What reasons are there to continue living?
to do drugs and masturbate
>>84475810Family is a pretty good one for me
there are no reasons to live in the first place you just have to keep making them up until you die or just kill yourself
>>84475815this diddy blud knows
>>84475810Fucking up and becoming a cripple sounds worse than living, so that's that
>>84475850Just dont fuck up its not that hard
>>84475810>aging>deteriorating>oxidizing>withering>struggling>sufferingtake your pick
>>84475900suicide is very hard to pull off but honestly if i could just sleep and not wake up I would not be in this retarded planet any longer
>>84475908It literally isnt. Slash down your wrist, jump from a high place, consume a lethal dose of sodium nitrite, the list goes on. I dont know what you mean by difficult but as long as its something that you can't reverse it should be pretty easy
>>84475810peanut butter originole
>>84475930Jumping has a sub 50% lethality rate while cutting has a sub 5% rate, even the highest rate ones are below 90%
>>84475943Shotgun to the head is 100% as long as you understand where the brain is (some retards blow their faces off), sadly only Amerifats have the privilege of getting one easily.
>>84475963even if you blow your brainstem off with a shotgun theres still a chance of some faggot jew doctor "saving" you we are in hell
>>84475963Yeah, fuck my third worldcel life. wish guns were legal without needing to get a fuckton of permits and paying a bunch and all that
>>84475972There is zero chance of you being alive if you blow the base of the brain off. It's a fucking shotgun, not a needle, you're literally deleting not just the pons but tearing a massive hole through the cortex on the other end. I'd just lock the door first and take a vasodilator if were that paranoid.
Drugs, irrational hope that things will get better, probably more drugs, and the few friends I have left
>>84475943Jumping headfirst is the only reliable way to die from a fall and that's extremely difficult to do. The best way to overcome this fear is with a LOT of benzodiazepines. Medical overdoses are also pretty reliable if you insufflate a lot of fentanyl with benzos. Entering respiratory depression is really hard and it's even worse if you don't take a high enough dose because you will be conscious for the last couple minutes of your life, gasping for air but being unable to move at all.
>>84475989where would you even aim the shotgun? the forehead or in the mouth upwards? also wouldnt that still be horrifically painfully for a few seconds
>>84476052Just look at a picture of a brain from the side on and make sure you identify the correct parts to shoot. Or you could just press it against your forehead and have it go through everything>would it be painfulNigga you won't even be able to feel pain
>>84476066instant lights out sounds pretty good to me but i am probly too retarded to pull this off....
>>84475930slashing your wrists is extremely retarded and only done in movies or tv shows. it shouldn't even be considered a valid method the success rate is less than 5%. your arteries are located under muscle, tendons, and tissues that you can only reach in drug induced psychosis and even then you'd probably fuck it up by being too inebriated to locate your arteries. at most you realize you completely fucked up your arm and have permanent nerve damage. then you have to drag your retard ass to the hospital. humans aren't able to harm themselves to the extreme or at least efficiently, if we aren't man or driven enough to power through life what makes you think we have the willpower to kill ourselves and not fuckup in extremely inefficient ways
>>84476104It's very difficult to pull off, and again you run the risk of barely being conscious for the last minute or so of your life, but you can usually get fentanyl through street dealers or on dnms under the name "china white". It's an analog that's usually as strong, but some vendors might try to scam you.
>>84476148dying is more of a hassle than just bedrotting honestly but its probably worth the effort, is fentanyl the most comfy end or helium or something else?
>>84476185Real pure helium is hard to get, you need to get it from welding shops because there is an actual safety hazard for those tanks they use for balloons and whatnot. It's usually somewhat difficult to obtain in comparison to fent, but an exit bag would work as well. Still would be good to have benzos so you don't pussy out.
>>84475930>lethal dose of sodium nitrateyou'll need to find and take something to ensure you don't throw it all up plus i assume online retailers will ask you for proof of use, not sell to individuals, or some kind of business credential for this exact reason
>>84476204Does the exit bag just feel like falling asleep? And for fentanyl how much do you need to kill you?
>>84476238When you breathe noble gasses you don't feel like suffocating which makes them so dangerous.The LD50 for fentanyl in rats is 3.1mg/kg and 0.03mg/kg in monkeys, while the LD50 for heroin is usually around a gram in humans (intravenously), and 21.5mg/kg (again intravenously) in rats. I'm terrified of needles so an IV would be hard, but it's a lot easier with a metal needle. The plastic needles they put in you at hospitals is what really terrifies me.
>>84476259I wish I could get someone to just kill me painlessly somehow this world isnt made for retarded spergs you seem kind anon thanks
>>84475810The alternative may be nothing, so may as well stick it out and see whats what unless you get like terminal untreatable cancer or something
>>84476285indeed it isn't, but luckily my parents are somewhat well off so i can leech a bit under the guise that "ill get better someday". there will not ever be "someday", but they don't know that. best of luck, i hope you just consider bedrotting. suicidal ideation is a massive escapism of mine so i really like planning shit out, though i've attempted suicide 3 times lole. sadly all 3 times failed because someone was able to intervene before i could pass, but 4th times the charm or something like that.
>>84476311it already is nothing...>>84476318i am sorry they prevented you thats rly cringe good luck sir
>What reasons are there to continue living?For me, it's the 'bux and the vain hope of having unpaid sex with a foid before the sweet release of death in middle age.
