Everything I've ever put genuine effort into I ended up failing at. Even video games, the main thing I've been doing my entire life, I still suck ass at. I'm starting to think I should have been aborted because my best efforts are worth nothing.
>>84438174I can't even spell the subject line right...This thread will probably get like 2 or 3 replies at most anyways, yet another failure.
>>84438174have you tried drinking? or drugs?
>>84438222My dad was an alcoholic when I was little and caused the divorce with my mom. I think if I start drinking I might as well just jump off a roof because I'll become addicted and completely give up.
Have you heard about peptides?
>>84438174This is gonna make me sound like some fucking normgroid golem gymfag, but work out. Get a hit of endorphins from it. You could also get those endorphins from cutting yourself, but you'll just end up with scars that make people treat you with even more disgust. Meanwhile with gymming you might end up with a buff body that you can be a narcissist about. Likely won't pull any women since you may not be 6FT+ or a chad, but hey at least you'll have abs.
>>84438303I appreciate the sentiment but I'm a scrawny 32 year old 5'4 manlet. I've worked out a bit before but usually it just inflicts pain and soreness on me with minimal returns. Women wouldn't care and other men will still view me as weak (because I am) and that wouldn't matter either.I would do it if I was narcissistic enough to stare at myself in the mirror for minutes at a time but I don't care about that either.
