god i wish i were dead...fuck my lonely life
>>84480325shut up and drink already, dudeit's never that bad
>>84480331>it's never that badnta, but speak for yourself, faggot
>>84480331alcohol is disgusting and makes me gag
dead thread talk about osmething
>>84481441no one wants to talk to me because i'm unlikable and boringboth in real life and here
you have to learn to be happy by yourself. other people will always disappoint you and you can never rely on anyone else for your own wellbeing
>>84481455I hate being by myself
>>84481449did you try making new friends yet not better off alone alice poster chan
>>84481462thats because you have nothing to do, so you spent all your time alone wondering why you are bored, when the reason is simply that your mind wanders when you have nothing to focus on. find some activity to do. something to learn, something you can optimize and improve on, and something to laugh about. like>play vidya>learn some skill>start using some hobby boards and shitpost there about lighthearted stuffusing your brain for something besides reflecting on your own condition is very important
>>84481484anything i do by myself gets old really quick>>84481478i have tried making friends beforenever worked out
>>84481441Okay yesterday i was finally able to talk to another irl person that isn't my family (the handyman). It was a grand total of 9 words. 9 words in 1 year, all of them in 1 day.
>>84481501surely you play games or do something besides lurking this board that you enjoy?4chan will wear you down if you have nothing else to spent your time on
>>84481523i do, but like i said, it gets old pretty quickly when i play stuff by myselftried playing some modded skyrim today but i only played for like an hour or two before quitting
>>84481501what happened to your frineds
they killed themselves because he's so sad and boring
>>84481594they all abandoned me eventually
Madoky...what is this board gonna do to you
>>84481604listen here chud, you got basically two options available to you>be true to yourself and learn to live a solitary life by focusing on things you personally enjoy>quit being a whiny faggot and start acting like an outgoing normalfag to get friendsboth options have their pros and cons id imagine, but complaining on a vietnamese silkweaving forum is not going to do you any favors
>>84481604and why did they abandon you>>84481621this isn't Madoky
>>84481641you think i am like this when i try to make friends?I try my best to be as postitive, as supportive, as nice as i can to the people i'm trying to get close to. Yet i still get abandonedcomplaining is all i can do at this point>>84481642i don't know. Maybe i am too boring.
>>84481670if i were you id stop worrying about being boringcause you know if you keep trying to be a people pleaser like ooo i need to be entertaining need to be funny ineed to be helpful like if you just have that all timesyou're gonna like keep failing at itand you're gonna wanna die every timeand you'll have a mentally ill breakdown probably when it doesn't workso yeah if some person wants to be your friend you should just go with that thats what i think at least
>>84481705no one even wants to be my friend
>>84481512didn't even respond to this guy. op is big fag
>>84481716>sample imageno wonder
>>84481761you can't even use most full sized images on 4chandickhead
>>84481770you can though. it just needs to be under 4mb i think. also you are using jpg's which is a compressed image format, as opposed to png's, which are lossless, which means uncompressed
>>84481716it could happen its really easy to make friends in my opinionthe hard part is keeping them
OP i could be your friend but i feel like you'd just grow tired of me and ghost after a couple of days, like most people on this board
>>84481790i lose them every time so i don't see the point of trying anymore>>84481840long distance friendships are depressing and you'll probably ghost me as well eventually
>>84481840>>84481866why don't you two try it outif one of you ghosts you can just come back here and try againso whats there really to lose
>>84481953i can't really hang out with long distance friends
>>84480331This guy raises a fair point. I'm fucking tired and I can't do this anymore but I'm gonna get up and do it again tomorrow anyway. Having a drink or 4 at the end of the day makes the night better at least.
>i want friends so bad, i want them RIGHT NOW<okay anon, ill be your friend>nooooooo not like that
>>84481967why do you think soyou can talk and play games or watch things together with internet peopleisn't that enough
>>84482007there is no face to face contact>>84481998every time i had an online friend it just made me depressed because i would never be able to meet them irl
>>84482028Where do you live? I'll come over. Just type your address into the comment section here.
>>84481866>long distance friendships are depressingno, they are not. your posts are depressing, and its worse when you just post like 3 threads a day and do nothing about it. at this point, this is just lame avatarfagging, so i'll just start doing what i do with all avatarfags.a person gives you a choice, and you choose to remain alone. this is all on you.>you'll probably ghost me as well eventually>no uif you lose them everytime, then it is a (You) problem. it was clear since the beginning, but its nice to see you show it and accept it.
>>84480325you're lonely because you're fat and ugly
>>84482037i live in europe>>84482103i can't do anything about it>a person gives you a choice, and you choose to remain alone. this is all on you.i'm not alone by choice>if you lose them everytime, then it is a (You) problem. it was clear since the beginning, but its nice to see you show it and accept it.i did say i am boring and unlikable>>84482120i'm literally not
>>84482028>there is no face to face contactanime girls exist for that idk why youd want to meet with another dude irl or stare at his face>there is no irl meetupwhat are you going to do irl are you gonna go to a restaurant together and then go look at tourist attractions or something idk i dont see the pointso would you bring them to your place? so what so you can be uncomfortable together therei dont get itif youre just a normalfag then yeah it cant be helped
>>84482141weird, my version of this image has slightly different wording. must be a different translation assuming the original was japanese
>>84482141>anime girls exist for thatanime girls are not enough for me anymore>>84482141>what are you going to do irl are you gonna go to a restaurant together and then go look at tourist attractions or something idk i dont see the pointit's nice to spend time with someone elseto see them smileto see them clearly enjoy spending time with you>if youre just a normalfag then yeah it cant be helpedif i were i wouldn't be struggling so much
>>84482158ooh thats kinda cool yeah probably>>84482162i dont think i have anything helpful to say to youi can only wish you luck
>>84482162>it's nice to spend time with someone else>to see them smile>to see them clearly enjoy spending time with youNTA but it's weird you think you can't do these things with internet friends. online friendships were all i had for a very long time, and i met some wonderful people that way. i don't talk to them as much anymore, as we have grown older and stuff. but i still have online friendships, and i make sure they have fun while spending time with me. it sucks that you haven't been able to experience this, but you're clearly aiming for something you won't get out of the blue. your social skills are crippled, yet you're trying to get the full experience of something that even normies fail to find at times. you are being unfair to others, and unfair to yourself. get up and try again, life won't wait for you. you will either die alone by your own choice, or keep trying by your own choice, or die tomorrow by your own choice. complaining will do nothing of substance for you.i know you don't want long distance friendships, but if you're willing to give it a try, you can drop any social and i will add you.
>>84482162i never had a real irl friend in my entire life, wouldn't a online friend be better than nothing?but i don't even know if i want a friend, the social maintenance is just so much
>>84480325Sorry OP, you have 40 more years in this shithole, better pucker up
>>84482198someone told me a similar thingthey also said that most people wouldn't be able to give what i need anyway so at this point i'm just ready to give upmaybe i am just not meant to be happy?>>84482179>good luckmy life shows that i have none>>84482203i am very high maintenance>>84482252what am i supposed to do? Just take it? Is this hell?
>>84482272>Just take it? Is this hell?Might as well be.And if you plan to leave, then think again. If this life is hell and all you've experienced is hell, why would death be any different?
>>84482272you have to give up and pretend you're happy until you accept it i'm afraid
>>84482272>they also said that most people wouldn't be able to give what i need anywayand what do you need? do you even know what you need? because if you think maintaining an IRL friendship is easier, then you are mistaken. friendships are not a bunch of good moments only>maybe i am just not meant to be happy?meant for what? what are you on about? what is this whole philosophical mindset of being meant for something? to the hell with that anon, the words "meant", "deserving", all those things are copium, thoughts well designed so you convince yourself of your situation being okay. chances are i am way older than you, and if i stopped trying for things i wasn't "meant" for, then i would be dead. life doesn't care if you are good or bad, there will be no reward for your good deeds with good karma. you aren't crippled, you have stated you are not ugly or bad looking. if you are talking about "meant" for things, then you had a better start than most. when i posted threads on this board looking for friends, i didn't even get 5 replies. most of my threads didnt get any replies. was i not meant for friends? are you seeing the absurdity of the situation?
>>84480325>>84480438>>84481441>>84481462Don't kys alicebro. You'll always have friends here, at least.>>84481484Listen to this anon. Also, tentatively try to make friends, and if you do manage to make friends, do everything you can to keep them, as they're hard to come by. In the meantime, focus on keeping yourself busy. And there's nothing wrong with using "friend simulators" like watching streamers, youtubers, etc. so long as you don't become delusional. Personally, I like to watch/listen to Oneyplays because they remind me of my old friends I've long since lost contact with. Stay safe out there, anon.
>>84482355the op thinks of himself as unlikeable and boringso in his mind it means he's not meant to have friends i assumei agree with what you are saying though
