I'm annoyed to hear that. Even as a teenager, I was aware that life would lose its flavor with time. I knew that the best and only truly exciting experiences could only happen during adolescence. I was terrified of being an adult; I knew that even if, by some miracle, I managed to achieve something, I would already be dead inside. Now, give me biIlions of the most beautiful girl in the world, and at best, you'll only ease my pain, but I'll never be happy.What I wanted most was the freedom of an adult with my teen body and soul, and a cute girIfriend who would aIways love me, no matter the difficulties. I gave you two criteria for happiness, but l aIso gave you two impossible criteria in this world.
>>8447861125 is nearing the event horizon, it's not "too late" but it's damn close and you need to treat it as such if you want any hope not to be some 30yo+ loser that has mediocre sex and can't get anyone to care about them because they are a 30yo+ loser. So it's not wrong but they need to be using that argument as a means to get you ass in gear to try and make something of it because when you reach your 30s everything shifts very hard and won't work the same as when you are young.
TFW I'm soon to reach 40 and am still an incel. It became apparent by 30 that I was too autist to be anything other than a NEET in this dogshit and gutted anti-autist front-line economy. I never even had a prime, and I obviously never will.I just hope I die before 60, like my folks did. Fuck living this life into old age. I'd rather just die at home than call for live-saving treatment.
>>84479002I wish I were your age; it feels so close to death.