body count thread for me to feel better about myself for>sex>age>body count>why is it so low / high>age lost virginity >some stories
>>84317464I (OP) will begin:>sexM>age23>body count5 (or 14 if you include prostitutes)>why is it so low / highi guess it it fairly normal, i try hard, and i would have a higher body count if i tried harder. i think its good to have a high body count as a guy, not for a girl, it means u are a low value slut and no self respecting man wants to marry you>age lost virginity20 (18 if you include prostitutes)>some storiesgirl said thank you my son after sex. prostitute did mom son roleplay with me and gave me some of her warm milk straight from the tit. 2 girls on rotate a few summers ago it was nice.
>>84317464m 25 1had one shitty experience off of /soc/ when i was 21after experiencing sex once decided never again, fucking terrible
>>84317464>sexM>age33>body count1>why is it so low / highI'm deathly afraid of women, I always panic when speaking to them, aka I self-sabotage.>age lost virginity20>some storiesI regret losing my virginity to who I lose it to, I don't feel like going into detail, I just wish I could have been normal and given the normal women that showed interest in me a chance, I wish it didn't take an insane woman who was overly aggressive in order for me to be intimate with a woman.
>>84317482Your a faggot and a manwhoreVirgin man= chad based man
Female 3138I'm horny 17Smallest dick I ever encountered was on a tall guy from /soc/. We hung out for over a day at an anime convention and once he finally got me into bed I went into fight or flight once I saw the dick. It wasn't even as long as my pointer finger. I made up some excuse about not feeling ready but really I was just so disgusted. It was really strange because at that Con we had encountered his ex-girlfriend and she was extremely pretty and thin and cosplaying. He wasn't even that handsome. I have no idea how he managed to bag her. It made the reveal even more shocking. I've been nearly sexually assaulted and that situation is still low-key as traumatizing. Lol
>sexF>age32>body count1>why is it so low / highI wanted to wait. I gave my fiancee mine when he proposed.>age lost virginityJust months ago when I was still 31.>some storiesThe first time it was spontaneous. I just wanted to give it to him after he proposed. When he came in me, I just knew I had to go to the toilet because I've always heard to do that to orevent UTIs. I didn't know about having a towel ready or really clenching so as I was going, his cum was running down my leg. It was a learning experience.He fell off the bed the second time we had sex. I was still nervous so I wasn't paying attention to how far I was from the edge of the bed. We were switching to doggy so when he entered me, he started thrusting but had to adjust a bit. When he did, his one leg slipped off the bed, he lost his balance and fell off of it It was hard to start again because we were laughing so hard.
>>84317464>sexM>age19>body count1>why is it so low / highI'm horrified of asking to have sex or go on a date etc because I'm scared of looking like a pervert.>age lost virginity 17>some storiesCame in my ex in the woods after a couple meetups when we first started dating better feeling than any drug.>>84317482>prostitute did mom son roleplay with me and gave me some of her warm milk straight from the titBased, breastmilk is the nectar of the gods.
>>84317464F0 (just like captain falcon)was not allowed to be near boys as a kid and then became incredibly ill as a teenager to the point i had to drop out of highschool and then when i was starting to recover covid happened and then as soon as covid broke my parents got divorced so now i work to help my mom pay rent and i dont know anybody in my state because we moved halfway through all of that and also im kind of mentally scrambled from stuff and my dad dropped me on my head as an infant and im probably ugly and stupid and unlikeable also and im still sick looking and my body hurts and i have no talentsas for stories pretty much i just was in love with a boy when i was maybe eight but we held hands once and his sister told our parents and we werent allowed to see each other ever again.
>>84317540I will pity fuck you if you want
>>84317464>sexM>age30>body count0>why is it so low / highPromiscuity disgusts me
>>84317540How old are you?That's a rough life you've had.
>>84317570twenty three. life has not been awesome. thanks.>>84317555i think id get sadder if i lost my virginity without someone actually loving me. at least if i have it i feel like im still in the box kinda. like "aw what a waste" instead of "ew"
>>84317579Only 23?You're fine, I know things are rough right now, but you've still got plenty of good years ahead of you.I mean, hopefully, there's no telling what your future holds, but I hold out hope for you.
>>84317464>sexF>age22>body count2>why is it so low / highI have had one long term relationship and a rebound hookup.>age lost virginity19>some storiesThis will definitely make you feel better. I paid 1k USD for plane and train tickets, and food, to host my rebound hookup. The police had to drag him out of my apartment because I kept verbally abusing him and he wouldnt just take it, and I had to pay for his Airbnb too. The sex was fucking amazing though. I thought I just could not enjoy sex at all before that, so I dont regret learning that I do. And he got his first free international trip, so I hope he had a good time overall.
>>84317590bad things keep happening on a very consistent routine but i am hoping things will look up one day soon. thanks for the like vote of confidence
>>84317591>I paid 1kDamn. Will you move me in and pay all my bills?
>>84317591I want to be your next rebound hookup.>sexm>age27>body count8>why is it so low / highi'm not homosexual>age lost virginity 16>some storiesI had sex in a public waterpark, a public spa, changing room in a large store, parkbench, garden of a friend, shed of a neighbour, parents bed, forest and in a metro station
>>84317610It's better to just prepare that things don't get better for some of us.
>>84317610Don't listen to the crab trying to drag you back down into the bucket, always hold on to the hope that things will improve someday.
>>84317617if things stay bad i will kill myself before i turn 30
>>84317622Same old sob story, no one ever does it, fucking retarded. Take some agency of your life nigger
>>84317619Hope don't fix a fucking thing you entitled douche bag
>>84317611>>84317612That was an extremely severe mental illness episode that will hopefully never happen again. I am meeting someone at the end of this month with the aim of marriage. No more hookups sorry
>>84317622I'm over 30 and have been to therapy and done even more inner work just to find out there's no repair for certain types of child abuse so....
>>84317645You're an insufferable faggot, you don't need hope to fix anything, you need hope so you don't become a miserable fag like you, so you can look forward to tomorrow even if tomorrow never comes.
>>84317464>>sexM>>age28>>body count0>>why is it so low / highsocial anxiety and/or autism. short too (it certainly doesn't help)>>age lost virginityN/A>>some storiesThis one time there was a really cute girl who seemed like she was into me, but that gave me anxiety so I started avoiding her.
>>84317464M 28>Body countAt least 50, there's a few I can't actually prove but probably happened>Why so highI started doing meth at 13, where there's meth there's whores so I can't really brag too much. None of them were gross looking, no meth sores or fucked up teeth but you wouldn't really brag about most of them>Age lost virginity13, to the 20 year old juggalette that introduced me to meth>StoriesNo, the only woman worth bragging about fucking is too painful to talk about
>>84317650>No more hookups sorryI'm not looking for a hookup. I'm looking to get free rent and my bills paid indefinitely
>>84317650We got 1 month to have great sex, then.
>>84317653Please stop responding to me
>>84317665Please stop being such a miserable insufferable faggot that spreads their melancholy to others, learn to keep that stuff to yourself instead of trying to drag others down with you.You are a disgusting creature.
>>84317677Why are you such an entitled fucking prick? Mommy never tell you no?
>>84317464>sexM>age28>body count0>why is it so low / highI was a fat loser in high school and then I had medical issues for a number of years that kept me from trying to date.>age lost virginityTBD >some storiesI have been in an edating/LDR kind of thing and we are actually going to meet in person in June and I am cautiously optimistic(about the relationship in general, not just sex). God only knows if/when it'll happen for me if this doesn't work out.
>>84317644i am pretty sure people kill themselves all the time...>>84317652im sorry.
>>84317464>sexM>age23 (24 soon)>body count0>why is it so low / highI'm a decent-ish looking twink but also an autistic hikikomori who is scared of women due to some childhood stuff. >storiesThe one time I probably could have gotten laid I drank too much to calm my nerves and spent what felt like an eternity leaning out of a window puking. She was kind enough to hold my hair back and make sure I got back to my room.
>sexM>age37>body count7>why is it so low / highmarried>age lost virginity21 >some storiesCondom broke one night, so I ended up making a very creamy cream pie. The only place that had a plan B pill was my workplace, and it happened to be my shift hours, getting a look from my co-workers.I moved to another country to get with a woman who I wanted to get with. Ended that after 3 days.Slept with a woman who thought she was a cat, not the furry kind of cat.One almost happened at a park, but a kid was staring at us while she was about to ride me (we were quite covered).
>>84317464>>sexMale>>age30>>body count2>>why is it so low / highI am a good, long term commitment boi. I started dating the girl I lost my virginity to in Junior year of high school, and a few months after we broke up, I started dating the woman I'd go onto marry. If I had time to be a manwhore, I probably would've tried, but I don't regret it at all>>age lost virginity16 or 17, can't remember>>some storiesWhen I lost my virginity, my dad came home. My bedroom was in a different section of the house as his was, so my gf and I stopped dead in our tracks. After we determined it was safe to continue, I only lasted a few more thrusts because I was scared about getting caught. We ran out of the house in a good mood, laughing. My dad called me on the phone and asked if I had just left and if so why did I leave the door open. Told him I was in a rush to get a haircut (which actually was my plan), but my gf and I were laughing about it on the way to the hair salon.
>>84317688Not having fun being on the receiving end of negativity?You're a demon, whether you realize it or not.
>>84317753Just curious how old you are
>>84317662I am irresponsible, not rich>>84317663When I go crazy again I will reach out
>>84317464Well mine will definitely help you feel better about yourself>SexF>Age21>body count1 (forced)>why is it so lowDisability level Neurotic SPD preventing me from having a boyfriend, having sex, having friends or any kind of intimacy what so ever, or even leave my room 99% of the times>age lost virginity13>storyBasically i ruined my Dad's life and costed him his marriage at 12, so i wanted to desperately try to fix myself. At 13 i heard about this open house party, and i decided to try to go there and dodge all the people, the goal was trying to get drunk as that was my only way of getting hands on some alcohol. I thought maybe if i got drunk, it would make my mental illness (undiagnosed at that point) go away and i could be normal and it would make Mom come back and Dad wouldn't be so depressed and stuff. Result was that Alcohol barely did anything other than make it hard to walk straight and made me feel sick. Side result was that a guy forced a pill into my mouth and raped me. Yeah i really greatly helped and improved my situation there, i know.
>>84317865>i ruined my Dad's lifePpl need to stop brainwashing their fucking kids. Holy shit
>>84317464>f>20>1>autizzy>19>fr
>>84317464>sexmale>age25>body count0>why is it so low / highUniversally bad experiences with girls throughout my entire childhood, which left me feeling deeply insecure, self-hating, unattractive, and unworthy of pursuing anything with them ever again.>age lost virginity->some storiesOne time a girl I was talking to blushed. Not much of a story, but whatever. I don't have any.
>>84317865What exactly did you do?You drove your mom away is what I gathered, but how?
>>84317464>sexfemale>age25>body count0>why is it so low / highi have never met anyone i want to have sex with>age lost virginitynever>some storiesi have been on dates and kissed but it never went further than that. i was attracted to some of those guys but i didn't trust or love them enough to enter a relationship. i cannot relax around men and always feel like i'm on eggshells.
M330Groomed as a middle schooler by a much older girl online/avoidant/don't want to be with someone who doesn't love me.Sslept beside my "ex" in high school, three sisters, a group of us snuck onto their railing/patio when we were in high school and spent the night, but I was so retarded and fucked up by being groomed, didn't realize that I was supposed to take the initiative. Maybe petrified is the better description. Found out later that she just pitied me so it was for the best.Drove more than 400 hundred miles to meet someone from here, and had what I thought was a really nice date but that didn't work out either.I've been told I'm handsome but autistic. It ultimately doesn't matter. I'm lonely. I wish there was someone who understands me, loves me and wants to spend their life with me.
>>84317893You are going to stay a virgin if you don't stop whining about being groomed, which didn't even really happen to you. She didn't even have sex with you. You need to stop skin walking stuff that women deal with and face the reality that you are a loser man with no confidence
>>84317530>Smallest dick I ever encountered was on a tall guy from /soc/Smaller than a midgets?
M350autism, poor
>>84317904>you are a loser man with no confidenceThat describes the entire board, Anon.
>>84317947I have said multiple times that the midget had a normal penis. I have fucked many men that were smaller than the midget. The midget actually piqued my interest at first because he advertised that he had a third leg and had a funny picture with that joke. It made me curious to see how big he really was. He was a virgin too. He just had mojo
>>84317891What would make you want to have sex with a man?Like what physical or personality traits turn you on?
>>84317464>sexMoid>age28>body count1>why is it so low / highSex isn't that important to me>age lost virginity28, that one bodycount was literally yesterday>some storiesI've never had any issues with getting the girl (or guy), but something inside me would stir up and I'd get physically sick when I try to be intimateGrew up way religious so engaging in any sort of intimate activity, even soemthing small as touching their shoulders/thighs, made me sick to my stomachI guess I manned up yesterday and I realized this shit's not gonna kill me
>>84317464>Sexmale>Age 28>Body count7 or 8, don't really remember anymore>Whystarted out trad, got my heart broken, now Im sorta a Chad lite but I still come to this website>Lost virginitywhen I was 17 or 19>storymy last lay was this chubby girl and she was absolutely obsessed with me but I couldn't stay attracted to her. I feel really bad about that but I also know women deserve to be treated like shit. I typically like to fuck skinny weird alt whores.
>>84317904I don't whine about that. I don't even tell people that. You don't know shit.Maybe you're just some retard whose entire self-worth is based on how many HPV infected sluts he got to stick his dick in?I want something more. If I wanted to be a useless, angry retard similar to you I can go blow money, which I have too much of, and lose my virginity by sticking my dick in hundreds of high class escorts for the experience of being a useless retard who got his dick wet like yourself.
>>84317992Based. Only virgins can be chads.
>>84317904>You are going to stay a virgin-ACKFine with me.
>>84317992You are so incredibly based for this, fuck that other guy.
>>84317987Why do they deserve to be treated like shit if they treat you well?
>>84317961Do you ever tell your husband about the midget sex or the 37 other guys?
>>84318029He knows about my entire past and especially about the midget. The midget did not take the rejection well. He kept texting me and asking me for explanations and even got nasty with me about it. I was trying to skirt around it but I basically had to tell him that I need an outdoors guy that can have fun with me and because of his disability we just weren't compatible. He got winded just walking around the store because it was hard for him to walk. It sucked but at a certain point I just had to wish him well and block him.
>>84317865Oh its you again, the one that thinks she can only have 1 relationship and its only with her dad, thats her 1 person, but yet she keeps attention whoring all day long online
>>84318028>Why do they deserve to be treated like shit if they treat you well?You're a beta for thinking this way, I'm a beta who also thinks this way, Chads quite literally see a side of women that fills them with disgust.I'll never understand it, obviously, but the guy you're replying to isn't the first I've seen who acts this way, women throwing themselves at them, bending over backwards to please them, and they look at these women as if they were worms.
>>84318047Youre dumb if you think he thinks like a chad. That dude had 7 partners, chads have double that before they finish college. Hes just a slightly above average dude thats emotionally unavailable.
>>84318058He's not the first I've seen like that, attractive men look down on women, they're not like us.
>>84318042>especially about the midget.Lmao. Why especially? >babe, tell me about the midget again.
>>84318067He doesnt look down on women, he had sex with an ugly girl and then felt disgusted, but he STILL felt guilty, too. That guy is a beta-lite, at best.
>sexM>age21>body count1.5>why is it so low / highCouldn't really tell myself since im pretty damn horny and good looking. Partly moralfag, partly too lazy for all the social shenanigans that come with a relationship/hookup I guess.>age lost virginity21 (if we don't count the fraction)>some storiesThat "one half" of a body is me fooling with my biological mother in my teens. I wish I was larping.As of today, I think the demons won, long distance is getting to me and I'll probably find something to fuck on the side during my studies. I really don't picture myself regretting a cheating hookup that much. Abhorrent stuff, I know.
>>84318068Lmfao fuck you for making me laugh it's because I cut off that guy right when I got with my boyfriend so I was dealing with his texts at the same time. I am extremely transparent so it was obviously going to tell my boyfriend some guy was texting me
>>84317464>>sexfemale>>age20>>body count1>>why is it so low / highI am completely socially isolated by my parents despite being a grown adult. The only time I had any freedom is when I was briefly living with my ex. I am also only 20 years old and I feel like that is a reasonable number for someone my age. >>age lost virginity19 >>some storiesThe sex felt awful, it either didn't feel like anything or hurt. He always thought we had a decent sex life because he always came and I had sex with him 99% of the time when he initiated (like once a month). My libido was so much higher than his even though he said he had a high one (he did not at all) I would masturbate constantly and I even bought dildos and stuff, and it would always feel 1000% better than having sex with him. His dick was 3 inches hard, he refused to eat me out, he would literally do NOTHING to satisfy me, he didn't prioritize my pleasure at all.I should have never dated him in the first place. He was very unattractive to me, but I loved him so I didn't think it would matter. We weren't compatible at all. He was usually a great man outside of sex, but it was just horrifically unhealthy for both of us. Surprisingly enough, I don't regret losing my virginity to him. It let me know what I need to look for in future partners.
>>84318142Another mentally ill foid choosing a trauma-bond in her best years. It never ends.
>>84318147if these are the best years of my life I really need to kill myself immediately. Genuinely no hope, man.
>>84317464>sexM>age23>body count0>why is it so lowGirls just didn't date me in MS, HS or college. Not like I didnt try. I just got rejected.But I guess I'm more focused on building up myself right now instead of focusing on love or lust.>age lost virginityUhh...>some storiesDon't have any stories. Maybe one? I was able to outrizz a pink hair lesbian girl for this cute Chinese tomboy's WeiXin. Probably my highest point romantically, which isn't saying much. Now I'm just waiting, either for the right person or to just get rich and make money on my own.
>>84317464>>sexM>>age26>>body count0 normal, 7 paid>>why is it so low / highGod decided I was to be an incel at the moment of my conception. I defied His will recently because I was scared I would never experience sex while still in shape and somewhat young (my metabolism has significantly worsened since Covid and I've been gaining weight rapidly since then). I sometimes regret betraying my ideals, but then again saving myself for someone who will never exist is just stupid.>>age lost virginity26
>>84318047That still does not answer my question though
>itt: faggots scanning for "F" and only reading and engaging with those posts
>>84317464>sexMale>age24>body count0>why is it so low / highI'm fat and self conscious about it, I was also a late bloomer and weirdly sheltered from social interaction or going outside because my parents were paranoid, also I have 3 sisters so I kind of just faded into the background and now I don't know how to genuinely share feelings with other people without feeling ashamed.>age lost virginitynever, I had my first kiss when I was 23 tho>some storiesI had a female friend scout out the only gf I had for me, we went to the zoo and we both had our first kiss there, we dated like 4 months and she broke up with me in front of my entire tradeschool class very casually 1 day after a date at my house where we watched movies and I tried to make out with her because she thought we had no future and I just wanted sex for some reason, even though I never pushed us to have sex I just wanted to hug and kiss on the couch.
>>84318197youre projecting, no one is scanning anything, everyone is just posting their own and leaving
>>84318197I think you just self-reported since plenty of guys are replying to other guys in this thread.
>>84318203I posted a couple of fake ones
>>84318203Oh really? Try following the thread lol. Or I guess its just this one vindictive faggot
>>84318215Are you still butthurt?
>>84317876>>84317881It's not brainwashing, if anything my Dad is an awesome person and he lets me live with him and after their divorce he gave me the "it's not your fault" talk and all, but it is my fault.Basically, i have neurotic SPD, which is essentially me being alergic to people. Their voices make my ears ring, their touch is like acid, it sends me into violent outbursts or seizures. My Mom and my Dad had me pretty early in their life, they were highschool love couple, good money situation, had their own house, plus my Mom really wanted a daughter, for that Sitcom style "partners in crime" stuff, you know, essentially she wanted a Mini-me. Well instead she got me. Basically people with my condition usually have 1 person who they latch onto heavily, and then that person is basically the only person who doesn't trigger my condition. For me, it was my Dad. Which means i couldn't develop love for my mom, handle her touch, stand her voice, etc. I basically just ran away from her, hid from her, would cry and scream if she tried to touch me. By age 10 i could tell she basically gave up, she wasn't trying anymore. When i was 12 she divorced my Dad and left him, she said she wants to enjoy what left she has of being young and doesn't want to waste her life with me. Like she told me that if i even try to get her to have any custody or visits, she will not let me in the house and won't care for me.To me personally, this all basically meant nothing. I was glad she was gone, or indiffirent. To me she was just a condition trigger. But my Dad was destroyed by it. Depressed as fuck for years, randomly crying and breaking down, very bad. But yeah we moved and he still kept caring for me and stuff, and then when i finally got diagnosed after i was hospitalized for getting very dangerously underweight, i was taken out of highschool and put on disability. He only takes very little money per month as rent, so thanks to him i'm not homeless and i can live.
>>84318197why the fuck would I want to talk to some faggot about his sexual past
>>84317464>sexf>age28>body count0>why is it so low / highi don't want cooties
>>84318201You dated a woman for 4 months, never made a move beyond one night, and she leaves you because she thought you only wanted sex?That's fucking nuts.
>>84318209and why did you do that you dumb faggotall the women are fake anyway
>>84318228>t. vindictive faggot in question
>>84318252You're just kind of a faggot, not sure what else you want me to say.
>>84318140You're pretty funny yourself when you want to be. When's the marriage?
>>84318323That is sweet of you to ask. My boyfriend is saving up because he wants a short engagement. I've been looking at rings. I think I want a delicate engagement ring with my birthstone. We also want to have a wedding where everybody can come and have a good time. A normal reception then most importantly a party where everybody can dance and have snacks and drinks as long as they want. My little brother had a wedding recently and it was everything I do not want for my wedding. Extremely rigid and no dancing. He also wants to bring his father from across the country so I know it's important to him.
>>84318232>It's not brainwashingIt is but theres no way for you to understand that without a fuckton of inner work which you will never do
>>84318244We kissed on the first date and we kissed a couple times every day but we never made out or anything, not even cuddling. I think she either liked me as a person and wasn't physically attracted to me or she might genuinely just be asexual.
>>84318378There are very rare cases of genuine sexuality, it's much more likely that the former is true, you'd be surprised how many women are Chadsexuals but hide it behind the label asexual.
>>84318439>There are very rare cases of genuine sexualityMeant asexuality, obviously.
>>84318439She was 24(now 25) KHHV who's never had a boyfriend or hookup even though she's decently attractive and definitely got offers like all women do so either is possible I think.
>>84317464>>sexman>>age23>>body countreal life, 0. online-only, a lot>>why is it so low / highbecause I went on sex toy apps to get some sort of intimacy, as fake as it was in the end>>some storiesI got attatched to a chick that we played often and fucked up because I'm messed up in the head
>sexmale>age26>body count0>why is it so low / highmental illness and focusing too much on school and work. i was abused as a kid and bullied at school. never had friends of any sort. spent majority of my formative years in hospitals and sanatoriums. im not the best looking but at least i have 70k saved up. i tried dating apps for years, speed dating events and approaching some girls at the bus stops.>age lost virginitynot yet>some storieslast year i was seriously considering losing my virginity to a prostitute, because at 25 it felt weird still being a virgin. i texted some prostitutes, told them that i'd like to go to the mall together, hold hands, try cafes and take photos, and maybe, just maybe, have sex at their place. eventual, all of them either made fun of me or called me a weirdo.
>>84317464>sexMale>age22>body count0 KHHV>why is it so lowI'm a white man and unattractive
>>84318350I hated weddings when I was a kid but I went to one recently and it was pretty fun. It was nice to see all of the family have fun and dance and everything. I even got to see a bunch of old friends and friends of friends I hadn't seen in years.
>sexm>age29>body count4>why is it so low / highim in an 8 year relationship>age lost virginity17>some storiesi think i was sexually assaulted by a foid. never met her before. we were hanging out at friends house watching a movie, she was slowly getting closer to me during the movie until she had her head on my shoulder. the movie ends, our friends left and it was only us still in the room. she starts making out with me and rubbing my dick through my pants and i was telling her to stop but she was asking over and over again and still touching me. i was in a relationship and thought she would mess up my relationship and rape hoax me if i just got up and left because there were no witnesses and she seemed crazy. i had to convince her to just suck my dick and fingered her so she didnt get too angry at me. that shit was crazy. she got my number and texted me the next day asking how i was but deleted the messages after i left them on read.
>>84318232Your mom sounds like a stuck up bitch and your dad sounds like a solid guy, sticking around and taking care of you all this time.Why were you diagnosed so late btw? Did your parents not think that perhaps something is wrong since their daughter runs away and hides from her mom and screams when mom tries to touch her?If my child did that i would be worried as fuck.
>>84318238Where the fuck do women like you hang out, it's impossible to meet someone like this
>>84318652Because you can only meet them in a mental institution or their humid smelly bedroom
>>84318683It's pure bullshit. All I want is a femanon closer to my age that isn't ran through
>>84318203I am reading everyones posts to feel better / worse about my sex lifet. OP
>>84317464>sexm>age27>body count0>why is it so low / highdon't want a relationship based on lust/libido>age lost virginityn/a>some storieshung out with a girl with huge titties (h cup) at my place but decided i didn't want my first time to be with some rando
>>84318232would you have sex with your dad?>>84318652they most likely dont socialise much and thus there would rarely be times where you would meet them
>>84317464I remember when asking for a body count on this board would get you run off for being a normalfag. I'm 25, male, with zero body count. I've dated, but my last girlfriend was too small for me (I had a good foot and a half on her). She could only give me shitty blow jobs because it didn't fit in her mouth. I guess I'm a faggot ass poser now too, if that counts. This place is dead and filling with women killed it. All the true robots have gone the an hero route.
>>84317464>M>24>0 or 1 depending on if a blowjob counts>idk>23>I don't want to talk about it
>>84318652i don't go to people-populated places that much outside work, but if i do i'm either at a coffee shop, the mall, the library, or the casino
>>84318804>She could only give me shitty blow jobsSo your body count is 1 at least.>>84318851It does count.>I don't want to talk about itDon't be shy. I'm listening.
>sexM>age28>0>why is it so low / highI don't talk to women>age lost virginityLol>some storiesThe closest I got to a girl was when one poked to back of my hand when i was 27
26F60-somethingBecause I wanted to have sex with that many people 15I got pregnant when 18 and had a miscarriage
>>84318882>The casinoFor the life of me I don't see why a single woman who isn't over 40 would be at a casinoAnd the rest of those places aren't places guys can really approach you anyway so hey
>>84318952damn bro thats crazy high. how many stds do you have? do you think ur still capable of pair bonding?
>>84317464>>sexM>>age32>>body count30+>>why is it so low / highWas a fat loser social outcast with a toxic family when I was young, tried hard to get fit and get layed. Fit but not lean now. I learned to talk OK to people.>>age lost virginity 19>>some storiesTravelled to Canada for two weeks with a girl I met travelling, we hit it off, sex daily, she's hot AF. I organized a trip to my country, was gonna pay for everything: hotels, food, etc. just needed her to buy the plane tickets so I could buy everything else. She kept putting it off until a week before the supposed dates. Said Mexico was too dangerous and she didn't feel safe. This bitch is from Brazil, it's probably safer here than there.Before the brazil chick, there was a girl I wanted to marry, but she would start fights over the dumbest shit all the fucking time. Started out perfect, and slowly fights started coming up, at first small, and later she'd cry about super small things. I'd change, work on myself, I gave my heart and soul to that relationship, did my best to make her happy, and nothing was enough. All I wanted her to work on was her anger issues. I probably shouldn't have been such a doormat.On my first date ever I was so nervous I was spilling popcorn all over myself in the movies. When the lights went on I was COVERED. Didn't even get a kiss, lol.Got my first kiss from my best friend at the time, who was a slut. She was never interested in me, even though I was simping hard for her for so long. I wish she hadn't taken my first kiss from me so it would have been special. She got angry at me for some reason and blocked me on social media like last year. I wish I knew why.
>>84318952Lmao, and here I was thinking I was gonna be the highest in the thread at 30+
>>84318132>That "one half" of a body is me fooling with my biological mother in my teens. I wish I was larping.am I the only one seeing this??
>>84317464>SexMale>Age 25>Body count 1 prostitute woman and 3 dudes>Age lost virginity 21>Some stories I had met with a dude on grindr and i fucked him behind some trees ,i dont have any experiences with girls besides escorts because i am ugly
>>84317464>sexM>age20>body count0>why is it so low / highBecause... I don't actually know. I'm too socially retarded to make a girlfriend. I was never approached in adulthood either.>age lost virginityNever.>some storiesIn middle school I had two friends. One female, another male. Both autistic. The female once called me down to the library to talk. I was too socially retarded to pick up on a clue and never went. This was the closest I have got to anything resembling a girlfriend.We met up last year. Nothing awkward.
>>84319278Holy incel
>>84317464male35151
>>84317464>SexMale>Age26>Body count0>Why is it so low?Complete and total apathy/indifference towards the need for sex in my life, as I can feel fulfilled without the need for a relationship. I also know I'm a slight fantasist who believes reality disappoints compared to what I can imagine and would rather live out my own sexual fantasies privately than require others. But primarily it's not feeling a need to put any effort in because it's not something I'm actively pursuing. If it happens, it happens. If it doesn't, I'm content. I can't lose if I don't play. Also I'm probably not the most attractive guy in the world and have a shy, spergy personality so it's not like there's women desperate for my attention to begin with.>Age I lost my virginityN/A>Some storiesN/A
IF IT'S ANYTHING BUT 0 YOU NEED TO GET THE FUCK OUT!!!WHY ARE THERE SO MANY NORMALFAGS ON /R9K/?!!!
>>84319342to be fair gay coping is gross but i was desperate enough i am lucky that i live in a big city ,gays are so horny they dont care i wish girls could accept ugly guys too
>>84319250I saw it but I dared not say anything out of fear of it just being a fetishist.
>>84318952Jesus, talk about used goods.
>>84319385Hey it's me. Well what happened to me definitely played a role into it becoming my fetish but yeah. Idk what i'm supposed to do, lie that it didn't happen? It's the only "remotely" interesting thing about me.
>>84317464>sexM>age31>body count1>why so lowBecause i was smoking weed for a long time and was/am depressed. Getting better tho. I am in good physical shape, clean of any drugs and getting a degree.>age lost virginity31 lol>a storyWell i met a covert narcisist a few month ago, who was pretty hot and she somehow took a liking to me, even messaged me first after a meetup. Then she dumped me three times and my heart was broken. I did everything by the book to get her back, like changing profile pic to one she didnt take and in which im smiling and it didnt take two days for her to literally call me under an excuse and mentioned me changing my profile pic, also acted distant towards her, which made her literally want to meet up three days later. Then we fucked like rabbits for around three weeks literally 24/7 just before she emotionally cheated on me and i left her sorry ass... after she humiliated me by making me stay one more night. Was heartbroken again, but now im free and having a date next thursday. Thanks for listening to my blog.
>>84318782You know, it's almost kinda funny to me that whenever i talk about my situation, this is what the conversation instantly goes into, weather someone means it genuinely well, or it's just a gooner question. I don't know if you are the same guy who talked to me in the romanian guy thread or recognized me by my custom name, but i already said my piece on this.No, i'm not going to have sex with my Dad. Yes, i know my feelings towards him are very much on the side of attraction and loving, but also Yes, i know those feelings are extremely unhealthy and caused by my mental illness, by my loneliness, and because he is literally the only person who can touch me or be close with me without it feeling like being waterboarded. I love my Dad more than anything, but i know telling him about these feelings, or god forbid, acting up on them, would do nothing else than hurt him. I have caused him plenty of suffering. I have costed him his marriage, i have made his life shit, i cost him money, because he cooks almost every day and just takes care of me and gives me a place to live. I'm the reason he is lonely and doesn't have a wife or a girlfriend even. Last time he brought a women over it was a whole circus with me. And i feel shit about it. I don't want to hurt him, more than i already did by just existing. That's why i didn't tell him about the rape, that's why i'm not going to tell him about or act up on these feelings either, because all i would do is make him suffer more, and he is literally the only person in the entire world that i care about.
>>84319688Do you ever wonder if you're capable of finding another person to latch onto?Is that a possibility or are you forever cursed to slowly sap energy from your father?
>>84318782Yeah that's the fucked up part isn't it? The women you meet tend to be social and able to cheat more
>>84319865Sadly it's not interchangable. My Mom was daily exposure for me, and even then there was nothing. Even after years, she was basically a stranger except i knew her name.My psychiatrist told me a good metaphore for this when i was diagnosed to explain my condition to me. Basically imagine your mind as a Theather. You have seats in it, which represent your social battery. You got rows for family, for friends, for strangers you need to tolerate in your life, etc etc. Me, i got only 1 single seat, and once someone sits in it, they won't be unseated. And that seat is occupied by my Dad. My psychiatrist told me that it's very common for kids like me to latch onto either Mother or Father or a sibling or etc, earliest known family members.The time i was raped was my only experience having sex, and i was drugged and drunk, but both of those did almost nothing to numb the absolute pain and suffering it was. It was CIA level torture, my brain was frying me from within with pure pain, and the whole time i had to walk home it kept ringing and just it was terrible all around. So having a boyfriend, or anything, completely out of question for me. It sucks, because i still have the craves for these relationships, i just can't develop them, because defect brain. Disability checks aren't a fortune, i couldn't live alone and on my own with them. For me, the only reason i'm not homeless and probably dead is because my Dad let's me live with him. He takes me hiking or something whenever we can or we watch movies and stuff together, which is my only social interaction, and i love those times, and i love him for still caring for me, but i understand it saps life out of him. And yes, it did cause me to develop all kinds of feelings for him and fantasies about him, but i'm not going to tell my Dad i love him like that, or try to make a move to have sex with him. I already hurt him enough as it is, i don't need to drop a second nuke into his life.
>>84317464>sexM>age22>body count0>why it's so lowRetarded whores only go for abusers and not nice guys like me
>>84320172It's amazing, I can read all of that, understand that your father will forever hold that "theater seat" as you put it, and yet still hold out hope that you might find someone else to latch onto.I don't even mean this for your father's sake, he's likely already made his peace, but you're still young with a lot of life left ahead, it'd be good if you found someone else out there someday.Good luck to you, whatever happens.And I know you don't need me saying this but I'm sure your father still loves you, and as another broken person supported by family, I know that even in the darkest moments of his anguish over your state he still holds you dear and will support you until his dying breath.We're lucky in a way, not all kids get treatment like this from their parents.Anyway, goodbye.
>>84320180How Indian are you on a scale of 1 to 10?10 being you shit in the streets, and 1 being you eat with your hands.
>>84320225I am a white American man.
>>84320251So you're in the 4-6 range or something?First generation I'm assuming?
>>84320293I eat using utensils so I would be below a 1. Also I'm not a first generation immigrant, the earliest I was able to trace my family back to was the Oregon trail.
>>84320310I'm a nig and I can trace back further than you. You're still American, tho.
>>84320344im a White man and i can trace my ancestry back to 1607 before the first niggers came to america
>>84320344My grandma said that they went all the way back to the Mayflower, but all the earliest birth certificates I could find were from back then so I don't know if their parents were immigrants or not.>>84320358Please be nice.
>>84320358No one in their right mind believes you.
>>84320362im just using the language of my ancestors im being nice
>>84320365i dont care if you believe me buddy i have family that survived the jamestown massacre and were there during the first purchase of slaves in 1619
>>84320375>i have family that survived the jamestown massacreYou could have at least tried to make it believable.
>>84320381monkey brain cant comprehend i get it
M 21 - 1only one girl. I am very popular with women and even more so with men however sex without love corrupts the soul and erodes the heart and that's why I refused any previous propositions. I really loved my ex and thats why I let her take my virginity but since we broke up I didn't even masturbate since it feels filthy.In fact denying intercourse to lustful demons was one of the most satisfying parts of courting subhumans.
>>84320172What a depressing read. I hope you still manage to enjoy life anon even with stupid genetic rng, and like the other guy said know that your father loves you no matter whatcan you still do online work? i know people who make decent money writing fanfic of all things.
>>84320358Very cool. One of my aunts said one of my black ancestors in the 1700s was a black woman so hot the white man bought her so he could marry her. >>84320362Believable, your stock is likely of the originals but i can imagine the timeline got fucked up somewhere.
>>84320419i wonder if they jumped a broomstick at the ceremony
>>84319378Stop larping celibacy you filthy retard theres so many women who do nothing but whore around. Even if you're abhorrently ugly there's a woman that'll fuck you just to humiliate herself.
What's with all the normalfags on this board? No wonder why threads are just reposts of social media.
>>84320215Yeah that's the thing, i know he loves me because he still keeps doing stuff with me and trying to get me out of the house to secluded spots where we can hike or just i can for once leave my room. I just wish i could repay him in any way, but i really can't because my life is going nowhere.>>84320402I hope so too, and yeah, i know he does, it's just that i know it's bad for him. About doing other stuff, i have been practicing and trying to learn how to draw, might even draw some smut in the future, just need to get good first, if i can. I wouldn't be good at writing a fanfic i think, because i have absolutely no social skills what so ever, i don't even know how or what it's like to have a boyfriend, just my imaginations about it or read about what others experienced. I'm so socially retarded i would write fanfics that are probably worse than chatgpt.
>>84317464>sexMoid>ageLate 30s>body count50+>why is it so low / highRaised by a single mom who didn't care about what I did. Was always decent at talking to women. Got attractive in Highschool. Grew up in a mythical time where technology brought people closer together AND people hung out IRL. Women weren't fed a stream of non stop attention so they wanted to talk on the phone or on AOL instant messenger.>age lost virginity14>some storiesThe 18 year old neighbor girl who.I lost my virginity to was trying to get me drunk. We only had enough for 4 shots so we tried getting the other to drink more so we could take advantage of them. It ended up an equal split, we both pretended to be drunk and had sex.Now a days some one would scream that it was a total rape and get hysterical at me and her for trying to get the other drunk and sleep with them.Back then it was kinda seen as a funny cute story since we both didn't know we liked each other and we were both trying to be sneaky and take advantage of the other person.
>>84317530pfffff thats nothing girl you must be baiting, a finger is not that short??? it can reach your g spot no? ive once sucked a literal micropenis, i liked him but had to pussy out of that relationship after that, i couldnt have pretended for that to be a nice dick. i could barely suck it, it was a challenge. being disgusted is weird tho and sounds like bait. i just felt bad for the guy, he was so funny but what should a horny gal doits a cruel world.
>>84320619being a sexhaver doesnt make you a normie. if you've been here wallowing in self pity for years and not doing something to fuck some pussy thats your fault. a lot of anons are able to manage both.
>>84320673Not her, but isn't a girl's pointer finger less than 3 inches? That's insanely small for an erect penis
>>84317464I think everyone that responded ITT > 0 should be banned.>sexM>age24>body count0>why is it so low / highsperg>age lost virginity NA>some storiesNA
>sexf>age37>body count5>why is it so low / highpoor judgment >some stories2/5 we're guys i met on r9k
>>84320736Sup bb grl wanna make another poor decision?
>>84320747not right now, no. im very tired. thank you, though
>>84320695>being a sexhaver doesnt make you a normie. You literally share the same values as normalfags. I doubt there's anything weird/abnormal about you though. You just come here and call yourself "anon" to feel special.
>>84320628i mean honestly why not just fuck your dad?he is lonely because his wife left him and you want to repay him and make him happydunno what you think but i guarantee you coming home from work and having his little mentally ill neet femcel girl jump on his lap and ride him dry would definitely make him very happyAnd i think it would make you happy too. You said he is the only person who you feel happy around and who can touch you. Think about it if you want to have sex so bad who else to have it with then daddy. As a rape victim especialy i imagine you wanna do it with someone you can trust and who can you possibly trust more than him to treat you good
>>84320778I was gonna keep this routine going but you said thank you for my lame attempt at sleeping with you so I'll leave you be.Not many girls are nice about letting a guy down these days so I appreciate the pleasantries.I'll keep going if you still want a laugh though. I usually treat these moments like a creative writing improv session.
>>84320794i dont hold the same values as normies im just not radioactive to the opposite gender and am able to stick my dick in fuck holes. you are a faggot and should go outside sometimes. this isnt your cry board
>>84320907>i dont hold the same values as normiesName 3 different values>you are a faggot and should go outside sometimes.Keep seething, normalfag
>>84320925>oh ur a fan of values? name all the valuesfuck off nigger
>>84320959What's wrong with asking you to name 3 values? You struggle to count higher than 2? It really isn't a big amount...
>>84317464>sexMan>age35>body count2>why is it so low / highI dunno. I'm a shut in loner and only wanna have sex in serious relationships. I had more sex with those two girls than most people will cumulatively have in their entire lives tho.>age lost virginity 17>some storiesMy 2 gfs were half-sisters, the second being much younger and was introduced to me by the older as a rebound when we broke up. The younger sister was much better for me tho and we were together for like 6 years.
>>84321004my values are too powerful for you
>>84321045>my values are too powerful for youMore like you're a pussy. Makes sense, because you just follow the herd as normalfags do.
>>84321077you sit and watch the herd while negative emotion well up inside you. i am among the herd, making reality what i will it to be, and fucking pussy. i am powerful beyond your imagination. i was once like you but i decided to do something about it, you on the other hand, stayed where you were. ive scaled mount pubis, and seen the clitoris with my very own eyes, i've seen how close the asshole truly is to the vagina. we are not the same.
>>84321127>you sit and watch the herd while negative emotion well up inside you.Not really, I have better things to do most of the time. I'm sure my life is more enjoyable for the most part.>i am powerful beyond your imaginationNo, you aren't. I chose not to engage in casual sex, while you're a slave to it.>we are not the same.That's what I've been saying, retard. You can't even use a saying correctly.
>>84317464>sexM>age30>body count0>why is it so low / highDunno just happened>age lost virginityhaha>some storiesnone
>male>34>body count = 3 women (all girlfriends), 15-20 female hookers, 30+ malesthe 3 girlfriends are because I'm incel/autist/robot and only had 4 gfs my entire life who all broke my heart and ruined my life, the hookers are ALL from being high on various drugs and wanting to have sex and hiring girls is like a fetish for me I like how slutty it is for the woman or some shit, sometimes I specifically hire like the lowliest prozzie and have unprotected sex BUT I never caught anything except from homosexual faggotry and I take this as a sign that homosexuality is inherently abberhant and degenerate even though I'm fairly homosexual. Almost all the gay stuff have been in various bathhouses in Australasia. Also I had sex with multiple trannies and a FTM once who cut her tits off and had an enlarged clit from the test. Anyway I lost my virginity to a prostitute but I had had one or two sexual encounters with woman before that, and in my last year of high school I was sexually assaulted by another male and it caused me severe mental problems for like 3 months. I caught HPV genital warts also in my mid twenties from meth/bathhouses/etc and I had to get treated via a doctor but it never cured so I have internal genital warts (small but still there) inside my ass. Also I caught multiple like 4 or 5 UTIs from gay blow jobs don't know why, I'VE NEVER got an uti from a female blow job that's clearly a sign that being a faggot is inherently dangerous.
>>84321189>I chose not to engage in casual sex, while you're a slave to it.>casual sexi never said i engage in casual sex. your only frame of reference for sex is a casual endeavor because you are a spectator and not a participant and you are spectating from a narrow point of view. there lies the issue. you are sitting and watching the herd while negative emotions well inside you because you dont understand what you are looking at. you are conflating not being a shut in with being a normalfag. these are things you may eventually understand if ever you decide life is worth living.
Like lists of statements you can't use, for example, on a health article, you can't say that you're better off insured through an employer or specify determinitive audit failure for 10 years, and you can't use a response in a chat engine like "my rabbi died and my family didn't understand my decisions so I was trafficked into their therapist model for 15 years".It would be virtually impossible to claim your remaining lottery after asking how much you assume remains in your income, but those are agreements in a contract you sign for every big game.
>>84321259>i never said i engage in casual sex.You also never told me how you're different from normalfags lmao. It really doesn't matter how narrow my point of view was as long as I'm correct. All you can do is make stuff up about me an hurl insults. It says enough to everyone in this thread how weak your argument is, and how weak you are as a person.
>>84321346>you never told me how you're different from normalfags lmaoi owe you no explanation nigger>It really doesn't matter how narrow my point of view was as long as I'm correct.>I'm correctvery narrow minded indeed>All you can do is make stuff up about me an hurl insultsyou started that thoughever>It says enough to everyone in this thread how weak your argument isim not talking to you to convince others to agree with me so that doesnt even matter if others think its weak. the power i wield doesnt need external validation. this whole conversation doesnt matter to me at all im just entertaining myself.>how weak you are as a person.who is throwing insults again?
>>84321404>i owe you no explanation niggerMore like you can't prove it. Not only can you not pair bond, you can't stop yourself from using these trashy normalfag slurs.>you started that thougheverI didn't start that, because I didn't make stuff up about you. I called you out on your lie, then I hurled insults. You, however, were only able to keep lying and hurl insults.>who is throwing insults again?I never said there's anything wrong with throwing insults. It's more so the fact that you can't do anything else. Anyway, I'm getting bored. I'm glad you managed to entertain yourself by being an idiot. Keep coping and seething!
>>84317464>sexM>age29>body count0>why is it so low / highParanoia at first, narcissism maybe, spite definitely.>age lost virginity I'm 100% pure.>some storiesI lost count of the broads that wanted to get banged by me but the only ones whose degeneracy/retardation didn't outright disgust me or that didn't just use me were goddamn kids so I didn't bang em either, I rejected my best friend as well, she threatened to off herself and left, I thought that I had found a decent trad one but she was a time wasting snake, now I just refuse to give up and fuel the carousel by banging some random skanks while I still look decent.This board is 3/4 normies and junkies.
>>84317464>sexFemale, biological. Don't ask for tits, I got warned for self-posting last time. >age35>body countOver 100>why is it so low / highProstitution and Tinder >age lost virginity19>some storiesI once had a fivesome with a bunch of guys, was fun
>>84321471>Prostitutiongross. do you tell the guys you date about that history?
>>84317464>sexM>age21>body count4>why is it so low / highI'd assume it's average, all girlfriends.>age lost virginity18 or 20, it depends on how you count virginity,>some storiesThe reason I said 18 or 20 was because, because of my size and the situations of my relationships, I was never able to have proper Vaginal Sex until I was 20. I did pretty much everything else though; handjobs, oral, anal, ect...
>>84321463>More like you can't prove it.dont care to>Not only can you not pair bondim pair bonded rn actually>you can't stop yourself from using these trashy normalfag slurs.seethe more>I didn't start that,you started in the thread by calling everyone with a bodycount above 0 a normalfag>because I didn't make stuff up about you.your first reply to me you did. remember when you said i have the same values as normalfags?>I called you out on your lie, then I hurled insults.you must be confused>You, however, were only able to keep lying and hurl insults.very confused>I never said there's anything wrong with throwing insults.you said throwing insults shows everyone that th argument is weak. do you have a sub 90 iq or something?>Anyway, I'm getting bored. I'm glad you managed to entertain yourself by being an idiot. Keep coping and seething!see ya blackie
>>84317464>sexF>age47>body count200+ (all women except for my rapist)>why is it so low / highI like sex, but bad at relationships>age lost virginity18 (raped)>some storiesdon't want to turn this into a Reddit AMA, but ask if you have questions
>>84317464>sexF>age27>body count1 (or 2 if you count oral)>why is it so low / highLate bloomer>age lost virginity21>some storiesI don't have any stories
>>84320812>honestly why not just fuck your dad?Because it's wrong, and unlike me, he is a sane, normal person, and trying to act up on these feelings would do nothing else than hurt him and cause further misery. He already has a mentally ill daughter, i don't need him to think i'm even more insane than i already am by trying to make a move on him or confess love or some shit like that.
>>84320628its good that you are trying. Drawing smut can make some cash if you do like furry stuff. Plenty of stuff online you can do to make some money without speaking to no one. I believe in you anon.
>>84320812saying this stuff to a real person going through shit is weird as fuckkill yourself subhuman
F231Gave it to the one I love: my fiancee.Don't have any interesting stories.
>>84321534Why is there a 50 year old whore in my incel website
>>84321523Oops, was away for a bit and I didn't close the thread, so this is actually my last reply for real. >remember when you said i have the same values as normalfags?>you said throwing insults shows everyone that th argument is weak. do you have a sub 90 iq or something?That was not actually what I said. If you can't figure out why you're wrong, you're the one with sub-90 iq. :) >remember when you said i have the same values as normalfags?None of your behaviour indicates you're any different from normalfags at all, and I gave examples. What exactly did I make up that isn't true? You were never able to give me counterexamples either. Oh, I also didn't say everyone with a body count above 0 is a normalfag. That was entirely you. Maybe you shouldn't feel bad about having a body count above 0 if it's so right and you're so "pair bonded"? Can't imagine why you would bring that up otherwise. Just seems to me you're not entirely happy with your relationships.
>>84321569wow i can feel the seethe from this post haha you already conceded and im not going to keep rehashing this with you. i told you that you cant understand. you're black.
>>84321224May all femanons marry a guy like you
>>84317464>sexM>age27>body countImpossible to recall, too high to remember>why is it so high?I was a prostitute since i was 15>StoriesTons, literally tons, but most of them just either clients being creepy, funny, very sad, or just stories of how i managed to live through this era since my parents kicked me out. But i know a lot of you guys hate faggots so i won't bother yall with it unless someone actually asks for specifics
>>84321568I'm bored, worked a 13-hour day and need something mindless to amuse me.
>>84321581>you're black.Nope. This is also a pretty bad way for you to pussy out. Good night!
>>84321608good night blackie dont feel too bad that you cant pair bond because you cant breed your genes arent worth reproducing
84317464 (OP) #>sexM>age19>body count>why is it so lowfucked up face (chinlet), weird uggo self centered autist, unable to tolerate social interaction or being around people, rather be alone, acts like a weird fag>age lost virginitystill a virgin>some storiesi have no actual stories of getting bitches. but when i was in highschool, i never talked to nobody, stuck to myself during breaks, would do nothing but walk through the school perimeter until classes start again. then one day, while heading to class after a break, heard a "hey!" in my directioni look to see a group of 3 normie girls approaching me. they looked pretty enough.took me aback. greeted the girl who greeted me back with a "hi..?" since i wasn't really expecting anyone to talk to me, cause usually, when someone talks to me, it's either because they need something, or because they wanna make fun of me.then she said something along the lines of>"how are you!" "what classes are you headed to?"then after that i remember saying her saying "see ya!" in an oddly gleeful tone, like we were the bestest of friends catching up with each other or something. i thought she saw me being alone all the time and wanted to get my hopes up, or somethingnext time i saw that girl, bout a week later, i don't really remember what she said but basically she had said something that implied we were friends, but since we barely knew each other, i told her,>but i dont think we're friends..?>>"oh come on anon, we're friends, aren't we, right?">i guess..?don't remember much, but shortly after that conversation, we parted ways. must've seen each other maybe once afterwards, anx that was it for the rest of the year.maybe she's one of those extraverts who see introverts and think they need to be saved from their solitude, ive had to deal with my share of those in my school years. but anyways, should tell you enough about my success with women
>>84321495Yes, my husband knows. Have a good day, incel.
>sexF>age20>body count0 >age lost virginitynever happened, I fucking hate most people and my porn addiction ruined my last relationship before we could even try anything. I still got time but am picky. > storiesnone, but am surprised at the diversity in this thread, mostly guys but some chicks
>>84321619Ooof had to take care of something but now I can finally go to sleep. I actually posted my story on this thread and I definitely could have passed my genes on. Pretty sure my sperm would be quite sought after too with my qualifications and talents. Enjoy your cope!
>>84321645>marrying a prostitute grim
>>84321645I personally think this is very beautiful and wholesome. Most women dont become prostitutes by choice, so your husband being okay with your past and not judging you, i think thats very cool. I hope you 2 are happy and i hope and believe you are a very enjoyable wifey for him
>>84321718TOns of men do this and love it
>>84321589Jesus how young do kids get into sex work what the fuckalso how were you a male prostitute at 15? Like who hired you, pedo 40yo women?
>>84321718Only in your opinion. >>84321773Thank you, I don't do prostitution or go on Tinder anymore though.
>>84321818Male prostitution is a rough trade, so I'm assuming gay pedo men.
>>84321589how the fuck is that possible were you sold into sex slavery or something
>>84321916epstein had many victims. the next question should be whens the last time he visited palm beach florida
>>84321916>>84321830>>84321818Oh i was not a MALE male prostitute, i was a femboy one. I was basically dragged into it by a Discord guy when i was 15. I was actually gay, but the much older guy talking to me clearly just had a fetish for gaslighting minors to put on skirts. Problem was that the feeling of being sexy was very addictive. I was offered money for sex, and like, not a small amount, so i started to fuck for money. My "prostitution" service literally ran out of a discord server. When i was 16 my dad found out about this and despite mom somewhat protesting, he kicked me out. I had nowhere to stay so for about 2 years instead of charging money from some guys, the deal was simply that they will let me stay at their house for a couple days and give me something to eat. It was legit sustainable until i was about 17 and a half, after which i got beaten to shit by a guy who didn't wanna pay. I know now that almost 2 years of whoring out without being assaulted once or having problems is an insane streak of luck. I got a lot more careful after that, had some protection and stuff.Basically the big silver lining was that i wasn't actually a retarded minor who got ramped into something he didn't understand, otherwise i imagine i would have life long trauma. Still not saying it wasn't dangerous as fuck or very wrong on the people on the other end who helped me whore out and got me into the whole thing and managed me through the Discord server.>Sold into sex slaveryNope, and again, huge streak of luck on my part on that. I imagine people who were a LOT more careful than me still ended a lot worse than me, who got out basically fine and unscathed.>Gay pedo menNot just men, also some women, who had some weird fantasies to play out. But definitely after i turned 18 the most consistent request was for me to pretend i'm not. You know as a femboy i still had a "boy face" instead of a man face, and the physique to match, so pretending i'm still 15 wasn't hard.
>>84321649What kind of guys do you like and what about your porn addiction did your ex not like?
>>84321987lol that's pathetic and you were so groomed question is did you suffer twink death
>>84317464>sexM>age31>body count O (original)>why is it so low / high Because I am a fucking loser that shouldn't be alive>age lost virginityNever>some storiesToo much of a fucked up family to make good use of my childhood/teens. Too weak to make up for it in my late teens/early 20s. Just gave up in my late 20s and now I am just waiting to die.Don't waste your youth anons...it's hard to describe how valuable and vital it is for a happy life
>>84317865>>84318232I remember you, you're this chick right?
>>84322003>you were groomedI mean yes and no. I was already very aware of being gay, and played around with my butt with like fingers and shit, never actually tried dick, so the part where the guy who clearly just had a fetish for gaslighting minors into being femboys, i was already kinda leaning towards it, so part of the "grooming" process wasn't really real, and i just kinda let him think that it was. But i mean that's just tiny bits, overall, absolutely, i was just a kid that a bunch of pedos grabbed and turned into something that would make god weep. My dad kicking me out didn't really help either, because at that point i was MORE dependant on the prostitution gig to give me a roof over my head and a warm meal to eat instead of being homeless and dying. Oh and obviously, i dropped out of school and didn't finish school once the rumors spread. Don't even have a matura.>Did you suffer twink deathNot yet, but i mean clock is ticking for sure. I know twink death will come sooner or later, but yeah i'm technically still a femboy, but not the way i used to be. Like i still speak in soft tone, and i will probably do that forever, and i dress androgynous, but it's not that same kind of full on femboy like before.You gotta realize that being a femboy wasn't just something i liked, it was also a job. When the dudes paid money, what they wanted to get was a lubed up, clean shaven femboy, in thigh highs, a temporary womb tattoo, some anime cosplay or some miniskirt with fishnets they could tear off of me. One of those collars that says slut, or has a leash, a maid dress, 2B dress (that one was a very popular request). Basically something out of a pornshoot, not a casual one. Being a casual femboy at home means chilling in a pink hoodie and comfy thigh high socks, or working out in a sport skirt and a flat sports tubetop. You know, it still looks fucking gay as fuck, but it's not the porn photoshoot kinda faggot, it's the doesn't have competetion kinda chill faggot.
>>84317464>sexfemale>age18>body countconsensual: 2. non consensual: 7 or 9 or more i have no clue>why is it so low / highgot used/trained for sex as a kid but not very good at it. idk how many people because i was at some points unconscious and i think there were multiple people + very young so dont remember well. had consensual sex with my ex and a hookup>age lost virginitylike 4 or younger>some storiesuhh the first time i had sex with my ex i brought a tape measure because i was suspecting he was lying abt the size, i measured length, circumference at at some point calculated volume (not while fucking). he was not lying it was too big it didnt really fit. fucked in cold outdoors (hidden/in private) i dont know why i did that it was bad! dont do that.
>>84317464>sexMale>age32>body count1>why is it so low / highShe is all I need.>age lost virginity19>some storiesShe woke up me when I was sick and did not work properly. I felt embarrassed and defeated. She felt poopy too but I kept telling her I was sick but she wanted to try anyway. She felt terrible afterwards and telling me that I do not feel attracted to her or something but it was not the case. That is how I lost my virginity.
>sexM>Age27>Count1>WhyI used to be horny but now I'm scared of a relationship>HowMet a girl in wow dated her for 3 and a half years travelled back and fourth to the UK to visit her and did it for the first time at an hotel. Most interesting sex was at a thermal pond at night on another hotel on the island I'm from.She was flirting with her ex boyfriend while we were together which made me feel like always never picked first. I broke up with her due to that and other reasons but mainly because I couldn't trust her anymore to build a life with and now I'm in misery
>>84317464>sex M>age 21>body count 2>why is it so low / high It was supposed to be only 1, but she cheated and broke up with me so I had to get another wife.>age lost virginity 18>some storiesNah.
F230Im scared of guys and guys dont like me never happened
>>84322384Good, I'm glad some people arent whores My ex was 21 and had a bodycount of 22. Needless to say she couldn't really handle a relationship
>>84322105Hi, yes that is me. You can tell me apart by my custom name usually, tho i understand that it's not the most unique or creative thing out there, more people probably had the idea to turn mous into mouse. Still if you see a girl with name Anonymouse talk about mentally ill stuff, probably me.
>>84317464>sexM>age33>body count0 (unless you count hand stuff. then 1)>why is it so low / highMommy issues (non-sexual). It took me decades to realize that my simultaneous loathing and (filial) love for my mother was the reason I always fumbled and self-sabotaged relationships. Even with girls that were very clearly into me.And by the time I understood, I was already in the throes of a NEET depression spiral, isolating myself from my friends and society. At this age, its hard to justify the effort. but i'm trying>age lost virginityI found it!>some storieswhat's there to tell? I'm an asshole
>>84320736Make me 3/5
>>84322115Ok how the fuck did you run a prostitution service out of a fucking discord server? How was that shit not shut down and raided like instantly?
>>84317464>sexM>age30>body count1, 2 if you count foreplay >why is it so low / highHeh, I was never exactly a player but I did get my fair share of brief relationships in my teens/early 20s. I guess I was just a bit too immature/self-centeredto make them last long enough,plus I was never the kind to immediately sleep with someone without being in a somewhat serious relationship. Ironically I had a lot of casual encounters online, that never seemed to be a problem. I guess the anonymity made me a bit more inhibited, but it never amounted to nothing more than cam sex and some sexting. Now I've been in a committed relationship for 6 years and hopefully I'll be for the rest of my life.>>age lost virginity24. 17 if you count foreplay>>some storiesIdk man, what kind of stories? Sex with my gf is great. I'm apparently the first guy to give her multiple orgasms (our record is 10 in a session) and give her good head (which is one of my fetishes actually). We're also pretty tame compared to many people, but we've been experimenting very slowly with anal. First with her (took her anal virginity & all, and now she wants her ass eaten about once a week), then with me (apparently it's a fetish we both always had). Wildest thing we've ever done is probably take 2 dildos, stick them together by the suction cups and ride them together like a double dildo. Was very fun.
>>84323002>the anonymity made me a bit more inhibitedI meant less inhibited of course
F391Waited until marriage38I never knew I could be so addicted to it.
>sexm>age28>body count0>why is it so low / highdont know anybody
>>84322943You know this is 10 years ago, old Discord was a little different, a lot smaller security. You know how there was that huge exposee about Discord pedo dating servers and shit like years ago, basically that. My dad had no idea that i was actively groomed by a 38yo dude on discord. They didn't actually find out i was a prostitute instantly, what happened was Dad found my femstuff, and so he kicked me out for being a faggot, not the prostitution part. Mom protested, but he kicked me out anyway, so obviously i was scared as fuck, and discord epstein offered me stay for fuck, so i stayed with him for 2 months. It was an easy on the spot solution, i was scared, and within an hour of being kicked out, i wasn't homeless anymore, so i took it. At 15 you don't really think about consequences. Through him i basically got into one of those pedo ring private discords, you know old discord was like that before they cracked down. So instead of being on the street or having a pimp, i whored through discord. Insanely dangerous i know, again, i lucked out. But i still had some contact with my Mom who was calling me to ask if i was okay and where i'm staying. But then my parents found out i was a femboy prostitute because a guy wanted me to eat his shit out of a dog bowl, i said no fucking way, and so he doxxed me out to my dad by sending him pictures of me from the Discord and basically telling him everything. From that moment on i was basically dead to my family. Mom stopped calling and wouldn't write back or pickup if i tried to reach out to her, and shit like that.To be fair even today you could easily do this on Discord. I kept doing it on Discord even after the crackdowns, we just slightly adjusted what gets discussed in the chatrooms and what goes into the DMs.
>sexFemale>age26>body count2>why is it so low / highOnly have them due to being raped by my stepdad and his brother that went on for two years with my mom not believing me at all.>age lost virginity 8>some stories
>>84323167>be so addicted to it.what do you mean
>>84323221fuck you know what maybe mom was right its the damn phone Maybe giving kids access to the internet really was a bad ideaThis is some of the most fucked up shit i ever heard nigga are u ok?
>>84323264Have sex, then you'd know. I don't know how I lived 38 years as a virgin.
>sexFemale>age32>body count1>why is it so low / highI gave it to my s/o.>age lost virginity 30>some storiesI don't have any interesting stories.
>sexmale>age51>body count58 (one woman, 57 guys)>why is it so low / highloose morals?>age lost virginity17>some storiesfelt I was probably gay when I was a kid. started dating a girl (16, really cute, large breasts for a girl her age) and we got along nicely as friends but she wanted more. one day we were sitting on her couch and she just leaned in and started kissing me. I kissed back but wasn't into it. didn't want her (or anyone) to know I was gay so went with the flow. eventually she got my pants down, blew me until I was hard, got on my lap and fucked me. we did that three more times until she realized I wasn't into it and we broke up.
>>84317464>m> 27 on Saturday >0>schizoid personality>n/a>n/a
>>84317661>jugaletteEw
>>84323221ok but like how did people find this? i fail to understand how this can be ran out of a discord server without getting into troublelike what did people just google morshunny prostitute discord invite, grabbed the link, joined the server and asked in general "Yo how much for oiled up anal with this 15 year old kid?"
>>84317464>sexf>age31>body count0>why is it so low / high3dpd is pd
>>84317530Hot. Do you have a preference for larger cocks?What's your ideal size?
>>84323167I'm jealous for your husband. Why can't I find a woman that actually loves me and enjoys fucking me
>>84317650>I am meeting someone at the end of this month with the aim of marriageAh yeah, this sounds extremely hinged. Good luck nona.
>>84318028Same anon you replied toAll women have done something in their lives worthy of being beaten or treated with disdain >>84318047she kept throwing herself at me and it turned me off. I hated how I kept doing horrible shit to her and she would be like oh that's fine.>>84318058I ignore most of the women who interact with me. You're right on the emotionally unavailable part. I genuinely don't crave sex, hence the low body count. I see girls for who they really are and genuinely masturbating is far better use of my time and money than some woman>>84318080I think I'm just a sociopath bro
>>84324364Bet you're fat and ugly
>>84317464>male>24>2>I dated a girl throughout high school, broke up after grad, dated a childhood friend, broke up, and got back with my high school girlfriend. We're now married and have been together for like 7 years total>15>no
>>84324587And I still could get dick if I wanted to
>>84324611Called itKnock yourself out sweetie, I'm not sure how guys settle for this shit
>>84324616cope and seethe nigger uwu
>>84324210Well personally i don't really know. As said i was dragged into this by the old guy who "groomed" me into this, he made the private discord server (no you couldn't find the link to it by googling), and then he managed everything including sending out invites. I didn't even have admin permissions to be honest, he didn't want me to invite anyone, he was fully in control who gets into the server and everything, essentially managing. Some of his friends or just people who wanted in i suppose joined the "managment team" later, but yeah, i myself didn't advertise myself or anything, they did all that for me, i just had to take tons of photos or videos to post in the chatroom to advertise what you would be getting. This was how it worked for about 3 years until i turned 18. After that, he abolished me having a private discord server, and i joined a more public private discord server that was basically also just a prostitution one, except this time it was with more people. So now instead of it being just me, i was basically almost every day posting pictures of me with some advertisment text in the "#boys for hire" chat, hoping the clients would pick me over the others. But again, i personally never managed or distributed anything about these discord servers, it was all managed by the people who basically groomed most of the people there into being there and doing what we were doing.
>>84324452Don't be. He's too tired to keep up with me and you would be too.
>>84322146i rarely ever believe girls when they say they were raped. almost all the time the story is 'a guy got me drunk and then raped me' when really it is 'a guy and i got drunk together and had sex and then i regretted it the next day'. and i assumed that was the same with you, until you said you were 4, which is real rape. who the hell 'trained you as a kid' and why was it so many?>>84321776i doubt most men who marry / date whores 'love it'. they most likely put up with it if they think they cant find another girl, and they would rather be in a relationship with sex than be single and lonely. no guy would pick marrying a whore over marrying a virgin girl if they had the same looks / similar personality etc.at least men can accept what traits girls find unnatractive about them, women really can't accept it and go batshit insane when you say something like 'no hymen; no diamond'. >>84321042how did you start the relationship with the older half sister, did you or her initiate it? How did the younger sister react to her sister introducing her to you and wanting her to be with you? What is it like having a half-sister as a girlfriend?>>84319688have you ever considered havng sex with your dad? have there ever been moments where it felt like something was about to happen between you two? do you feel shame or guilt about your attraction to him, or are you alright with it as long as he doesn't find out? Do you masturbate thinking to him? I imagine that you would be happy building a sexual and romantic relationship with him as long as it did not hurt or damage him or ruin his life, in this scenario, do you ever hope he will initiate it, how do you hope it could happpen? Or do you think it could never happeni am suprised at the amount of virgin chicks in here too. i wonder what proportion of girls outside of r9k or image boards for autistic people are also virgins. probably not many.
>>84318142>I would masturbate constantly and I even bought dildos and stuff, and it would always feel 1000% better than having sex with him. His dick was 3 inches hardHot l. How big were the dildos?
Sex havers are so fucking disgusting
>>84324823my gf has a dildo and it is a huge ick. i cant wait to be free from her.
>>84317464ill share since im bored>sexfemale>age18>body count2>why is it so low / highi only started really being interested in sex recently and im currently in a relationship>age lost virginityi was 16>some storieswell, the way i lost my virginity is kinda embarrassing. ive always been shy and antisocial since im autistic and traumatised. i was kind of desperate and made a snapchat account. someone whos name was basically "want a hookup" or something like that added me and i said fuck it and added him. met up with him and he drove me into the woods and he fucked me in his car. the only other person ive had sex with is my long-term boyfriend. i know youre definitely judging me but let me just clarify i was 100% manic at the time and was doing as much reckless shit as i could (started smoking weed, constantly skipping school, abusing pain meds, etc.)
>sexmoid>age30>body count0>why is it so low / highagoraphobia>age lost virginityNaH >some storiesWhen I was 10 I asked every girl out in my grade and 1 said yes. She was cute and invited me to her house right away. I went and she showed me around. It was fun but before we could hold hands or kiss or do anything my brother came to collect me. I don't know why but when I got home I started thinking more. My house was a hoarders hell and she lived in a nice middle-upper class house. I wanted to give her something nice as a gift the next time I saw her but everything was dirty and I had no money or ways to get money. So I thought I was unworthy of having a girlfriend and dumped her the next day. She cried and I felt bad.Looking back she probably thought she did something wrong and I feel worse but shame made me too self-centered to think of her.
>>84324670I love women with high libido, it's interesting when it's not unhealthy
>>84318142sounds like youre a fat chick, guys who say they have high sex drives always look like its low if they have an unattractive womani will fuck bitches all day every day and not sweat it, but ive had a few women that werent the most attractive and id go from wanting to fuck all the time to only once in a while.
>sexM>age40>body countaround 100>why is it so low / highi was a dj>age lost virginity17>some storieslost my virginity on a dog bed on coke. hit puberty super late. extreme sexual anxiety to the point of erectile dysfunction even as a teen, from sexual trauma and also exposure to porn before my dick grew bigger (thought i had a baby dick, i couldnt tell that it grew, still have dick dysmorphia to this day, but in reality im neither small nor big.) didnt get laid until i started drinking and doing drugs to fix social and sexual anxiety. that backfired in the long run. now i have a normal life but i almost didnt make it out of hell.
>>84324866i wonder how much more action with girls id get if i got a 6 pack and then used that pic of my 6 pac on snapchat or whatever.how does snapchat work? does it show you random girls nearby to add and i can add them and text them 'wanna hookup?'
>>84324993yeah it shows you randos nearby. ill be honest i didnt even know what he looked like before we met up
>>sexM>>age28>body count1>>why is it so low / highBecause I'm still dating the girl I lost my virginity with and I believe in getting your wife with as few mistakes as possible. Chad doesn't seem any happier than a Normie, so I rather choose differently than both.>>age lost virginity24>>some storiesShe was 18, still in high school, alt, black, egirl. Huge H Cup Boobs, I was totally nervous and could barely keep it up. Later I would gradually get to the point I could make her cum nigh instantly multiple times, but the first time was just kinda humping each other until we were tired. I gave her my christian promise ring afterwards.
>>84321649>my porn addiction ruined my last relationshipHow?
>>84321987>some women, who had some weird fantasies to play outStories?
>>84325105i wonder if i sent a pic of my abbs to as many random women near by and asked for sex how many would say yes. i have a fucked up dick tho. was he good looking, did he have a good dick? did u regret it when u saw him but decided to go with it anyways?
>>84317464>sexXX>age28>body count0>why is it so low / highWas never interested in other people and kept to myself all through high school / college >age lost virginityN/A>some storiesMy parents are so disappointed in me
>>84325702If you're not fat and or mentally ill, I will marry you
>>84320859not the anonette but that is so sweet.
>>84325247Sure. Basically just to speak in general, a surprisingly large amount of clients wanted something to do with incest roleplay, both men and women. Like i have been fucked in kids beds, and even in toddler cribs. Just tons of incest. >Women in their 40-60sWhen i was 16 i was short and effeminate, i could probably pass as much younger. 40-60 year old women hired me to roleplay as their son. Either to peg me, or for me to fuck them, which was hard, i used some boner pills for those, since as i said, i was very much just gay.I remember this one woman who was lactating because she just had her second kid, wanted me to roleplay as her 11 year old son (which she had, that was her other kid), breastfeed from her, then cry and beg her to stop and say that it hurts while she fisted my ass and kept saying i deserve this for being a bad son. Yikes...>TeacherAnother memorable experience was when i was hired by a woman who was a teacher. She didn't hire me just for sex, she hired me for 4 hours. I was 19 at that point but she asked me to say i was 15 if asked. And at the end there was the sex with a bunch of weird shit she would say and want, but that's not the wtf part. The wtf part was that the reason she hired me for so long is that she wanted me to go to a brunch with her before we get to her place to fuck. A brunch with her friends, other middle aged woman. And she basically just sat me down there, i was briefed before what the character she wanted me to play was, and then she introduced me as one of her students from highschool, openly bragged to them that she is having sex with me to her girlfriends, and how like i can't stop coming after her like a lap dog, how much better i'm than her husband, and so on. And from what the girlfriends were saying, it basically seems like she has been telling them for a while that she was fucking one of her students, and they probably either didn't believe her or wanted to meet him, so i played that character.
>>84326462Please don't tell anyone I am a nice guy.I have a reputation to maintain.
>>84324804>how did you start the relationship with the older half sister, did you or her initiate it?I was in a homeless youth shelter from 15-18 and she was a staff member/counselor there. She worked nights when no other staff was there so we'd chat about life and stuff. I can't remember who initiated, but she started picking me up outside of work and letting me stay at her house so we could fuck and hang out. Only lasted a year because she was 29 and started feeling guilty, and said she wanted to be with someone who had grown up with the same slop culture shit as her lmao. I didn't really care outside of losing access to her pussy cuz I was a stupid horny kid.>How did the younger sister react to her sister introducing her to you and wanting her to be with you? The younger sister (17 when we met, I was 18) actually didn't know I had been with her sister until years later when I told her. She didn't seem to care, just laughed and said gross.>What is it like having a half-sister as a girlfriend?I dunno, like any other girl. Never got to have a threesome with them or anything but the younger sister was into incestual stuff like that (including the idea of me fucking our future adult daughters...)
>>84326698wait wait hold up, so you are saying the group of women KNEW that their friend, a middle aged teacher is fucking a kid because she bragged about it, and they wanted to meet the kid because they didnt believe it or simply wanted to see the underaged boy their friend is fucking?And they were just laughing and chatting and having fun about this at a brunch like nothing?What the fuck man jesus christ and foids will say men are scum and then do shit like this
>>84327005>the younger sister was into incestual stuff like that (including the idea of me fucking our future adult daughters...)thats fucking hot. why does my only sybling have to be some half-chink half sister who is almost a decade younger than me, with a really weird unlikeable personality
>>84327179Yup. Well not really. While the whole thing was very fucked up, i don't think she was actually having sex with one of her students. I think she just said she was to her girlfriends, and now they wanted to either meet me, or to have proof that she was for real. Or maybe she really is fucking a student, and she just didn't want to bring that student there, because she doesn't want anyone know who he is to cover any evidence if shit goes south. No clue, wasn't paid to ask.But yes the casualness of the whole situation was very fucked up. These women were all like 45-50 at least, and like i was a 19 year old guy, but playing a 15 year old kid, sitting amongst them while they happily discussed how awesome it is she is doing this with one of her students and cheating on her husband. Women friend groups are very fucking strange to me.
>>84327005>the younger sister was into incestual stuff like that (including the idea of me fucking our future adult daughters...AND YOU DIDNT FUCKING MARRY HER?
>>84317464>sexMale>age22>body count0>why is it so low / highLiterally no girl has ever liked me. I was a fat kid and after losing all the weight I still hate myself too much to go out>age lost virginityThis year. I'm just paying it for I don't care anymore>some storiesI've been mocked for my appearance more than a few times but never complimented. I hate myself and I hate women for never me showing any kindness
>sexM>age33>body count5 in relationships, maybe 3-4 hook-ups>why is it so low / highI'm picky>age lost virginity14>some storiesMy first is a nice story. Me 14, almost 15. Girl in our neighborhood is 15, almost 16. She's really cute, nice smile, developing body. Group of us hang together but others have after school activities so sometimes we hang out alone. Easy going conversations about stuff, care about each other but not "love". Out of the blue one day she comes home from school, we talk a bit and she asks if we can go into my back yard. We play basketball down there so I say yes.When we get there she says "come here" and brings me into the garage. She asks if I want to kiss. My first thought is "WTF?" but say OK and we start making out. She's helping me out (it was my first kiss), "use more lips", "use your tongue like me". We make out for about 30 minutes.Then she asks me if I'm hard. ("Is what hard?" Yes, I'm an idiot.) She touches me, sees I am and starts opening my pants. She turns around, takes off her white panties, lifts her blue plaid catholic school skirt up and tells me to put it in. Seconds later I'm fucking my first girl. I last 10 seconds. "Let's kiss some more."We kiss again, I'm hard again and she has me fuck her again. This time I last long enough that between that and rubbing herself, she gets off.We did this for months. No love, nothing more than kissing and PiV. Then she got a BF and said we couldn't do it any more.
>>84327346She wasn't my half sibling, she was half sisters with my first gf. I do wish I had a hot sister tho. My real sister turned into an ugly dyke/tranny.>>84327377I wanted to. She dumped me. She was infertile though, I think. Had PCOS and other reproductive issues.
>sexMale>age31>body count40+>why is it so low / highDuring the age of 22-24, I had a part-time hassle and literally sold myself to old lonely hags seeking for the attention while I worked as a bartender. Just to get some drugs, being a bartender at the club sucked ass. Funnily enough, never got any STDs. Caught strep once.>age lost virginity14>some storiesMy first act was with my female cousin of the same age. We had no understanding of how fucked up it was and basically got groomed into all of this by her father. We had sex quite a lot. Kinda surprising we never got caught. The silent mutual realization came after, and we never attempted touched the topic. My first 'conscious' act happened at the age of 21.
>>84317464>sexmale>age20y>body count0>whyI've thought about paying a prostitute, but I didn't want to stoop to that level. I've never dated anyone.>age lost virginity???>some storiesWhen I was 16, I worked at a supermarket. There was a 27-year-old female employee I was in love with, and I tried to date her, but obviously we never officially dated.
>>84325675he was fairly good looking but definitely my type (eastern european i think). and idk about his dick it was kinda dark so i didnt really get a good look at it lol
>sexM>age33>body count0>why is it so low / highmental disorders + I had bad phimosis in school probably on account of how big my dick is so I turned down every opportunity. then I became a neet after school>age lost virginityNever, but I did have 1 e-gf from another country for a year>some storiesback in highschool I turned down a threesome because I didn't want them to see my stinky phimosis cock, then everyone thought I was gay. Layer my in the closet gay friend tried cuddling with me
>>84325675hi, im a licensed dick enjoyer. Please provide imagery of your schmenis so that it might be inspected and so we can determine the fucked upness of it
>>84327796you cuddled him back right? ...please tell me you cuddled him back...Also why not have a circumcision then if you had foreskin issues. Sure, it sucks a lot more as a teen/adult than as an infant, but hey, not being able to use your dick surely sucks more.
>>84327867>you cuddled him back right?No that's gay, they rubbed my back though was niceI eventuslly pulled back my foreskin after many hours of hot water baths and pulling, there was smegma everywhere it was truly revolting
>>84327902holy shit that sounds awesome i would have loved to watch that. I know that sounds weird and gay but i really mean it in just a weird satisfaction way, like watching pimples pop
>>84322579Cool, I hope you're doing better at least
>>84317533>>84317591>>84317865>>84318142>>84320736>>84321565>>84323167do you swallow cum and piss? do you do anal? how often do u fuck? how quick do u cum? does he rape you? do you deepthroat? do you shave?>>84317891>>84318238>>84321649date me
M, 31, body count 13, first at 18. Would be more but I stay away from super casual/ONS, and most of my relationships have lasted for more than a year. Only two of those were outside of a relationship or a longer running friends with benefits thing. One was the worst sex I've ever had and is why I've stayed away from ONS so long. It was with a girl who clearly just wanted weed - I was too naive to think that's what was happening and honestly thought she wanted to hang out - but then we got to the point where it was basically like "ok I'm stoned enough let's have sex" and she kicked me out directly after. Normally I wouldn't have done it but I was stoned, horny, and she had a really nice body. Plump but fit with wideass hips. I think she was a relatively well known tiktok dancer or something, she whined about getting stalked by her fans and didn't want me to know who she was or get into too many details. The condom broke and she let me continue raw, and I still feel lucky I didn't catch something to this day. I don't think either of us enjoyed the sex very much.The other ONS was the last girl I had sex with. I met her on a dating app and we genuinely clicked, but she was into ENM and I'm not about that. Despite enjoying her company I felt she was too unserious in general, so I cut contact because I wanted something real and thought it would be better for my integrity to accept that we wanted different things. I'm much less concerned with a relationship now and kind of regret it in retrospect. I honestly think I should have just kept hooking up with her. We had sex literally all night and for most of the next day while she wfh'd. Smallest girl I've ever had sex with and I'm pretty well endowed, so my dick looked absolutely massive next to her. When I first pressed it against her pussy her eyes got fucking huge, bright red face the whole time we fucked. I don't think I've ever felt a girl gush like that, or cum and made a girl cum more times in one stretch before.
>>84328259>Doing betterWell... kinda the same as always. Things don't really change in my life, they are very consistent. I wake up, i'm in my room. I go through the day in my room. I go to sleep in my room. Only real variation of the routine is when my Dad wants to do something with me or when i go out shopping which is not often.>>84328325Uhm... i don't think you meant to ask me those questions, because i mean, the answer to all of them is No. I don't have the option to do any of those things. Unless you are asking gooning, in that case some anal yeah, but not huge oversized toys or nothing, i don't really see why someone would want to size up much in that region.>>84324804>Have you ever considered itI did consider it, that's how i came to the conclusion to not do it for his sake. >momentsI mean yes, there have been moments where it felt very romantic, but a lot of those was just me going too far. Like i snuck into his bed a couple times while he was sleeping to sleep with him, and i just told him i had horrible nightmares (which i do get from meds) when he woke up in the morning and asked why, and he was okay with that answer, but that was a lie, i just wanted to sleep with him and imagine that i'm his wife. Also one time when i was 17 i pretended to be sleepwalking (also extremely rarely happens from meds) and just walked out naked while he was watching TV. I wasn't really planning to do anything, i just wanted him to see me naked, i don't know why, back then it was a big thing for me, which is stupid because he regularly helped me get dressed or helped me up when i fainted in the shower, so he has seen me naked tons of times or even touched me while i was naked. But yeah i only did that once.
>>84328584>the answer to all of them is No.why? which one are you? why don't you have the option. do you want it? date me, let me goon on your body
>>84324804>shame or guiltIt's a bit of a double sided coin. I have very hard time caring about myself, or feeling stuff for myself, so personally i don't feel any of it ME targeted, if that makes sense, but i do feel guilt towards him. Because he has done everything right in life, he is a good solid guy, never did nothing bad or weird or illegal or otherwise, and as a reward he lost his wife and has a mentally ill daughter that he needs to take care of, and on top of all that she secretly has these feelings for him and does this shit. That makes me feel very guilty towards him. But personal guilt over myself, like telling myself "you are a fucked up bitch", that does nothing to me, because i can't really care for myself.>masturbateYes, many many times, and i know it's wrong but it's an outlet that makes commiting to the choice to not drop another nuke on him by acting on these feelings or feeling some need to tell him about them easier, because it helps take the mind off of it.>would i be happy building a romantic relationshipI imagine i would. I think or fantasize about it very often. But it's not happening, and that's because unlike me, my Dad is a normal person, a non mentally ill fully functional human being. So he likely wouldn't feel this way, because unlike me, he has the option to date or socialize with other women, for me it's him or nothing. So i understand that my feelings are probably caused by my mental illness and thus they are very harmful and unhealthy, and to him, a normal person who likely never in his life thought about doing anything sexual with his daughter, would likely cause nothing but pain and suffering if i was to reveal or act on these feelings.>hope he initiatesThat is literally the only way i think this would ever happen. Because i feel like if i opened up with it, it would be just conflicting and i would basically gaslight him into something he doesn't want, or just make him mad and sad. If he initiated, it says he wants this.
>>84328630I have very severe neurotic SPD. I'm basically alergic to people, i can't handle human contact, human touch, etc. So i don't have the option to have a boyfriend, have sex, or any of those other things, so gooning is all there is for me sex-wise. That's why the answer to all of them is No, if we consider doing it with other men and not masturbating with toys. Also seeing the last question, that one is actually a Yes. I don't shave my legs or under my arms much, but i do shave my crotch, because i hate having hair there. That scratchy and dirty feeling, it just feels so shit and unkept, like if i took a shit and didn't wipe. I hate pubic hair, wish it could just stop growing forever. I know me of all people talking about feeling dirty and it being a problem is a bit of a joke with my hygiene and everything, but i can't get over it.
>>84328665just pretend my dick is a toy. will you let me cum on you at least, or in your mouth.will you send nudes to me?
>>84328674Not how that works, so nope, sorry. Trust me i had the experience once already and i would rather get waterboarded than do that again.
>>84324916The only reason it's high for me is how I missed out. It's like I'm playing catch-up. I have to initate most of the time and I'm the active one while he just does nothing.
>>84328665You seem to handle human contact on here fine, are you open to exchanging emails? (I'm not the coomer guy btw)
>sexm>age35>body count2>why is it so low / highsocially awkward loser>age lost virginity 31>some storiesFirst relationship was from a crazy girl I met on tinder, such a mistake
>>84317464>sexF>age24>body count23 total, 8 were other women. been in a relationship since 2022>why is it so low / highi was really poor so i went on tinder dates for dinners & they always expected sex after. i also i had a phase in college where i really liked taking advantage of men who had a low bodycounts/were virgins before i found a virgin i actually liked>age lost virginity16>some storiestried to fuck a guy around ~2021 and he admitted that he couldnt cum during sex because he had jerked off too hard his whole life. supposedly i was the second person he had ever "had sex" with. he kinda stunk but i stole his idkhowbuttheyfoundme t-shirt and my lesbian femcel roommate i lived with really loved it amongst the other merch i brought home from my escapades
>>84329164Yeah internet is a bit of a hail marry for me, i can talk here fine because you people aren't... you know, people. You are just text on my screen. But even then i don't really develop friendships. I tried before on Discord and just couldn't get into it. I have trouble forming those connections. My Mom is enough proof for me that it's not something that i just "need to give time" or something, she was around for 12 years and to me she was and still is a stranger except i know her name. No feeling what so ever, even when she left, i was personally happy about it, i was sad about seeing Dad depressed as fuck from it, that was the only reason i wanted her to come back and anything, just for Dad, but not for her. No familiar love or anything, i just can't develop these shits.When i say human contact it's not the act of socializing, i mean literally contact. Like a couple weeks ago, i was at a Billa, buying groceries. And the cashier actually knows me, so he knows not to talk to me or engage. But he was just autopiloting, so when he was giving me back my change he wished me a nice day and his hand brushed mine as he gave me back my change. Enough to trigger a neurotic seizure, i sank to the floor and started screaming and seizing. Not the first time i made a scene in that store, and Dad had to leave work to come pick me up because my legs hurted so much i couldn't stand up. I really mean it, it's physically impossible for me, it sucks very much.
Male41100+Late bloomer. Discovered I am actually a degenerate. Not into committed relationships.29Eh
>>84329243throwaway4temp@protonmail.com
>>84329299Sorry meds made me doze off a bit, but i don't know. What would you really wanna talk about that you can't ask here? As i said my socialization or friend making is basically at 0, so you really aren't gonna gain anything much here. Defect brain too strong.
I'm a male presenting hermaphrodite>33>body count is only about 24, give or take some people I forgot because they went lesbian or communication failed early onNot being loved by a Japanese woman anymore because the Fukushima disaster happened either the day of my birthday or the day before and after my birthday, depending on the weight of a radioactive tsunami. I even tried M-theory to get her back, it just boils down to M-theory only supporting 1 driver.
>>84329632Yeah it's 131
>>84317464male380i din't approach women and i'm not attractiven/ai masturbated 8 times in 24 hours as my record
>>84329632What are you even saying wtf
>>84329632hermaphrodite how? both a micropenis and a hole? if so i want you
>>84317464F200socially awkward + avoidanti've had 3 people directly express interest in me but they were the bottom of the barrel
>>84329928Where are you fromOnly serious relationships or open to fwbs?
>>84329697you're not missing out on a whole lot, anon, licking their butthole is better than the actual sex because of the taboo thrill of it
>>84330622Whose ass did you lick
>>84317464Sex>MCurrent age>22Body count >1Age v card lost >18Background>I sadly have super high standards, I don't date unless I find someone matching all of them, which has never happened so far. A girl I dated because she came very close to fulfilling all of those once mentioned she thought it was a shame that I didn't have significantly more experience than her. So after breaking up with her, I went out on Tinder and fucked a chick ten years older than me. She was cute but was clearly looking to settle down, and as she didn't fulfill most of my criteria, we stopped after a few dates. After that I got chronically sick for ~3 years, recently healed up, and have been mostly focusing on uni and friends that I couldn't focus on during those years. I'm gonna try hooking up with older chicks via online dating again, since I wouldn't want to take advantage of younger women. But man, are they picky towards younger men despite my good looks.
>>84327518how did you even advertise yourself for your part-time hassle? her father encouraged you two to have sex? how did that work? did her father ever fuck her? or you? when you both realised how messed up it was, how did the dynamic between her and her father change?>>84327796you can get cream for phimosis and combine it with stretching exercises. I have only recently begun doing this for mine and I am already seeing improvements>>84327851ok errrr maybe. i may include it as pic related. it is mainly the skin of the foresin around the head, the phimpsis as well as a large red cyst on the head too. feel free for anyone else to review it too. femanons, if you pulled down a guys pants and saw this, would you make up some excuse to not suck it? would you care about being fucked by it if i wore a condom? ive fucked 5 girls, but only 1 enjoyed sucking it and 2 tolerated it, 2 refused to.>>84328584why did he help you get dressed so often, are you very disabled to the point where you cannot do it yourself? When you slept next to him did you try to feel or look at any parts of his body? have you ever seen him naked? how old are both of you?>>84328635i can understand a normie dad most likely being oblivious to your desires and having a normal relationship with you, and if he is as good of a guy you say, he would probably have a big moral problem with any attraction he may have towards you. have you considered laying next to him on the sofa while watching movies, drinking alcholol with him, and after doing this countless times, cuddling with him, and hoping that eventually he will get drunk and horny enogh that he will make a move or you will have the courage and be drunk enough too? femanon can I give you my discord?>>84328833if the only way you could keep your dad happy is for whatever reason, letting r9k anons use your body, would you?