anyone else planning to kill themselves this month? I have a few ideas on how to go, but I'm a retard so I don't think they will be as definite as I need, any suggestions?
why not kill yourself on new years or your birthday or somethingwouldnt that be kino
>>84507479too far away, for both, but good idea I think, I've just been postponing it for way too long
>>84507463why kill yourself fast instead of doing it slowly and enjoying the process? Just drink alcohol everyday, smoke and do drugs, whats stopping you brah
>>84507498I do that already, but I'm kind of a cockroach, it stopped being enjoyable a long time ago, and I'm still not dying fast enough
>>84507463im planning to soon, but i wanna do something big first
>>84507498this is gonna be me once i get a job, spending my entire paycheck on guns and ketamine
>>84507539do you want to share? I wanted to do something big too, but i don't have the energy to plan anything out like i wanted, I always looked down on people who died quietly
>>84507550haha I need more ket, I ran out, but I think i might be able to scrounge up enough for a last dose, I think i want to die high if possible, but Im already quite bad at doing things even without being high, I don't know if I'll manage to go through with it high
>>84507553idk maybe kill some pedos, nazis or klansmen, a billionare, write a manifesto and hopefully inspire some others. i know it sounds cliche but my life is over anyways, might be good to try to do something good first.
>>84507586I don't have strong enough morals to care for these things, I just wanted to jump off a building in front of a few hundred people just to know people saw it
>>84507573where do you get yours? im planning on just buying off the dark web until i finally find someone whos not a scammer but idk
>>84507592oh yeah that makes sense, honestly the filth of the world has been all thats been on my mind recently, thats why im so motivated to do something like that, but jumping in front of a crowd would be pretty sick too ngl
>>84507594I go to a lot of raves and befriended some dancers in my city, its easy once you know them, but ive always been social so it's easier for me, I have been trying to figure out some dark web purchasing avenues just so I can try everything I haven't tried yet though, dmt is hard to find through in person connections
>>84507612oh i see, desu im pretty closed off from the world so i dont go out much, thats why im gonna try online avenues
>>84507607it's the opposite for me, I think once I realized i didn't really feel anything towards it even when I tried i knew I wasn't going to get to the end of this year, id rather anger than apathy
>>84507624I don't like being alone, but recently being around others has stopped helping the feeling i try to avoid, I have my last few shows this month, haven't scheduled any others
>heroin>surf board>kettle bell weights>eat heroin>paddle out to sea on the surfboard with the weights around your arms>pass out and sink to the bottom of the sea never to be foundThis is the lowest trauma method I can think of
>>84507463i bet you'd be scared as fuck if i broke into your house to kill youyou want attention and to be heard. i'll bet money you don't want to die
>>84507463I've planned to do it 3 months after GTA 6 releases, if my lift isn't together by then. Everything I have goes to my siblings. I've had the fentanyl pills in my room for 2 years idk if they'll have expired tho lol
>>84507463yup, all the ingredients are here just gotta make sure I'm rereading and rereading the instructions right until I memorize it I even have a suicide backup for everything i need I'll do it in a hotel I'm thinking end of May just gotta finish books I haven't and then we're good been putting this off far too long
>>84507636honestly the only reason i isolate so much is because i have crippling social anxiety and a ton of insecurities so social interaction feels like a humiliation ritual
>>84507586>nazis or klansmenHey dude, that would NOT be based!!
>>84507586Kill some Epstein list fucker
>>84507742yeah im mostly going for a billionare, just cause it would have more of an impact, love or hate racists, theyre dime a dozen and killing one won't really do much
>>84507743yeah i wanna go for an ultra rich pedo, it'll really leave a mark and hopefully rally people to a revolution
>>84507758The goyim will not wake up. Better off living and figuring it out.
>>84507718sounds elaborate but efficient, I always wanted to mix meth heroin and pcp and jump just to see if itd make it not hurt, but its so much effort to do things like that>>84507723I think its a mixture, i do want attention, but ive gotten the attention before, and i still dont feel better, i just hope it will each time i look for it, ive given a guy my address with the idea that he would come to kill me, even told him where my key was and my room door haha, he didnt do it though>>84507738they probably expired, ive overdosed on fentanyl before, it wasnt awful but I didnt take enough, maybe I should use them again but at a higher dose>>84507740glad you have it planned out, all my previous attempts have been very impulsive, always does more damage than planning it out, ill plan mine out this time>>84507741if youre going to kill yourself anyways who cares
>>84507769im pretty sure there was a statistic going around that 34% of teens or young people supported communism. whatever your opinion on communism is is irrelevant, thats a lot of anti-capitalist sentiment, and therefore people that dislike the rich. the people need something to rally behind, the dude who burned down the warehouse was a good example of that.
>>84507776>if youre going to kill yourself anyways who caresdam bro i was just giving an explanation
>>84507790I meant as in who cares if youre insecure if youre going to kill yourself then why not embarrass yourself trying to socialize as a last hurrah, not as in I didnt care for your feelings, sorry
>>84507808ohh no worries, my bad for misinterpreting
>>84507830its alright, I hope you can manage, friends are nice for a little
>>84507782Young people and teens do not have any power. Unless we all decide to have a gen z protest are revolt against boomers. The actual goyim, boomers, will never wake up.
>>84507463I hate living in a country with strict gun laws. Dying but a gunshot to the head is so quick and easy. Squeeze the trigger and you're gone.The most effective method available to me is jumping off a cliff, as their are several large cliffs within a shot driving distance of where I live. I can't stop thinking about how terrifying the last few seconds would be as you're falling, though. You need to be immensely brave to die by jumping.
>>84507849they're all going to die anyway, also they wouldn't be able to fight well if we staged an open revolution
>>84507907I know someone irl who survived a suicide attempt with a gun, id prefer to avoid it all together, overdosing seems the best, but ive tried a few times and can never get the dosing right, or I get caught before it works, I think if I just use what I have and drink and go fuck off in the woods i probably wont wake up, it's next to a highway anyways, if I wake up ill just jump in front of a car if needed
>>84507907i think ill end up jumping or just shooting myself, preferably with a shotgun as theres pretty much no chance of survival
