turning 36 tomorrow and seeing young people out together makes me feel sad cause not only is it a reminder of what i never had it's a reminder that it's too late to ever have now
>>84379219yea u basically ruined your entire life wasting away your youth like that. any sensible human being would kill themselves if they were in your shoes.
>>84379304good thing i'm not sensible
Similar position OP. I went on holiday alone a couple of months ago. One night at a restaurant there was just me and a girl there eating. To be polite I acknowledged her, and we began talking. Turned out she was like 22, and although she invited me to join her and asked me a bunch of questions, was fun etc, I just couldn't shake the fact I was too old to be flirting with her. So I just talked and talked until she got bored and then we left and parted ways. She was so cute too, and we had some niche things in common.I absolutely wasted my 20s by being a fearful autistic hermit. It feels so over at this point. I've started feeling myself aging physically too. I've really started to think about killing myself when I reach 40 or so, I know it's a little extreme or whatever, but I don't like the idea of living into old age basically not experiencing love. I'm so far behind.
Why is it too late? You said you're only 36.
How does the saying go, last best time to smash 18 year old cunny was yesterday the next best time is today
redpill bros keep saying that your 30's is when your life truly begins: peak life satisfaction, making the most money, women will approach you all the time because you got your life in order, etc. but i hardly believe that. i missed out on teenage love and i got 3 years left until i miss out on the 20's love too...
>>84379355in my experience that's not true, granted i haven't been going for the most prestigious jobs, have let my self go a bit weight wise and spend a lot of my time alone, for some i can see that being true though, in my case i am simply not that type that attracts people and a lot of it is my own doing, but having others in your life shouldn't be so conditional >>84379327it's not to late life wise but youth wise it's over, it doesn't feel over, but it is
>>84379355>redpill bros keep saying that your 30's is when your life truly begins: peak life satisfaction, making the most money, women will approach you all the time because you got your life in order, etc.True but life is build on prior years.If you had it good in 20s then 30s would be better beyond on your previous experience and now you having wealth.But if you had nothing in 20s, making twice of much of nothing is still nothing, only thing you have us your body and it's aging now.
>>84379219>turning 36 tomorrow and seeing young people out together makes me feel sad cause not only is it a reminder of what i never had it's a reminder that it's too late to ever have nowI am almost 40 and I feel the same way, anon.My life never started, and it obviously never will.
