NEETing out sounds perfect at first,but then you realise that it gets worse and worse.With no struggle and get hooked on drugs etc then suicide will be the only escape just delaying the inevitable.I am neet ,mid20s i sweared to god i will never return to work.Days come and go so fast complete isolation i am so freaking bored now but i cant go back i am used to it ,my enabler parents still let me live with them they dont understand the damage that they caused me.There is no other escape than rope.I want my suicide to be perfect i am currently on a mission to write the best suicide letter and make a nice pre suicide video for the world,i want to kms on camera i fantasize it since i was a kid many people to laugh and record it when my walls turn red from the shotgun blast and everyone will hear my moms screams i want to grow some balls and proceed in action
>>84285511This post is woman-coded. Never taking accountability
>>84285521I am a grown ass man retard there is no woman in this board
>>84285511>NEETing out sounds perfect at first,but then you realise that it gets worse and worse.If you have no moneyI was there. NEETIng without money is suffocating.If you are NEET with $500 of disposable income per month, gosh i want this. Fucking hell i hate wageslaving and spending 80% of my life at work.
Ngl i kinda agree neets get too romantazied when it's actually kinda hard life.
Yes guys its hell i checked all my accounts and cash i have 19k left not enough to sustain me for another year its all done either gamble or rope
>>84285536My first neet phase was epic now its repetitive...its hell now but i do not know what is worse to work with other humans and be a good goy cattle or keep this lifestyle until i die
>>84285511Neeting is actually okay, but if you're living at home they need to give you actual freedom and a space to work. If your parents punish you for anything visible, you're going to eventually shut down and only do 'safe' activities.The idea of unrestricted personal time is nothing unusual or new, just that modern constraints have made it difficult. And have clawed back all avenues that once were.Your brain is more reasonable than most would give credit for. I would expect many creatures to survive without active management, humans are not much different.
>>84285557I'm actually less productive now as a wagie than I was as a NEET. But society likes to make sure that you're sitting at an office desk and 'contributing' as a control measure.
>>84285511ohhhh wowwwww its so hard to live better then kings did in a modern first world country come the fuck on youre just me mentally ill
>>84285557At least i have my own space at the second floor but they still trying to spy on me i constantly check my room its exhausting it would be nice to actually live in another country ,a welfare state which will provide me of a small apartment and food thats all i need
>>84285511Larp, I was MUCH more suicidal as a wagie
>>84285573When i was wagie i couldn't even play a game or watch a movie no time to entertain my self but after many neet phases i watched everything i wanted its just a loop now
>>84285592how is it larpit's my life
>>84285592Goycattle life is also hell ,neetdom is better if you have enough budget which i dont
>>84285511>suicide letteraren't you simply being dramatic?
>>84286192I cant possibly know i am panicking a lot i search my room for cameras i think they know what i am doing upstairs and they know that i do not attend job interviews
>>84285511please dont kill yourself buddy...youre stronger than you realize for coping with such miserable feelings since childhoodyou can still get your life back in working order, just go easy on yourself and do it one small step at a timesome exercise and/or meditation for just 20 minutes could help you cope with the boredom and repetition by getting some positive neurochemicals flowingplease consider talking with your parents about this, they love you very much and could help you find coping methods without judgement<3
>>84286325just get your own apartment and move on with life buddy. you're panicking over nothing and considering offing is fucking stupid because it only gets worse from there for your mindstream
>>84285601oh you're a multi line attention seeking poster? i have no sympathy for you then
>>84285511I just posted a similar reply on another thread but I'll post it here too.I spent years of my adult life being a NEET living with my mom in a nice house with a pool (my childhood home), delicious homemade food, a cleaning lady once a week, just no responsibilities with my mom doing everything for me in general.Now I'm a wagie dealing with workplace harassment to make matters worse, living in a shoebox-sized apartment with no privacy, and I just miss those years so much.I understand your despair OP (but not the part about making your mom find your body, you're a shit person for that), that's why I eventually pushed myself to change and now I'm where I am, trying to live like a proper adult (although I'm still single and lonely).Basically everything is hard when we're not normies, is the conclusion I've arrived at. It's not gonna get easier, so maybe you could just enjoy your current easy life while you still have.
I much prefer working and school to NEETing. Having nothing going for you or anything to do is not a way to live
>>84287224 (me)while you still have it*
>>84285535its crazy how your choices in "modern" society basically boil down to being a wagie, work all the time for $2000, spend half of it on rent and the rest on things to cope with your existence. or be a neet, live with your parents and constantly feel bored and like you arent doing enough.the neetbucks ofc is better than being a wagie smelling of fries all day but it still fucking sucks. we were told in school that we are going to go on to learn something and be functional and valuable people, and there is no path to it at all. just slavery or isolation.
>>84287467Just go to college and get a degree
>>84287485have you not noticed every single person online saying graduates are cooked and even people with years of experience are being laid off.in any case i am trying to get a degree but ive basically already resigned that its a waste of time and im getting into debt for nothing. also probably gonna hate what i picked but whatever
Yeah I'm yet to find a NEET that isn't forgettable shit. Here everyone is a larper so it doesn't matter, but offline too. Zero fun living and knowing how pointless you are.
>>84286325>i search my room for camerasthat sounds like an actual issue people seek psychiatric help fornot sure where you live but you might get mental disability checks for schizophrenia if you are actually paranoid or just keep up this act
>>84287505what does forgettable mean? were you expecting shut-ins to be social butterflies?
I'm 31 and I've been neeting since I was 24, I'm doing fine how do you fuck up the best deal on Earth
>>84287645I expect them to be a bit more interesting than your typical wagie with all the added time for themselves.
>>84287640I am not schizo by definition i dont experience visuals and shit like that i am just paranoid about them
>>84287878By not living in the west
>>84287224I am a big over thinker i know how i can change i just can not do that process check out seems painless
>>84287502>every single person online sayingit's clickbait and hysteria. you won't hear anything online from successful people because they are living life
>>84285511it was okay for me until my parents decided to take away my computer and my phone and i genuinely broke down and i felt like i was dying. electronics were my entire world for years so it was as if if someone i love was ripped away from me. and the entire time i was acutely aware of how pathetic i was.
>>84288944That sounds brutal anon nah they would not take my belongings there is no much left anymore i tossed most of them my room is empty now you know why its happening
>>84287236>I dont have a life of hobbies outside of workYes good goyim consume the goyslop TV until you die. Dont try to learn any new skills or build anything of your own
>>84288020Do you expect people to be your personal clown or something?
>>84285511If you have neetbux, you're pathetic scum for complaining
>>84285511lol, op has a first world problem and wants to kill himself.
>>84287878hey being neet is great until you spend half a decade in one room and you see all your friends making money and doing things you cant afford to do.
post the video/letter on 4chan before you go i actually wanna see it
Why don't neet niggers work on a skill like drawing or coding/making a game? You faggots basically have infinite time on your hands and would rather spend it jerking off to loli hentai and smoking weed.
>>84291412I dont live in 1st world
>>84291619I will send i hope all of you will join
>>84285511I've been NEET for 13 years, hoe. Just built different I guess.
>>84293062Congrats how you spend your days anon?
