As I begin my fourth day of sobriety I find the the boredom to be the most daunting of all. Not addicted enough for tremors, sickness or uncontrollable cravings, its passing the time that is the most excruciatingly noticeable. When I could get high or drunk it allowed me to feel comfortable being bored. Things would contain value where they normally shouldnt which now leaves everything to me as uninteresting and boring. Im finding myself wanting to eat food and jerk off. Is this why people are fat goon addicts? Is this really how majority of the population copes with life? Grim, sad and grim.. hope it gets better and I manage to find happiness within a more sober lifestyle
After a month/two it will start to get noticeably better although I've never been a drinker but would use coke and speed alot for many years.
>>84362305Thats what I keep hearing. Maybe ill rude my bike around or something. I need to find a girl i can bang
>>84362398>Maybe ill rude my bike around or somethingGreat idea, biking or walking is will be very good for you. I was a hiker and camper even while using so I continued doing it after I stopped, it really helps the mind and resets your body making it get used to the your new normal state. >I need to find a girl i can bangI gotta a bit of ED after I stopped cause my body was so used to speed and coke, it kind of worked like Viagra for me but it got better after a couple of months, I started working out and running so that probably helped. Best of luck to you.
>>84362585Thanks for the sincere advice. Spent the day walking around it was really hot out. Felt nice
>>84362290>>84362398>>84363594Find a hobby, something to fill the time. Read a book, workout, go for a walk, engage in something positive. Don't replace one vice with another.I'd recommend reading the Bible but I doubt its what you want to hear.
>>84363759Ive tried reading the Bible, the Quran and Bhagavad Gita. They were all pretty good haha maybe ill pick one back up. A book i did recently finish and highly recommend was My First 3000 years
>>84362290dude im such a broken shell of a man. 6 years fent and meth use, 6 years prior to that most adderall. I went a total of 4 or 5 days squeaky clean recently, trying to tighten up. buckled after that, but didnt want all that to be for nothing, so ended up getting off the fent and somewhat guilt free using more meth. after all had fresh oz not even opened waiting for me. suprised i did sober completely for any amount of days.fast forward 25 days fent free, still extremely pissed off. nothing feels good, mad, sad, depressed, tired, wound up, sleeping very poorly and super fragmented yet laying in bed 12 hours a day.fuck all of you. i hope it gets better but ithink with meth even without fent there is little recovery to be had.
>>84363921Have you also read the great thinkers? Aurelius' Meditations is a personal favorite. I also enjoy Augustine's Confessions
>>84363921Have you read the great thinkers? Aurelius' Meditations is a personal favorite. I really recommend Augustine's Confessions
18 months sober here and Im still waiting for it to get better. if I could do some meth or smoke a blunt I would in a heartbeat. but Im stuck in a cheap sober home where Ill get kicked out if I do that and I cant afford my own place, even a shitty studio so Im just trapped. Unironically just going to rope soon
>>84362290Your dopamine will reset my niggaAnd you'll enjoy normal thangs again
