why do anons seethe immeasurably when they think of fat women? :^3
>>84408930i do, you make me sick, I wish you would eat your vyvanse and lose some fucking weight you piggish slob.
>>84408930I mean perverted guys like em i guess, but it sucks to be with a girl u cant pick up.
I used to worry about you but you branded that as "concern trolling" which is pretty retarded.
>>84408930Us fat people in general make people seethe. I don't get it. How does me being fat affect you in any meaningful way.
>>84408944i don't need to be able to pick them up to have sex with them
They don't, you just want attention, but you think you're unlovable so you feel good when you know you people hate you.
>>84408930mud buttthey have shit on their ass all the time
>>84408930Because I will never be one
>>84408943Hopefully the psychiatrist puts her on seroquel. :3Great for being well-fed.
>>84408974>How does me being fat affect you in any meaningful way.I once got an airseat near a REALLY fat guy. Like huge lardlord. Jesus christ, He was so big, he was basically squishing me against the airplane window. Thankfully some airplane seats were free, just asked some (normal) guy whether I can sit with him and he said he doesn't mind. The squishing was one thing, but he was also sweaty as fuck so I had also weirdly moist air. Genuinely kill yourself if you're that fat. Or at least order 2 economy tickets.
>all baseless continued seething with no actual explanation:3 lol>GRRRR, I JUST, I JUST THINK OF THEM AND A VEIN POPS IN MY HEAD!!!!!!! DISGUSTANG!!!!(still not planning on losing weight)i think i'll eat more pasta today with bell peppers. i love bell peppers. idk what meat ill use to pair.OMG... tuna salad :3 with cheese :33and i'll defrost some ground beef for the next day :3need to do laundry also today...
>>84409186I thought I explained it pretty well tho >>84409021
>>84409186Are you planning on gaining weight.No that is not my fetish you are already too fat.
>>84408930i dont because im attracted to them
>>84408930When I think of them I feel all funny actually
>>84409325not planning on gaining much right now, no :3just not focusing on going up or down, i've stopped monitoring cause the last time i did that i got anxiety about how much i was eating/if i wasn't eating enough due to depression (accidentally lost like 13lbs at one point, but i've gotten better now i think :3)
>>84409374What was highest eva?
>>84409386310! for reference im 4'9 and a half / 4'10, i'm hovering around 280-290 rn
>>84409443I knew this already then, was checking if you ever beat your unfappable days of being that big
>>84409473yeah i havent xD, idk, it's not my main goal rn to go past that
>>84409646my goal is to every see you make belly play vidz...... nevah happenin
>>84409658i've made them before :3?
>>84409664That was ages ago and you know it lawllbut those were pretty good
i want sems to let me hug her while i cry
>>84408930I don't seethe about fat women. I think you are really annoying though
>>84408930because inside every fat girl is more likely than not a really cute girl, who is only unattractive due to circumstances within her controlits quite sad
>>84408930I dont hate fat women they are usually fun to talk to. Dont find them atttactive thoughBUT there are day when i grt REALLY horny for fat girls, i feel ashamed after doing THAT....
>>84409685this would be nice.....>>84409675i havent posted much recently regarding that sort of contenti got sort of bored :'3
>>84410611bored? it's not for you it's for me >:0 lazy boring girl, at least give you god given immobility to good use some of the time
>>84410611>this would be nice.....YAY
>>84410638bhahaha... well, it's more like idk what to post that i havent before, you know ?
>>84410755I've only seen you do really short strip teases basically, anything I'd wanna see would be like directing you to make fetish vidz with burps and rubbing ur gut >.> khehehe..... but u surely don't have the time or it doesn't interest you, like the kinda short stuff you see on tumblr(tumbex lawl) more so than like when a model is yapping for 20 mins is what I want I suppose
im mad bc im not spending all day laying on a fat woman thats why
>>84410824hm. i've never considered doing burping content, never really crossed my mind (even tho i burp a lot)idk, i feel like i'd be really awkward doing that sort of stuff xD
>>84411124it would be awkward to watch to :3 anyway, I just figure you sit on the carpet full of pasta and tuna; mayo and pickles and whatever midwestern seeming sloppa you fill yourself with you could record your greasy gut up close giving it some shlap shlap action from the side and putting your hand underneath and lifting it, giving it a jostle showing of all that weight and letting it plop back into your lap satisfyingly while you're doing nothing just sitting around drawing and listening to weird no wave and industrial music :33 khehehehe, that's all i'm sayin
>>84408930Honest truth just because it reminds me that women can be completely repulsive and still be unconditionally loved and have tons of people swarming them, morbidly obese people should be as lonely as sub 2/10 men
>>84411122it'd be nice to be used as a mattress for the day.... lazy day in bed :'3
>>84411183you're not attracted to men, but some men are, because they have a fetish for men. the same thing goes for guys who are into fat chicks. there is no fetish for pure ugliness. that's the difference. and if you're just jealous of biological realities that are the product of evolution, well that's stupid.
>>84411194>feelings are stupidThanks for your insight can you tell me something that isn't obvious next time?Also, most of the people ITT don't have a fat fetish they are just lying desperate simps.
>>84408930Semmy, is this your art? This is rlly good
>>84411221Obviously it's drawn by a talented japanese person not a corn fed loser american!! b45ui I believe
>>84408930Because I am not currently having sex with one.
When I was your size Sems I used to come on here and read the threads posting covertly taken images of random fat women calling them disgusting pigs who should be liquidated and made into soap. Thinking that that was how every random person saw me and what they secretly thought (and smelled in my presence) helped fuel my eating disorder and now I am thin.
>>84411221no but >>84409186 is my art ^^
>>84411295That's very cute as well! Nice work, I'm super jealous...
>>84411152>Midwesterni live in nh,........but maybe making videos l[ike that could be fun, mukbang esq stuff ^^
>>84411436I know that but your diet sounds like you eat big plates of minnesota sushi between grilled cheeses is all- it's very fly over state rather than new hamp, like you don't gush about seafood I feel? always just talking up carbs and mayo and sloppa lawl xD spiritually a midwest hick!
sems is proof that incels are fake, literally posts all day about how she wants sex with men and no one takes it lol.
>>84411458i don't like most seafood, and i don't go out enough for sushi.>>84411669people have bitten, i just don't engage much cause im too crazy for a relationhsip so a lot of those people have left
>>84411433you just need 2 work consistently on art idk :3
>>84412043My pp goes boioioioingAnd then I scream because tfw no gf (mfw)
>>84412051that;s really nice anon, you should tell me more
>>84408930I get extremely aroused when I think of fat women.
>>84411124Burping is 1000x hotter if you do little moans of relief afterwards to instantly contrast such filthy fat hog noises with your cute voice.
>>84412329my voice isn't cute though
>>84408930I hate all women for the most part except for my mother, sister, and other family members.
>>84412393i hate most people :3. a great deal of them, even.
>>84412374well thats just a fucking lie. your voice is so perfect i wish i had it on loop inside my head
>>84412670it's not very feminine compared to other women. it's more gruff/raspy and deep, like a fat nigger. i'm eating a mango + strawberry greek yogurt for breakfast. thinking of what's next outside of cleaning the kitchen and dishes and laundry. idk what to cook for today, i might just end up reheating what my mom cooked (sheperds pie)wish i had sushi today. i'm going to ask my mom for some on sunday i think... dreaming of salmon nigiri
>>84412735so ur just gonna keep lying huh............. idk i really find ur voice lovely and feminine, some fat women either sound like undeveloped children or just weird. but yours is feminine. i also like whenver u randomly burp while talking its actually so hoti also like how you just blogposted randomly as a reply to my comment LOL
>>84408930Did you get banned? You were mia for a hot minute
>>84412749idk i just hate my voice and all of my immutable attributes. i'm rather biased >i also like how you just blogposted randomly as a reply to my comment LOLi like to talk about what i'm doing idk. it's nice to blogpost. my sheets keep falling off my b ed, my mom said she's getting sheet holders so i hope it helps. it's hard to keep remaking something that's undone so soon after each time. reminds me of my life LOL>>84412783idk i'm getting bad sleep and i'm depressed recently about my inability to connect or socialize well, so i didn't post much for a little. my eyebags are getting really bad. today i'm doing chores. i've come to like cleaning up when i get the energy to do so, it's a good stress reliever. so is showering with really hot water a lot, but i ran out of soap because of it. i just keep scrub bing and scrubbing and boiling myself alive. i like to call that lobsterfication because my skin gets all red after/during. T_T''
>>84412796I'm honestly surprised you haven't made irl friends off this godforsaken site. There's some cool people around and you seems to have some charisma
>>84412956don't have a car or license yet also afraid of peopleespecially afraid of the people outsidei socialize through 4chan basically exclusively.
>>84409037i don't "Get put on" anything this isn't the 1800s unless you're severely retarded you explore options with your psych then pick what you think will help based on what it does and the side effects
>>84412735No salmon nigiri for you, minnesota sushi is what you deserve
>>84413137they don't sell that here, i don't think. just california rolls, then tuna and salmon nigiri/rolls and sometimes eel sushi + veggie sushi :P
>>84412796What does your voice sound like sems?
>>84412796ur voice is very feminine and i really like it. i wish i could have it on loop inside my headi also like when u occasionaly burp when talking, i find it cute
>>84413001Get a big scootscoot like a Burgman or a Piaggio. They give the learner permits away which should solve your transportation problem in the most adorable way possible. You socialize will enough here too, no reason you couldn't do exactly this with other people irl.
>>84413499i'm probably just going to get an a ctual car>>84413415https://voca.ro/1bP6XDPKTei5
>>84413651>i'm probably just going to get an a ctual carExpensive and gross
>>84408930girl omg i knowive had hate threads made of me js bc im a fat girl its crazy
>>84413651ngl you dont sound how i expected>>84413721ummm isnt being a tranny the thing people hate morealso youre australian?
>>84413651sems, I realize this is the validation you are seeking, but fuck it, I'm in a good mood.Your voice isnt bad at all. A lot of dudes like that little rasp in the voice instead of the overly cutesy
>>84413651Semmy you sound cuuuter than I expected lol
>>84413933actually no, the threads were specifically coming for me bc im fat
>>84414038cowmoder are you on pioglitazone
>>84414058ya for like 1 month ishits had some effect but obv i have so much more time for it to do more
>>84414010i don't care what people say they like. it's all lies regardless, i'm too insane to connect or believe any of it. i feel the same irritation at my apathy to both hateful and happy posts. i don't find joy really from these threads and compliments. it just feels like a ritual at this point. i like talking about my day more. i feel like a failure today because the sleep deprivation is driving me mad, i didn't do the dishes. i cleaned up the kitchen area otherwise, wiping it down and such. i didn't do enough i'll do them later, but it's still upsetting. i want to pass out and i've been trying to. took another shower and it calmed me a bit but ym head still hurtsi've been massaging my left breast because it's always been the dud tit. smaller but the milk flow is impacted as well. it's irritating. i've been doing massages on it when i feel like it, i've got clogged ducts or something idk. what i really need is a milking machine to clear it out, but i don't have any sort of pump. the hand massages are cathartic and i feel as if my breasts are evening a bit.i wish i felt calm or comfort for longer than a quick period, but i think my life is juts going to be that constant feeling of dread. i call it "the grey"but at this point the grey is turning more into a black, it's poking and burning me at all hours. i don't know how to drill this into my therapist. i don't know if there's a cure for "Constant Fear"at least my mom says i'm getting better. i love my mom. i love my mom. i'm pathetic, and a failure of a daughter, but i love my mom. i miss her right now, though she was just here. i'm living for her and my cat, mister buttons. he's not so cuddly b ut he'll come around for kisses and scratches or food. i miss h im, though he's in the other room. i know i'm too loud andc move too much for him to lay with. i feel bad about that. i wish i were a better fit fore my own cat.going to try and stop crying and try and sleep. trazadone to the ress-q!
>>84414341i wish i had a warmed body pillow to hug as i sleep
>>84414341>"the grey"I've always likened it to an animal that self-isolates, wanders off from the pack to waste way on its own. Or to paraphrase, the feeling of too little butter spread over too much bread.IDK if there's a fix, IDK if I want a fix. It just is.get some sleep, i'm gonna do the same
>>84408930The only relationships I've had were with fat women. It's not just an aesthetic. It's a reflection of their personality and life choices. They're lazy and boring. More so than other women. They can't keep up with you. They fall asleep, they get tired. You can't go out to do anything physical with them. Sports and outdoor activities are basically out of the question. It's dine if you just like falling asleep on the couch, but awful for an active young man.
>>84414010There's this girl I know online whose voice is kinda raspy (she says it's because she had to yell a lot when she was in the army) but it gets really soft when she's sleepy and the contrast is so fucking cute. Too bad she's lesbian.
>>84414341Have you tried THC gummies (if they're legal where you live)? I haven't tried them yet but I've heard they're good for these sorts of feelings.
