no matter what happens

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>meet a girl
>fall in love
>we start dating, cuddling in bed etc
>she makes me stop masturbating and watching porn so I get increasingly horny and sensitive for her
>after a few weeks she starts teasing me with her pictures, lingerie, horny audios and fantasies
>one night we get high, she throws away the condoms, says we're doing it raw
>molests my body all over with her hands, kisses and bites my neck etc.
>makes me get to my knees and teaches me how to eat her out to orgasm while holding my hair in her hands and putting her legs over my shoulders (I leak)
>then spreads her legs and we have passionate romantic sex in missionary with leglock and armlock and kissing
>tells me I have to cum inside her
>after I cum and lay down she mounts me while I am still sensitive and rides me while scratching and biting me to make me scream
I am a huge pervert, I know... idc about her experience, I just want her to be loving and passionate and a bit selfish (I want her to cum a lot)

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>>84256587
Thinking about details makes me cringe as I'm terribly embarrassed of even having sexual desires. Ideally I'd meet a woman who has a thing for anorexic hikikomori twinks, we talk for a while and somehow meet up. The sex is incredibly awkward as I lay there letting her do whatever she wants, maybe afterwards I open up about my fetishes.
My autism doesn't really allow me to fantasize about an ideal experience so that is as close to a good experience I can imagine

>>84256587
I don't know I don't think about it in any great detail. I've learned helplessnessed my way into being asexual

>>84256587
With another virgin, preferably on her bed. What's awesome is it's probably going to happen very soon.

>>84256587
I don't want to lose my virginity. If I wanted to, I'd lose it. In 21st century esp.easy with a hooker or something at any time.

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>>84256587
>meet girl
>be with her at her house
>somehow figures out Im a massive fucking virgin
>shes getting incredibly interested in giving me experience
>I fold and fear I might have fallen into a trap
>instead get a kind and really horny women in front of me
>doesnt care I cum early or do stupid things
>teaches me how to kiss, finger, fuck, touch, spank, bite, dirtytalk.
>touches me like she got captain america infront of her
>clean up afterwards, cuddle and fall asleep in each other arms.

Wish it could happen but dont really know how to look good or interact like a interesting person due to my autsim :<

>>84256931
What was she like, mr. anon?

I only came close to losing it once
>25yo kissless virgin
>chad friend introduces me to a BPD he knows
>starts chatting sexually with me
>invites me over later in the week
>cuddle, make out, play with her tits and pussy
>gives me head that feels good but I'm nervous and can't stay hard
>reassures me it's fine and she'll make sure I get hard enough for sex next time
>ends up pursuing another guy a week later and barely talked to me after that
Honestly if I didn't get ED and actually lost my virginity it would've been close to my ideal. The only thing I would change is for it to be a girl I would actually want to be in a relationship with.

>>84256587
girl cosplaying my waifu

>>84256987
You're right, one time wouldn't be enough to teach you everything you need to learn.
It could take months..

>>84264952
Stop teasing me it's just depressing. Unironically going to fly to SEA for this.

>>84256587
with a gf.
no clothes.
cumming inside.

that's it. I don't expect that much.

>>84264962
That was a quick reply, were you waiting for my message?

>>84256587
By a chick that worships me and lovingly kisses my dick before taking my virginity.

>>84256645
Im happy for you anon. All incels get this tomorrow.

>>84264972
No, I just refreshed the catalog and saw this old thread at the top. I was genuinely surprised you were responding to me after all this time lol

>>84256587
It'll never happen, so why even think about it?

>>84256587
having unpaid sex with a woman so attractive she is able to give me an erection, while also not having an STD and willing to use birth control so the sex would be consequence free
>and what is the woman getting out of this
The pleasure of my company, what else? I'm not asking her for money either

>>84264967
Makes me wonder how many people got to cum inside on their first time.

i lost mine to some girl miche i had sex with a girl Stephanie at stop and shop.

>i was strong
>i was doing something in the closet
>i asked Stephanie if she would suck me off
>she started sucking me off
>i picked her up onto a pallet
>pulled her pants off had sex for a few seconds

>>84265793
One of the "perks" of being an adult virgin is that these things can be discussed with the woman before it happens. So I hope I can find someone willing to do it.

>>84265943
You'd be surprised what you can find if you message every prostitute that looks attractive "I need to cum in pussy". A lot of angry snarky replies most of the time, but eventually you get a "oh god yes please" as a reply, to which I followed up with "can I just bend you over and cum in your pussy like 3 times" and "yesssss please" was the reply.

I went to a hotel room with a hot girl in it naked and probably on cocaine. Railed the fuck out of her all over the room, straight up just walking up behind her in the bathroom and shoving it in, made creampie porn with her etc. only charged me $100 each time for 2-3 hours, and I'm straight up just walking into the room and then balls deep in pussy within 30 seconds of taking my shoes off.

I've also fucked prostitutes that charged me $150 to start then asked to see me the next day for $40 saying they needed me to go all the way and cum in them. There's some real sluts out there and they're hot.

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>>84256587
with a virgin woman where we spent hours exploring what we liked and tons of kisses and cuddles

realistically, emotionless sex where I try to stay hard while the slut prattles on about how big my cock is, I guess

>>84256587
I'm in my 30s and I'm still not sure I want to have sex. I can masturbate and all, but when I try to strip away the fantasies and imagine real sex, there's this mental block that appears. The idea of being so intimate with a real human being feels very unappealing, IDK it's like it's bestiality, even if the animal in question is Homo sapiens.

>>84256587
been lonely for so long that I cant even imagine being intimate with a woman anymore. a woman to want to have sex with me? why? what is she to gain from that? cant even imagine kissing or cuddling anymore. seems like pure fantasy. something completely impossible. to be honest this idea even sounds a bit off-putting to me. seems like something very animal and impure.

>>84256597
why would they despise that fact

>>84266956
are you even paying attention? foids hate incels more than trump

>>84266956
Men value good as the highest good. Women value evil the highest. It's just how we are wired, we're different. Men are from mars, women are from hell.

I would want to rp a scenario. i would try the motions i have seen before. you're op image is a good example. softly wrap my hands around her neck/apply some pressure. a lot of feeling her basically. idk i have a lot of shit i would try

>>84267048
>you're op image is a good example.
your op image. also, ideally it would be with a virgin gf.

>>84256587
I already did. She was 15 i was 6.
0/10

>>84256662
Why are you so gay? Homo, go away.

>>84256613
never really gave a fuck now that i think about it, i figure having someone teach would be neat tho, if anything i'd probably feel more nervous if they were also a virgin since i'm basically gonna set up their expectations for the future lol

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>>84256587
I WANT TO LOSE MY VIRGINITY TO BBC FUCKING MY MOUTH AND ASS WHILE A BIG TIDDY GOTH GIRL HUMILIATES ME
I'M A SISSY BITCH FAGGOT THAT DESERVES GETTING DOMINATED BY SUPERIOR MEN

>>84265018
What can I say, you caught my interest. I was thinking about you before I fell asleep last night
How old are you?

>>84256587
I want to be violently raped in a way that takes me several years to recover from 2bh

>>84267607
>I was thinking about you before I fell asleep last night
Don't tease please.
>How old are you?
I'm 30, became a full fledged wizard last december. And before you ask I just never tried, I think some anons here would call me a volcel.

>>84267635
Not teasing, it's the truth. Were you not thinking about me?
How come you never tried? (no judgment btw)

>>84267661
>How come you never tried?
I was held back in certain classes in school for 2 years because the teacher didn't like my older brother or sister and there wasn't enough room in the classes so I stopped going. Once you drop out of school you're stuck hanging out with the people around you and the people around me were thieves and druggies so I shut myself in too to avoid any trouble. (e.g a girl i knew was smoking at 9, a boy i knew was stealing from pubs at 13, another boy got stabbed an inch from his heart at 15 because he shouted at a passing car, another started taking heroin at 16 because his mum sold it) Only two of my friends from those years are living decently.
When I started going out again it was with my cousin and her daughter, it was fun for awhile but I learned she was giving drugs to my brother while calling my sister and blaming it on my mother. I don't know what that was about but it freaked me out and I dropped out of society again lol.
So I neeted for awhile, giving all my money away because i'm not allowed to save up or they stop giving you money, until my other brother started taking it to invest in stocks and stuff for me.
I consider myself very lucky by this boards standards, I have a big family and we all try to take care of each other.

>>84267744
I'm so proud of you for not becoming a thief or a druggie considering your surroundings growing up. It must not have been easy. I also just love your attitude. Life wasn't fair to you yet you still recognize the good things in your life and consider yourself lucky. You're a lovely person anon. Never change.

>>84267808
>I'm so proud of you for not becoming a thief or a druggie considering your surroundings growing up.
To be honest it's easy not to steal or do drugs when you have things to distract you. It's really my mum that deserves credit there because she went out of her way to make sure we had videogames and internet (sometimes) inside instead of having to go outside and compare ourselves with people who are better off. She also let my friends come and drink inside sometimes, even though i'm not a drinker myself, so they wouldn't be on the streets finding trouble. She's a saint but they all found trouble anyway.
>Life wasn't fair to you yet you still recognize the good things in your life and consider yourself lucky.
In the context I had more than most around me. I knew a boy who'd take every beer he was offered to sell to his alcoholic father at home so he could buy decent shoes. It was pretty dire where I lived.
>You're a lovely person anon.
I guess but i'm getting nowhere with it now, if I ever did. All my money went to my sister and her family, my brothers and theirs. Being lovely has only helped other people and feeling like I did the "right thing" only goes so far as a cope.
E.g the couple above me are always fighting and the guy spits in her face and calls her a fat whore but she keeps coming back to him. He's invited her over and locked her out to throw her things out the window just for fun. The police have been out, probably because of violence but i've never witnessed it or heard it myself. They're arguing right now lol.

I don't want to lose it. Stay away from me, skanky hoes.

>>84267860
Like if i had to give my younger self advice to find love/have sex it would be
>spend all your money on yourself
>steal every chance you get
>do every drug at every opportunity
>sell every drug too
>carry a knife and fight with everyone
>stab your friend when he breaks into your house the first time because he'll do it two more times and the police won't do anything
This is what was successful for everyone else I know. Even my sister dated a cokehead before she found her husband. My brothers were also cokeheads before they had families.

>>84267860
Well then you're much stronger than me. I've been in a somewhat similar situation at one point in my life and have fallen for peer pressure and have done drugs. I realized I'm unhappy and don't actually want to be doing any of that stuff so I left and lost all of my friends. Your mom sounds lovely. My mom also always did her best to give me the best life she could with what little she had. I was always very lucky in that sense too, I had a friend who had to save his own mother from ODing when he was about 7. I need to let my mom know she's appreciated more often.

Being a good person is the most important thing as well as learning to appreciate what you have in life and it seems like you have that sorted. If you're satisfied with what you have, you always have everything you need.

But it's also really important that you focus on yourself and your wellbeing. My advice is to learn as many skills as you can and try to be physically fit. I've been in bad shape and in good shape, and even tho I was always the same kind of a person I was treated vastly differently. I try to uphold my looks and be skillful in order to survive in the world that rewards that.

I believe in you. Its never too late to take steps towards the life you want for yourself. So what if you stumble and fall a few times.. The worst case scenario is you go back to doing what you've done before.

>>84268039
>If you're satisfied with what you have, you always have everything you need.
I'm not lol, I told you I want to kms and i'm considering going to SEA. My whole life has been avoiding things for myself to help others instead.
I don't think learning any skills will really help to be honest, i'm already financially retired so there's no motivation or need to beyond impressing a woman and signalling that i'm "normal" and can adjust into society. It would feel like a LARP, like joining a yoga class to hit on women or something similar lol.
Being fit was never an issue for me either as I was always doing DIY stuff for my mum or sister.
I'm sorry you went through all that, you should tell your mother you love her as often as you can.

>>84268073
Well, it seems you mostly have stuff figured out then which leaves you with more time to focus on what you still want to accomplish. I believe in you. It's time you focus on yourself now :)

>>84268097
>Well, it seems you mostly have stuff figured out
lol
>which leaves you with more time to focus on what you still want to accomplish.
I know you're trying to be nice but there's only one thing that matters. Nothing satisfies without love or a partner. It's all hollow.

>>84256595
Then lube up

>>84268131
I think you just haven't had the right opportunities to meet someone.
But you'll get there.
And hopefully they'll teach you everything that I couldn't :)

I have to get going now and in case this thread is dead by the time I'm back, I just want to say it was nice talking to you and I wish you all the best.

>>84268167
>I think you just haven't had the right opportunities to meet someone.
Yeah I guess SEA is the way.
>I just want to say it was nice talking to you and I wish you all the best.
It was nice too, sorry if I was depressing but the topic is depressing. Bye.

I wanna slam into a hot young bitch right as a nuke hits and annihilates everything

>>84256587
i kinda hope im raped and beat to death

with a very understanding and patient woman, who doesn't have any diseases
or idk, my virginity is the one thing i got, i can't even lose it at this point-- then i'll be just like everyone else and what if sex isn't even all that? it could ruin gooning forever

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>>84256587
Preferably no condoms that sounds really lame that being said I don't think the first time matters that much

I was a virgin until 27 because I never went outside and was too scared to talk to people. I lost my virginity to a coworker from my remote job who saw a picture of me and said she thought I was cute. She was 6'1" 300+ lbs and had several missing teeth. My self esteem and overall mental health would have been drastically better over these years had I simply stayed a virgin NEET. Participating in this game is not worth it for anyone that isn't Chad.

>>84269776
that sucks anon but why do you care so much if you're aware it was bad?

>>84256587
Ideally with my wife on our wedding night. I think the idea is romantic, and I'm super possessive. I think if I had sex with a woman, I'd probably pairbond with her forever, so if I have sex with a woman I'm probably going to end up wanting to marry her anyways. I know I wouldn't last long, so I'd eat her out or finger her beforehand because giving a woman an orgasm is a dream of mine. I'd wouldn't use protection because I want to feel her in the most intimate way possible. I'd try to find her g spot as I thrust but I'd probably end up spilling myself inside before too long. But the advantage of being with one woman long term is that I can learn what she likes and how to please her.

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>>84256587
lots of kissing
i tell her ive never done it before
then i go down on her
i will eat her clit like ive just been through ramadan
then more kissing
ill kiss her soft silky neck
nibble on her ear
then fuck her vanilla missionary
ill nibble on her ear again
whisper
im about to come
"what should i do?"
and then ill do what she tells me to do
then plenty of cuddles afterwards

will only do it to someone i love btw

>>84256587
Like many anons, I'd like to lose it to my future wife and ideally her's to me. Unlike some of the other anons, I'm volcel and have been offered the chance. But I've refrained from any sexual contact with another person as of now (21) because I'm Christcucked. I still dream of the actual sequence though. Heres what it usually goes like
>> Get to the hotel after the wedding, exahusted. Tell each other we're too tired, lets just finally sleep in the same bed, plenty of couples wait. But as I help her out of her dress, my hand dances across her shoulders, down her arm, grips her waist. She looks at me and her eyes fill mine with nervous energy, anticipation builds and I hurry out of my suit. Both in our underwear, we lay on the sofa and just touch each other, parts no one else has, reserved for one another. (This is my favorite part of the dreams, its such an innocent moment) Then we slip off the underwear, climb into and start groping. Usually start with just mutual masturbation, then I take the lead and go down on her, she talks me through it and orgasms on my tongue. We cuddle for a bit while she recovers and she just plays with my cock. Then she starts to go down on me and I stop her because I just can't ask her to debase herself like that. So we make out, she says shes ready again, and we start, missionary, slow, sensual. Just talking, asking if it feels good, affirmations, etc. It just gets hotter and heavier, belly to belly, breathing in one another. We've gotten a rhythm and turned into animals, the conversations gone and its just passion and I love you's. We're sweaty and tired, and its building in both of us, and then I just collapse into her, fill my bride as she cums in consequence. And I cry as she holds me, and we just stay there awhile.
Its a nice thought and it gets me through some hard times and hard workouts just fantasizing about it. But I'm not sure I'll even get another girlfriend.

>>84256587
We don't need to be in a relationship (before the fact)
Not a stranger, at least close friends
She also needs to be a virgin
We need to be mutually attracted to each other
And she's a quadruple amputee ^ ^

>>84256587
To a pure chaste virgin woman who loves me after I made her my wife It's over for me

>>84256587
with someone I mutually care about and feel safe with

I don't even know anymore man. Other than it being with my wife and it being pretty vanilla, I don't know what I even want.
I feel like I've lived a hundred years.