>>84399203
>I grew up browsing this board. I'm sure it had a negative effect on me. Eventually I outgrew it, but maybe you can take the boy out of the 4chan but can't take the 4chan out of the boy
You can't take the faggot out of the OP either

>>84399203
>I absolutely embarrassed myself at my job, over a long period of time, without realizing it whatsoever.
How so
>>84399203
>I only hope I can find some comradery amongst you fellow degenerates, but maybe not.
This is a normalfag board these days. You're lucky if legit outcasts responds to you. Any post approaching self-awareness or sincerity will be met with absolute hostility.

To answer your question uh, had falling out with this foid at work, passive aggressive bitch. Gave her a piece of my mind until she was nearly crying. Now it's an HR issue, which I suppose is embarrassing.
Though surprisingly I'm starting to become numb to embarrassment these days. I'm mostly concerned she will try and metoo me or some shit. Or maybe even poison me, we work with very hazardous chemicals.

>>84399203
When I was in high school, I did a joker impression in front of my entire class. It wasn't as bad as the joker baby video(I wasn't in costume), but I thought I was being cool and funny, but in hindsight I realized that the cool kids were egging me on because they were mocking me, not because they thought I was funny. Honestly, most of my high school life was a shameful memory. I was a loser, but the kind of loser that craved attention and acceptance from the people I thought were popular. The problem was that I had absolutely no idea what was cool, so I'd just keep doing outlandish things thinking that people would find it funny, but it never worked. I called my Spanish teacher a cunt and I still cringe when I think about that. That was senior year, and I mellowed out after that because I actually got in a fair bit of trouble, believe it or not. Now it's been over a decade since then, and I just wall myself off and have no friends and don't even try anymore.

One time I had somebody I thought was my friend in elementary school pull out my chair from under me during an assembly without remorse. He was pretending to be my friend for months and even added me on osrs. I remember writing down my username for him on paper and being so happy he added me on the game I almost cried. It was all a joke. I was so shocked I didn't even get angry or react I just withdrew and was sad. It wasn't male joking around either I am a girl. The end.

>>84399214
>You can't take the faggot out of the OP either
This is true. Cheers.
>>84399248
It's a long story, but I'll try my best to provide some sort of explanation. I creeped on someone's social media because I'm a pervert. She found out and word got around without me knowing it. I also pissed other people off with more petty stuff over time. Basically me being retarded and not knowing how to work professionally with other humans. A few social faux pas and I'm being called a racist. A particularly vigilant person picked up on all this and make a concerted effort to share all this around and expose me. It is what it is.
As someone basically going through it right now, I'm hope you're not metoo'd. Private HR stuff will be forgotten but hopefully it's not shared around and lingers in people's memory. It at least sounds like a situation where you're pretty defensible so not everyone will be against you.
I appreciate hearing what this space is like now. I'm not too surprised. There's other little forums for social failures/pieces of shit but this one was a comfy little corner.

>>84399275
See the thing is if you had been chad people wouldve thought you were hilarious

>>84399275
Eh. High school is high school. Not to diminish your shame. It's probably healthy you feel that. But any reasonable person wouldn't hold this against you. It's rough that people were fucking w you though. To maybe give normie advice - don't be too hard on yourself, at least for things that long ago. Most people would laugh about it. It's healthy to.
>>84399289
Elementary school kids can be cruel. OSRS was fun though.

>>84399293
>A particularly vigilant person picked up on all this and make a concerted effort to share all this around and expose me. It is what it is.
Fucking normalfag busybodies man i swear god
>There's other little forums for social failures/pieces of shit but this one was a comfy little corner.
Do share them if have any. These days I'm very much on the lookout for an /r9k/ alternative

i once didn't write an essay for a class because i knew i would still pass anyway. the instructor was so fucking offended. i assume the program instructors didn't like me as much as they did after that

>>84399305
>Fucking normalfag busybodies man i swear god
It is a literal religious white knight guy who has made it his mission to take me down. I mean, I have been a shitty person. But he could've just talked to me about it!
>Do share them if have any. These days I'm very much on the lookout for an /r9k/ alternative
I know it's not cool here, but I go on a specific subreddit, /r/cripplingalcoholism, to find some solidarity. There's some cool people and it's pretty accepting towards all sorts of degeneracy. Obviously it's specific towards just drunks though. I used forums plural. But that's pretty much the only one I frequent and can vouch for. I want to find more too.