Ok so prior to my sex transition (mtf) I had only few sexual partners. The first day when I thought of coming out, I bought pink sneakers and only that. I was asked directly by a black man to go and have sex with him in the local mall. I was insecure at the time, so I said yes. So would have yo btw. This same thing happened to me almost weekly and I did it even tho I didn't want to. It was a compulsory reaction.Once I had already whored around for half a year I was in such a bad place I ended up in prostitution. I was a call girl for 3 years, and my bodycount at the time is about 300+ (don't know exact number).Something happened to my appearance during that time. People started noticing. I didin't think of it much that time. But when I stopped whoring I understood that I will have to carry that "hooker smell" for the rest of my life. I'm currently in monogamous relationship and don't do prostitution but cannot even go to fucking grocery shop without some normie watching me like a piece of meat. And its not only men despite I'm straight. People of all ages, fucking grannies watch be with flirty smiles. People are disgusting. Even if I were to wear the most unsexy clothes this happens. I could wear a fucking face mask and wouldn't be left alone.This is something people don't tell you, I wish someone had told me. You guys shouldn't call yourselves incels, just call yourselves virgins. Virginity is really like superpower. No one wants be a whore. The ones that are unlucky end up doing what I did and will have to live the rest of their lives with shame and disrespect from everyone around you. Maybe in 20 years I will have peace, growing old makes you unsexy, hopefully.PS I was also raped once by I guy with knife and after raping me he punched one of my tooth out. The guy is now I prison. You guys are just lucky when you didn't have to deal with these things.
>>84496400>I'm currently in monogamous relationshipgood for you... why do you post here?
yeah that sucks opim surprised about the women being interested in youmaybe i should troon out and hookup with a black mando you have any tips on transitioning?is that what you wanted to hear retard? you gonna cum from that you fetishslop faggot?
>>84496400yes it sucks to be brown op but work hard and escape the call centre one day maybe
>>84496423>>84496435Why am I here? Because you are retarded. You dream about life that is actually suffering to anyone who has it. It's like someone drinks a punch of poison and manages to stay a live people in the corner yell that WE ALSO NEED POISON !!!And woke libtards and feminists are even worse. When I try to talk about this in these circles directly they only say shit like "I don't judge you some people just are more sexual :)" or something heinous.
>>84496500>sex transition (mtf)>had sex with black men weekly even though they didn't even want to>less than half a year later they're involved in prostitution >a call girl (male)sounds like a tough one, anon. I think you should burn a couple sticks of sandalwood incense, that usually helps me with the man-smell and butt-odor that trans people usually have on them
>>84496400Nobody respects male whores, women all openly sell their holes yet society treats them with courtesy and dignity by default far better then any man of equivalent traits and attributes for being born with a vagin, even the presidents wife is a literal whore yet everyone pretends not know, this exact scenario repeats in normie society on every level, men don't respect you because you have submissive mannerisms and tendencies and foids see you as competition.
>>84496400Wait what do orgasms feel like now
>>84496500Did you even fully read my post? Lgbtards not beating the mentally challenged allegations
>>84496695I don't have orgasms. I have over 300+ bodycount by have't been able to come in years.
>>84496739Why is getting fucked in the ass enough?
>>84496695I'm not OP, mtf though, they feel a lot more intense now and are internal, longer as well
>>84496723You asked me why I'm here. Incels post 24/7 how jealous they are because they can't get laid. The ugly truth and the ultimate black pill is the ones involved in this shit hate their lives.It's mostly because you don't know what sex is. Neither do normies, its not us fun as people think when you've had too much not because you want to but were subtly coerced to it. Incels watch all Hollywood propaganda about sex and then they cry why don't they get any and revolt against people like me who did fr and suffer in the end.
>>84496798>lgbtard doesnt understand a basic question once again
>>84496754I din't transition to become a fucking sex doll I transitioned to become a woman. The life I lived wasn't a good one.Maybe SRS will help with the orgasm part, but I will only have sex with my boyfriend in the future so maybe I will have hope.
>>84496400>I was insecure at the time, so I said yes. So would have yo btw.Excuse-me?
>>84496798ok thats why you made the thread. but why are you on r9k in the first place outside of this specific thread
>>84496821>less than six months after you transition, you're a prostitute>I din't transition to become a fucking sex doll
>>84496901I read an article about incels in the news and thought these people must be real idiots. Not bad people but just really inexperienced with reality.So I came here to make this thread. When I try to talk about this with normies, they wouldn't understand these things much either. I don't really do it because I'm instantly either shamed or groomed to sex.People who focus so much on sex and victimised viginity but got it all backwards are interesting.
>>84496400... the very first black man noticed. You probably looked like a man trying to look like a woman and he saw an easy opportunity.The whore you've been is far more visible to you than anyone else. That smell you describe is your slowly tainted perception.This can all be changed by presenting yourself differently and not caring that you were a whore.
>>84496949im not surprised a drug addled tranny prostitute can only engage in such binary thinking
Wow, another shit thread. Daring today, aren't we?
>>84496972>I don't reluctantly allow people I've never met to sodomize my asshole>I must, by default, be really inexperienced with reality
>>84496995What I mean is you guys cry every day that you don't get sex but if you'd have it as much as I have had you would see yourselves are more privileged than anyone else. But you don't. It's an absurd way thinking.
>>84496995>People who focus so much on sex and victimised viginity but got it all backwards are interesting.i dont know why you think incels want to take 300 cocks and get rapedmost of your issues come from the fact that you're a broken catamite and normal men dont fuck nearly that many women and basically never get coerced into sex or raped by women
>>84497014but i never wanted to be fucked in my ass though...sex is great once i finally got to experience it better than i actually thought it was toomaybe you had a bad experience with sex because you were getting your colon blown wide open and you are a mentally ill troon?idk just spitballing here desu
>>84497014>if you were a groomed faggot who took hundreds of nigger schlongs in your anus you'd be pretty upset so stop asking for a girlfriend!???
>>84497026Women watch me hornily in the street and flirt to me all the time, but thank god social customs stop them from literally raping me. Men and women of all kinds treat me as a piece of meat. This is not so much a gender issue but a sex (sexual) issue.I didin't know that your eros gets bigger the more you fuck regardless of gender, and here I am trying to just survive in public space. Normies are disgusting, they like to first fuck me in the ass and then shame me afterwards all the time.
>>84496400>300+ body count Kek I bet your asshole is the size of the Grand Canyon.
People in this thread are missing the bigger picture, focusing on OP being a whore, and how it is not aligned with their own desires, which is true. But what everyone is missing is the immense discrepancy in the desirability of anything remotely female, compared to that of the male. You don't even need to pass, if you signal even slightly that you're a bottom, then men everywhere will want to fuck you. Hell, if OP didn't want to be a whore, I'm sure she could have found a wholesome man to love xer, from the start. But xe didn't want that. Meanwhile with men, unless you're better looking than the vast majority of men, have to devote their whole lives to the gym, to becoming charismatic and fighting the uphill battle of changing who they are on a subconscious level, and pursuing money, just for some bitch who doesn't even love them to open their legs once in a while. The question is why is this discrepency so huge? What is wrong with the masculine of today that it is so useless and undesirable to the feminine. We can look to evolution and natural selection, men are the chasers and women are the selectors, animal kingdom, blah blah blah. But personally I feel that those explanations fall flat. I feel there must be a chemical, or even a spiritual explanation as to why men are so undesirable today.
>>84497073You're the one who offered your body to the world because of your own lusts, you probably do dress provocatively and act provocatively and then you want to blame the world for treating you like meat.
>>84496400>>84496500jagpreet, your english is atrocious and your tranny racebait cuckold fanfiction belongs on >>>/trash/
>>84497084women are attracted to providers, and society has taken the place of men as the providers of women. Women are taken care of by society. They have no attraction to men, which they consider to be totally unnecessary in the modern world.
>>84496821Sex reassignment surgery will be the worst mistake of your life, and I am not saying this from a place of hate. It will not make you feel less like meat, it will not make you feel more like a woman, you will be disgusted by the grotesque excuse of a vagina and you will miss your penis. You will hate the pain that this surgery will bring. It isn't surgery, it's mutilation. You would think as a person with so many regrets, you'd know better than to not trust your own desires and reasoning, but you are being arrogant in continuing to think you know best for yourself. You don't. I'm not telling you to stop trooning out, but accept you have a penis and move on. If you want to suffer, then ignore this and have your "SRS".
you are an abomination and you should kill yourself and how dare you demean good incels
>>84497112This is a fair explanation. What is the solution then? To end social welfare and make society more of a Darwinian free for all? I've always thought our current service economy is bullshit (really a rentier economy where real value is not being produced, and people are being exploited by capital owners) and that men don't thrive in service economies while women can use their strengths in this facade of an economy. I don't want to tell women they should not be allowed to work, but now I'm thinking if we had a real economy built on manufacturing, then women would opt out of the workforce more while men would perform better.
>>84497154>What is the solution then?it doesn't matter, we figured it out and resolved it many times in the past only to fall victim to it in our present. Time is inescapably cyclical. Those who don't study history are doomed to repeat it, and those who do are doomed to suffer from a Cassandra Complex as they watch, powerless to stop it.
>>84497073>im a rape victim groomed sodomite blah blah blah women want to rape me (???) blah blahim still waiting for you to explain how this relates to normal men that go out and fuck a different bitch every two weeks, let alone incels who just want a girlfriend
>>84497108I'm not American but from Scandinavia so English is not my first language. Sorry for that. And its not ragebit but my real life experience.
>>84496400>I'm currently in monogamous relationship and don't do prostitution but cannot even go to fucking grocery shop without some normie watching me like a piece of meat. And its not only men despite I'm straight. People of all ages, fucking grannies watch be with flirty smiles. People are disgusting. Even if I were to wear the most unsexy clothes this happens. I could wear a fucking face mask and wouldn't be left alone.Kek if people stare at you its probably because you're a weird uncanny valley phreak who is clearly a man in womans cloths do you really think they can smell your bodycount what kind of autism is this
>>84497198I don't think we've ever resolved it, I think societies fall for a multitude of reasons, and new societies that emerge from them are crude and violent, and the subjugation of women happens as a result of that, not as an intended solution to any observed incel issue. Otherwise, it would have been written about more explicitly in history, rather than after the fact by cultural critics who haven't experienced the issues. But in the sense that it contributes to societal collapse and society repeats, then maybe you're right.
>>84496400>>84496500i do not, in fact, dream of being bummed by men you faggot retard
>>84497204My point is that it's not a gender issue but a sexual amount issue. I guess a man who would fuck a different woman every two weeks would be same misery as I am after approximately few years. Statistically normies have about 10 bodycount in total regardless of gender in all western countries.
>>84497233yes i know what your fucking point is you broken record>I guess a manYou guess and you dont know because your only experience of intimacy is being groomed and raped. And again, most incels just want a girlfriend.
>>84497217Sometimes some people watch me in this discriminatory way as well, rarely tho because who would even want to watch random people this way. Meanheared people I guess.I can sense a flirty smile from a disgusted one because I have normal human social skills.
>>84496400Kill yourself you fucked up degenerate mentally ill fucking piece of AIDS ridden garbage Troon fucking faggot warped minded psychiatric abomination fucking cunt.
I recently took meth and gbl (actually is was bdo) then went to a bathhouse and fucked a tranny raw then came in "her" ass then left. I didn't even see it's face. Trannies are nothing but holes for men to fuck and abuse. I don't even consider it possible to "rape" a tranny. Also they are men who have willingly objectified themselves into becoming sex objects. Some try to monetize this like op and get buyers remorse. Lol. And even a virgin tranny is a fucking whore.
>>84497262>I can sense a flirty smile from a disgusted one because I have normal human social skills.You said grannies are giving you flirty smiles. I don't believe you. Being a whore has really fucked up your perception
>>84497351Yes sometimes they watch be smiling and lip their lips. People are more disgusting than you would imagine.
>>84497378Isn't it possible they were acknowledging your presence and had dry lips, as old people tend to?Just seems like you're reading sex everywhere. I'm not an incel, am considered hot, and I can't relate to feeling like everyone is a predator. I've just had a handful of crappy experiences. That's kind of the normal. I'd ask what happened to make you think the world is like this but you already told your story.
