Damn that foid in the background looks totally fuckable

>>84363947
>right now is the happiest ive ever been
nah, but not terribly far off. the happiest i and many people have ever been was formed upon fantasy and delusion; reality is colder. but can still be breddy gud.

>i look forward to the future
yeah, i might get between 50-260k from dupont and friends for giving me nut cancer (allegedly), and besides, it'll be interesting regardless. i don't like to admit the passage of time though, i am Thirty-Four Years Old, mr datamining personnel

>i have achieved goals i set for myself
ah not really, delayed at best. grad school's expensive but if i get the above shekels and don't use them for my desired End Goal, i'll really be a piece of shit

>highschool was the best time of my life
nah man, pretty cool at times, pretty gay at others.

>i felt more genuine connection in the past
yeah sorta, but maybe just nostalgia. friends were more active together before "life" really hit. i did feel the genuine presence of God a few times when i was younger, it's a physical phenomenon and understanding. or so i remember it, who knows?

>i regret major life decisions i have made
yeah i shoulda went into the army warrant officer program but my gay lolbertarian political identity at age 18 precluded me. that was fukken stupid. i also should have went to Ninevah province in Northern Iraq when i was in my 20s at the personal invitation of a Yezidi former Iraqi Police/Army and former Peshmerga member, in connection with my church. it was not cowardice (so i tell myself!) but instead chronic laziness. i could not smoke weed and drink beer constantly in Erbil, Iraq. so i did not.

>every day is a new day
yeah man anything could happen

>there are people that i wish were still in my life
of course, i miss many people dearly. a real shame. just reality in life.

>i feel secure in my environment
yeah i'm cool.

>hard work pays off
might do, might not. might really pay off, might barely pay off. might be neutral, or even get you fucked.

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>>84363947
>right now is the happiest ive ever been
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>i look forward to the future
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>i have achieved goals i set for myself
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>highschool was the best time of my life
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>i felt more genuine connection in the past
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>i regret major life decisions i have made
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>every day is a new day
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>there are people that i wish were still in my life
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>i feel secure in my environment
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>hard work pays off
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>>84363947
>>right now is the happiest ive ever been
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>>i look forward to the future
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>>i have achieved goals i set for myself
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>>highschool was the best time of my life
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>>i felt more genuine connection in the past
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>>i regret major life decisions i have made
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>>every day is a new day
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>>there are people that i wish were still in my life
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>right now is the happiest ive ever been
There's only one most happy point in life, after that it's all downhill
>i look forward to the future
Future is just a shittier version of the past
>i have achieved goals i set for myself
This applies to literally everyone
>highschool was the best time of my life
I never went to high school
>i felt more genuine connection in the past
Keyword being more, but there's never been genuine connection as that is not even possible. Everyone lies
>i regret major life decisions i have made
Only the ones that resulted in bad outcomes
>every day is a new day
Nonsensical statement unless there's some definitions given
>there are people that i wish were still in my life
If they behaved the way I wanted them, sure. Not if they would be shitty
>i feel secure in my environment
Even people in jail don't feel secure in their environment and security is the primary goal
>hard work pays off
Having a long nose and no morals is the only thing that pays off. The harder you work the less you get

>>84363947
I have the biggest cock in the history of mankind, so 11

>>84363988
Ninevah sounds cool. I don't suppose the offer still stands. How exactly could your church offer you such connections? Are you some kind of arab or persian burger who knows the language?

>>84363947
>right now is the happiest ive ever been
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>i look forward to the future
>i have achieved goals i set for myself
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>highschool was the best time of my life
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>i felt more genuine connection in the past
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>i regret major life decisions i have made
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>every day is a new day
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>there are people that i wish were still in my life
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>i feel secure in my environment
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>hard work pays off
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>>84363947
>right now is the happiest ive ever been
No,I don't think it is. It's not the worst I've ever been, but it could certainly be better.
>i look forward to the future
100% I think things are going to turn around for me soon. I've finally sorted stuff out to the point where I at least feel like I'm on the right path.
>i have achieved goals i set for myself
Some of them, definitely. Still got a long way to go before I'm where I wish to be.
>highschool was the best time of my life
It was probably elementary school for me. High school is really when things took a bad turn for me and I'm still not free from the fallout.
>i felt more genuine connection in the past
Maybe? It's hard to answer this one because I can't say whether my connections were truly more genuine, whether I'm just too cynical now, or if it's all one and the same.
>i regret major life decisions i have made
Of course. I think we all probably do to some extent. Still, it's not too late for me. The bad decisions are in the past and I try not to dwell on them.
>every day is a new day
That's what I tell myself. Every day is a chance to keep working and keep trying.
>there are people that i wish were still in my life
Absolutely. I guess this ties in with the last few prompts, but there are friendships I lost, mainly due to my own actions, that I wish I could've maintained. Would it change everything? No. Would it make some sort of difference? Yes.
>i feel secure in my environment
I do for the most part.
>hard work pays off
Yes, but maybe with the qualifier that it depends what you are working on and how much of it is in your control. If you work hard at the gym, you should see results. If you work hard at your job, you might still get passed over for things because you didn't network correctly.
>>84363988
>i did feel the genuine presence of God a few times when i was younger, it's a physical phenomenon
I've felt it as well, and it was definitely something I physically felt.

>>84363947
>right now is the happiest ive ever been
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>i look forward to the future
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>i have achieved goals i set for myself
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>highschool was the best time of my life
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>i felt more genuine connection in the past
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>i regret major life decisions i have made
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>every day is a new day
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>there are people that i wish were still in my life
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>i feel secure in my environment
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>hard work pays off
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>>84363988
based blogposter

>>84364027
You seem like an annoying person. I hope you're just like this because you're having a rough day.

>>84364409
Isn't everyone the way they are because of the cumulative effects of their days? Aside from genetics of course, which is like 80-90% at most. The rest is simple epigenetics and learning.