>be me>have severe aspd>super horny going through puberty,jerk off to women a lot, specifically to fetishes>never want a relationship >reach 20>nowhere near as horny as I used to be, need to jerk off for 10+ minutes to get a shitty orgasm,no more primal,animalistic lust all my fetishes are super boring now>feel pressured by society to have a relationship >fucking hate foids,blackpilled af>hey, I've only ever fixated on hurting them>maybe I'm gay, try to force gay feelings for femboys and twinks while jerking off to them, same as foids>be 23, ok fine maybe I'm straight, I bite the bullet and get a bitch>interacting with her is a chore,accept that I'm just not into relationships >feel no desire towards her,sex is mechanical, I don't even feel like putting up with her shit for pussy>try jerking off to guys, still nothing>none of my old kinks working>have tried thinking about animals when I was younger>try again,still as boring as beforeWhat is going on with me? What am I? What should I do? I went nofap for 2 months to reset to no avail, I miss being as horny, and although I don't feel a strong desire for a relationship anymore and I fucking loathe my gf, a part of me still desires one when I see everyone else have it,like it's this rare collectible that I gotta have to prove my superiority to others, and if i dont have it im losing some sort of competition, even though I find anything romantic to be vomit inducing. I usually don't care about other people's opinion but seeing normnigs show off their bitches,UGH it's like being the poorest, least stylish guy in the room if I don't have a much better bitch to rub in their stupid worthless fucking faces, there is also this cute Norwegian twink with a bubble butt I want to fuck but the main thing that puts me off about men is twink death, sure bitches age but you dump them and get a younger one, but seeing a feminine twink you fucked become a gorilla is gross, FUCK, help me sort my shit out please
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>>84467523Women are boring and intimacy is disgusting. Love is a lie for children and the mentally deficient. You lack the typical social instinct that compels these behaviors, and so you are able to see them plainly for what they are: Just a meaningless biological prerogative to perpetuate meaningless existence. There really isnt anything to fix. Most people enjoy music but if you dont its not really a problem. Its just who you are.
>>84467659the main problem is sex, jerking off and orgasms, when i was 14 i could jerk off 8 times a day, merely thinking about biting a bitch or fucking a twink made my entire body feel amazing and i'd get euphoric and light headed, it was AWESOME, now its all gone, i only feel intense when orgasming, for about 7-8 seconds, then back to normal, i wish it could be like the good old days again, back when i was insatiable. also, another, albeit minor problem is the one i mentioned in the end, about how i feel left out if i dont have someone, im sure ill get over it but still, i dont know if it will come back in 10-20 years, i just know for a fact i cant have a relationship because whenever my gf says or does anything i dont like or approve of, even as a joke, i feel like killing her, and i know i'd feel the same way about anyone else too. shit was so much simpler when i was a kid.
>>84467796Yeah you got older lmao. Youre never as hormonal as when you are a teenager. I remember when I was 15 and a girl bent over and I could see her underwear and Id be literally hard for the next 8 hours until I got home and jerked off at least 3 times. That doesnt last into adulthood. Its normal.
