How does it feel knowing that you should have never existed
>>84433138I really hate my parents & I am intensely suicidal.
>>84433138what would happen if a doctor inserted 5 littles cummie boys at once into a female egg?
>>84433653it would be extremely and originally painful
>>84433653Would caus a molar pregnancy
>should have never existedtf does this mean? how is it different from existing bc two people fucked?
Someone born through IVF with loving parents is much better than someone being born to neglectful/abusive parentsEven though child birth is evil in general. You already know how awful this planet is. Stop forcing someone to exist in it
>>84434337You wouldn't have existed under normal circumstances.>>84434344I was born through IVF and have an abusive mother. What now
>>84433138Bad desu. I have aesthma and I had a childhood cancer that made me infertile
>>84434337That's the thing. Two people didn't fuck. A sperm and an egg were chosen in a lab and the embryo was put inside the foid specifically, and not left to chance.
>>84435049There are some people who just were not meant to have kids together. I know couple who had ivf and the mother almost died while pregnant, kid was born early and mothers womb was removed. Mom was in a coma for few weeks
I call those people homunculic homos
>>84434344You might as well just kys now.
worse, i was born to parents who were declared infertile after trying everything, including IVF, they were 44 at the time and father's sperm cells had major genetic defects, multiple heads/tails etc, and had a miscarriage to show for it, and then i randomly got born normally anywaywell "normally", i was born too early and csectioned, i had multiple major defects (extremely low white blood cell count, hypotonia, some other things i forgot). i still can't entirely walk properly and need corrective shoes and running it's very obvious i'm stiff, it also made me generally very scared of doing anything physical out of fear of fallingi still have mental issues as well, autism that was diagnosed but parents never told me and hid the diagnosis from me, at least some sense of ADD, tendency for burnout that once turned into psychosis that i'm still worried might be schizophrenia instead (i'm doing well on that front now but schizophrenia is generally a cyclical thing)didn't help that parents and schoolchildren were generally not pleasant about it, i know i had some issue at birth that made me incontinent for way longer and instead of just getting me the treatment for it she would shove my diapers in my face, later did get the treatment and i remember it went away quickly after, told me to kill myself multiple times toothat + being autistic in school and being forced into masking made me have a similar worry to anything social as i already had to anything physical, where i'm too scared of standing out because "what if i fall"somehow i ended up extremely lucky and managed to convert a hobby into enough income while working from home, but i don't think i'll ever be not a hikki otherwisei do hope i can move out someday because freezing up and feeling like i'm imprisoned as soon as i even hear parents around gets a bit tiring after 25 yearsi can only imagine that maybe the random bouts of luck to make me even able to get to this point are my waifu helping me out...
>>84435434>told me to kill myself multiple times tooYour mom said that?
>>84436189yeah, when i was deeply suicidal, when i opened up a bit about it. in the sense of "if you're going to make it my problem then i'd rather you just get it over with". never retracted any of that either
>>84436641Sorry about that bro.
>>84435296laughably bad imageanyone rubbing two braincells together comes to the correct conclusion any creator would be a deranged asshole
>>84436658God is fictional bro. There is nothing after death.
