life without loving is nothing, life with loving him means something
Dear mods, please remove this berserk avatarfag spam thread or move it to the >>>/trash/ where it belongs (3rd thread)Thank you
pisspoor crushpost tbdesu.gym today and im really tired. 35 or 40kms treadmill. thinking of starving today but idk.
>>84258805id rather my thread be fully taken down than put on /trash/ tbdesu
>>84258813treadmill... i meant bike...
>>84258813Start reading poetry instead of memehwa it'd help
>>84259126i already do read poetry, i write poetry as well pretty often. i dont even read manhwa (korean slop) i read a single manhua and it's novel counterpart because the path of demon cultivation calls to me.fang yuan is more interesting than griffith
>>84259126also the reason why its shit is i only got 5 hours sleep i need like 8-11 hours to function
>>84259201I read his wiki and his whole character just screams sexy badass sigma without flaw, laaaaaame. I should read more poetry tbdesu there was a piece I read not too long ago that I've been thinking about for days now. What's the demon cultivation path anyhow>>84259201
>>84259281he definitely has flaws but i mean when you get to restart life several times youd be able to erase most of your flaws over time.id recommend reading it, its good >there was a piece I read not too long ago that I've been thinking about for days now.what was it?also how can you tell me to read more poetry when you dont read that much lmao>What's the demon cultivation path anyhowits the path fang yuan takes in the story
its so hot im dying im sweating and dying as we speak
dark elf mommy
Are your boobs shrinking as you lose weight?
>>84259330Doesn't seem my style and fang yuan seems mad annoying>what was it?I'll send it if I can find it, it's basically about behaviour that most people would call "fencesitting" and "unloyal" is really a love of all things rather than being unprincipled or indecisive.>also how can you tell me to read more poetry when you dont read that muchI'm just saying shit>its the path fang yuan takes in the storyYeah but whats that mean in the real world
What is the thought process of ritualposting like this every single day? I remember you by the Berserk but never post in here.
>>84259455nope, not yet at least. im losing lots of weight in my underbust so they actually look bigger now
>>84259467>they actually look bigger nowI'll stroke myself to that
>>84259458his brother fang zheng is the annoying one, the little faggot.>most people would call "fencesitting" and "unloyal" is really a love of all things rather than being unprincipled or indecisive.intriguing, but while i think that about the premise, the idea just sucks. fence sitting is, typically, due to being unprincipled and indecisive, lack of a fucking backbone too. look at commentary youtubers lmao >Yeah but whats that mean in the real worldbecoming an uncaring, immoral, manipulative, strong, faggot >>84259465idk, there isn't much thought process. im basically only still doing it cause im lonely, not because i think he'll see them and come back or anything>>84259477:(
>>84259489Why it makes you sad?
>>84259542because my boobs belong to my crush so jerking off to another man's property is BAD
my home is literally just a place i sleep in at this point
>>84259489He sounds way cooler, fallen and humbled royal with something to prove. Reminds of Zuko from ATLA a little.>fence sitting is, typically, due to being unprincipled and indecisive, lack of a fucking backbone tooFence sitting was the wrong word here, I should have said fence hopping (like switching sides). The idea is centered around people being harsh to those who don't find themselves rooted to any singular belief, idk I'm not doing it justice>becoming a faggotBooooo
>>84259553I jerked off to something else don't worry little lady
>>84259757when you actually read it youll realise fang zheng is a little shitstain>idk I'm not doing it justicejust find it so i can read it man>Booooofaggot in a different sense>>84259782thanks man
>>84259467What did you start at? Not tits specifically just general size
>>84260095You're hating cuz he's got a good heart>faggot in a different senseWhat other sense it's just becoming evil for the sake of it
>>84260170i started at an AU16-18 for tops and im still that lmao, leaning more towards AU16 now>>84260204>brother fang yuan cares for him despite being neglected, makes sure he has everything he needs and isnt left out too bad including getting him a servant>fang zheng, upon finding out hes at a better standing than his brother in terms of their talent system immediately is just like haha im better fuck you fang yuan and makes it his lifes goal to beat him>he saves fang zheng from death anyways in one of his lives despite the shit that little fag does to him>fang zheng still hates his brother because wah hes a demon :(((hes literally a smartass prick at least fang yuan has actual talent to back him up and puts fang zheng in his place repeatedly.imagine doing so much for someone and they repay you by turning you into a mortal enemy, partially over jealousy and some stupid slutty slave girl>What other sense it's just becoming evil for the sake of itlike not the gay sense just, idk how to explain it. whats wrong with being evil for the sake of it
>>84260353>>fang zheng still hates his brother because hes a demomBasedlord>whats wrong with being evil for the sake of itIf you aren't already like that (you are not capable of it in any real capacity) then it's just some gay larp to feel like you're better than normies by "preying on their moral restraints" or whatever. All those traits are lame too aside from being strong, Patrick Bateman sigma male shit
>>84260444i mean fang yuan was definitely capable of it, hes not just some faggy demon for the sake of it. actually read the story if you wanna judge it
>>84260477I mean (you) are not capable of it. also check those digits I'm so true
being around relative and her bf and her baby still making me sad, their baby is so cute i want to have a damn baby
>>84260482why am i not capable of it?
>>84260493Too apathetic, you could never muster the passion needed for it. Being averse to pain when you'd be the one causing it doesn't help things. Me on the other hand would be super evil if I was evil (which I'm not)
>>84260525im not apathetic i just lack some emotions or dont see a reason to feel some but i see your point otherwise
i wish a woman had this level of obsession with me
>>84260611As much as I don't mind OP, the "crush" stuff is very performative, including (maybe even primarily) to herself
>>84260611one day anon, one day. you gotta be able to handle it tho
>>84260661i mean for on here i get a little performative, but i genuinely do love him. and ill genuinely continue to do so. he was something genuinely special that i dont believe ill find elsewhere
>>84259467Are they getting saggier or deflating though?
>>84260611>oh no my girlfriend wants me to call her everyday after work>oh no my girlfriend wants me to come over to her house everyday >oh no my girlfriend wants to live with me>oh no my girlfriend wants to have sex constantly As a male with BPD I need this badly.
>>84260999no not at allnice trips tho
>>84261039cant imagine complaining about these things tbdesu
this tobacco tastes like sultanas im smoking a fruit roll up
>>84261276smoke more ciggies they'll make you thinnie
>>84261638i smoke 10 a day shared with my relative its hard on my throat
>>84261692pathetic. my grandma smokes 2 packs a day
>>84261714my lungs are fresh and young im not a multiyear smoker man theyre not broken in yet
>>84261731suck em down as if they were your crush's dick
>>84261737im not gonna stick them all the way down my throat. also sucking dick would probably hurt less
>>84261749you have never sucked a penis, you would not manage to get it down into your throat, idiot
>>84261806are you sure, i have no gag reflex
>>84261830>i have no gag reflexguh
>>84261843what the fuck does this mean man
>>84261884means my cock got rock hard imagining face fucking you and cumming balls deep down your throat you big titted slut
>>84261915oh thats lame. im fucking actually retarded for not realising what that image was
moving on from that i love how relatives bf gets drunk and just talks about how cute his kid is its very sweet. i wanna be like that
also singing to her and holding her and playing with her and feeding her, shes so sweet and cute RAH i want babies
>>84262027all i can think of now is kids im being tortured
ah fuck i got dentist tomorrow i need to wake up early and i wont get ANY SLEEP yay
i hope i can get invisalign and once i have my teeth straight ill be unstoppable
i wish i could delay it and just not get up tomorrow i need sleepand i want cuddles with my crush