I didn't go so far as to put on women's cloths or stick anything up my butt, but I was seriously going to take hormones and renounced by religion privately so I could troon out. I later had the worst post nut clarity I've had in years. How much nofap does it take to get out of this? I'm in my 20s now and have been watching sissy hypno since middle school I might be cooked.
>>84363137What religion was it?
you have one body and one life & nothing happens after you die do not waste it turning yourself into an experiment ur in ur 20s you will never ever look like an anime girl you will look like a freak . just be gay dude it's fine nobody cares if you're gay literally get a boyfriend to top you and be happy together, focus on getting something meaningful in your life to anchor yourself towards. if you were a serious person and had real aspirations your death drive wouldn't be so strong. accept that you will always desire this, you'll never be quite happy with your body & that's fine because you gotta stack money or get into making art or something. start reading books, get a cool hobby. occupy ur mind, get productive and stop the religious guilt for having private thoughts
I'll never understand why men decide to destroy their bodies into a grotesque and creepy uncanny valley looking abomination when they could just be a cute bottom twink
>>84363286HRT should be illegal unless you have valid (non-faggoted) reasons for doing so. You shouldn't even be able to buy estrogen unless you're a post-menopausal woman with a prescription from a doctor. But otherwise it should be illegal
>>84363297Estrogen can be created from basic food staples like _soybeans and yams. Control freaks like you are so infuriated by alternative gender ideas that very mildly question your extremely rigid gender policing that you literally want to try and ban common foods. What a pathetic joke you are.
>>84363307You can make all sorts of things from entirely legal products. But you should still be banned from producing estrogen and be imprisoned for doing so because naive people need to be protected from themselves so they don't think they can turn into a woman, and moreover because you people actually try and groom others into your mentally ill lifestyles.>hurr durr just let impressionable young autists destroy their bodies and mindsYou belong in a concentration camp.
>>84363137>and renounced by religion privatelywhat?
>>84363307you can make this argument for literally everything in medicine. unless you're a hyper libertarian i'm sure you believe medicine should be regulated and that doctors ought to take an oath to do no harm. when people say HRT shouldn't be prescribed or top/bottom surgery shouldn't happen they mean exactly that, it shouldn't be an approved treatment by medical boards and institutions vowing not to harm their patients. yes I would expand this to all cosmetic surgery, there is no intrinsic difference between "gender affirming care" and a rhinoplasty
>>84363137might as well migrate over to lgbt.so long fag
>>84363356>sterilizing yourself is no different than nose surgery
