You ever get a (You) on here that makes you seethe for days? Holy shit and I'm still mildly seething. The fuck is wrong with me. It was just some super patronizing shit that annoyed the shit out of me. Fuck
>>84261844It was probably me. I come here specifically to patronize random anons
>>84261844i rarely ever get any (You)sjust being noticed more would be nice
>>84261844yeah now and then , and the worst part is if you reply with a seething post they know they won. i had to ignore a few posts that really irritated me. fucking anons
>>84261874I hope you have a great day today anon. What's on your mind? I'm debating going on a small hike or playing more crimson desert
i once talked very honestly about insecurities and self-perception and the only response was someone saying they like coming here for the reassuring feeling of seeing people like me to look down on and think that at least they're not *that* neuroticthis was months ago. about half a year i think.
>>84261844no, there hasn't been a single memorable interaction that I've had on this board in ages
>>84261906That one was also probably me
>>84261921maybe, but probably not. it wasn't actually on /r9k/, and i don't get the impression that guy browsed just fo find people to be patronizing to.
>>84261934Are you less neurotic these days, nona?
>>84261944ever so slightly. i didn't really change, but i lucked into someone who supports and affirms me, which does a lot to help. thanks for asking. i don't really hold that response against him, and i fully understand the reaction, but it stung kind of bitterly and made me regret writing about shit that's real to me.
not really, but i've been here forever. gotta have a thicc skin to survive in this shithole website, anony
>>84261957how old are you if you don't mind me asking? I learned a long time ago to never truly seek comfort from strangers on the internet because the Internet itself is dehumanizing. I don't think our brains are meant to actually conceptualize this long distance communication we have now.I'm a cunt too and I don't know why I enjoy being a dick on the internet, I guess it does make me feel better, like to vent.. That anon just wanted to say something to make you hurt because I'm sure he was hurting.
>>84261890>I hope you have a great day today anon. thanks, i wish the same likewise for you too>What's on your mind?too much and nothing at all at the same time, constant fog>small hike or playing more crimson desertdo the one uve done less of in recent times is my opinion on the matter
>>84261980of course i don't mind being asked about and talking about myself. i'm 25. you're right, of course, but lacking other people and places to satisfy my social urges, i go online and repeatedly try for connection until i get burnt or exhausted again. it is extremely impersonal and, yes, dehumanizing, but it's still the easiest and quickest form of socialization i have, even if it's not even really real. (also, stimulants make me overly social and desperate for company, and they make me feel all weepy and bleeding-hearted about other people, which exacerbates things.)i've heard and read many people say the same as you. i've written my fair share of kill yourself nigger faggot, but i've never really enjoyed it. i think i'm simply oversocialized and can't be actively mean to anyone unless they seem like horrible people or i feel wronged. yeah, of course it wasn't personal and couldn't have been, i don't hold anything i've been told against anyone.
>>84261844I've spent an embarrassing amount of time seething at things that anonymous strangers have said to me on an anime forum.
>>84262033I think I will go ahead and go out, only because you want me to. I'm also a little drunk so this should be fun>>84262035I would be your friend but I'm also very inconsistent, even my best friends I talk to sporadically. Are you a complete shut in or do you have people IRL that care about you? I'm a weird mix of both
>>84261844That's goofy as fuck. You actually get pissed off about what anons say anonymously to you anonymously? Are you a repressed faggot or something and can't cope. Wow. >>84261921Based>>84261980>That anon just wanted to say something to make you hurt because I'm sure he was hurting.No. It's because it's funny. >>84262035>i've written my fair share of kill yourself nigger faggot, but i've never really enjoyed itCome on? Really? Never?>can't be actively mean to anyone unless they seem like horrible people or i feel wronged.Nah, you just don't seem to understand the nature of this place. Nothing here is real. It's the one outlet you can have in life where there actually are no consequences. Go back to R*ddit or D*scord or something. Your pace is more Weenie Hut Jr than 4chan.
>>84261844i sometimes wanna elbow people through the screen on here. a few times i 've spat on the laptop screen. i am allergic to lack of nuance
>>84261844hehe good faggot seethe. Retard. Grow up already. If care so much about what randos say on the internet you're not going to make it.
>>84262127HAWK TUAHI say I say I spit at you
>>84262105that's kind of you to say, anon. actually, i have been the one ghosting and pushing others away, because most of the time i crave total isolation without social responsibilities or people trying to care about me. now, i only really talk to my gf regularly and with my brother occasionally while staying mostly cordial with my family. what do you mean by weird mix?>>84262116well, it's satisfying in the moment to call a retard a retard, but i always regret it and most of the time i'm just sharing my bitterness over something without any feeling of relief. so no, i don't think i enjoy it, and i especially don't enjoy the idea that someone might be hurt by it. i've been here for a decade though, i don't complain about slurs and insults being thrown around. you strike me as a newfag though, posting shit like that and wanting to be hard.
>>84262127i lol'd at this, i really hope u are not lying.
>>84262149I'm still laughing about it
>>84262149i can see how its funny to imagine but its very real. it takes me an hour+ to calm down enough just to do something else when it happens and ill hate thinking about it even the next day
>>84262148I know how to blend in very well with normies, but I turn into the biggest sperg in the world when I'm actually comfortable. I have a stable job and irl friends but I'm also a schizoid shut in. I'm sorta a "Chad" lite I guess. I've been terminally online but I forced myself into solitaire and normie-dom and just have different versions of myself. The real me is a kind man I think
and its not because i get owned or something it's typically because the other is incapable of seeing my pov while also misattributing it and im tearing my hair out trying to get through to them. kind of hating that theyre "forcing" my hand by being retarded
>>84262187deep breaths anon!! sometimes u gotta remember that they could be trolling just to make u mad!
>>84262148>well, it's satisfying in the moment to call a retard a retard, but i always regret it and most of the time i'm just sharing my bitterness over something without any feeling of relief.Well, that's why you don't just call retards retards, retard. This place is meant to subliminate your bitterness into something pleasant. Bitterness is a mode of comminication here. It's hyperbole, or morw accurately an accent.>so no, i don't think i enjoy it, and i especially don't enjoy the idea that someone might be hurt by itYou don't think it's funny when someone literally gets hurt by dismbodied text on a screen that could be coming from ulgy bastad anime guy? Further, you know they can just stop using 4chan if they're no tough enough for it. The whole point is that you're never going to meet these people in real life. They might not even exist. And there here essentially namefagging with their emotions.>i've been here for a decade though, i don't complain about slurs and insults being thrown around. you strike me as a newfag though, posting shit like that and wanting to be hard.Beenchere for 7 years. I like it here. It's my home. It's exactly the way I want it to be, and the only thing I wanna see change is the anons who use it because it's harder to get a fish to bite these days. The medium is perfection, though. Consequences really do ruin most of the fun, and cameras being everywhere make 4chan more important than ever.
>>84262191yeah, i know what you mean. it's always disappointing to realize that the mask is what they want. good luck, man.>>84262242no, i have met people in real life. but it doesn't matter, they're as real either way. looking at the changes in the boards i've frequented over the years, i deeply doubt that fish are biting less than they used to.
>>84261844No (you) has ever made me seethe and I've been here since 2005. I love rage baiting fags here. I've probably made some zoomer seethe for days but that's it. Btw uncut dicks are ugly, disgusting and dirty. Cut dicks are bigger, cleaner, better looking and women like them more. Plus significantly less chances of STI.
>>84262035You sound like the type of weak beta faggot that should get bullied into suicide. No, I'm not hurting. No, I'm. It just trying to be dick for fun. I sincerely hate weak little emotional faggots like you. This world has no use for poor excuses for a man like you. I hope war comes our way and I hope you live through it.
>>84262304You're seething at and hating me over something I didn't write in a post that didn't concern you? I'm sure you're very hard and strong, anon. Good luck to you too.
>>84262274>no, i have met people in real life. but it doesn't matter, they're as real either way.You're nuts. Do you mean you've met 4channers irl? Or do you mean real people are like 4channers? Either way you're fucked up kek. Everyone is anonymous here. That's the whole point. Only a fool would believe the shit people say here in earnest. And if you still feel bad about being an accomplice to the self-harming fools who put their emotions into the hands of strangers who "definitely don't want it," then it's the website you hate rather than the hateful people here. You don't like freedom. You don't see its virtues and why this place is so pleasant. You'd have everyone behave and treat eachother so miserably nice they commit suicide from boredom induced depression before the STDs got to them.>looking at the changes in the boards i've frequented over the years, i deeply doubt that fish are biting less than they used to.You're right per capita, but due to bots and there just not being as many people, I've needed to get more and more creative just to recieve a single (you) some days. Nobody wants to talk and it's downright lonely at times. But to leave would mean living in the fake and gay reality that's merely based off the real reality, /r9k/. I come here everyday to see if I can find new material or anything to work off and just practice.
>>84261906sincerity on 4chan is almost always met with a response like that.
>>84262973i never said anything about how other people should act. nor did i say i hate the people here. i said what i feel about my own actions. you can call me what you want, i usually don't mind. it is rare for something to bite, and when it does it's all context and not content. yeah, i've met 4channers irl. freedom is, i think, my highest ideal. /r9k/ is definitely dead but the rest of the site is all baiting now.>>84262999checked and you're kind of right, but you'd be surprised how willing people are to talk genuinely.
>>84261844If it's making you emotional then there's probably some truth to it. Do some reflecting Anon
>>84263010>never said anything about how other people should act. You implied.>nor did i say i hate the people hereThen it's just your poor taste that you don't enjoy or partake in any of the marryment?>you can call me what you want, i usually don't mind. it is rare for something to bite, and when it does it's all context and not contentTrue. Though discerning between content and context isn't easy.>yeah, i've met 4channers irl.Heh. You freak.>freedom is, i think, my highest idealThen why not enjoy it?>r9k/ is definitely dead but the rest of the site is all baiting now. Maybe. /lgbt/ is slightly more alive. I haven't ventured to /v/ or /auto/ or lots of the other ones yet. /lit/ is dead. /x/ is dead. It's all so dead where I like.
