any robots ever get suicidal, but not even in a really depressed way? More of a "This is the end of the story, and that's okay" and imagine yourself giving everyone one last smile feeling happy you've reached the conclusion
no, i just want to go to sleep and not wake up. ive seen enough of life and nothing in it really interests me that much anymore other than experiencing basic human things like a fucking kiss from a girl.
>>84288535I'm sorry anon, I too am a homeless romantic and yearn for a kiss from a girl. Sadly it's rough out there, but it is possible I hope you get it
>>84288515I never understood killing yourself before trying meth and heroin. I mean, you literally might as well.
>>84288515>"This is the end of the story, and that's okay"This is called "ego death" which is the portal/threshold to spiritual enlightenment. It's like feeling so happy you could die and just let go into what feels like an eternally blissful light filled abyss.
I've wanted to die in my sleep for years.When my mother died suddenly in 2015, I feel that my life ended too.I'm just waiting around for it to become true.Like the movie ended, it's gone dark, and I'm stuck in my seat.Lifelong depression and inceldom is a cross to bear.Being an autist and a manlet too. I just want my heart to give out.
>>84288590Excuse me, kind streetman, do you know where I can find a small quantity of crystal methamphetamine for personal use?
Just waiting for the cat to die really, I don't really trust anyone to take care of him if I'm not around and I'm not really close to anyone anywayWhen he's gone it'll just be a matter of making sure my place is nice and clean and organized with nothing embarassing left behind and figuring out a way to shoot myself in the head that won't endanger others or leave a huge mess behind and then following through on whatever day I feel the time is right to stop living
>>84288590why? i tried meth. it does nothing for depression or suicidal urges except in the moment.
>>84288515Yes. When I'm depressed I have violent terroristic thoughts I want to go down swinging holed up standoff etc. when I'm happy or at peace I think about how much easier it would be to kms rather than fight
its overthe west is in shamblesmy country is breaking down.ive got a plan to kmsthings will never go back to the way it was.only in Heaven.
>>84288515Drinking will take me out at some point.
