>>84504219
who gives a fuck dude she forced you here just psyche yourself up to do it, honestly i really wish i tried hard in school and working so i couldve offed myself as a teen instead of experiencing whatever this is anymore lol

>>84504219
I've resigned myself to just keep suffering. I'll die sooner than later anyways.

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>>84504219
im sorry youre so miserable, please dont kill yourself...
keep looking for things that bring you joy
try new hobbies or revisit some of your favorite things from hobbies youve already explored
reading a favorite book again or playing a favorite game could respark your love for the activity
try meeting new people to make some friends or find love
online multiplayer games are a good place to try
spending more time with your mom could make both of you happier
<3

>>84504832
>keep looking for things that bring you joy
Not op but that's the problem. There's always a cloud of despair now and things just aren't enjoyable like they once were.

It's none of her business. Oh, boo hoo, you'll cry for a moment and feel bad? I'm supposed to put some promise of tears above myself concerning MY suicide? No, that is the most personal, meaningful and important decision of MY life, and what people might think or feel about what I choose for myself isn't relevant. Besides, she'll be back to work and masturbating and laughing with friends again in less than a week. Who cares?

>>84504219
Same problem but my dad would be sad. Nothing you can do but endure it for your parent's sake. I can't even blame my dad for not helping or anything because he's tried to give advice, help me take photos for dating apps, etc.

We were born in the wrong place and time; it can't be helped.

>>84505085
i strongly agree