My oneitis showed me a game and told me to download it and play it and I played it for a little bit. but he still hates me and doesn't want me in his life so he blocked me again recently. Shrug. I really need to stop being in love with men who deeply hate me but I have cptsd and can't tell the men who hate me apart from the men who sincerely want me. idk if they want me or hate me and are jebaiting me. idk desu.
>>84263759Sure, stay stuck replaying your trauma loops and being forever miserable.
>>84263818I can't help being madly in love with men who hate me deeply :< but also like I said above I have cptsd and can't trust anyone so I can't tell if men actually do want me or are just manipulating me
>>84263830>I can't help being madly in love with men who hate me deeply :< Course you can, you choose this cause it's your trauma loop and you're addicted to the cortisol-dopamine push-pull like a cheap crackwhore.And the only men who are also addicted to that are also cheap crackwhores.If you want to trust a man actually likes YOU for YOU, you need to find one that isn't a cheap crackwhore, duh.Extra-tip, free of charge: look out for patient and calm men.
>>84263852you may be right, since he humors me sometimes but not all the time. he said he may have BPD but idk manI don't have borderline but I do have cptsd which mimicks bpd sometimes
>>84263876Of course I'm right. Stop dating broke losers that are just as toxic as you are, they only come for the drug, too. Nobody wins in the end, least of all you.Date actual men that can see the real you, beyond the crackpipe you're holding for them.
