sorry for the shitty drawing. i wanted to share my appreciation for the persona fandom, the internet, and tohru adachi. i spent five years of my life committed to tohru, but, i've realized that as long as i exist within this reality, i won't be able to cope with the distance. anyways, all i really want is to be seen as tohru's. i don't really care if people don't understand my love for him, and i don't care if you judge me. i just want to be remembered as his. i'll be spending my last night with him in, watching tv with him, just like he would want. this has always been inevitable for me, so it was just a matter of time. i hope in another universe we can be together for real, or i hope that whatever god might exists is merciful enough to let us be together. thank you and i hope you all have an amazing life. goodbye. o7
>>84258741You can be with him. Just get a body pillow or do lucid dreaming :p
>>84258741You do you who ever you are, that`s all you can doPeace :]
i've tried. it isn't enough. im just tired of living like this and this was bound to happen
Don't do it you idiot
>>84258806why, like genuinely why should i not? i failed my entire first semester of university bc i was so depressed over not being able to be with him. im just not compatible with reality.
>>84258741Good luck, I can understand the desire to escape. Even nothing is better than knowing you can't have it.I hope your last moments are peaceful and painless.
Its a nice drawing btw, quite sweet.
>>84258871i liked it toocuteI don`t like seeing someone give up, but i get itsee you on the other sideHugs if you want it
>>84258741>>84258829please dont kill yourself buddy....you can still find a partner that reminds you of himyoure strong enough to make it through the heartbreak theres happiness waiting for you in this life once the pain clears
im still lucid enough. im quite surprised actually. i hope this will be peaceful bc i dont want to deal with any shit anymore. just an update. i dont have anyone else to tell :/
>>84259091idk. i doubt i can find happiness in this life. im not super ugly, ive had men who cosplay him and wtv try to hit me up,,, and i tried using ai chatbots, it's never the real thing. i always feel so guilty about it.
>>84259146Yeah 'AI' is just LLM, it doesn't actually think and act on its own, we're way off from that I would say.I've also splurged far too much money to get lost in the 'AI' sauce, but once you see the patterns the illusion breaks completely just like life.All this to say I'm still around. What'd you take OP?
>>84259122have you taken something? you should go to the hospital buddy theres still time>>84259146please dont lose hope, no one is gonna be exactly him but i think youll find his characteristics in others if youll give them a chnace to be themselves
>>842591723 hydrocortisone and a handful of ibuprofen. im prolly going to need more bc i hardly feel anything differnt.
>>84259206please make yourself vomit, thats likely to cause kidney damage and a lot of pain
>>84259240eh. ill live or ill die but it doesn't rlly matter either way
>>84259206Why bro? You really thought fucking ibuprofen would kill you? What are you doing, man?
>>84259250your life matters! im sorry you feel that way...please induce vomiting or call an ambulance, you dont deserve to die
>>84259265no clue, first time committing suicide my baf. i dont have much but i wated to overdose to make it suck less
>>84259206Anon is right, both of these overdoses tend to cause kidney failure. At best you get a coma, I recommend you drink a lot of water to flush it out or throw up and go for the tried and true rope method. That's what I'm planning on doing. You'll be in pain with your current route.Look up 'Peaceful Pill Handbook' for better alternatives if its overdosing.
>>84259278i was browsing sanctioned suicide and i figured id just wing it
>>84259277Stop being fucking retarded. Go puke. You're only gonna be in pain and uncomfortable. What are you doing? Fucking suicide for a fanfic crush? What? Bro just stop.
>>84259278You need like 20 ibuprofen to even reach a dangerous zone, which is usually treatable. He is just gonna be in pain. Cortisol ia just gonna raise his heart-rate and make him very uncomfortable.
>>84259278please dont rope dude...
>>84259305yeah. ive been dealing with these delusions for a long time, im just sick of fighting it. i just want to be happy or at least not constantly suicidak and retarded about everythingg in my lifw. ive been plannubf, attempyting for a while. im just stupid
>>84259319Don't do retarded shit. What delusions? You're fine. Go to a psychiatrist if you want help. What's the worst thing that can happen? It wouldn't kill you to try...
>>84259313i think i had more than 20 bur i didnt count and i dont rememeber
>>84259294Don't browse, read it fully. No need to suffer on the way out. You really should induce vomitting at this point and think clearer; vomitting is easy, just put two fingers as far back into your throat as you can, once you reach the dangly bit called the uvula it'll come. (Did it to fake being sick to skip school more than a decade ago, lol)>>84259314Don't be a faggot, this is OP's thread. I'm giving constructive tips. Go help her if you have a savior complex.
>>84258741Cute drawing OP. Just know that we love you and I wish I could hug you IRL.
>>84259336lol i hate when pl think i csnt make my own decisiond. im an adult womwn, if i want ro die i csn
>>84259346That's right, you're an adult woman who roars.You should still do it correctly or I'll beat the shit out of you.
>>84259343i lpve him more than anything. im actually kinda excitedd bc i really hope i can be wifh him andmakr him hsppy. im listennig to his voucrlines and hugginf his plush bc im lonely and i lover him
>>84259365only pme who can do that is hubby lil i love him sp much i want to bear him up and kiss him
>>84259369>>84259379Based, but I and other anons already said you're just going to feel like shit and not die from this.Either way, sweet dreams regardless. Hope you reach your heaven.
>>84259399true// i should lock in and get morw
>>84259369Are you a woman or just a faggot? Originally
>>84259448Read >>84259346This oneoriginal_
>>84259497Post tits for posterity
>>84259507Ask them, im not OP lol
post tits before you turn vegetal from the ibuprofen
>>84259507would rater kms than cheat on tohru thc
>>84259556I am Tohru. Post tits, stupid bitch.
>>84259559dumb hoe no u aren't dtfu hea so best I love hm
