I found my high school timetable book from 2014 and made the mistake of flipping through it. Happy drawings, comments from teachers, end of year remarks from random people on the margins, even my crush's birthday reminder poorly scratched through. It's hard looking at any of that stuff fondly when you feel like a fundamentally different person. I regret looking at it
>>84405661>I can't come to terms with a happy past, why is my life so shitty
>>84405662Well I also have memory of how it all went to shit alongside the rapidly increasing absence marks in the later books. So when you contrast the good times with your present self it's hard to believe that you were actually happy at one point
>>84405661i think i still have some of my notepads somewherewould be a mindfuck to go through them, it was 15+ years ago
>>84405668I've got 2012, 2013, 2014 and 2015. I made this thread a few minutes after going through 2014 and still feel a bit sick. I don't recommend it
>>84405665>I can't come to terms with a shitty past, why is my life so shitty
>>84405662>>84405698>I can't stop focusing on the past, why is my life dictated by it
>>84405698Yes, exactly that
