From the age of about 15-18 I was basically a male prostitute or whore ig. Not out of my own free will (although I did get raped a few times and almost kidnapped more than once). But I did it more for attention and just the need to feel wanted. Either way I would meet people on grindr,4chan,reddit and let them do whatever they wanted to me with no limits desu. This is a questions thread so if u have any questions I would love to answer
Do you live or have you lived in a trailer park
>>84450292At what point did you start doing drugs on the job?
>>84450337Never actually. I grew up decently well off in upper middle class. Although I did go to trailer parks for customers
>>84450292Any regrets?>t. another former prostitute, but my clients were females (yes, they can be violent too)
>>84450292all men?>>84450367how did you get female clients?
>>84450359I was seeing if you were someone i know of>>84450367You're a woman im guessing
>>84450357It happened after about a few months into it. I was never to big of a drug person but this guy paid me to smoke with him and laced me. I was basically unconscious for a few hours as he raped me. Good thing I didn't feel it too much tho. After about 4 or 5 hours it was wearing off and he sent me out the door. After that occasionally I started doing drugs on the job. First just weed and alcohol but then I did coke and some pills. A slippery slope. I'm clean now tho :)
>>84450377>how did you get female clients?Bartending job at the club.>>84450398Male, actually.
>>84450367Yea, basically all of it. Aside from all the trauma and physical pain and stuff. It just wasn't worth it. And yea the violence was really bad. But at least I never had a pimp or nothing
>>84450377No, sometimes I got some women. Those were nice. And sometimes couples would get me for three some or their husband was a cuck. But a solid 95%
>>84450292What happened in your life to make you pursue this traumatic lifestyle?
>>84450292How many times did you cum while being violently and brutally pounded?Did you have any whoregasms?
>>84450423>maleHow were you at risk of violence? I doubt you had any international female mma fighters as clients
>>84450448are you bi mostly leaning gay?
>>84450449Got raped at 14 by my brother and he physically abused me. Plus struggling with my sexual identity in a homophobic household made me act out. And I had some bad influence freinds at the time. Not a ton but with it all together and the slippery slope of the dopamine rush folled by feeling disgusted by myself and then mix drugs in. That's what happened. Not some crazy sob story but things like that add up ig>>84450459Depends on the time and stuff. Sometimes I would cum multiple times as people ran a train on me or just cum inside me multiple times. And it would feel good sometimes but most of the time it would just suck or hurt. And sometimes I wouldn't even get hard at all while they were pounding me. And idk what you mean by whoregasm? I have had orgasms during it but can you be more specific?
>>84450481I'm pansexual pretty even. I love both men and women and trans men and women. It's weird but I still love women and sex feels really good. But so does getting pounded yk. I thought all my bad experiences with men would make me hate them but nah
>>84450431Reading your answers, you and me are kinda the same. How are you doing right now? Does the past haunt you in new relationships and all that?>>84450462Drugs, basically. I took them regularly to cope. Very small dosages of meth to keep me on foot/energetic through the shifts. MDMA or weed when I was with the clients, weed/2-CB to cope on my days off.Not only I felt physical weakness/numbness, I felt empathy towards such people. Violent women are a rare occasion though. One such client was sharing her plans to keep me as her hostage/meat toy, simply to mess with my drugged mind and even cut me over the face and body, saying that she can do whatever she wants with it, to the point I no longer will be able to sell myself or even work in public, losing lasts bits of the means to live such a worthless life.
>>84450616I guess kids nowadays don't use that expression anymore. But it was popular with the efukt days>Whoregasms: when a hooker or pornstar actually cums for real and the post nut realization makes her see what she is doing with her life suddenly brings her to tears.Followed by a compilation of behind the scenes shots of porn when that happens.
>>84450292how many stds did you get? i dont believe you didnt get any
>>84450431Sad to hear that. I hope you are doing better now.
>>84450631Yes it does. Sometimes I get overwhelmed with this feeling shame and self hatred at random points and sometimes I have dreams Abt people who abused me or drugged me. And yea new relationships are hard, and I like being open with people but most normal people won't date a former child prostitute lmao. But yes we sound hella similar And I'm so sorry that all that happened to you. Other people I knew tried to get me into meth and shit but I'm happy I stayed away from everything like that. Someone forced me to inject ketamine one time and that was really bad. I felt so out of it and I was blanking out on everything and I was so weak. I also had a female client who almost killed me desu. She was a regular who would have me every month or so until she wanted to book me for a whole weekend (she paid me 1200) so I went over and everything was normal. We did some lsd and other drugs the first day and it was fine. Day 2 during breakfast she pulled out a gun tho and basically held me hostage. She cut up my body and even slit my tongue with a razor and said that no one would even look for my body cuz why would anyone care about a stupid whore. Although I lucked out that later that day she knocked out after robo tripping and I was able to leave. Started at my friend's house the next day and went back home acting like nothing happened. That was the worst experience I had tho. Nothing else even compares
>>84450683I got Chlamydia and syphilis I think Abt 2 times each and goneria as well. Thank god I do never got hiv because I would always be hyper vigilant about that and ask multiple times if they are diagnosed >>84450715Thank you. Yes I'm doing better, therapy and better freinds and being clean help. Sometimes I feel like I miss it but that's just the hypersexual part of my brain talking. I would never go back
>>84450616You're gay because you were raped, sorry.That's how being gay works, it's a trauma response to condition you to accept something traumatic and turn that negative emotion into something more positive. Homophobia is crude, but its also people naturally responding to a disease.You should find somebody to talk to that is anti lgbt that can help you overcome the trauma a little, or maybe not make it worse.Here: >>84450793You are now disease vector. It sucks that this happened but if you truly want to get better and be healthy you have to stop rationalizing homosexuality as something natural or healthy, it is absolutely a trauma response, and if you werent raped or subject to pornography and degenerate media you would have been a normal person.You should want to prevent what happened to you from happening to other people, even if you can't overcome it yourself, you should still warn people against it.
>>84450885As much as I disagree with that. I also agree to it on a certain level. I think homosexuality is real without the need of rape or anything but I think when people get sexually abused I do believe it's a trauma response to kinda turn into that. And yes I believe pornography at such a young age is also a really big factor in on it. I never want anyone to go through what I did. But I think even if they did go through trauma or rape their sexuality and their preferences are still valid.
Did u manage to avoid stds?
>>84450926No. I avoided him but got basically everything else u could have gotten. So was pretty safe though all in all
>>84450919>homosexuality is real without the need of rapeSure, I don't argue that, but it is still a Trauma response. Where that trauma arises can very, and for many in Gen Z it is Trauma from pornography:>Years spent in a room jerking off to pixels>Regarded as shameful when we were growing up>Becomes a private act, you don't talk about it with others all while it consumes you, just like you don't talk about being raped>Then it becomes a point of pride to try and rationalize the time spent engaged with it, to make it worth something. Gooner is attempted to be made a term of pride, pornography is normalized, our dopamine is fried, etc.Same thing for experiencing some humiliation as a child and having no outlet, having no role models, having no community. Homosexuality is a response to all kinds of Trauma, but it never occurs free of Trauma, it never occurs in healthy environments.>even if they did go through trauma or rape their sexuality and their preferences are still valid.No, it's not, it's unhealthy and makes the trauma worse. You are willingly spreading disease, do you understand?I've been where you're at, I still struggle with porn because I've rewired my brain and don't have any healthy community.As such, I've been around a lot of LGBT people, and each and every single one of them is dealing with trauma, and that is why they are the way they are.We cannot continue to justify this insanity. Nobody who is gay is so without some trauma or shame in their life fueling it. We have to eradicate this sickness.
>>84450968a>deviant sexuality is not inborn due to genetic and neurological defectExplain to me where my affinity towards little girls came from
>>84450722>And I'm so sorry that all that happened to you.Same for you. I'm still trying to get past it. Even to the point I don't feel like ever disclosing my past to the 'close' ones anymore. Since, well, it just provides another string to pull/spot to harm.
>>84450983There has been no known genetic marker that occurs to bring about pedophilic or homosexual tendencies.Pedophilia is also a trauma response, most pedophiles were raped as children.
>>84451008I was never sexually abused. What do you say to that?
>>84451015You were either socially isolated, consumed pornography (Particularly at a young age), or had some other humiliating or shameful experience in your life that lead to this.Same as the argument I made towards Homosexuality, it is a Trauma response to try and accept an unhealthy scenario you were involved in. I don't know what it was, but I know you had something like that, and if you say otherwise, then I know you're lying and speaking in bad faith.
>>84451068I actually had two of those things. I still believe the propensity towards such inclinations has a hereditary component.
>>84450885Nah this is bs. I was never abused, had a good childhood. Long before I found porn or even knew about it I had crushes on male characters and found them "exciting" in a way I would only understand later on.
>>84451087Not really, because we see these behaviors occur in every Race of people on the planet, and even in animals to some extent (Which yes, homosexuality amongst animals is Rape and is not a natural expression for them).You could maybe argue that some people of a particular line are more susceptible than others to experience trauma, but just because you experience trauma doesn't mean you become a Homo or a Pedophile, many people who have experienced trauma had an Outlet or a Rolemodel or something to keep them on track, while people like us did not.My advice is to learn about Recovery, learn about AA philosophy and Sex addiction, and people dealing with and having overcame trauma.A lot of it is stupid, like the people telling you you have no control over it. You do, find what control you do have, and then act on it.You should value yourself and the health of the world more, go hiking, see the natural beauty, reconnect to who you were supposed to be. You will carry this weight with until you die, but you can become so strong that the weight doesn't feel like much.WAGMI
>>84451132Ya, sorry man, but that's just not true.Either you've reinterpreted your past experience and made it more homo erotic then it actually was (Which many Gays project onto fictional and historical characters like Patrocles/Achilles, Frodo/Sam, when they aren't nor were ever gay) to try and reinforce this new bias of yours.Or, you're dealing with some repressed trauma/memories that you can't confront, or won't, because you haven't learned to process it accurately without reinterpreting it.Many of the things we experience as children we don't understand, that's why media and the LGBT indoctrination in schools is so absolutely Evil, because you're taking young susceptible minds and instilling trauma and delusion into them at a young age.I know for a fact something like that happened to you. I've watched total Prideful Fags break down when they finally stop rationalizing their past and accept what happened to them.I pray that happens to you sooner than later, it's better to confront it and overcome it then keep pushing off that realization, you're only going to make it worse in the end.
>>84451006Thank you. And trust me I wasn't always this open. But it also helps that I don't know any of you and y'all are just strangers lmao
good thread.please share more experiences
>>84450292>>84451278I'll share mine, because I am struggling with it right now. I don't think its sane or healthy, but maybe talking about it will help illuminate something that can help me push past this rut.I was a very isolated kid and came across pornography very young, and this was when the internet wasn't regulated, you could find all kinds of disgusting shit with a simple push of a button in the early 2010s, and its a wonder I'm not more fucked up than I am.Porn became routine, I would jack off almost every day, every night before bed, and sometimes multiple times a day. Even wore the skin down on my cock once and it scabbed for awhile.Couldn't talk about it with anyone, I had watched some really gross shit and I felt super ashamed, but other than that I stuck to the Vanilla stuff after awhile. This just made my isolation worse.Fast forward to 2015, got introduced to 4chan, I was a 15 year old kid not really sure of who I was or how to be mad, very insecure, had panic attacks sometimes because I just didn't know how to cope with social situations.Browse /b/ for funny memes, slowly start using it for porn, and that's when I discovered the early Sissy content, rolling threads, dare threads, captions, that was the start-
>>84451314OMG that's awful. Yea that's usually how it goes though. It's a slope that just builds and builds and with porn addiction it's crazy. I hope your doing better anon
>>84451314I started out jacking off just to the images themselves, I'd run out of porn so I'd use the images as just extra fuel and try to ignore the rest of the content. Then I'd watch it, but say that I was the top and not really buying into it, but then of course I started playing along, watching hypno, still keeping it secret from everyone I knew.Lost my virginity to a chick who hated me, she started telling people I raped her after we broke up, and that pretty much shattered my confidence with people in general, I lost all trust for people and for myself, and started doing a lot of drugs and sleeping around with just about everyone.The same way I ran out of porn and started watching sissy content to get off, I ran through so many women I started wanting to actually try it with a bottom. Had two twinks at first, first guy I used a condom with while he rode me, second guy basically fell in love with me and kept trying to find ways to suck my cock.After I pushed them away, I kept going further, and eventually bought my own stuff to experiment with, a dildo, a wig, some clothes. I'm a fairly attractive person, especially back then, but I was really insecure and didn't know how to evaluate myself. Posted myself on grindr all dressed up once, seemed like the whole town was interested in me.Started testing with a Dildo, actually did well with a large one at first, lots of lube. I'd race home and just bury myself in that cave, take pictures, shave, play around, it was exciting, when it wasn't so risky back then....Try the real thing, meet a stranger in the woods for my first time, get fucked ass up with my face pressed into the dirt, sucked him off to finish. He was small, so it didn't hurt, but he was stupid.Get home that night and mess around thinking about it.A regular guy I used to fuck before I started bottoming hits me up, he offers to help me out bottoming, buys me all kinds of stuff-
>>84451314>>84451375we meet at his house and he pays me back for all the times I fucked him in the back of his car. After that I take a break, lots of drama. Tried dating a guy in 2020 to see if I was really gay, I started wearing makeup then, got close to transitioning, really insecure and sad, and just plain weak.Haven't slept with anyone since, don't really have friends. I guess I liked the attention? I liked that people found my attractive, but nobody really liked me outside of that.Had hemorrhoids for awhile, really just a lot of disgusting mistakes. Thankfully avoided STDs, but I was really playing with fire.So much of my life is wasted, and the worst part is my brain is just kinda fucked up because of it.>>84451367I workout out, eat healthy now, don't sleep around. Haven't slept with anyone since 2020 actually.Just don't know where I fit in anymore, I'm too aware for the liberal crowd, and that alientated me from then, which might be a blessing. And the right side of things I'm a degenerate freak, and I understand that reaction, but I can't reconcile anything.I can't really relate to women much anymore, I just don't trust them after the rape allegations, and not many of them would find somebody like me attractive after they find out my history.I work hard to try and build things, but I don't really belong anywhere, cut off all my old friends because they just want to be degenerates forever, they don't want to acknowledge what was done to our generation.I still watch porn sometimes, unfortunately my mind is still wired in a way that I get off on the shitty sissy shame content, but I don't really have anything to weigh against it anymore.There is no community, no purpose, no reason to act.I'm healthy, and I want to help build communities where people can learn not to do what I've done, but I'm also so broken that it might be better to remain at a distance.I'll never have a wife, kids, family, community, and I just have to live with that now.
>>84451416nothing about what you wrote merits such a harsh judgement on yourself anon. you dont need to justify yourself or your life to anyone
>>84451538If we don't hold ourselves to a higher standard then behaviors like this become normal, and that is what has happened, these things are normalized now.I'm not going to advocate for a demeanor which encourages this type of stuff.Imagine what our lives would be if we weren't surrounded by porn? Imagine what kind of connections we could make if we didn't erode our pair bonding ability? Are we fit to be Fathers? Husbands? Brothers? If any chance at a healthy life remains to us, we have to reject all of this. And if no such chance remains, we have to be the people who warn others about this. Better that we spent our lives, and died, trying to heal the world, then wallowing in this degeneracy, and finding pride the more young folk fall to this corruption.Be the voice of reason in a world filled with madness.
>>84450968>>84451140>>84451160You offer no real solutions to this supposed problem, because no solutions exist.Once you catch the mind virus, it's over. You can't be un-raped and you can't unsee the porn you've seen or reverse the orgasms you've had.You also can't save anyone from catching it. In fact, you're spreading it just by talking about it. Homophobia serves no purpose. If you teach homophobia to someone who is completely unaware of homosexuality, you'd only peak their interest in it. Anyone who doesn't live in a cave at some point learns about it and anyone with a brain can form their own opinions on it.The only thing homosexuals can do to stay "healthy" is to just abstain from homosexual acts. This changes nothing about homosexuality itself and it doesn't de-gay anyone. They will always be broken human beings, but that's just life. You think we can all be perfect happy healthy smurfs and sing kumbaya and be straight, but the sad truth is that the world is full of broken, defective people. It's not easy to live with people like that and it's not pretty, but life's not all whitepills and ethnostates.
>>84451667>noooo don't make me feel badAcceptance fuels the conditions that create more broken people. We don't need to pretend that something bad is okay or even good to spare the feelings of the abused at the expense of the next generation.
>>84451416>Just don't know where I fit in anymore, I'm too aware for the liberal crowd, and that alientated me from then, which might be a blessing. And the right side of things I'm a degenerate freak, and I understand that reaction, but I can't reconcile anything.You're in a tough situation. Broadly speaking, the left celebrates weakness and trauma because it means they don't have to admit they're damaged or do the hard work of self improvement. The right overdemonizes "degenerates" and leaves little to no room for redemption, because being accepting of such acts has been totally co-opted by their enemies. If it makes you feel better, a lot of the guys who set germany right back in the pre-ww2 days got up to some really degenerate shit during the weimar. Men like you, who have been ground up by the machine that is a sick society, are some of the most equipped and willing to change things. You have a place in this world. I hope you stay physically healthy and forgive yourself. I went through some of the same things you did and I managed to navigate back into a normal life. I'm 10 years older than you, but I've seen people do it both younger and older than me. This life is all we have, I hope you don't give up on it.
>>84450292nah nigga you gay do you know how to suck good dick and make niggas toes curl and shit? asking for a friend
>>84451730I don't feel bad but you do have to accept that you live in a shit world with shit people.You have to accept it, because you're part of it. In a way, you are shit yourself. You are setting yourself up for disappointment if you believe the natural state of the world is that of brilliant purity. The next generation will also be shit, just like every generation before.Consider your immune system. If you didn't play in the dirt when you were a kid, you'd be an anemic weakling as an adult. You want to live in a bubble and keep every mote of dust out, but it just doesn't work that way.
>>84451816Deranged logic. We can describe things as they are and protect people from some harm, and we should do both of those things. The only one who can improve you is you, and you'd rather not work for it so you demand that others accept you and by extension the world being awful. No thanks. Awful things will always happen, we can still help our loved ones.
>>84451839>we can still help our loved ones.Not by spewing platitudes and "owning libs"
>>84451947I'm not interested in owning the libs. Libs and conservatives are two flavors of jewish rape victims. Libs have been molded into willing collaborators and conservatives have been beaten into the kind of people that stood by and let their sons get kidnapped, raped, and turned into janissaries by the ottomans, because they know what will happen if they resist. They're turned on each other by design. I'm not interested in owning either of them. I'm interested in describing things as they are so that people can resist this evil jewish 'society' that's being imposed on us.
>>84451983Nta but conservatives are just liberals from 10 years ago not really right wing. A surprising number of right wingers who dislike conservatives are like this too though.
I this was a nice thread, at least for me. I might have not learned something drastically new but it was a nice in sight on how desperate homos can be and how to tread forward. Thx for making it OP and everyone else who added value inputs. Except that one annoying anon, whose too hellbent on "this is how everyone one must be", you are really not as helpful or understanding as you think with those long ass paragraphs
>>84452204>i think this*Sorry copy - pasted it jn a wrong way
Whew! Glad I didn't pursue it even further.I did it for a short while for the thrill but in a high-end setting (via a luxury agency). It was fun but I stopped at the first customer who wanted me to do cocaine.>>84452204hi there 6p :3glad to see you're still active around these boards
>>84452264>glad to see you're still active around these boardsI am active here and there , I think it's a time zone thingThe only reason I am awake rn is due to the thunder annoying me (I thought the electricity lines caught fire or smt) I should go sleep now
>>84451757Thanks man. I hope we come out the other side of this.>>84451667Nothing should stop us from being better. I have rewired myself in the past, butnihilism and apathy is what causes people to relapse, especially lacking community.We may never change, the scar is always there, but we can live such a life that that singular definition of us because paltry by comparison to our total being.>>84451816The natural world is pretty great, but ya, it prunes disease. If we are so sick, let us be pruned. But let us also attempt to heal if it is possible, rather than fester in this as more people follow our preventable path.
>>84451983This is all true.>>84452204Try having an attention span.
>>84452309>Try having an attention spanI read all that and that's why I am saying it, the guy did nothing but point fingers all the timeHe is like one of those people who think a lot when left alone and then they think they know everything and are right about everything while being unknowledgeable about alot. He is at the right direction just not very effective . And it's a difference between our perspectives and aspirations too. Both of us will see the other as retards most of the time
>you're not like WRONG but i'm like annoyed by you!Gays always get uppity when it's pointed out that they're living a fetish as a lifestyle in response to trauma.
>>84451983As an Ashkenazi Jew these posts always remind me of the classic Jewish joke
I'm sure you get a lot of joy from looking in on the terrarium of abused animals that this place must be to you. Fortunately more people every day are tired of living under your thumb. You're always extra prideful before the correction. Good bye.
>>84452709>banks fund everyone who will fight germany>media promotes war with germany>entire world aligns against germany>all after germany throws off jewish chainsEvery statement is multi-purposed. A gloat hidden within a denial. Designed to wink-nudge other chosenites and call goyim silly for noticing anything. Talking with jews always feels so disgusting.
>>84452739It is unfortunate that almost everything you believe about reality is untrue. At least I know it's just due to you being unintelligent rather than wittingly evil.
>>84452746Yes, yes, jew, everyone who has ever dealt with you has turned out hating and oppressing you for no reason and by total coincidence. Look on the brightside. Soon you'll get another historical event to milk for 80 or so years.
>>84452387I think acknowledging the problem is important, not saying there isn't a variable of individual accountability, but the problem is absolutely deracinated an unhealthy communities, who no longer help eachother, and see Spirituality as an entirely individual problem, leaving people to handle the world on their own.I may have made mistakes, but my mistakes go into trying to encourage and create a culture that sees these issues as a collective problem. There are the lives of our childrens, sons and daughters, fathers and mothers. They aren't just alone in this, they must learn to act together.If you want to offer more constructive feedback, I'd be more than willing to listen to it.>>84452739It is disgusting. That was one thing I admired about readin Mein Kampf, is that Hitler didn't seem so much hateful as he was sorrowful, watching his people, his homeland, everyone suffering and in a constant state of degeneracy and misery. Anger naturally arises from that, but most people really don't look deeper because it's a hard truth to swallow.We were meant for more.>>84452746He is right, and like always, you fail to prove him wrong just by making an empty claim.
>>84450292>From the age of about 15-18 I was basically a male prostitute or whore ig. Not out of my own free will (though I did get raped a few times and almost kidnapped more than once). But I did it more for attention and just the need to feel wanted. Either way I would meet people on grinder,4chin,leddit and let them do whatever they wanted to me. This is a questions thread so if u have any questions I would love to answer
>>84450616>>>84450449>Got raped at 14 by my bro and he physically abused me. Plus struggling with my sixual identity in a homo-hating household made me act out. And I had some bad influence freinds at the time. Not a ton but with it all together and the slippery slope of the dopamine rush folled by feeling disgusted by myself and then mix drugs in. That's what happened. Not some crazy sob story but things like that add up ig>Depends on the time and stuff. Sometimes I would cum multiple times as people ran a train on me or just cum inside me multiple times. And it would feel good sometimes but most of the time it would just suck or hurt. And sometimes I wouldn't even get hard at all while they were pounding me. And idk what you mean by whoregasm? I have had orgasms during it but can you be more specific?
>>84451375>I started out jerking off just to the images themselves, I'd run out of porn so I'd use the images as just extra fuel and try to ignore the rest of the content. Then I would watch it, but say that I was the top and not really buying into it, but then of course I started playing along, watching hypno, still keeping it secret from everyone I knew.>Lost my virginity to a chick who hated me, she started telling people I raped her after we broke up, and that pretty much shattered my confidence with people in general, I lost all trust for people and for myself, and started doing a lot of drugs and sleeping around with just about everyone.>The same way I ran out of porn and started watching sissy content to get off, I ran through so many women I started wanting to actually try it with a bottom. Had two twinks at first, first guy I used a condom with while he rode me, second guy basically fell in love with me and kept trying to find ways to suck my cock.>After I pushed them away, I kept going further, and eventually bought my own stuff to experiment with, a dildo, a wig, some clothes. I'm a fairly attractive person, especially back then, but I was really insecure and didn't know how to evaluate myself. Posted myself on grindr all dressed up once, seemed like the whole town was interested in me.>Started testing with a Dildo, actually did well with a large one at first, lots of lube. I'd race home and just bury myself in that cave, take pictures, shave, play around, it was exciting, when it wasn't so risky back then....>Try the real thing, meet a stranger in the woods for my first time, get fucked ass up with my face pressed into the dirt, sucked him off to finish. He was small, so it didn't hurt, but he was stupid.>Get home that night and mess around thinking about it.>A regular guy I used to fuck before I started bottoming hits me up, he offers to help me out bottoming, buys me all kinds of stuff-
>>84451160>>84450885You are incredibly mentally ill.Please seek help before you hurt somebody.
>>84450616>Got raped at 14 by my brother and he physically abused me. Plus struggling with my sexual identity in a homophobic household made me act out. And I had some bad influence freinds at the time. Not a ton but with it all together and the slippery slope of the dopamine rush folled by feeling disgusted by myself and then mix drugs in. That's what happened. Not some crazy sob story but things like that add up ig
>>84452837feminine and ineffective tactic
>>84452837There is no help to be received, society is too degenerate to understand the problem, but ya, I'll probably sequester myself from society. Fret not.
>>84450459>How many times did you cum while being violently and brutally pounded?>Did you have any orgasms?
>>84452805Fucking kek, haven't seen this one in a while, to this day no one has topped it as being the most disgusting jak image.
>>84452844>feminine and ineffective tactic bigot
>>84452859well meme'd reddit
eternal love and positive wishes for recovering male prossies... if i was a girl and had the same mindset toward them, i would totally husband one upsemi-related, but i also wanted to say that i've sometimes wished i got into prostitution [and was pretty enough for it] when i was younger, since i've been very sheltered my whole lifeik what you would say, but idk, i'm just extremely envious of those who experience a lot with their singular, precious life; the good, bad, and the dangerous, toosomething about the toughness and resilience they develop, and something about the life that remains in their eyes and stuff like that, etc etcanyways, i'll quit talkinglove you boys, best wishes in moving past your past <3
>>84453203>i wish my life had been horribleretard
>84453229Thanks For Reminding Me.
