fuci fuck fuck fuck fuck i dont want to go back i wldontnwajt to why dant it be break forever why cant i be a neet agaun i dontw ant to fucking go bsck i dont want to wake uo in the morning indont want to i reallyndodnt want to fuck
don't remind me, i worked for 3 months on a production line and I quit so I could neet againI was at my most miserable back then with triple dose of zoloft, now I am happy and my life is worth living again. When I run out of money I'll probably apply to the psych ward.
>>84395332i dont want to go i really dont want to go i cant be friends with anyone there none of then are like me it makes me feel so lonely and miserable i donttnalk to anyone and idek if in doing the ribht thing i dont kno waht job i want ahta career i dont have any of it figured out i dk what im gonnna do idk i just dont know and it makes me feel so anxious and scared ad i think im just wasting my time doing something rhat wont help me but i dont like any jobs ive tried looking at sme ive looeked at so many jobs but i dont like any of them and im just gonna end up being a fucking loser onnthe streets i just want to die
i know how you feel. it just feels like an endless cycle. there has to be more to life than working, there HAS to.
>>84395764Why don't you just get a boyfriend who cares for you and lets you neet
>>84395764I don't know how normies to it, how they can endure a life of 8 hours of doing something they dont like just so they can not starve. It takes away all my time and energy, it leaves me an empty husk of a person. And yeah i disliked the people there they were such cattle, all about the production quota and scared of the manager.Even if by some miracle the job itself is bearable, they will just INCREASE the quota or give you more things to do until you're in a hurry and stressed out all the time againI just hate how the world works for 99% of the people, I wish I had a passive income so I could work on my garden and enjoy nature and cycle. But even those things that I am passionate about I would not do 8 hours a day 5 days a week!
>>84395798theres nothing>>84395808bc no one likes me>>84395810i dont want to slave away doing a job that i fucki g hate but theres no jobs i like ans im just wasting my time ans delaying te inevitanle and i just want to fucking die i shouldve killsd myseelf when i was still a neet
>>84395939yeah im delaying too. first time i got a job when i had like 100$, I earned enough to neet for a year, then i got my second job when i had 0$ to my name, I worked for 3 months, this time i'll just kms rather than go backBut I can't help it, its natural to avoid painful things, its like moving your hand away from a burning candle, its instinctualAre you employed right now? If yes, get on some heavy meds, its the only thing that allowed me to endure it
>>84395317If you marry me you'll never have to work another day in your life.
