Me have bipolar disorder
If you're in america I'm guessing you're manic and not sleeping?
>>84385939I dun live in amerika
im gonna fuck the bipolar out of you
>>84385945Oh okay. I do and thats what I'm doing so I thought we were the same.
>>84385907>Me have bipolar disorderbut you seem so neat and tidy.
>>84385957I haven't had a manic episode for agesI wish I was manic all the time
>>84385951That's not how mental illness works.
>>84385907omg sameeeeeeee. How do you cope?
>>84385966Its pretty fun sometimes but i wish i could keep a regular sleep schedule and didnt hallucinate. But if you got everything you wanted you'd be bored.
>>84385907you are not special. pls kys
>>84385972playing video games and chatting with my online friendsother than that my life has no purpose and I want to end my life if I lived in merica I would have been dead ages before
>>84385976When did you become this way
>>84385976*ages ago
>>84385978I think since I was a teenagerbipolar is hereditary, I've heard so I would have been this way no matter what
>>84385984Ah me too. Ive been trying to make progress in life but it's been beey slow and clumsy. How are you holding up
>>84385992chatting with my online friends helps I get lonely so easily
>>84385976>if I lived in merica I would have been dead ages beforewhy? I kinda want to move there tehehe ^-^
>>84385967im going to suck it out of you then
>>84385998Bcause it is so much easier to get my hands on drugs so I could overdose or I could have a gun
>>84385996I feel you. How many friends do you have?
>>84386039bout 3
>>84386010ah i see. I guess i have no desire to do drugs, guns on the other hand.... they areeeeeeeeeee not romantic enough!!
>>84386041Thats a good number. Do you hang out every day?
>>84385907oh hey me too. Sucks don't it? My medication works pretty well tho. Try Quetiapin
>>84386057Hey thats what i was taking but then I don't know I decided to stop because i didnt want to rely on drugs in case i couldnt get them
>>84386061yeah no, we are permafucked in the head and need meds to be balanced, it is what it is. You can suffer without meds when it's time to cross that bridge and they run out
>>84385966Mania is awesome, sometimes I skip my meds to get mania
i want to go off my meds. if i get caught, dr shekelstein will lock me up and inject medication into butt. is it a good idea to go off the meds and take some olanzapine or quetiapine on the days i speak to the doctor so im sedated only on those days?
>>84386131you do you, that'll work
>>84385907Hey that was my gif ;(
>>84385907I have borderline, so you're better off.
>>84385907Biplar disorder is the gayest shit ever it just makes you act like a histrionic bitch at times, why couldnt I have something cool like narcissism or schizophrenia it just had to be autism and bipolar
>>84385907I haven't had a good hypomanic episode in ages, it's just lame depression and extremely irritating mixed episodes. Ever since I had my first full blown mania it just became an overall worse experience dealing with this.