Being a man with BPD makes life barely worth living.
>>84432360Good news: "mental illness" doesn't exist and you don't have to live your life according to this Jewish fiction!
only women have bpd
>>84432375Suicidate imbecil. Habla con el op o conmigo, te demostraremos que este trastorno es real.
>>84432375Okay well, whatever's wrong with me is making my life barely worth living. Maybe it's not mental illness, maybe it's just the result of my childhood and the state of my current situation. But I'm fucking pissed off and super sad all the time, and unable to connect with anyone around me. Constantly feeling emotional rollercoasters throughout my day, crying in the morning and crying at night. Everyone I've asked about it tells me I'm borderline so I started using that to signal to people whats wrong with me without having to explain every time. Asshole
>>84432360i really feel you op
>>84432378All women have BPD and it actually improves their life because men are addicted to that type of woman in 2026 and will kill or die for them. Whereas BPD men are a despised and hated group, by everyone including themselves.
>>84432360Why not just find another foid to fill the void?
>>84432360I can't decide if my BPD makes me some kind of ubermensch or barely human
>>84432391I've never had a girlfriend in my life. I've been with 3 prostitutes, and I held my female co-workers' hand for a few minutes. I can't just "find another foid". I've already ruined myself I'll never be able to find that nurturing female love I've been searching for my whole life. I will die alone
>>84432404the fuck but you're bpd though are you not handsome or somethingjust lovebomb a mid foid like you creatures naturally do
>>84432905I don't know if I'm good looking or not. I'm definitely an idiot and a coward, even as a teen when girls were into me I just couldn't pursue. But more often than not I go after women who aren't interested in me. And I become obsessed and convince myself having her would somehow be everything I've ever wanted. Like my female coworker for example. I've been obsessed with her for months, she's all I think about and every waking minute is spent in agony because she's not with me. I hate seeing her laugh or smile around other guys at work. But I know I'm crazy so I don't even approach her about it, but while I'm there I can't stop myself from orbiting and love bombing. Buying her gifts and food and shit. Being a fucking simp. I hate it. I'm probably going to quit soon. But it's gonna hurt a lot because I've been obsessing hard... I don't mean to be this way. I don't want to be a fucking manipulator. I just want to love someone and be loved...
>>84433204Fuck she's the reason I made this thread in the first place... And the worst part is she doesn't even dislike me or anything. Actually we have a really good working relationship and she values me as a coworker, maybe even a friend. But I cry every single day because I wanna hold her hand and because she doesn't stand near me enough. When she's working or talking with someone else I get jealous. I'm so crazy I try to just focus on my job and be a normal person, but it's impossible. I come in on my days off just because she's here, because I spend every second away from her wishing I wasn't. Because I dream about her, and write letters and poems, and draw pictures. And I don't even know why.. I really am pathetic. I blame my mother for fucking all those guys in our house
>>84432360>man with BPDlol cute
>>84433276I wish it was cute. If I were a girl people would say "Ooh she's so pouty". But because I'm a man they say "What's this bitch's problem"
>>84433243nah keep being intense it's based. Also hasn't your coworker slipped and given you the ick or something? she can't be that perfect.
>>84432360are all bpd males gay? Bpd is a woman disease, if you are a male and have it you are a fag and maybe a troon
>>84433243also what do you think would happen if she actually returned your feelings?
>>84433335I've never gotten the "ick" in my life. There's nothing I won't look past if you show me attention and give me affection. I love everything about her, I love the mole on her face and I love her rotten crooked teeth, I love her long giraffe neck and her hairy lip. I love her skinny arms and her flat ass. I love her cackling laugh and I love making her smile. I love when she sings with me, and when she walks right up to me and stares me in my eyes. I can't sleep at night because of her, every song is about her, my whole life revolves around her. I would probably give her the ick if she knew how desperately infatuated with her I am. I mean it's obvious I have a crush on her, I follow her everywhere and constantly talk about her. And defend her.I had to leave work early today because she was working next to someone else and it made me jealous.. she saw right through me because she asked "Do you want me to work on your side instead?" I said no because.. how could I admit that? Yeah I've been moping around and acting depressed because you aren't standing close enough to me. I wanna be honest with her.. I want to tell her the depth of my affection.
>>84433349I'd give up everything for her. Nothing else in my life even matters to me, I have no identity outside of what she wants, what she needs. I've been thinking of how to fix my life so I'm not an incel manchild anymore. I want to be a man she could see herself with, I want to take care of her and her kids too. I don't care if you think I'm a cuck. Her daughter is honestly closer in age to me than she is, but I don't care. I want to be someone she can count on and rely on. I would honestly marry her right now. It sounds crazy and yeah I don't know everything about her, but I know being away from her has become my ultimate hell and I want to decrease that as much as possible. I often say her name out loud to myself throughout the day.. just to hear it. And when she says my name, it's like fucking music. I masturbate just to the memory of her eyes and her hands. The feeling of her arm slightly grazing my own.
>>84433427OK well it's kinda performative at this point anon you should just admit you have a fetish for your own devotion to this chopped woman
>>84433443>ChoppedMaybe if you weren't 12 years old you'd understand.
>>84432385Be disciplined. Stabilize yourself. You will never find someone who can help you beyond yourself. You can do it bro.
