What made you realize that you were never special and how old were you back then?
>>84481663It wasn't a specific event, just the amounts of failures over time
>>84481663>What made you realize that you were never specialnever realized that.ever since i was a jit, knew i was the shit.
>>84481663I am special but I am autistic so I have narcistic traits.
>>84481663I am special, just in a bad way.
>>84481663>you were never specialYes I am and so are you.You are the one that gave 'special' a positive connotation. There are better words for that. You are special simply for being, OP. All the good and bad that comes with it applies.
>>84481663In a human sense you arent special, in a cosmic sense you are lucky to even be here
>>84481663I was 5 and even then I knew I was inferior thats why I tried to commit suicide when I was 7
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