>you missed out on teenage romance>you missed out on goofing around and not really knowing what you were doing>you missed out on low expectations and with high rewards>you missed out on the excitement and curiosity with none of the hang-ups>you missed out on the high of love in a time of few responsibilities>you missed the best part of lifeReminder.
>>84418830Well I didn't and I kind of miss it.It was more exciting back then I guess than it is now.Z.T. is also one of the finest rapechads ever.
i could have had all that, there were two girls interested in me but i was too much of a pussy to pursue them. and i know they both liked me, one i know for sure love with me. around that time i also lost my sense of self and whatever made me who i thought i was disappeared and it never really came back. i feel better now i guess but i think im some type of schizoid
>>84418858Actually they didn't and you just altered your memories as cope.I'm pretty sure this is what is usually going on with all these "I didn't see the signals and only later realized." or "They were so in to me but I was too chicken and now I'm a permavirgin." stories.No one ever wanted you ever anon. You will die alone, and it is just and well deserved that you. Indeed, people like you ever finding love and happiness would be a greater injustifce than Hitler getting away with everything he did. You do not deserve love nor happiness, and you shall never attain it.
>>84418868good morning sir how is the weather in new delhi
>>84418830I lost my virginity at 14 and had a skinny alt girlfriend when I was 19, even though I was morbidly obese, shy and autistic (diagnosed). I am not saying this to brag, I am saying it to explain that I feel no positive emotions towards those times or moments because I am more or less dead inside, or at least on the verge of dying inside, and have been since I was 4 years old.
>>84418830WHY is that the best thing you can experience? Why can't love be just as good later in life?
