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She's just hoarding orbiters with copy-pasted phrases so she will never be by herself

>>84275481
It hurts so much though lol, just tell me to fuck off so i can start healing.
I've never seen someone so cruel. She literally told me she will talk to me, and when I wrote to her, she gave me 2 sentences and then never replied to anything I've said further. The worst part is I know we would've been good friends if she gave me that chance, so it hurts even more.

>>84275503
>never seen someone so cruel
is this your first time interacting with a woman lil bro because boy do I have news for you about the nature of women

>>84275515
I've had my fair share of interactions with women, and I've been in a few relationships, but I've never seen a girl straight up just leave me on read instead of just telling me to fuck off or deleting me. I really would've preferred that.
I'm now stuck in a loop of desperation. I know that if I delete her I will regret this for the rest of my life. I also don't want to spam her so I'm completely at her mercy right now. How do I let her know this shit fucking hurts like hell?

>>84275533
>but I've never seen a girl straight up just leave me on read
How old are you, exactly? Must be a fresh spawn.

>>84275503
There's a reason why you'd fall for this kind of woman and also know about Sam Hyde. He's a sociopath, you know. He enjoys torturing subhumans and leaving them on read. He is surrounded by subhuman slaves who suck his dick. Are you a subhuman slave who enjoys being ignored and left on seen, bro? Does it turn you on, bro?

>>84275541
>Are you a subhuman slave who enjoys being ignored and left on seen, bro? Does it turn you on, bro?
No this kind of shit makes me want to rope bro. Shit will scar me for the rest of my life for sure

>>84275579
I think you may be simply reliving familiar trauma. Just stop interacting with faggots and women who disrespect your time.

>>84275579
This has to be bait, you have to be below the age of 25, or you're just a really sensitive man.

Listen, I had a woman I was seeing grab my hand as I was leaving her place, spin me around and kiss me with love in her eyes, only to ghost me a few days later.

Learn quick dude

>>84275606
He has to learn that he's prone to falling for BPDemons?

>>84275470
Some nice saggy pancake titties on that painting in the back. I genuinely love saggy tits. S tier titties.

>>84275606
>This has to be bait, you have to be below the age of 25, or you're just a really sensitive man.
Not bait, not below the age of 25. I am sensitive though, I can survive it all but this is the worst thing you could ever do to me, and she's doing it. The most astonishing part is how genuine she appeared before I texted her, like I can usually smell a rat but this time I was completely convinced she wouldn't pull something like this. I'm getting legit PTSD from this
>Listen, I had a woman I was seeing grab my hand as I was leaving her place, spin me around and kiss me with love in her eyes, only to ghost me a few days later.
Jesus Christ

Im gonna go fucking insane this shit is killing me dude

>>84275640
how do you guys develop an emotional connection to a woman you never talked before? what kind of self-sabotage is that?

>>84275470
i unfriend/block when they pull this shit on me. i don't have any time for it. i also don't care about how cute they are when they pull it on me. they learn the hard way how i roll and perhaps my action will leave a mark on their consciousness so they know to not do it so much to men

>>84275625
He sounds like exactly the type BPDemons prey on

>>84275713
I feel this is what I should do, but I'm shit scared of deleting her, I just know I will just feel IMMENSE regret that will last for fuck knows how long
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>>84275625
And I thought I'm safe from this shit man.

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>>84275481
The real blackpill is that she has seven pajeets in a cottage operating her social media while she takes two different cocks a weekend.

>>84275724
i figured what i said would probably resonate with you based on the position you're in. and upon unfriending/blocking i do get a sudden hit of that regret because after all i'm a man with penis and balls, but i just integrate the hit after a few minutes and know i made the right move for my homeostasis which is why i've done it multiple times now and will continue doing so despite the hit

>>84275744
As I fucking suffer 24/7 I basically have the following stuck in my head on a loop
>if you delete her, you 100% lose her forever, but if you keep her, there is a non-zero chance of making it work eventually
so I'm too much of a coward to just do it. I fucking hate myself

>>84275762
i know the loop intimately. yeah and you're right there is a non zero chance of making it work if you keep her. that's exactly what it is is a loop, you're smart you know how the mind works. yea you're right you lose her 100% forever if you delete her but in return for your sovereignty. women give their body and femininity to men but in return take their sovereignty and you can see that very clearly just in this stage one simple loop you're encountering of the trillion different loops that women hypnotize men into. i'm not at all ever going to tell you what to do as everyone is literally on their own path in life and choose whatever they want. maybe it is better for you to keep her for a while but maybe what you can do is set a limit on how long you endure this gauntlet. monitor day by day and if you start to lose sleep over it maybe you consider the alternative but only do it when you're ready. don't do it because i do it or any of the other stuff i said here, you know

>>84275783
>maybe it is better for you to keep her for a while but maybe what you can do is set a limit on how long you endure this gauntlet. monitor day by day and if you start to lose sleep over it maybe you consider the alternative but only do it when you're ready.
Every minute I'm getting hit with what I can only describe as "waves of stress" (adrenaline? cortisol? Idfk) which cause literal heart drops/arrhythmia and for the past few days these "waves" started causing actual physical pain in my chest. Never been in this position before. Been losing sleep for a few weeks now and I can only sleep in bursts, 30 minutes max. Already lost lots of weight too cause I can't eat either.
I really really want to keep her, I want to make it work, but it's literal hell on earth right now.
Just wanted to say thank you for talking to me man, you're already helping immensely, noone else around me understands this shit.

>>84275818
what you're experiencing is unbelievable. that's insane, i didn't believe you for a solid moment. depending on how you want to phrase those waves if you want to just keep things simple we can call it expecting an outcome if you don't prefer to use spiritual terminology. but expectation of outcome is a worldwide top five leading cause of suffering. you're expecting things to work out with her but because she hasn't responded in apparently a long time that internal expectation of outcome you're holding is taking a beating right now and it's playing out in your body as those waves. i know you want to keep her and i felt that earlier which is why i definitely would never advise you either way because i don't know your system and only you do. but from the sounds of things in my honest opinion you're going pretty far right now for this girl and that's a really deep hole of pain you're carving into your system and it's wreaking havoc on your life. it doesn't sound fair to me that you're over here suffering your ass off while who knows what she's doing

for reference my personal limit is when i lose sleep. if i lose sleep for any reason at all i address it. i either block the person, talk to them the next time i see them if it's you know something outside of dating, or if i can't do anything at all/feel i can integrate the hit internally then that's what i do and that's what i do 90% of the time now is i integrate. it's painful but i return back to homeostasis and it's what any human being can do and it's how suffering actually ends. happy to talk and hear that just the few words i've said have helped immensely that's pretty well received by me. i've just said a few words that like you said are of things that people just don't understand. but i understand because i find these loops very interesting

>>84275876
>what you're experiencing is unbelievable. that's insane, i didn't believe you for a solid moment
>but from the sounds of things in my honest opinion you're going pretty far right now for this girl and that's a really deep hole of pain you're carving into your system and it's wreaking havoc on your life.
I never knew one could feel like this. Especially didn't expect the physical pain part of it. It is pure, distilled anguish. Complete torment. I can also compare this feeling to immediate grief over losing a family member, but actually happening to you every minute, 24/7. The stress is so much that my liver (?) hurts and it actually makes me feel like I'm drunk, and I don't drink.
>it doesn't sound fair to me that you're over here suffering your ass off while who knows what she's doing
Normally I'd say she probably already forgot about me. But she does keep liking my stuff on socials though, all while leaving me on read... it's fucking me up so badly. Still, the perspective of deleting her and severing that link forever is just so daunting, I'd probably actually rope over the regret, it's insane.

>>84275470
Watching fishtank season 2 clips rightnow

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>>84275503
Frankly, she doesn't sound terribly pleasant if she can't even bother listening to you, Anon.
Getting ghosted always hurts, I find there's always this lingering hope that they'll eventually message you back, but in the end I find it just drags out the pain. It doesn't sound like she was worth your time, you deserve someone who can at least hear you out.

>>84276219
Literally "drunk" from stress right now and I'm still clinging on to hope that she messages me back. Maybe apologizes for dragging this shit out. Oh god let this ordeal end already.

>>84275481
correct
every time I've talked to a girl and we shared socials instead of a number, it went this way and they just wanted orbiters
at this point I decline their insta or snap and insist on their number. I don't act like an autistic sperg about it, I just say "I've never had anything real start via Insta" and it's a 50/50 of her either giving me her number or getting absolutely buttblasted that I'm not letting her swerve me
I can emphasize with girls who insist it's a safety thing but they're just revealing they shouldn't be dating at that point

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>>84275992
holy fuck how is it possible to be this much of a pussywhipped simp faggot, how do men like you even go through life like this when a single retarded woman you don't even know has this much of an effect on you to the point where you're getting ill because of it? never reproduce you faggot

>>84276428
lust for life

I had some bad experiences like that from here, I don't think they care how you feel playing around with you like that.

>>84276435
sometimes i think being a schizoid is bad but then i am somewhat grateful because i'm physically incapable of going through what you pussywhipped vagina worshippers do

>>84276460
you sound like you didn't get laid in high school and that's gonna be my problem forever

I think the way people describe the "heart" when speaking in romantic contexts is like a part of your soul.

So what happens to it when you suffer a million a little heartbreaks everyday? How long till all the small cuts, infinitesimal, but noticeable, add up? How long until the scar tissue renders your own, human, flesh unrecognizable to itself?

I think the body would treat it like anything foreign, attack it to protect itself. Like a cancer, it may be recognizably of you, but its now distinctly alien. It'd be very sad for your soul to attempt an excise of itself, especially a part once so esteemed. But Lucifer was before he fell too.

The attacks against yourself can't tear your soul asunder, its made of sterner stuff. But it will harden the scar tissue only further. Eventually annealing to the point of uselessness. But the onslaught can't cease. The small heartbreaks no longer reach your heart, so you can't long for it anymore, the goodness you once felt towards all of the moments you thought you'd experience are gone. So the feelings that remain are either apathy or violence.

Robots, I don't want to get angry everytime I see a woman I want to approach. So why has God made the natural order of my soul such that indelible marks have been left and this part of me is hardened and useless?

just kill me now please

You people greatly overrate the act of chatting online. There's a reason even here you answer something and immediately ditch the thread, even if you're the OP.

An action needs to be bonded with it for the chatting to makes sense. Yes it's good to know you're well, no it doesn't and will never lead to further conversation organically

>>84277431
>Yes it's good to know you're well, no it doesn't and will never lead to further conversation organically
In my case she's not even willing to reply to "how are you doing".

i unfollowed him for a year. nothing changed when i came back except i want him even more than ever now. it doesn't help and for some reason i still think i can quit him again.