when did you realize you weren't like normoids?
>>84460651When I realized my autism moments were not a universal experience for every child
>>84460651The same moment i become conscious.Also the penis on the far left is super hot
when i was around 9 or 10 and I realised they pretended to like things just to fit in, and when I expressed my genuine interests I was made fun ofinstantly clocked that they were soulless NPCs
>>84460766Normalnigs really do be like "gosh, just lie to people and pretend to be someone you're not, ugh, quit making such a fuss about it."
when i was in elementary school and scored 99th percentile on the CRCT every year
i am extremely normiemaxxed actually, i'm just classic loser
>>84460651I got crazy FOMO and socializingmaxxed in college and basically created the normie lifestyle I thought I always wanted just to realize that I dont actually give a shit about doing any of that
>>84460651As a kid when they gossiped about all these many friends they had and relationship stuff and who was doing this and saying that and the football matches and all that stuff.
>>84460766Basically this. I'm autismo and I hate lying/dishonesty/inauthenticity, so when I realized that most people's entire lives were lies it created a gap that can never be bridged. Normalfags are literal demons.
i was actually pretty normal up until high school. when i got to hs i didnt really have any friends, everyone i used to know kind of went their own direction but i couldnt really find anyone i was basically invisible and i basically just went home after school and played counter strike because the people i was playing with were the only people i really talked to. i never made any real friends in hs, just people i kinda knew. i didnt even want to be there anymore because i hated every second of it
I used to wander around the neighborhood when I was like 7 talking to myself, I think thats when I first realized I wasn't normal.I would spend all day going over to various people's houses to play with their games or toys or fondle everyone. I had a boy toy and a girl toy on the same street, it was fucking crazy. Im pretty sure the kid I used to mess with was gonna turn out to be gay, he was already super feminine and girly, he honestly could've passed as a girl thats how girly he was.The girl had a little sister and I used to "wrestle" with both of them at the same time. I remember I knocked on her door randomly one day and asked for a kiss and she said yes lmao. The 90s were crazy, people still let kids outside and shit, there was a pedo scare but it was no where near as bad as it is today.
>>84460651When I was 5 and got made fun of for reading by some older kidsthis was at an after school care type thing so it had kids from every grade, it was a private school too so it had 17 and 18 year olds there too, I'd often be there late with a few year 12's while I was 5-ishone day I was reading and one of them tore the book up and took me to the bathroom and forced me to take my pants and panties off and told me I'm an autistic retard (I am autistic) then he locked me in there
>>84460651I'd say 5th grade is the universal answer for all autistic weird retards. Everyone is changing and shit and you're still a retarded faggot not invited to anything cool.
When I was in kindergarten. I remember very well how those kids used to push me around and the look of disdain my teacher showed me every time I approached her. I'm late-diagnosed autistic, that was undeniably why I was a pariah. The signs were obvious looking back, but I was years ahead in everything but math. When you're retarded but able to pass the class they just ignore it.I remember never being able to nap, always playing alone, hiding the toys I wanted because the other kids would hurt me to get them, sitting alone in the hallway day after day. As soon as I was in a room with my peers I realized that there were two groups in the classroom. Them and me.My mother is heavily prejudiced towards neurodivergence (perks of being a southern baptist) the mere suggestion that I may not have been normal sent her into a fury. Her severe insecurity about her fertility (I nearly died in the womb and was over a month premature) only served to make her reject the possibility even more.I haven't considered myself one of the regular kids ever since, and I still don't consider myself a normal person today.
>>84461077Life is not worthing. I don't believe it's worth living after reading shit like this. I wont rope because I'm a pussy but it's fairly obvious we are in a hell realm.
>>84460651When my crush got with my bully and I couldn't stop masturbating and crying about it.
>>84461082I've come very close multiple times, with one legitimate attempt notched on my belt. I don't think my life is really worth living either, if I'm being honest, but I'm becoming a bit of an absurdist so it's working out.
>>84460651Can you people please stop using the word "norm*" for "not a pathetic loser like me"? Just say "sexhaver".Many of those people are less normal and more unique than you, they're just nor disgustinfg socially inept losers.
>>84461678fuck off normalfaggot get the fuck off my board REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>84460651something about that pic is weirdly comfy. it must feel nice to be but ass naked like that and feel the sun on every inch of your skin....all that vitamin D. ofcourse, you get rid of all the other people and do it alone
>>84460651Around 4-5th grade
>>84460651 pops say i didn't cry or make any funny faces when i was born so from the very beginning i've been marked to be different i guessAs in being conscious? When i ate encyclopedias like fucking cakes when i was 6 or 7 and children my age would cringe at me for trying to talk about stuff only bored adult nerds would usually care aboutAnother one was, after an uncle died and we were dinning after the funneral, i mentioned the notion that my grandfather might be on his last moments too and we should start talking about things like inheritance and such. Got shut up because that was too damn negative and all that jazz
>>84460651Please tell me this is the beginning of a por n
>>84460766>>84461042>>84461966This. It's when your peers go from being little kids to preteens. Their priorities and interests change while gaps in intellect and physical aptitude widen, and adults start caring less about you unless you are talented or particularly troubled.
>>84460651I distinctly remember at a 5th grade graduation ceremony, there was a slide show where every student got five seconds of fame with a chosen picture, many kids got cheering and laughter, mine was dead silence.
