How many people regret being born? I doubt anyone wants to be here besides a few select winners in life and even then im not so sure...
>>84479153I got a good spawn (dont live in a shithole country like you probably), infinite access to food/internet/etc, can sleep whenever i want just spend my days in my roomi dont get the girlfriend obsession thats why im sane.
>>84479167america is definitely a shit hole and yea i like spending days in room on internet too and avoiding reality
>>84479195Sooo,...? Life isn't that bad?
>>84479223It sucks but it can always get nightmarishly worse
>>84479153As a child I found out my angry, drunken whore of a mother only had me due to her hitting the wall and wanted to have a "retirement plan" I'm still pissed to this day. At this point the only reason I'm alive is to find ways of spreading my bitterness around to as many people before I die
>>84479153Not even "winners" would choose to make what they are out of themselves.
No I am like Bender that got embarrassed and wished everybody else was dead. I feel like others shouldn't have been born so my life would've been better.
>>84479368thats so terrible im sorry anon maybe try to make her regret it idk>>84479374yes being successful requires being evil as fuck>>84479393dont you need others to be slaves
>>84479153I mean yes but I can't do anything about it so I just don't care.
>>84479446there is methods to escape
>>84479153I was almost in tears a couple of days ago wishing I hadn't survived childbirth, I was born prematurely which meant I spent some time in an incubator, if it wasn't for modern medicine there is a high probability that I would have died.I've been thinking about that a lot lately, if I had died during childbirth it might've saved my mother from staying with my father, and it would've meant that I didn't have to exist, win/win.
>>84479153well regret is not the right word since it wasn't my decision in the first place, what I do regret is not killing myself when I dropped out of highschool and I also regret not killing myself on my 20th birthday like I said I would but I will definitely kill myself on my 27th birthday (which is next month yay!)
>>84479412>don't you need others to be slavesDamn I'm not that evil nigga. I didn't mean everybody on earth who else would run the power plants and make me pizza. Just my enemies should be unborn
If I wasn't born, I wouldn't feel anything due to non-existence. Better than this life honestly.
>>84479877Right? Juice isn't worth the squeeze.Ephemeral joy build on an infinite agony rollercoaster.Why would existence do this to itself? All we do is distract ourselves from the thing we're distracting ourselves from with the thing we're distracting ourselves from. Sounds pretty futile, was there really no better option?