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Show me where to go
Don't get angry so quickly
Fuck depression

Beyond all ideas of right and wrong there is a field
I will be meeting you there

>>84498102
good song selection OP. Closer is a fucking GREAT album and its emotional impact is so heavy especially if you are in a rough patch yourself. My fav track is Colony https://youtu.be/20UM01Q4eOU

I am now older than Ian Curtis was when he an hero'd and it trips me the fuck out when I remember that factoid. But also starting to make a little sense: i'm getting really horrible backpain lately so I am starting to feel "older" than he was. I watched the 2007 biopic about him Control when I was 14 years old and its one of my comfort movies now even though i recognize most of it is historically inaccurate, glorifying suicide wank about how he was a perfect man and a perfect victim and never did anything wrong etc etc very poor film for actually undertsanding ian curtis as a person but the asesthetic and mood are very good and the first half is super comfy in its drab portrayal of late 70s manchester. But yeah, poor kid. I read his wife's book Touching From A Distance and that really opened my eyes to what a complicated person he was and how mental + physical illnesses utterly ruined his entire fucking life. It's really sad.

Mamaaaaa, life had just begun!
But now I've gone and thrown it all awaaaaay
Mama, oooooh, didn't *mean* to make you cry..
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow..
Carry on.. carry on..
As if nothing really matters..