how do you actually attempt suicide? and I don't mean the methodI have everything prepared, but when it comes to drinking the stuff, I just can't bring myself to for some reasonit's like the survival instincts are paralyzing my hand for some reasonand that makes me think that even if I manage to force myself to drink it one time, I will probably just panic at some point and make myself throw it up, possibly leaving me a veggieplease tell me how you got over the fear anons
>>84328400alcohol and rage
>>84328400>please tell me how you got over the fear anonsYou expect dead anons to tell you from beyond the grave?
>>84328406tried alcohol, didn't really helprage doesn't last long enough - I need to keep it inside of me for possibly up to an hour, not just a 10 second impulsedid you attempt?
>>84328424keep the method close to you and wait for the urge to die to swell
>>84328423do you think suicide attempts have a 100% success rate?do you think there is no such thing as a suicide survivor?>>84328428I'm doing that, but as I said, I will need not to panic and throw up for like an hour, and I don't know if I can stay calm for even 5 minutes
>>84328441>do you think suicide attempts have a 100% success rate?If you didn't succeed you didn't really want to do it
Put yourself in a situation where you only have one chance. Like tell someone you're going to do it and then do it like you said you were. Actually really simple.
>>84328857yes yes, I'm sure you've done that and it worked for you
knock yourself out, lay supine, tape your mouth closed or through other methods, do it in a tub of water so you have multiple failsafes
>>84328400please dont kill yourself...youre stronger than you realize for handling such feelingsthings will get better one day, youll be smiling and laughing while times like this are a distant memory
>>84328884knock yourself out how exactly?smack your head really hard?>it's not hard enough and you end up as a 30 IQ veggiegenius>>84328891go fuck yourself, didn't ask
>>84328400You know motorcyclists who faceplanted into the side of a car say they don't remember the impact of anything seconds before impact.Obviously doing something in the same concept as smashing your head into a car, but with even bigger KE, will produce the same blissful unawareness.
>>84328400that's your body telling you not to do ityour body knows best
just attack someone in texas, they'll shoot you with their gun
>>84328905okay, two things1) not remembering something doesn't mean not consciously experiencing it while it's happening2) all the methods that involve impact have a high chance of failure and the consequences of that are horrificplease don't give anyone suicide advice when you yourself have never attempted it>>84328914yeah i wish i had a gun, it would solve that problem completelyunfortunately i live in europe
>>84328400If you're afraid it means you don't actually want to do it.
>>84328922highway suicide bro
alright should've asked somewhere else i guess
>>84328929and yeah, thisyou just want to talk about suicide and get attention
you're the one who wants attention by posting brainless low tier bait buddy
take enough drugs to induce psychosis or choose a method where the concept of death barely registers in your head
>>84328955i've been psychotic, and ironically that was the only time i felt like life was worth livingno instant methods for me unfortunately, the only reliable and painless one i have access to is poisoning
>>84328891Things won't get better. You never truly recover
>>84328973why can't you drink+hang yourself to ensure maximum efficiency. or lay down so you can choke on your own vomit
wahhhh let me make another r9k about killing myself for attention wahhhhh
only posts from people who actually attempted, thank you!
> getting advice from ppl who failed at failing
>>84329472they succeeded where i failedi'll succeed where they failed
>>84328400Hi I've attempted before. It's not something you can get yourself to work up the courage for, it honestly just happens to you. I had/have the same issue where I try to get myself to just do it but the only thing that actually got me to follow through was a combination of having something extreme happen to me + being just reckless and impulsive enough to not overthink it and just attempt. So basically you're fucked
>>84329506what was your method?
>>84329523Overdosed on my medication. I know pills are a meme I was 16. I had other things before and after that attempt but I never completed them because someone intervened (ex. my school sent me to the hospital when they found out I brought a rope on grounds)
>>84329536Kek I remember one time I took a couple paracetamol and codeien and a whole bunch of antihistamines and really thought that was gonna do shit
>>84329536and what was your mental state right as you overdosed?did you not panic and think about puking it up at all the whole time?
People who want to kill themselves for some reason don't understand how much they're loved
>>84329562i do realize iti just don't give a fuck
>>84329553I was really out of it so honestly it didn't really register. I do remember holding the bottle in my hand for a few seconds and thinking "should I really do this" but then I just downed it really fast because I knew if I waited any longer I would start overthinking it and abort the attempt. After that I went "damn I actually did that" and had the whole life flashing before your eyes thing before going to sleep like nothing happened>>84329562Kek
>>84329576how long ago was that?do you plan to attempt again?
>>84329548I didn't even throw up kek the most I got was a bad stomachache after a whole bottle of Abilify. I don't get why it's such a popular method when a knife to the neck is probably more effective. Because it's easily accessible and takes less commitment I guess?>>84329586Almost 3 years now. Life still sucks and I'd like to attempt again but unfortunately I have the same issue you do. I'm honestly just waiting until the right circumstances strike again