I wish I had a boyfren but I push away anyone who shows interest in me
>>84271780alright now we're getting somewhere.
>>84271780What if you get a boyfren who shows no interest in you? I can be that boyfren, you can even send nudes and I won't even fap to them because i'm so uninterested in you.In all seriousness I know what it feels like to be avoidant, it's hard to get over OP but you have to either adopt a "fuck it" mentality(almost a lolcow brain) or learn to love yourself.
>>84271780AND I WISH I HAD A FRESH, HUMIDOR-PRESERVED STOGIE IN MY HAND RIGHT NOW BITCHIS IT WISHING TIME IS THAT WHAT TIME IT ISI WISH YOU'D STOP MAKING THESE GAY THREADS AND POST PIMP SHIT INSTEAD
>>84271780Then stop doing it? Simple as
>>84271793No, that's not hot. I want him to fap to my nudes and me in general
>>84271807I can't stop doing it. Once I have someone, I regret talking to them. Not because they do anything bad I just start missing my solitude.
>>84271815>>84271862What about a boyfren who doesn't nag you out of solitude and you don't feel obligation to? I'm pretty solitary myself and like time alone so there is guys like us out there.Only problem I can see is if it wasn't mutual. If someone expected distance whenever they wanted but can't tolerate me wanting the same. The ability to be distant sometimes would have to be mutual.
>>84271780You should contact the people you pushed away last, they're probably still thinking of you and would give you all the solitude you want.
>>84271780i guess your body is stink a lot
>>84271780I do the same thing. I'm always a little depressed and tired and I get really scared that I don't have the energy to be a good friend
>>84271780What if he keeps chasing you no matter how many times you push him away
>>84271780same I can only fall in love when they seem uninterested and nonchalant I have to ropemaxx
>>84272145>I get really scared that I don't have the energy to be a good friendYou just have to find someone who understands and is patient I guess. I'm the same as you but recently I've been trying to change my habits. Instead of pushing people away I just tell them ahead of time that we should take breaks from each other before we burnout. lol sadly that doesn't seem to work for most people.
