if you ever see minecraft servers advertised here DO NOT JOIN because it's run by evil rapists who want to use you for your creative energies and make you super depressed to the point of suicide. they do not give a fuck about you no matter how interested they act are a full blown evil psychopath. do NOT join any minecraft server advertised here on r9k or other boards.
>>84363822why dont you make a server yourself anon i wanna play mc
>>84363852because nobody will want to play on a server hosted by someone like me im not cut out for it and i want tojust fucking play with someone who actually cares about the people on their server instead of seeing them as a bunch of test subjects. he didn't even see us as human he literally called us "it"
If youre dumb enough to join anything from the hungarian orange peeling forum you deserve to get hacked
I want to have sex with judy hopps.
>>84363865this was a sophisticated social operation over a long period of time where he's trying to destroy people for his own personal gain not even material gain whatsoever i think he just gets bored and needs to use people to fill the time or is some sort of a sadist who enjoys harming people that he sees as lesser
>>84363862>nobody will want to play on a server hosted by someone like meand what are you like? what's so bad about you?
how are you freaks so unable to do things
>>84363883i don't know how to explain it sorry just trust me when i say im a server player not a server host i would get too overwhelmed trying to host a server while simultaneously trykng to form connections with the people using it
>>84363906>while simultaneously trykng to form connections with the people using itare you looking for friends, more than playing minecraft itself?
everyone's a mean minecrafter wants to grief, steal, etc and then do hurtful social experiments on people like posting their server to r9k to manipulate others >>84363908i don't know good question im bad at making friends and im good at minecraft and other games so there could maybe be overlap in the activities
now i feel like you are gonna ask to be my friend and I'm just gonna get scared and run away from my own thread im fxcked
>>84363919not really. i don't want to make you feel bad. but i can see where you're coming from
>>84363929>>84363929he's gonna come to get more people to join soon so i need to look out for his threads because now there's nobody playing on his server since im gone and he needs more souls to collect.
>>84363946is there a reason you're so scared of people?
>>84363953they are highly unpredictable i don't think anyone processes the world exactly the same as one another and i become highly uncomfortable when i am expected to act a certain way in accordance to what the other person expects to give off the right impression i don't know maybe you would get a different answer later
>>84363973>they are highly unpredictable i don't think anyone processes the world exactly the same as one anotherthat's a good answer. but being unpredictable doesn't necessarily mean they are bad, or that something bad will come out of it. i suppose you've been hurt by people in the past, and you've learned this whole thing the hard way. either way, i'm sorry and i hope you find good friends in the future.
>>84363980i thought i had a good friend on the minecraft server i really cared about him even though i know the whole time he was just faking it because he felt bad for me just some abused retard from r9k and eventually i just can't take it anymore how fake it all was being treated like a nonhuman because he would have never seen me as anything worth even a dime had i not been able to fulfill his savior complex
>>84363991>had i not been able to fulfill his savior complexi keep reading this kind of problem in a lot of r9k friendships, it seems like it's a common trope. but, reading you, i still have some questions. did he ever admit it? how do you know he wasn't being genuine?if you ever found a person you'd like to befriend, what would you like them to be like?
>>84364009i asked him once if he was friends with me because of empathy, or if he was friends because he wanted to be friends, and he said the question was logically invalid and didnt answerand if i were to befriend someone it would be someone like him because he's just a really special person i don't know it's like a fucking paradox is melting my brain
i really just fucking love him and i wish there was some way i could've said that but he would have just called me weird or said my emotions weren't real and that i can't love anyone or just nothing at all im just screaming into the void
>>84364022>he said the question was logically invalid and didnt answerfrom my point of view, i'd feel bad if a person i considered a friend asked me that question. it's like questioning and basically saying i have ulterior motives, which is basically a lack of trust. friendships aren't built overnight, trust is built over time and experiences. at the same time, it's a nice question. what did you expect as the answer?>it's like a fucking paradox is melting my brainmaybe you have judged him too harshly, but i don't know. only you do know. do you usually avatarfag as that zootopia character? i swear, i have seen that character somewhere else... maybe a mio thread?
i just need to dieim not a human i can't even put myself in the shoes of the people i claim to care about so deeply
quit everything, just shut it all down, go to work, die
>>84364053Anon if someone took my shoes I would be really upset
>>84364053i can see what kind of person you are now. you got a loooooooooooong way ahead of you. good luck.
>>84363822I tried to host a server and invite people from here to it. Nobody joined it. I asked on /int/ too and got like 3 Russians to try it for a day then then nobody showed up to it ever again, so I ended up shutting it down.
beb ur a retard no one cared that you left just fucking leave its not a big dealkys fuck your degree jobless horse fucker dumb schizo fuck funny story actually gatos readded me just to ask me for money lmao fucking whore fucking dumb hispanic bitch
>>84363822>use you for your creative energies and make you super depressed to the point of suicide.how the fuck is a minecraft server admin gonna make me super depressed to the point i want to kill myself? if anything even remotely like this happened to you you should kill yourself because you're so pathetic.
>>84363862Yeah I'd be down to join a server like this, as long as it starts slow and we add more people over time to weed out the crazy ones
>>84364344that is not a funny story, it is an expected pattern. you are not human, yet you act surprised when you are treated like a dog. never have i seen any sort of expression from you that would prove otherwise.
>>84364410youre a retard. youre cs skills will dwindle u know? u cant just play cs all day. go search for places to apply to after you graduate. and u dont even talk about anything other than cs like you deflect every time anyone talks to you about anything else then call them a slur you will suffer alone because youre an unempathizing faggot who yelps wolf everytime you see gray. and now ur whoring on 4chan and if i told u what you were doing youd deflect again. What do u want lmao do you really still care about alex yeah u do why r u obsessed lmfao just get over it
There used to be a resident psychopath on v/craft. He really ruined a lot of things. The server clearly meant too much to him, he was always on, always joining as soon as others joined, 70+% of chat was dominated by him. I'm pretty sure he still plays with multiple aliases and personalities.
>>84364543lonely and pathetic still searching out my threads to insult me, because deep down that rejection burns you.
>>84363822Do they hold you at gunpoint (in minecraft) to make you build things for them or are you just an autistic retard who cant say no?
>>84363822fuck minecraft do yall fuck with vintage story? i would play the fuck out of a vintage story r9k server